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2 Timothy 2:15 New Century Version (NCV)

Make every effort to give yourself to God as the kind of person he will approve. Be a worker who is not ashamed and who uses the true teaching in the right way.

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March 24, 2025

When life is hard, we may do bad things without realizing that we are bringing sins upon ourselves. I want to become a better person every day and be self-sufficient. I strive to follow the right path that will shape my future when the time is right for me.

[iamcarlabay]

Today is February 02, 2025.

Hi G,

It's been a while since I was last here. I don't know why, but I just felt like coming back.

Right now, I just want to have a peaceful mind and take a break. Today is my free day—it's Sunday.

Tomorrow, I'll be back at work, doing some stuff.

Lately, I've been thinking about what I truly like. I wonder who I want to become someday, what future lies ahead for me, and what career will make me a millionaire and truly satisfied.

I want my family to be safe, healthy, and wealthy.

I just want you to know, God, that I am very sorry for what I did.

I did it because I want to be good at everything. I want my future to be bright.

I know I have made a lot of mistakes, but I know you are always there for me no matter what.

Thank you for always taking care of me and my family. I pray that you will always be there for me. Always.

[iamcarlabay]

Ngayon nalang ulit ako nakapag open ng tumblr ko

[iamcarlabay]

buti pa yung tumblr ko 7 years na

[iamcarlabay]

sht things no more

[iamcarlabay]

Hi,

I wanted to introduce my new baby. His name is Leo—the one with big eyes, hehe. He was born on October 15, 2023, so he's probably three weeks old and definitely adorable. I actually bought him because my mom wanted a cat at home.

Actually, he's special to me, and there's a deeper explanation behind it.

By the way, he'll be here on Saturday morning, so I'm super excited!

That's it for today! Bye!

Love,

Mommy Lay

[iamcarlabay]

Still waiting for the progress.. Hirap pala mag antay ng matagal pero ayon nga kailangan mo ding magtiis. Worth it naman pag natapos mo yung plan mo.

[iamcarlabay]

No reason but I feel worried.

Sometimes, it is difficult to feel okay for no reason. It feels like you cannot be satisfied with just being okay. Doubt and worry creep in, making you overthink what might happen. I felt paranoid, lazy, and unconvinced. I felt bad and anxious, thinking this wasn’t good for me.

But I thank God—He wipes away all my worries in life.

[iamcarlabay]

June 1st , of 2022

Since God chose you to be the holy people he loves, you must clothe yourselves with tenderhearted mercy, kindness, humility, gentleness, and patience.

Colossians 3:12 NLT

[iamcarlabay]

"It's A Choice"

Godliness guards the path of blameless, but the evil are misled by sin. - Proverbs 13:6 NLT

Integrity is not defined by proclaiming to be honest; it's defined by the choices we make. When it comes to integrity, our words have to match our actions. We can't just say we have integrity. We must choose it.

For me, my hardest integrity issue is with money. I fear what the future may hold, and this fear has caused me, over the course of my life, to compromise my integrity. In college, I was told I couldn't return a brand new pair of shoes, because I didn't have the original box. So.. I took a box off the shelf and proceeded to return the shoes with the different box, even though I knew it meant that I would get more money back than I had paid. Could I justify it? Sure. Did I? Yes. this hurts to admit, but in the end I chose deceit and theft.

Integrity is a hard choice, because it asks us to deny our selfish desires. We miss the opportunity to get what we want, when we want it, and how we want it. Denying your desires isn't easy, comfortable, or fun. This is a big part of what makes choosing integrity so hard.

There are three things that help when making an integrity choice. First, choose to think about the fact that whatever we gain in the moment, lasts but a moment. God's truth lasts a lifetime. Second, choose to think about the consequences. The consequences of returning those shoes were much greater than losing $25. Third, choose to dive into God's Word. By planting our heart deep within His truth, we will be able to live by the integrity of what it says.

Integrity means choosing what God says is right, even when no one is looking, and even when the choice isn't easy. God doesn't force us to live with integrity, but when we understand it, we don't have be forced. We choose it because it means living a lifestyle that gives life. You won't regret choosing integrity!

[iamcarlabay]

" Don't let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God, and trust also in me. - John 14:1 NLT

[iamcarlabay]

Gusto ko lang naman makapag ipon mahirap ba yun?

Ano na self?

[iamcarlabay]

Everything will be fine.

Thank you Lord because of you I am more positive and strong women every single day. Thank you Jesus Christ. Amen

[iamcarlabay]

Thanks for today... then tomorrow is another day.

[iamcarlabay]

Sana all may income this pandemic ;(. I can't even buy things for myself. How can I provide for myself? I do everything, but nothing seems to work. Why? Huhuhu, please help me. T.T

[iamcarlabay]

Pray and Wait.

What I need to do is pray and wait. Everything will fall into process, you just gonna be patient and trust the process.

[iamcarlabay]

Life is something that we will never understand if we never face it.