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I’m horrible

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Guess I really am the nuisance I always felt I was

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e.e. cummings, from ‘to stand(alone) in some’ (in 95 Poems), Complete Poems: 1904-1962

[Text ID: “ to stand(alone)in some autumnal afternoon: breathing a fatal stillness;”]

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I am so proud of little me. 

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I’m older now, but as broken as I ever was.

I wanna get better again.

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I'm not an academic the M.A. after my name feels more like a scar than an an honour

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I just want to disappear, fuck

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I'm in love but I'm feeling low

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It doesn't mean anything.

Just cause you'd fuck someone doesn't mean you'd date them.

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I know you don't care

I know you don't care

I know you don't care

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I want him so much and he'll never want me

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My chest hurts and I don't want to go to sleep I just want to focus on this feeling and how you'll never be mine

You'll always be out of my reach

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I will never be special to you and it makes me ache and ache and ache