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I am loving the calm of not constantly worrying if someone still loves me. I am happy with the peace I'm having right now. Being in my own lane, doing my thing, learning, growing and relaxing

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i just wanna 💀

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I felt a little better today. I went to another city with my family just to eat pizza and meet with our future business partners. Adulting sucks but I thank my parents for working so hard to give us a comfortable life. I hope soon, I could also find courage to work outside my comfort zone. My family deserves the best 🥺

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Through the lows and the highs, I thank God for giving you to me 🥺

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It sucks to have no one but yourself in times of sadness.

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I can't find the words to describe what I've been feeling since yesterday. I could partially blame my menstruation for messing up with my hormones and probably making me more emotional than usual or just my repressed emotions I try hard not to process but the situation bow demands it to be felt.

The following photos are the manifestations of my parents and cousin with me pursuing a law degree and becoming the first lawyer in the family. My heart is grateful for the all out support and their confidence in my ability to become one. But deep inside, I'm worried that what I have is not enough to get me that Atty. label. What if I fail? What if I don't make it?

I badly want to, just like I badly wanted to become a cum laude but it didn't happen. I'm scared of fucking up again.

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What is it like to live a life without anxiety :(( pa try naman

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i hate research

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nadamguhan taka ulit today. grabe akong luha pag mata nako kay potangina naa na daw kay bag o ahahahahha though I've been through worst before sakit gihapon kaayo. sobra pa. hay shette I'm legit traumatized

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wearing your jacket cause it reminds me of your warm embrace and the safety i felt enclosed in those arms

i miss you so much

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“Do the best you can until you know better. Then when you know better, do better.”

— Maya Angelou

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3 am

My brain : What a great time to ruminate

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Of all the Catholic celebrations, lent is one of my favorite. It reminds us, Catholics of our sinful nature and how God graciously forgives us. It reminds us that despite the presence of social status, hierarchical power and social categorization, we all have one destination, death.

"You are from dust and to dust you shall return."

It teaches us humility. It grounds us to our commonality, we are all God's beloved whom he died in the cross for.

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wala koy nahuman na backlogs today pero atleast napilo nako akong mga labhunon

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I miss you so much, blabi :(

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gahilak ko sa thought na basi naa nakay lain, na basi mag minyo naka any time soon :(

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Learning to be happy alone is difficult but I know someday, this will be worth it