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If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden.

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Botanical [ 8 colors ]

Nature doesn't hurry, yet everything is accomplished.

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Released tons of projects today :D A tax calculator that functions for any province/territory in Canada for 2024. (not for actual tax use) Two D&D stories I've been sitting on forever. A promptbook for spirituality that I was putting off because I didnt want to do cover art (I didnt bother doing art for it ngl) A small collection thing I was putting off for the same reason (i also didnt do art for it ngl) I also released a really old documentation thing I wrote on "BSG" which was a super in depth and fun as fuck game for college for a business course. Lot of misinformation or just terrible information (and lack of information) on it out there in youtube videos. Like 99% of "guides" about it suck horribly. But I don't know anyone that needs the strat/info book so I hadn't bothered releasing it.

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Many Happy Things

Gandalf and I talked a bunch :) said we'd like to go an old classic diner ~ might never happen but super wholesome and exciting :) Bonding with a bunch of people over Baldurs Gate 3, super stoked. Seven other people that play, and five of them I have campaigns with. (Even though we're like two months in and still on session one or two for basically all of them except the main one because of time constraints xd) I looked at my FB profile from the public view-as setting and its really nice to see a collection of my rants/lessons so readily available. I should've put all the posts in an album or something ~

Started making music again, been years at this point ~ even though I bought another instrument the other year to try and get back into it. I've also been cooking a lot more with the energy I have since the funk has been lifting. Got some new foods I'm gonna try making on the horizon.

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Gamer cats

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Things got very very much worse for awhile but they're lookin like they're starting to get better again

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i feel like a trembling little mouse with a sword

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“You say ‘amateur’ as if it was a dirty word. ‘Amateur’ comes from the Latin word 'amare’, which means to love. To do things for the love of it.”

— Mozart in the Jungle

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thank god for american public transit !!! 🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸

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small wins

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Going through my “NoUpload” folder full of pictures&messages&videos of sentimental things throughout my life. A good portion of it is bitter sweet, oh boy do I love my memories. 

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More happy memories to fight the depressy, help ground me in the future, and maybe help vs splitting in the future if I’m lucky

Dante was super excited to see me for the first time in like 4 months :D

Getting my first client was suuuuper validating and awesome

BSG Invitational :3 (though prob not gonna do it)

Started getting sushi with the mumsy again

May have another option of a place to move to at the end of summer :3 CSC goes well - a tiny bit over 25% through, then I can work for a bank while still doing my thing on the side.

Crossed Karaoke off my list of things to do ~ person aced a lot of songs since her voice is remarkable, she also complimented my hair&beard - new to her since we haven’t hung out in forever. So that was validating too ~

Dante offered me some of his food :)

Adam. Just Adam. ^_^

Some people hit me up to be homies :D :D :D

Invited more people I stressy-depressy kicked out of my life and a lot came back. Bunch of em were even concerned for me when I apologized for the stressy-depressy removal.

One of the monog people that said “they’d turn me” (huge red flag I know) started showing a bunch of poly-like mentality. Obviously still not gonna date this person, but it’s neat anyways :)

I told an ex that though I’d like to be close to her again, I had absolutely no intention of ever dating her again, and she took it pretty well. We’re talking still, we went to the Canada Day thing together, it seems like she might end up a relatively close friend :)

Uncle is visiting from overseas - will be staying here at the end of the month // before going back

There’s only been one “This week on immoral shit Gary does” in the last few weeks. (I actually think it’s been a month but I haven’t double checked the timestamps). I might need to change my saying about it :3 D&D is scheduled to happen soontimes for the first time in. . . . I kind of want to say like half a year?

Friends coming out party next month :D 

A friend/fam friend hit me up about waving the cover for a concert which was super cool of them to do ~ tho I ended up finalizing plans for Karaoke w/ the bois instead ^^; There’s also another concert next month :D but... that’s the coming out party xDDD

I missed my escape artist and my lil dumbass again but I made them the background to my phone and now it feels much better and I’m thinking about betraying some values I have regarding having pets ^^;

Bunch of new friends from dating apps ~ play partners if I ever get back into kink

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