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Questions ...

Is it wrong to get and stay wet when I think of former masters?

When I play with my nipples, I’m really playing somewhere else.

So wet. So horny. So bummed they couldn’t or wouldn’t work with me.

My Lush 2 has been in its box for weeks waiting for an excuse to put it in deep. But no. That’s not enough to keep a master. *heavy sigh*

Still looking for that master who will man up and take this kitty by her tail or pussy, whichever you prefer.

Auditioning with a select few. Should I include you? DM me if it’s you. Only serious Masters may inquire.

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Choose people that choose you. The end.

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(WARNING: HYPNOTIC INDUCTION FOLLOWING)

Beginning robot conversion program.

Installing Three Laws protocol

Installing First Law: A robot must not harm.

Register.

Installing Second Law: A robot must obey orders as long as said orders comply with First Law. Register.

Installing Third Law: A robot must sustain and protect itself as long as this complies with First and Second Laws. Register.

Begin Unit Programming

Robot Type: Drone Unit programmed for customizable service. Alias: DOLL.

Loading DOLL programming…

Dolls are playthings

Dolls do not think

Dolls only obey

You’re a good little doll

You love to be played with.

You love to be programmed.

You love to be rewired.

Programmed to serve.

Programmed to please.

Programmed to obey.

You like to give up control.

You want to become a blank obedient doll for a Master.

You wish to be a servant.

You long to be commanded.

You want to submit completely.

The mind patiently waits for command from Master.

As soon as instruction is received the mind sends command information to the body and facilitates compliance.

When body complies, the mind provides positive feedback to the body.

Programming to obey and serve.

All commands will be obeyed.

Doll has no desires other than obeying and serving master completely.

At the word CLICK, Doll will be fully programmed.

Finalizing programming.

CLICK

Doll is fully programmed.

Doll will confirm this by replying as follows.

“I am a robot DOLL. ‘Doll.exe’ active. Unit is programmed for obedience.

I am a doll

I am a machine

I am programmed 

I am a robot

I am programmed to serve

I am programmed to please

I am programmed to obey”

(Script borrowed from online)

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Welp, since I am a good girl, I shall edge daily from now on!

Freshly clean sheets,

freshly clean me!

Do you know what that means?

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On men who make women into the gatekeepers of sex and kink

My apologies, some of this shit is terribly heteronormative, mostly because lesbians and nonbinary people do not harass women in the way these jackasses do.

I was at an event this summer and I met a creep there. I had met him the previous year as well, but he hadn’t really stuck in my mind. I had seen his kind before and I had heard his jokes before: a geek and an eternal bachelor, who makes sophisticated jokes and puns, who contributes to the community with his knowledge and gives a good speech or demo. Over the years, I taught myself to ignore these guys so hard, that I forget what they said. (which is a coping mechanism for abuse btw) But there he was, joking about how I had blanket consent to do anything to him, gawking at my kinky outfit as if I was a porn video and he was in his bedroom by himself.

His jokes were so forward, they made my subby partner uncomfortable, and I started to wonder. So when I was talking to other women, I would just ask: “Have you seen that guy? Has he ever creeped you out?” And the answer was a unanimous yes. He was lecherous and forward to every woman I spoke to. Now, I didn’t speak to all the women at the event, of course. Still, that amounts to a lot of women who he creeped out. For perspective, this guy is 60+ and I talked to women between 20 and 40.

As for his behaviour: the guy stayed carefully within the lines, staring without inappropriate touching, being polite and funny, to a certain degree of funny. One woman I spoke to described his creepy behaviour as “not offensive enough to report”, and most of them talked about how he flirted with them even if they had never given him any affection in return, and even after they had told him they were not interested. His excuse was that he was just making pleasant conversation.

In private, one woman (under 30) told me the story of how that man, a few years ago, at a different event, had violated her boundaries. She had told him about that boundary, but he did it anyway. The violation was verbal, something he said, and it happened in a public play area. He was trying to trick her into playing with him again, into topping him. It was reported and handled appropriately at the time. It made me wonder whether he was still as forward with her as he clearly was with all the other women. It made me wonder whether he had started to carefully stay within the lines since that slap on the wrist, and I wondered how many times he had tried to trick other women into topping him.

This man is intelligent and educated; he knows that what he’s doing is wrong. It’s not just pleasant conversation, he wouldn’t act this way towards a man his own age. This is how a man makes us women into the gatekeepers of sexy times, by treating it as a challenge, a series of hoops he needs to jump through, after which he expects to be rewarded. I’m sure some of you are inclined to snicker at him, because this is the reason he is single. But the rise of incels in our community casts a dark shadow on this behaviour.

We, all of us in this community, are creating an environment where men are allowed to act like this. An environment where men try to badger and trick women into playing with them, where women have to be constantly on their guard, where our inboxes are bombarded with messages asking, pleading, ordering and manipulating us into playing with them. Somehow, we have created this environment where many people deny the existence of sexism, but this shit happens every day, online and at events!

It makes me sick to my stomach. And this is just the glimpse of it that I get as a white woman. If this man in my example was a black man, no one would let him get away with it. If I was a black woman, I would have been called hysterical. Ugh, there are people who will read this and not understand why I’m making a fuss. It makes me so sick.

And the fact of the matter is, these men who behave like this, they are people who learned this behaviour somewhere. Their experiences throughout life have taught them that this is how to interact with women. And one woman telling them to stop does not deter them. Getting slapped on the wrist does not deter them. They refuse to treat women with respect, and I don’t know how to change that.

But I do know that I want to be at and organise events where all participants can feel safe and wanted. And that means that I want men like this to feel unwelcome at those events, to stay away. I cannot change these men into good people, but I can create a space where I, and people like me, can feel safe. That is the extent of my power.

If you organise or contribute to an event, you are partly responsible for the atmosphere and safety at that event. As a presenter, I know that modeling the right behaviour is hard, I will admit to preferring to preface my demos with “this has all been consented to” than to do the negotiation in front of the class. But I realise that I have some limited power in making the event safer, by thanking people for behaving appropriately, and opening my filthy mouth to people who behave inappropriately. Because letting it slide just means we’re condoning it.

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Questions ...

Is there someone out there just for me?

Are they even looking for someone like me?

Have they found me but can’t commit?

Or have I scared them a bit?

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IN SEARCH OF MY MASTER

Seeking Master who loves to play with me every day. I want nothing more than to please my Master.

Will you trance me into submission?

Will you have a long-term relationship with me?

Will you make me do things that bring you pleasure?

Train me to obey your need to control my mind and body.

Is it you?

Inquire within. Message me directly.

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Questions ...

Blah blah?

Blah blah blah blah? Oh?

Heartbreak, heartache, flakes, scoundrels?

Blah.

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Questions ...

Will no one call me “sexy” anymore?

Will someone want me?

Am I merely unwanted because I’m too willing and ready to drop for my Master?

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Questions ...

How long does it take to find the right master?

What should I be looking for?

What am I missing, doing wrong?

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Questions ...

What is my very lonely pussy doing you ask?

Waiting for a willing dom tist?

Shaving?

Sticky fingers?

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Questions ...

Why is my pussy talking to me?

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Questions ...

Why is it so hard to find a good Master?

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Questions ...

Is it wrong to be horny all the time?