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if i gave up on being pretty, i wouldnt know how to be alive

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night shift

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8:12pm in the office, alone

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the night shift

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Pale Fire

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I’m so disgusted by the blatant begging for attention we all have to do. This subconscious programming of shit having to be eye catching in like 2 seconds. I’m trying my absolute best and I don’t know why it’s not working at all, why no matter what happens it feels like I’m never making progress. Something good will happen and I can barely acknowledge it but when something bad happens I fall back into a depressive episode and can barely leave my room. I didn’t want any of this when I started making music and now social media and external validation is so deeply implanted in every decision I make

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yoshihiro tatsuki in zoom magazine american edition no. 16

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fantasise reality.

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are we on the same page ???

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did it ever happens at all?

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log off//layen2024

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ring bell for attention // layen2024

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best day ever // layen2024

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