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“Okay, go ahead. Leave. But don’t think that when all this goes wrong you can come crawling back to me the way you have done every time in the past. Because I am sick of this. I am sick of the way you’re treating me. As though I only exist when it’s convenient for you. I’m done.”

— Things I Should’ve Said - untoldxstories8921

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We stopped talking, and now I can feel it again Missing you, it comes in waves One minute I’m fine, then a song comes on the radio And I break down It feels like losing you for the first time all over again.

It’s 2am, I can’t sleep, and I miss you. (via nextstoptrainwreck)

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This made my stomach drop

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Can someone please

rip off my fat and slap me in the face hard every time I fucking eat?

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✏ Credit: Random Tumblr User #182047

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Avoid bingeing?

It’s hard. Very very hard. but not impossimble. Heres some shitty tips that might help avoiding it:

1. Drink water. So much water that you feel like you are going to explode. It will fill your stomach instead of food.

2. Keep your goals in your mind. Don’t forget why are you doing this. Remember that if ypu binge you are going straight back to square one.

3. Eat fruit or veggies. Theres so much less calories and they wont make you gain as much as carb- or fat filled foods. It also helps with cravings and saves you from bigger bingeing if you eat something healthy.

4. Keep your mind busy. Go shopping, hang out with friends, go for a walk or clean the house. Busy mind doesn’t have time to think about food all the time.

Didn’t come up with more than 4 tips, i know i suck. Many of you might already know these, ok i bet that 99% of anamia community knows these. But remenber to keep your goals in your mind and stay safe❤

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That moment when...

You want to open up to someone because you feel alone and worthless but even the thought of talking to someone makes you regret life.

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All my demons are all around me…

[iamn0tasfineasiseem]

You don’t understand. How much pain someone must be in to drag a blade across their own skin until they see blood. Or to slam their own fist against their body until they know it will bruise. Or how much someone must hate their own body that they won’t allow themselves to eat. Or they force themselves to vomit every time they do. You don’t understand.

C.H

(Poems of 2017)

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‘Dear You, I feel like I’ve been forgotten despite still being here. You’re a completely different person and I don’t even recognise you or the way you speak. You’re like a stranger. A shadow. You’re someone I don’t know. But still familiar at the same time. We’ve drifted. I say ‘we’. You. I tried. Tried so damn hard to keep up but it was as though it all meant nothing. As though all that history was wiped from your memory like chalk from a blackboard and I was just dust hanging in the air. Maybe you didn’t even notice? Maybe I was the shadow? Now you only speak to me when you want something and I, as always, respond without hesitation. ’

Dear You - untoldxstories8921

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