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“When you choose, try to choose the right one.”

But, how do I know if he’s the right one? 10 years of being together, can’t count how many times we broke up but we managed to stick around, do things that make us happy, enjoy every moments, travel to his dream country, meeting the families, sleepovers, food trips, late night dates....

Are we really not meant to be?

It’s been almost 3 months since we broke up, but, we still talk through messenger - how’s our day, what’s for dinner, sharing funny stories.... but that’s it. I think we just miss having a short convo with each other. Am starting to feel that we should STOP. But HOW?

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It’s Monday... I feel like something or someone is missing.

My 10-year on and off relationship with him just ended. Maybe, we’re really not meant to be together. But it hurts like every bit of me is crushing. I feel empty, tired, scared....I don’t know, am not so sure what exactly this feeling is. HEARTBREAK. YES. But I can no longer remember what it feels like to be heartbroken until yesterday.

I feel different. How can I accept the fact that the one I loved and treasured for 10 years is not sure about his feelings for me anymore?

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It’s been a while, Tumblr. Been busy with life haha

Hmmm...today, i can say that I feel blessed! YES! Although, I am about to write that I broke down because of how hard life can be, how amazing my boss’ message to me that I can do anything I want and I have this entrepreneurial spirit, I for a moment felt loved, blessed, understood and cared. This is so overwhelming that I cried feeling this joy in my heart. I don’t know, maybe am really feeling down and I just need some encouraging words that will lift my mood and someone did...

THANK YOU. Let’s thank the people that always think of us, encourage us, believe in us and never let us down even during challenging times. 💛

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Let me start with my morning.

Woke up at 5:10am, showered and left the house at around 5:45am. I had to ride two jeepneys, lrt, the company shuttle and walk around 5 minutes to get to the office which took me almost an hour and a half. The weather is hot, am wearing a romper with blazer plus face mask and face shield on, carrying my backpack and my water bottle.

Coffee first. I bought a cup of instant coffee in the office cafeteria because they serve it steamingly hot. Unfortunately, I accidentally spilled all of it in my table which made me panic because I have a printer and a computer on top. I SHOUTED. A bit embarrassing but as soon as the janitor heard me, he went with a mop and helped me clean my table. The stickiness of my table and floor frustrates me but the smell of coffee is like a perfume to me, so, nevermind. Haha.

Now, am enjoying another cup of coffee, a sandwich which my mom made and quitely composing this story on my phone. I HAD TO SHARE. There are many things going on in my head right now and I just think that they need to go out. Writing this story of my morning makes me happy.

I hope everyone to have a GOOD DAY. Don’t be a sleepyhead while at work, okay? Focus and enjoy.

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Been watching romance movies lately.....Perfect Date, A Cinderella Story: Christmas Wish, The Princess Switch and The Knight Before Christmas

Loving these amazing ladies, Laura Marano and Vanessa Hudgens. @lauramarano @vanessahudgens

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So today, I decided to make a tumblr account to express myself, to write about what I am thinking and to really find what I love to do.