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Books read in 2021   ·  •  •   If We Were Villans

“Actors are by nature volatile—alchemic creatures composed of incendiary elements, emotion and ego and envy. Heat them up, stir them together, and sometimes you get gold. Sometimes disaster.”

( disclaimer: i do not own any of the art shown )

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jeremy lipking/ david hettinger/ nguyen thanh binh / jaime sabines/ lossaparado / phillip geiger x2 / micheal mao/ lucian freud

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Breakfast at Tiffany’s (1961) dir. Blake Edwards

Poor cat! Poor slob! Poor slob without a name! The way I see it, I haven’t got the right to give him one. We don’t belong to each other. We just took up one day by the river. I don’t want to own anything until I find a place where me and things go together. I’m not sure where that is but I know what it is like. It’s like Tiffany’s.

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—taylor swift, “champagne problems” (2020)

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hands in various paintings by luca giordano 🥀

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olivia rodrigo's new album covers all of the teenage girl emotions:

ungodly angry

heartbroken

envious of other girls and hating yourself for feeling that way

slightly murderous

melancholic

betrayed by the world

kill all men

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hope ur ok, olivia rodrigo // @fairycosmos via tumblr // seven, taylor swift // hozier via twitter // p.s. i still love you, jenny han // enough for you, olivia rodrigo // @grocerycores via tumblr // @frenchtoastlesbian via tumblr // hope ur ok, olivia rodrigo

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The church of Notre-Dame de Paris is still no doubt, a majestic and sublime edifice. But, beautiful as it has been preserved in growing old, it is difficult not to sigh, not to wax indignant, before the numberless degradations and mutilations which time and men have both caused the venerable monument to suffer, without respect for Charlemagne, who laid its first stone, or for Philip Augustus, who laid the last.

On the face of this aged queen of our cathedrals, by the side of a wrinkle, one always finds a scar. Tempus edax, homo edacior [Time is a devourer; man, more so].

Victor Hugo, Notre-Dame de Paris: Book Third, Chapter I. Notre Dame (trans. Isabel Hapgood) Eugène Atget, Notre Dame, Paris, 1926.

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The Secret Garden (1993)

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Ginny Danbury should’ve been kept in the film and been allowed to bully Knox

It would have been good for him

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growing up as a cis girl the patriarchy told me “you’re a girl because of the way you were born, there is nothing you can do about this, you have no say in your gender” and i hated being a girl because it wasn’t my choice it was a prison and the trans community told me “you’re a girl because you say so, your view of yourself is the most important thing, if you change your mind that would be ok” and it made me proud to be a girl and feel empowered in my gender and i wasn’t trapped anymore and then terfs come along and tell me “you’re a girl because of the way you were born, there is nothing you can do about this, you have no say in your gender (but like in a woke way)” and they somehow expect me to be on their side?

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please, keep writing. keep drawing. keep painting. please keep making your art no matter how many may try to push you down. the world does not have nearly enough artists. 

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Photographs from the Howard University series by Alfred Eisenstaedt (1946) via the LIFE Photo Collection.

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i feel like we don’t talk about things like this enough

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recently i saw a post on my dash compiling study music, so i decided to make one of my own! here are some of my favorite playlists on youtube to listen to while i’m working, hope you enjoy!

japanese music

japanese jazz when driving on a warm night

do you like some japanese jazz fusion?

japanese songs i think you should listen to at least once

japanese pop/rock songs to cheer you up! bc studies are hard (help me pls)

calm japanese song to forget all the chaos now 

japanese city pop mixtape vol. 11- seaside city

japanese pop/rock songs to cheer you up during quarantine

summer side | smooth 80′s japanese funk 

🌻 9:00am : shiny morning time (indie/jazz)

japanese blues/jazz while floating towards the surface

korean music

korean r&b mix

loona; energetic, upbeat bops

chill/study kpop playlist

bts late night study playlist 2020

bts playlist to study//sleep//chill 2020

listening to a chill bts playlist in your car on a rainy night

seventeen chill playlist

playlist created and curated by seventeen themselves

red velvet soft & chill playlist

iu’s best songs

songs that make me feel like i’m in a high-teen romance kdrama

･ﾟ☆✧ soft n’ chill ♡ | kpop playlist

classical music

a playlist for a 19th century villain scheming against his enemies

your pianist roommate may have made a pact with the devil, but you are too afraid to ask 

dark academia slightly obscure playlist

dark academia classical music but its only ballades

a playlist to you feel inside of ‘pride and prejudice’ while you’re waiting for your Mr. Darcy

a playlist of beethoven proving he’s an immortal god

that’s why tchaikovsky is the best composer

hope y’all enjoy some of these finds, and feel free to add your favorite study music in the notes so that people who need them can find something new to listen to! 

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THE POETS AS DIFFERENT ACADEMIA AESTHETICS

(i’ve had this in my notes for so long)

NEIL: Theatrical Academia

actual theatre kid, super smart, passion for performing and art, tea drinker, cultural wisdom, def has laybills hung up on his wall, scripts fill his drawers, old vanity mirrors, plus a midsummer nights dream is a MAJOR inspiration for this aesthetic

TODD: Light Academia

a poet, cozy sweaters, homoeroticism, fountain pens, herbal tea, quiet and creative, loves plants and clouds, wishes he had bad vision to wear glasses, bookshelves, owns so much classic lit, has a globe and still sucks at geography, owns classic art knock-offs

CHARLIE: Chaotic Academia

existentialism!!, literally cannot study but still does well, thinks he’s a philosopher, rebels in style, collects banned literature, coffee coffee coffee!, arson, loves art but executes obnoxiously, swearing while discussing poetry, conspiracy theorist, cigarettes

MEEKS: Classic Academia

itchy wool sweaters, loves learning hates school work, latte’s, excited about college, baking!, chess master, goes to the museum so often he could give the tour, pipes, actually enjoys reading the newspaper, very musical

PITTS: Dark Academia

also excited about college, chugs anything caffeinated, typewriters, overcast weather enthusiast, obsessed with the renaissance, red wine at dinner, phantom of the opera, fencing, poker!!, notebooks full of unfinished short stories, essay king

KNOX: Romantic Academia

all his art is based on a human muse instead of inanimate, fuzzy blankets, passion, holding hands, lipstick stains, owns so much tweed it’s scary, good at sewing, gardening!, pressed flowers, slightly overpowering cologne, wears his moms pearls

CAMERON: Scholarly Academia

well taken notes, either perfectly dressed or extremely disheveled, satchel full of pens and pencils, helps with homework if anybody asks, vocabulary off the charts, high achiever, gives up weekends to study in the library, already accepted into 3 colleges