iamvictoree

[iamvictoree]

[iamvictoree]

99 Ways to Die Lyrics

If I see the morning hoursI'll have one more yesterdayTake life from tomorrowBecause I've burned out my todayIf I get up to the top I know.

As my morning routine starts out as usual. Blasting megadeth as I prepare my only shot of meth I’ll do today. The daily goodmorning America shot of a half gram. Will be the only time I get high all day. After my recent split with the ex I credit meth to saving my it numbed me. And killed my feelings other wise I would have felt to much and probably wouldn’t be here today. Why do I still use it makes it so I can work more hrs so I can support my kids. I am a traveling sales man. I wish I didn’t have to do it this way but I have no energy and am depressed from the split that it’s the reason I can function daily as a normal human being. Yeah do I walk around with a half hard dick all day. Sometimes. But I can be normal with .

I’m about to do this master blaster of a shot and get ready to fuck today right in the mouth.

Had fingers in my eyes, had needles in my veins

A knife right through my heart, I am a victory

Had fingers in my eyes, had needles in my veins

A knife right through my heart, I am a victory

[iamvictoree]

As the lyrics to my favorite song reverberate in. My head. “Oh, set the ball a-rollingI'll be clicking off the milesOn the train of consequencesMy boxcar life of styleMy thinking is derailedI'm tied up to the tracksThe train of consequencesThere ain't no turning back, oh”

Megadeth has been some what of constant in my brain and on my stereo for the past yr. I wake for work to train of consequences . As listen I load up a half gram of meth in a needle for what is known for me and buddies a Goodmorning America shot. I do this ritual every day before I go to work. I had gotten come clean about nine months ago, but then as soon as I got him, the X stop let me see my kid you know criticize me for not quitting on the same day. She did so fuck it. Why when I was high to see my kid, but then I sober up I don’t. But that is neither here nor there as the sweet feeling of going to the moon starts to ebb I start to dress for work.

Catch ya on the flip side . Another day awaits.

“Had fingers in my eyes, had needles in my veins A knife right through my heart, I am a victoryHad fingers in my eyes, had needles in my veinsA knife right through my heart, I am a victory”