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I have no one to talk to anymore about the fucked up stuff in my head, or about how beaten down i am...

Currently puking because im so damn stressed this is all i do anymore..

Im juat a worthless excuse of a person..

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Well..i had to open my mouth and bring up why i was upset. Had to ask why he lied and broke promises he just made on top of old promises, while we were trying to buy a house

He didnt know if he wanted to be with me or buy a house with me. I dont contribute shit, i cant keep a job or even work more then 2 days a week, i get sick all the time and call out..

So clearly my disabilities dont get taken into account..im just held to a high ass standard i cant live up to.

I asked how he could do all that shit to me, lie to me, hide shit, willingly break promises if he loved me and his only reply was ''idk maybe i dont" thats the only logical answer he could come up with

Were still going on vacation tomorrow and apparently still trying to make this work but i know were not lasting much longer...

I made a single glare at him and he blew the fuck up at me.. so, what else can i do wrong? Im the bad guy for having my feelings hurt by his family and not being a perfect puppet in return...

He said all i am anymore is miserable, and if he really did this to me then why the fuck do i stay... so 🤷🏻‍♀️

I just dont know what i do so wrong to have him hate me so much... ive been trying my hardest to do everything right... i just dont even know why im here...

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Life of Crocodile

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“My only relief is to sleep. When I’m sleeping, I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m not lonely, I’m nothing.”

— Medoff, Jillian. Hunger Point.   (via wordsnquotes)

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This is both amazing and profoundly irritating - the exact writing equivalent of that thing artists do - you know, how they’ll mess up anything that’s on expensive paper and planned in every single detail but get them doodling during a boring lesson and suddenly they’re Michel-bloody-angelo.

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