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I know you ain’t calling us nazis when this is the people on your side.

It’s probably stupid, but I always feel extra disappointed when fellow europeans are antis. Like!!! We are supposed to be smarter than a*ericans please 😭😭😭😭😭

It's not only a bit stupid to say but also xenophobic.

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im a tiny blog with little to no interaction but if that person ends up making some big announcement about me somehow being a predator too you can look beneath most of their posts and see them insisting a minor can consent to being coerced into sending sexual images of themselves and denying that experience is traumatic, calling people slurs and incorrect medical terminology going off of “pOp PsYcHoLoGy”, admitting to want to bully what they whole heartedly believe is a mentally ill person into killing themselves, so I am more than absolutely ready to have people throw accusations at me right now because every time I’ve properly refuted their argument they haven’t responded to those messages because they likely know they’re full of shit and way more of a predator than a proshipper is, that’s for sure.

the chance is slim, but if it happens, you know why.

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I very rarely even get involved discourse involving other members on this sight, but let me humor you for a moment.

I'm studying to become a psychologist currently, and actually wish to work with paraphiles and paraphilic disorders, something you seem a little to slow to understand, so let me dumb it down for you. Pedophilia in itself is just an attraction, one that many psychologists have said has a completely different mentality from lolicon and shotacon. What you're accusing Nico of having is a paraphilic disorder, the counterpart of paraphilias that puts its haver and others in danger, and interferes with daily life. And that is a very serious accusation to make over what seems to be you having different views than her, not to mention you haven't shown any actual proof that could get Nico in trouble. And if you genuinely thought Nico was a danger to minors and animals, you should make an actual cybertip and FBI report. And allow me to remind you that the FBI and National Center for Missing and Exploited children have asked people many times to stop sending in fictional content as proof, because they are able to make the distinction that a fictional character can't be the victim of a real life crime. So any proof you'd need would have to be of actual real life children and animals being exploited and abused. And with you calling her slurs left and right you very clearly calling her slurs left and right you very clearly don't want Nico getting help either because you clearly find it more entertaining to make fun of what you think is poor mental health condition.

And if I may continue the topic of what you believe is actual pedophilia, allow me to also inform you that many psychologists do encourage people to make art to express themselves. Including gross, or triggering art. Fiction is recognized by many psychologists as a great outlet for thoughts, emotions or trauma. Anyone can use it for anything they'd like because it allows people to explore taboo and dark thoughts, that don't have to reflect what they may desire in reality, in a safe environment where nothing sn get hurt. And in the cases where someone did desire any sort of violent content they create to happen, the psychologist would still encourage to make that art as an outlet when working with them on this side to ensure an emergency plan is made and how to make sure things never escalate. You have this idea that thought crimes exist, but you shouldn't be exempt from that ideology. You've bright as day just admitted to wanting to bully what you believe is a mentally ill person into killing themselves. So if Nico's getting locked up for being what you believe is an active pedophile, you'd be locked up right with them for premeditated attempted murder. And if you and your sister were oh so close, why not try and help her yourself without the name calling and false accusations? Because if I thought MY sister needed help I’d get her to look at some therapist offices, maybe find her a psychiatrist. Not scream at her and accuse her of being a pro-contact pedophile and tell her to kill herself

You’re right, by itself, it is concerning to get off to child abuse and animal abuse. But that’s not what’s happening. What’s actually happening is a person is using a safe and healthy outlet that ensures nothing real gets hurt, someone who actually can make a distinction between fiction and reality, (which you can’t) and you just seem caught up in the past and that your supposed “sister” grew up and you decided to stay stupid. So you can take your pseudo diagnostics, false accusations, and blatant ableism, and kindly shove it up your ass, because you’re WAY out of line.

There! I’ve semi-politely refuted each of your arguments, and you can kindly take your leave or actually respond without any slurs, violent ideation, and proper evidence that Nico is a dangerous person.

About @shotapiss ...

Hiiiiii Nico and proshitters🥰

I couldn't care LESS about you fucking p3do freaks but I am SICK of Nico acting like she can just find a new "community" to invade and get away from her fucking past. Since she turned off asks like a crybaby I had to make this stupid fucking account just for this. Congratulations Nico here's the attention you fucking want you fucking attention wh0re.

Nico (AKA @shotapiss / @calico-prince / @nazunaps / @shotavampire / @lovehans / @anonymouyse / @pauntome / @shotamart) is a fucking manipulative narcissistic psychopath. She is legitimately DANGEROUS. I used to feel bad for her because she is SO easily influenced and I tried so hard to help her but she doesn't fucking listen unless you baby and coddle her so I'm not surprised she ended up becoming a p3do freak with the way you fucking disgusting proshitters gr00med her. You can call me "obsessed" but she was literally like a SISTER to me. Imagine seeing YOUR family become something like this. You would be fucking upset too. I WANT her to get help (but OF COURSE she only posted the asks where I "suibaited". WHICH I ONLY DID BECAUSE I I KNEW SHE WOULDN'T PAY ATTENTION TO MY ASKS OTHERWISE. SHE IS A FUCKING ATTENTION WH0RE THAT THRIVESSS ON NEGATIVITY SO PEOPLE WILL PITY HER AND GIVE HER SYMPATHY) It doesn't fucking matter though because she CLEARLY doesn't want to get help. I don't know if she's just fucking stubborn or if she's genuinely r3tarded and doesn't understand WHY she needs help or if you freaks are gr00ming her (you are already enabling her by interacting with her btw) but CLEARLYYY she isn't going to do ANYTHING about the fact that she is a LITERAL p3do pr3dat0r so I stand by what I fucking said. She needs to kill herself BEFORE SHE HURTS ANYONE (ASSUMING she hasn't already) if she isn't going to get the help she CLEARLY NEEDS. ANY SANE PERSON WOULD BE ABLE TO FUCKING TELL THAT SHE NEEDS HELP. It is NOT NORMAL to get off to KIDS and ANIMALS being R#PED and ABUS3D.

You fucking disgusting proshitters took my SISTER from me and fucking gr00med her into joining your p3do cult. NICO LEGITIMATELY DOES NOT UNDERSTAND WHY INCEST AND ZOOPHILIA ARE ILLEGAL. SHE DOES NOT UNDERSTAND WHY THE AGE OF CONSENT EXISTS. SHE LEGITIMATELY CANNOT TELL THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN FICTION AND REALITY. SHE HAS OPENLY ADMITTED TO BEING DELUSIONAL!!!!! SHE HAS OPENLYY ADMITTED TO NOT SEEING THE WORLD AS REAL!!!!!!!! SHE LEGITIMATELY DOES NOT HAVE A GRASP OF REALITY. She is NOT mentally stable and you fucking disgusting vile pr3dat0rs TOOK ADVANTAGE OF HER. AND YOU CONTINUE TO ENABLE HER!!!!

If you freaks ACTUALLY cared about anything other than your fucking p3do inc3st snuff you would be ENCOURAGING her to SEEK HELP instead of fucking coddling her.

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I wanna post more on here about stuff I like but I’m nervous and super unconfident in a lot of my more mature works.

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"cAn yOu cHanGe yOur TheMEE pleAse bEcAuSe yOu mAdE a miStAke"

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what bugs me about a LOT of antis is that they support a lot more problematic IRL stuff but draw the line at fiction. You're against fictional lolicon but stream MSI on Spotify, who's lead singer sexually abused multiple underaged girls and still makes money off of his music?? The guy who makes songs about sexually abusing girls too????? If you're an anti who says "i like their music/work but don't support them!!" I better see you pirating their music, since you don't support them obviously!!!

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Hey, don’t answer if you don’t want.

I’m an anti, and I wanna dm. Proshipping is pretty morally wrong and can scar people pretty badly. I’m not here to go on a witch hunt or harass you, I want to help.

Oh uhh..okay. I’ll dm, but I’m not changing my mind about proshipping, I’ll bite tho..

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the other day when I told an anti I was a minor, they tried to do that whole savior complex thing where they’re like “oh no that’s so dangerous” “I hope you grow out of this because it’s not safe” “you must have been groomed into it” even though they told me to “get the guillotine” two minutes prior before they knew I was a minor. And that baffles me. The idea that harassment is only bad when it’s towards someone who’s deemed a victim is incredibly crazy.

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I love how antis expect me to get a "better" coping mechanism like hugging plushies or some shit like that... yeah WHY DIDNT I THINK OF THAT hahahaha I'll make sure to bring a plushie with me whenever I'm hiding in the bathroom so I don't get abused again 👍

It's almost as if I couldn't even use my phone in those situations!!!! Pfttt! Imagine having nothing but your IMAGINATION to comfort you, so you end up thinking about a teacher and a student kissing so you don't break into tears and are therefore heard (i dont think i need to say what happens next do i)

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DEXTER EROTOPH HEADCANONS! (PART 2)

WARNING: These headcanons contain triggering content! Proceed with caution if you're sensitive to the following topics:

CSA, SA, paraphillic disorders, self-harm, sexual and emotional grooming, drug use (IN DETAIL)

Basics

Name: Dexter James Erotoph

Age: 31

Ethnicity/Race: Caucasian (Ukranian & Jewish)

Relationships

Michelle Erotoph (Mother)

Steven Pedoph (Father, abuser)

Jack Coulroph (Cousin)

Bob Velseb (Ex-fiancé, abuser)

Frank Cash (significant other)

The "TABOO" stuff

When Dexter was around 5, his father, Steven, started to sexually abuse him frequently and groomed him into silence.

He was also abusive to Michelle both sexually and physically. In fact, Dexter was a result of marital rape. She was always to scared to say anything or fight back, and had hope that things could get better.

When Dexter was 10, Michelle found out about the sexual abuse and managed to run away with Dexter, abandoning that hope for both his and her safety.

She feels lots of regret for not leaving sooner, which Dexter constantly shuts down and assures her that it wasn't her fault.

Dexter started using drugs as an alternative to killing (and also conduct disorder played a huge part) at the age of 15, and it fucked him over for a lot of years.

He mostly used cocaine and MDMA (ecstasy, molly, whatever term you're more familiar with)

He managed to hide it for a while until one day he straight up passed out and slammed his head against the kitchen counter while with his mom and Michelle freaked out and called 911.

When he woke up in the hospital, he had one killer concussion (anisocoria from head injury) and cocaine eyes (the slang term for anisocoria, as it's commonly seen as a result of cocaine use) that never went away.

This is also where he started getting help for his antisocial behaviors and OCD, as Michelle realized that these things were worse than she thought.

Jack never asked for all of the details on what happened with Bob from Dexter, but he knew enough.

While they had a rocky relationship, Dexter was a huge reason as to why Jack was also eager to find Bob.

John had also heard bits of the story from Jack and was equally horrified.

There was a mutual agreement between the two of them when they looked at each other and shot Bob so many times when he was caught.

Jack also pulled some strings behind the scenes to make sure Dexter didn't get arrested for any of the crimes he committed because of Bob. He feels guilty for abusing his power, but he knew Dexter wouldn't have survived prison.

Dexter's erotophonophilia formed as a result of the intense trauma he experienced, and he preformed his first kill when he was 8.

When Dexter was younger, in order to stop himself from killing, he would often self harm in numerous ways such as cutting, burning, or pulling out his hair (his scalp is still pretty damaged from it, even though its been years.)

He stopped killing around the time he was 14 out of shame and paranoia of getting caught, but he still had thoughts of it.

His favorite kill by far though, is when he killed his father.

Dexter was Bob's fiancé at one point, and in that relationship, he was love bombed, groomed and manipulated many times.

Bob originally got with Dexter as a sort of cover to look less suspicious, but once he found out Dexter had erotophonophilia, he planned on framing Dexter for his murders.

He groomed Dexter into acting on his paraphilic disorder for a bit and going back to killing, and in exchange Dexter would receive affection and reassurance. He overtime tried to convince Dexter to kill humans, and that’s where Dexter relocated his father and ended his life. It never got further than one, though, as Bob was arrested before it got worse.

Somehow, it never occurred to Dexter that Bob was the Devil Killer in the news until he was caught. He was too strung up in emotions to notice.

Dexter feels lots of shame for what he did while with Bob

He doesn't know that Bob planned on framing him for his murders, and that's probably for the better, if he did, he would probably attempt suicide.

Dexter has a rape kink as a result of sexual trauma from his father's abuse. (in these scenarios, he's the victim)

this also sometimes ties into his erotophonophilia, where he does murder-rape roleplays with consensual partners (currently, that would be Frank!)

After leaving Bob, Dexter was almost completely sex repulsed and was a HARD stone top. He still had the need to bottom, but he was too repulsed to act on it.

Once Frank realized this, he started to slowly work with Dexter on becoming more comfortable with contact.

So far, Frank is the only person Dexter is comfortable having full on penetrative sex with. Even then, there are days where he can only handle things like fingering and oral.

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Welcome

Hello! Welcome to my more... mature blog! Like my main, blog, there won't be much different, but this blog is meant to seperate more mature topics from my main blog.

Beware of this: If you haven't read my sntry (which i ask you please do), then please be aware that I am neutral/proship! I use fiction to cope with my trauma, and if you don't like that, I ask that you please just block and move on! I would never harass others for their interests or uses of fiction, so I ask that you do the same.

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