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It's my 12 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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Yey! Cheers to this. Though I don’t have much time anymore to post here. It's my 10 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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Coron Tour

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Coron, Palawan tour with Anna

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Thoughts 8/25/2022

I don’t want to get married for the sake of being married. I don’t want to get married just so I won’t end up an old maid. I want to get married because of true love and respect. I want to be married if I am whole on my own with or without a man. I want to be married because I want to share my life to someone who will grow with me and who have the same values as me. I want to be married because I want to have a family of my own where I can share my values and life lessons to my family and I want to leave a legacy behind. I want my children to be more human and kind and maybe that will be the legacy I’m gonna leave behind.

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Off to Baguio City with my KUmars.

February 2022

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Manila 2022. Starbucks at SM MOA, La Cathedral Cafe and Venice canal Mckinley. 😅

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This is me being a strong, independent, happy and confident woman.

Photo taken last January 2022.

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January 27, 2022

Mini reunion with Anna.

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“Healing is layers. Healing is time. Healing is excruciating. Once you think it’s done, it’s not.”

— Mary DeMuth

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“So, what if, instead of thinking about solving your whole life, you just think about adding additional good things. One at a time. Just let your pile of good things grow.”

— Rainbow Rowell

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Passed ASCPi certification last December 7, 2021. Grateful for God’s guidance, self-discipline to study smart and having faith to pass. To God be the glory! 💕💕

-posted 1/22/2022

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Poison

A love so true and pure you gave to me

I poisoned it with my thoughts and words

That cuts right to you like a hundred swords

It’s true to not say anything when you are mad

Now I regret everything I did and said

I don’t mean it actually but I was mad

These thoughts keeps creeping inside my head

Like a playlist on repeat

Dont know what to do but throw it all to you

You catch it all without hesitations

But everything has an end

Like a rubber band stretched too much

Now I killed you with the words I said

I regret it all ‘cause I lost you

A loving soul who gave me nothing but hearts, sunshine and the moon

Now I am stuck here waiting for your return

Giving you enough space and time

Only I have is the love, hope and faith that we will be together again

I shouldve taken care of us instead of listening to the poison in my head

Now she won the battle, Our love is ruined and dead

I should’ve killed it first before it killed us both

-end

01/17/2022

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12/16/2021

At the dentist to have my wisdom tooth surgery. For the first time I am gonna have my tooth extracted. I am so nervous and hoping everything will turn out fine.

12/17/2021

A day after the surgery I can still feel the pain in my right jaw area. I can hardly open my mouth. I am only eating yogurt, ice cream and soft bread. I watch kdrama on netflix then sleep. I have to set an alarm to take my meds. Hoping for a fast recovery. After this I am gonna eat anything I want. I realized how important my mouth and teeth is. I cant speak, eat and move freely. As a quote from one of my favorite book said; that’s the thing about pain it demands to be felt.

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Butter album arrived! I love it! 💜💜💜

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May 20, 2021

The people behind. Thank you. 💕