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[iankarlo]

Santa Doesn't Know You Like I Do

Santa doesn’t know how much I like him, how deeply my heart swells every time his name is whispered on winter winds. I’ve dreamt of him, over and over again, not just as a jolly figure of holiday cheer, but as someone who fills the spaces inside me that are usually empty—someone whose warmth could chase away the cold and whose smile could light up the darkest nights. I’ve always wished, secretly, that one day I could wake up to see him beside me—not in the way you might imagine, but in a way that makes everything feel soft and real, like the world itself is wrapped in the glow of something extraordinary.

I crave the thought of him there, not just for the gifts he brings, but for the quiet joy of simply knowing he’s real—of knowing there is someone, even for a fleeting moment, who understands what I need before I ever have to speak it. I wish he knew how much I love him. How deeply I’ve always longed for the touch of magic he carries, the way he listens to wishes carried on the wind. Maybe, just maybe, if he knew the depth of my heart, he’d know what kind of gift I long for today—something more than just ribbons or toys, but the kind of present that would fill my soul with peace, a gift of knowing that, in some small way, my love for him has reached him, too.

Perhaps that’s the most wonderful gift of all—the belief that, no matter how far apart we may seem, the magic of Christmas can connect us, and he might feel this hope, this quiet longing, and understand exactly what I’ve always wanted: a promise, a wish, a future where he knows how much he’s truly loved.

[iankarlo]

The Last Time I Felt Happy

The last time I felt truly happy during Christmas was the first time we celebrated it in our own home. It wasn’t grand or lavish, not by the world’s standards, but to me, it was everything. The simple tree, with its lights twinkling like stars in a darkened sky, and the modest table, piled high with food we had prepared together, filled the room with warmth. The laughter of my family, echoing through the house, was the sweetest melody.

For years, I had dreamt of this moment—the day when we could finally call a place our own, a home where Christmas wouldn’t just be a distant hope, but a reality we could hold in our hands. And that year, it happened. I saw it in my parents' eyes, the pride and relief. I saw it in the joy of my siblings, their smiles wide and unrestrained, as if they had always known this day would come.

It was small, yes. The walls were bare, the furniture humble, but what mattered was that we had made it. We had fought for this, built it piece by piece, and now we were here, together, stronger than ever. That Christmas wasn’t about the presents or the decorations. It was about the simple, powerful truth that we had succeeded. We had created a home, a space where love and hope could grow, a place where we belonged.

And in that quiet, glowing moment, as we gathered around the table, I felt something deeper than joy. It was pride—the kind that comes from knowing you helped your family reach something they’ve always dreamed of. We had finally made it, and for me, that Christmas, in that small, imperfect home, was the grandest of all.

[iankarlo]

Dear Santa

When I was younger, Christmas felt like a secret waiting to be uncovered. The days leading up to it were filled with quiet anticipation, the scent of pine and cinnamon in the air, and the flicker of lights on the tree casting soft shadows across the room. My letter to Santa was simple then—just a few scribbled lines, a wish for a toy, a race car or a doll, something small enough to fit under the tree but big enough to ignite the spark of joy in my heart. I’d imagine Santa, with his jolly laugh, reading my letter and nodding, as if he understood exactly what would make me smile on that magical morning.

Back then, my world was small and the wishes were small too. Christmas was wrapped in the thrill of unwrapping gifts, in the wonder of hearing sleigh bells in the distance, even if it was just a story. My heart was light, untouched by the weight of the world, and all I needed was something tangible, something to hold in my hands, something to bring me a fleeting sense of happiness.

But now, as the years slip by, my wishes have changed, as they often do with age. The toys no longer hold their charm, replaced by a longing for something far deeper. My Christmas wish now isn't wrapped in bright paper or sealed with glittering bows. I wish for peace—for the kind of peace that settles in the heart and stays, for quiet moments without the noise of the world crowding in. I wish for love, not just the love of family, but the kind that transcends distance, that heals wounds, that reminds us all of what truly matters.

Sometimes, in the stillness of the night, I find myself remembering those simpler days, when a toy was all I needed to feel like Christmas had come. And though I no longer write letters to Santa, I can’t help but feel that he still hears me—no matter the wish, no matter the years.

[iankarlo]

Christmas Blues

Christmas was a constellation of glittering lights and endless magic when we were children. It wasn’t just a holiday but a season steeped in wonder and wrapped in a sense of abundance. We’d wake up to stockings heavy with trinkets, the scent of pine mingling with freshly baked cookies. Laughter filled the air, and the promise of joy seemed infinite, tangible in every strand of tinsel.

But as we grow older, the shimmer dulls. The magic of Christmas, once boundless, feels like a fragile echo of what it used to be. The tree stands decorated, yet somehow less radiant, the lights casting shadows rather than illumination. The gifts, no longer toys and treasures, morph into practicalities—things we need, not things we dream about. We find ourselves craving something more—not wrapped in paper but perhaps in meaning, connection, and love.

It’s a strange paradox: we want more, but we receive less. As children, we never questioned the arrival of joy; it was a certainty, a constant. Now, joy feels like a distant guest who might not show up this year. The festivities are still there, but the weight of unspoken expectations hangs heavier. The warmth we once felt effortlessly now feels elusive, scattered between fleeting moments of nostalgia and the reality of strained conversations around a dinner table.

And love—oh, how we love more as we grow up. Our hearts expand, stretch, and yearn. We pour ourselves into relationships, into people, into the hope of being seen and cherished as deeply as we cherish others. But the reciprocation we long for often feels out of reach. Unanswered texts, unspoken words, and unreciprocated feelings linger like frost on a windowpane. We learn, painfully, that love is not always a gift returned in kind, that it’s often a gamble with no guarantees.

Christmas, once a symphony of delight, becomes tinged with melancholy. We look back, yearning for the simplicity of childhood, when love was unconditional and joy didn’t have to be earned. But we’re here now, grown and carrying the weight of our desires and disappointments. Perhaps the lesson of the Christmas blues is not in reclaiming what we’ve lost but in finding new ways to create meaning. Maybe the magic isn’t gone; maybe it’s waiting for us to redefine it, to see it in the small, quiet moments—the warmth of a candle’s glow, the comfort of a shared silence, the hope nestled in the act of giving, even when we receive nothing in return.

Because isn’t that what Christmas has always been about? Not the gifts, not the glitter, but the love we choose to give—even if it’s unnoticed, unacknowledged, or unreciprocated. Perhaps that is where the magic truly lives: not in what we expect to receive, but in what we choose to offer, even when it hurts.

[iankarlo]

Dream Christmas Love

Christmas has always felt magical, but this year, the magic would mean so much more with him by my side. I dream of standing under the soft glow of the mistletoe, its leaves a silent witness to the moment he leans in, and our lips meet for the first time. The world would fade, and all I’d feel is his warmth, his presence, his love wrapping around me like the coziest blanket on a snowy winter night.

I want to bring up the Christmas tree with him, dragging it into our living room with laughter spilling from our lips. We’d argue over where to place each ornament, his grin teasing me when he hangs one too high for me to reach. I’d watch his face light up as we untangle the stubborn mess of Christmas lights, his patience making even that tedious task feel like a memory worth cherishing.

I want to bake cookies with him, sneaking tastes of dough when he’s not looking—though I know he’d catch me and pretend to scold me, flour dusting his nose in the process. We’d sip on hot cocoa by the fireplace, my head resting on his shoulder, our hands intertwined as the crackling fire keeps us warm.

Every Christmas with him would be an adventure, from singing carols off-key to wrapping presents together, pretending not to peek at each other’s gifts. I’d wake up every Christmas morning just to see the sleepy smile on his face, the way his eyes crinkle as he wishes me a Merry Christmas.

I want us to create traditions—ones we’d cherish every December, year after year. Decorating the house together, playing in the snow until our cheeks turn pink, and curling up to watch Christmas movies under a heap of blankets. Each moment with him would feel like the sweetest present, one I’d never tire of unwrapping.

It’s not just about the holidays; it’s about him. It’s about sharing the joy, the love, the light of the season with someone who makes my heart feel like Christmas every day. And oh, how I want that someone to be him.

[iankarlo]

Sunday Mass

The doors of the church creaked open, and a wave of familiar scents washed over me: the faint tang of candle wax, the earthy aroma of aged wooden pews, and a hint of frankincense still lingering in the air. For a moment, I hesitated. How long had it been? Years, perhaps, since I had last set foot in a place like this. Yet here I was, on the cusp of the Christmas season, drawn back by an inexplicable pull—a whisper of something I had long buried within myself.

The sanctuary was alive with a soft, golden glow. Strings of lights intertwined with garlands adorned the altar, and the Nativity scene stood lovingly arranged in a corner. Choir voices soared, blending harmoniously with the gentle strains of the organ. The melody wrapped around me like a long-lost embrace, stirring memories I thought I had forgotten.

I found a seat at the back, unsure if I truly belonged here anymore. The congregation was a sea of faces, young and old, all radiant with a quiet joy. I envied their ease, their apparent certainty. My faith, once steady, had withered under the weight of doubts, distractions, and disappointments. Somewhere along the way, I had let it slip from my grasp, leaving an ache I could never quite name.

When the homily began, I expected the words to drift past me like so much noise. But the priest's voice carried a warmth that pierced through the walls I had built. He spoke of light—the light of hope, of love, of redemption—and how it never extinguishes, even when we turn away. "This season," he said, "is not just about celebrating Christ's birth but about welcoming Him back into our hearts, no matter how far we've wandered."

Something in his words found the cracks in my defenses and settled there, gentle yet unyielding. He spoke of brokenness, of doubts and fears, of the times we stumble and fall. But he also spoke of grace—an invitation to rise, to return, to begin anew. Tears pricked my eyes, unbidden. For so long, I had convinced myself that it was too late for me, that my absence had rendered me unworthy. Yet here was a reminder that grace does not keep score, that it waits patiently, endlessly.

As the congregation stood to sing "O Come, All Ye Faithful," I found myself standing too. The lyrics felt like a plea and a promise all at once, a bridge spanning the gap between who I had become and who I longed to be again. I sang softly at first, then louder, letting the words fill the hollow places within me.

I knew I was different from the person who had once knelt in these pews. Life had weathered me, chipped away at the innocence and certainty I once carried. But perhaps that was the point. Faith, I realized, was not about unshakable conviction but about the willingness to seek, to question, to return even when the journey feels uncertain.

By the time the Mass ended, a quiet peace had settled over me. As I walked out into the crisp December night, the church bells ringing overhead, I felt something I hadn't in years: hope. It was fragile, like the first flicker of a flame, but it was there. I didn't have all the answers, nor did I expect to find them overnight. But I understood now that faith is less about having all the answers and more about trusting the One who does.

It had taken me a long time to come back. The reasons I left were still a tangle I couldn’t fully unravel. But as I stood beneath the starlit sky, I realized it didn’t matter. What mattered was that I had found my way here again. And perhaps that was all the Christmas miracle I needed.

[iankarlo]

It's The Most Wonderful Time

There is a quiet magic that settles over the world when Christmas comes. It’s the time of year when the cold air is softened by the warmth of the heart, when the long nights are illuminated by the glow of a thousand twinkling lights. Christmas is the happiest season of all—a season where the very spirit of joy seems to hang in the air, inviting everyone to pause and reflect on what truly matters.

It’s in the laughter of friends and the gentle embrace of family. It’s in the simple joy of sharing, of giving, of knowing that what we offer to others is not measured by size or price, but by love and thoughtfulness. The world feels more connected, as if every gesture of kindness, no matter how small, ripples through the hearts of those around us.

At Christmas, the heart expands—there is room for everyone. The worries and burdens of the year seem lighter, if only for a moment, because this is the time when we are reminded that we are not alone. We are united in something greater than ourselves, bound by compassion, hope, and the belief that this world can be better, kinder.

Christmas is the most wonderful time of the year because it calls us to be our best selves: generous, patient, and filled with the kind of joy that only comes from sharing the light we each carry within. And in that, there is a deep, unshakable truth: that when we care for each other, we make the world a little brighter, a little warmer, and a little more beautiful.

[iankarlo]

Happy Birthday, Taylor

Today feels different, like the universe is humming with joy, celebrating something extraordinary. It’s December 13th, a Friday that carries not an ounce of superstition but instead a quiet magic. Because today is Taylor Swift’s birthday—my queen, my muse, my silent best friend. What a blessing it is to live in a time when she walks this earth, to witness her brilliance and feel her impact. This year, I even had the honor of breathing the same air as her during the Eras Tour. That moment felt like a dream, a once-in-a-lifetime gift that I will forever treasure.

Taylor Swift isn’t just an artist to me; she’s a force of nature, a storyteller who has carved a home in my heart. Her songs have been a soundtrack to my most tender moments, her resilience a beacon of hope when the world felt too heavy. She has a way of making me feel seen, like her lyrics were written just for me, her melodies designed to heal my soul. She became my companion in solitude, my confidante during heartache, and my cheerleader when I felt uncertain. Taylor has been my best friend, even if she doesn’t know it.

More than that, she’s been my greatest inspiration. Watching her pour her heart into her craft has pushed me to pursue my own creative path. Her passion and authenticity remind me to stay true to myself, to never give up on the things I love. Because of her, I’ve dared to dream bigger, to embrace my talents, and to believe that I, too, have a story worth sharing.

So today, on her special day, I wish her nothing but love, joy, and peace. I hope her birthday is filled with the same magic she’s brought into the lives of millions. Happy birthday, Taylor! You are an icon, a storyteller, and the embodiment of kindness and grace. Thank you for being you, for showing up, for singing your truth, and for reminding us that it’s okay to feel, to grow, and to love unapologetically.

Here’s to celebrating not just your birthday but the immeasurable mark you’ve left on this world—and on me. I am forever grateful to be alive in your era. ❤️

[iankarlo]

Losing Christmas Magic

There are days when I find myself staring at the dim twinkle of Christmas lights, a quiet question lingering in my mind: Why doesn’t it feel the same anymore? As a child, the world transformed in December. Magic hung in the air, and everything felt possible—the soft crunch of snow, the glitter of tinsel, the warmth of hot cocoa shared under a glowing tree. The simplest things would ignite joy, as if happiness was sewn into every moment.

But now, that magic feels further away, like a memory blurred by time. Perhaps it’s because the weight of responsibilities has grown heavier—deadlines, bills, plans that refuse to go perfectly. Perhaps it’s the way adulthood sharpens your awareness, revealing how much effort goes into the holidays. Behind the sparkly veneer is a world of expectations, and sometimes, the effort feels overwhelming.

Still, even as the spark dims, I find there’s something stubborn in me that refuses to let it die—a quiet ember, glowing softly, refusing to be extinguished. I hold onto it, like a promise I made to my younger self: to never completely forget the wonder.

The magic might not come as easily now, but I’ve learned to find it in new ways—in the laughter of loved ones, in the satisfaction of giving more than receiving, in the quiet moments where I let myself pause and just be. The magic has changed, but it’s still there, waiting to be rediscovered.

And so, even as life grows more complicated, I carry that ember, small but alive. It’s a reminder that the spark isn’t gone—it’s just different, waiting for me to nurture it. Maybe that’s what growing up is about: learning how to light your own joy amidst the shadows.

[iankarlo]

Christmas Memories

When I was younger, Christmas was simple and magical in its own quiet way. It wasn’t about grand feasts or glittering decorations, but the small, steady rituals that marked the season. I always knew Christmas was coming when my mother would take me to the market. The smell of fresh bread mingling with the earthy scent of spices and fruits was a prelude to the joy of picking out a new pair of shoes and a set of clothes. Those simple gifts, chosen with care, felt like treasures.

At home, my father would fill the air with Christmas carols, played each morning and afternoon as though he was summoning the season itself. The music wrapped around us like a warm blanket, blending with the chill that crept into the nights. I remember how the days grew shorter, the evenings colder, and the stars seemed brighter in the velvet sky.

There was comfort in the rhythm of those days—helping my father untangle strings of Christmas lights, his hands steady as he guided me through the task. And the meals my mother cooked, simple yet made with love, were a kind of magic no feast could replicate. I still see her bustling around the kitchen, humming softly, her joy radiating as she prepared for the family to gather.

Sometimes, I wish I could pause those moments, hold them still just a little longer. If only I could step back into that time—feel the crisp air on my cheeks, hear the soft rustle of wrapping paper, and see the glow of our small Christmas tree once more. Those memories, though fleeting, are etched deeply in my heart.

Now, when Christmas comes, it brings not just the joy of the present but the bittersweet echo of the past. The warmth of those small, cherished moments—the simplicity of love, family, and togetherness—will always be the heart of Christmas to me. And even as the years pass, those memories remain, a quiet glow I carry within, forever.

[iankarlo]

Home for Christmas

The snow fell gently outside, a soft blanket covering the world in a serene stillness. The glow of Christmas lights flickered through the frost-kissed windowpanes, casting warm hues across the room. My heart was a flurry of emotions—excitement, love, and a quiet kind of longing that had been simmering for so long. Tonight, he was coming home.

Every fiber of my being ached with anticipation. He was the one I prayed for, the one I whispered about in my quiet moments. His presence was my sanctuary, his smile a balm to my soul. He was my home, not just a place, but the feeling of safety, comfort, and unconditional love.

I smoothed down the folds of my sweater for the tenth time, trying to busy myself, but nothing could distract me from the joy swelling inside. The clock ticked slowly, teasing me with every second. And then, I heard it—the sound of footsteps crunching through the snow outside my door.

I froze, my breath catching in my chest as the door creaked open. There he was, standing against the backdrop of the winter night, his cheeks flushed from the cold, his eyes sparkling with warmth. The smile on his face stretched wide, and in that moment, the world seemed to tilt and settle perfectly into place.

“Hey,” he said, his voice a melody I’d missed too much.

Before I could say a word, his arms enveloped me, pulling me close. The scent of him, familiar and comforting, wrapped around me like the coziest blanket. His warmth melted the icy edges of my waiting heart.

“I’m home,” he murmured, his lips brushing against my temple.

And just like that, everything felt right. The wait, the prayers, the quiet yearning led to this moment, and it was worth every second. I pulled back to look at him, my hands cupping his face. His smile, oh, his smile—it was all the Christmas lights I’d ever need.

[iankarlo]

Roasted Chestnut

The scent of roasted chestnuts always had a way of announcing Christmas to my heart before anything else could. Before the twinkling lights were strung on windows or the carols started playing on the radio, the warm, nutty aroma would fill our home, carried in on the crisp evening air by my aunt.

She’d arrive after work, her arms filled with small bags, but the most awaited treasure was always the simple paper pouch, warm to the touch and speckled with little oily stains from the roasted chestnuts inside. I’d rush to her, my excitement impossible to hide, and she’d laugh as she handed me the prized treat, my hands barely able to wait as I tore the bag open.

There was something magical about those chestnuts. Their shells were dark and glossy, the cracks revealing golden flesh underneath, like hidden sunlight. Peeling them was an act of pure joy, even when the shells left my fingers smudged with soot. I loved the texture—the way they were soft yet firm, yielding to each bite with a comforting, subtle sweetness.

Each chestnut carried with it a quiet warmth that felt like an embrace. Eating them always made me feel cocooned in a moment of pure contentment, a fleeting escape from the rush of daily life. And as the flavors unfolded on my tongue, I’d think of the holidays ahead, of mornings spent decorating the tree, nights lit with the glow of parols, and the promise of gifts waiting to be unwrapped. Roasted chestnuts were Christmas in miniature, each one a delicious reminder that the season of joy was just around the corner.

For others, it might have been just a snack, a passing treat on a chilly evening, but for me, those chestnuts held a sweetness far beyond their taste. They were a connection to my aunt, to her thoughtfulness in bringing them home after a long day, to the way she made my childhood Christmases feel even more special with such a simple gesture.

Even now, when the scent of roasted chestnuts drifts my way, it brings back the laughter, the warmth, and the joy of those moments. It’s funny how something so small can linger so deeply, carving out a special corner in your heart. But that’s the magic of roasted chestnuts—more than just a holiday treat, they’re a reminder of love, family, and the quiet, golden happiness of the season.

[iankarlo]

My Candy Cane

The scent of peppermint lingers in the air as I unwrap the delicate twist of red and white, a Christmas candy cane in my hands. Its glossy surface catches the glimmer of festive lights, and for a moment, I’m swept back to a simpler time—childhood days spent watching Christmas movies, dreaming of the warmth of snow-covered streets and the joy that comes with tiny traditions. That was before I knew how something so small could hold more than just sweetness; it could hold memories, moments, and maybe even someone’s heart.

The first time I tasted a candy cane, it was magic on my tongue—sweetness melting into a refreshing tingle of peppermint. I remember thinking it was the perfect balance, like two notes of a melody that effortlessly harmonized. But no candy cane has ever tasted as good as the one he gave me that day.

We were out with our friends, laughter filling the space around us like a carol sung in unison. He reached into his pocket and handed me a candy cane, the gesture so simple yet so thoughtful. I took it, and in that moment, it wasn’t just a piece of candy I was accepting. It felt like I was letting a little bit of him into my life��his sweetness, his coolness, the effortless way he made everything feel brighter, just like the stripes of red and white against the backdrop of winter.

He’s sweet, not in the grandiose, over-the-top way, but in the quiet, tender gestures that make your heart stumble—a candy cane slipped into your hand, a grin that feels like the first glimpse of sunshine on a frosty morning. And he’s cool, not because he tries to be, but because he just is. Every move he makes, every word he says, carries a kind of effortless charm that leaves you a little breathless, like the first bite of peppermint when it catches you off guard.

Now, every time I see a candy cane, I think of him. I think of the way he made that ordinary day extraordinary, the way he made a small gesture feel monumental. The mix of sweetness and peppermint, the way it lingers—just like he does, in my thoughts, in my heart. And for that, I can’t help but smile. Christmas candy canes aren’t just candies anymore; they’re memories wrapped in red and white, a reminder of someone who made my world a little sweeter, a little cooler, and a lot more unforgettable.

[iankarlo]

Lantern of Love

He is my lantern in the night, glowing softly yet powerfully, like a beacon of joy against the backdrop of an otherwise ordinary world. Just as a lantern hangs by the window, its warm, flickering light a quiet promise that the magic of Christmas is near, he illuminates my days with his mere presence. There is an unspoken comfort in his existence, a gentle reassurance that happiness is not far away as long as he is near.

When my eyes find him, it’s as though the world stops to bask in his glow. He doesn’t just light up a room; he lights up me. His presence fills the corners of my heart that I didn’t even realize were dim. Like the golden light spilling from a lantern, chasing away the cold and dark of December evenings, he chases away my doubts and fears, replacing them with a warmth that lingers long after he’s gone.

It’s not in grand gestures or elaborate words—it’s in the way he is simply there. In his laughter, his gaze, even the faint trace of his cologne that lingers like a melody in my mind. It’s in the way his smile feels like sunlight breaking through the clouds, or how his voice carries a note of sincerity that makes everything seem possible.

He doesn’t know it, but he is my constant, my little miracle in an otherwise unpredictable world. He reminds me of the joy in the simple things—the glow of a lantern, the first notes of a Christmas carol, the way hope and love can live quietly yet profoundly in our hearts. He is my reminder that happiness doesn’t have to be loud or fleeting; sometimes, it is steady and enduring, like his light.

And oh, how my heart dances in the glow.

[iankarlo]

Christmas Lights

There’s something magical about Christmas lights, something that goes beyond their shimmering glow. As I stand beneath their sparkling embrace, I feel a sense of calm wash over me, as if the world around me has slowed down, if only for a moment. The twinkling lights are like little promises, each one flickering with the hope that things will get better.

They remind me that no matter how long the night seems, there’s always a light shining through, leading the way. In the dark stretches of life, when everything feels uncertain, these small, colorful orbs offer a gentle reassurance that brighter days are ahead.

With each light that glistens, I feel my heart ease a little more. It’s as if the glow is whispering a message, telling me that Christmas is coming — that time when love, warmth, and family come together, wrapping us in a sense of belonging. The thought that soon I’ll be with my family, sharing laughter, stories, and meals, fills me with an unshakable sense of peace.

Christmas lights aren’t just decorations; they’re reminders that no matter how far we’ve come or how long we’ve struggled, there is always hope. They tell us that even in the darkest times, there is always a reason to believe in the beauty of new beginnings. And when I look at them, I know that the tunnel, no matter how long it seems, will eventually lead to a brighter, warmer place.

[iankarlo]

Dreaming of Snowy Christmas

I’ve always imagined snow falling from the sky as if heaven itself decided to gift the world tiny whispers of white magic. In my dreams, I stand by a frost-kissed window, my breath fogging up the glass as the first snowflake twirls gracefully to the earth. The air outside is crisp, and the world seems to hold its breath in quiet awe. The idea of snow isn’t just cold—it’s alive, sparkling with a life of its own under a silvery sky.

I dream of stepping outside, wrapped in a coat that feels like a warm hug against the biting wind. My boots crunch on the freshly fallen snow, the sound soft yet so profound in its purity. My fingers tingle with cold, but my heart is warm with wonder as I gather the snow in my hands. I picture myself sculpting a snowman with playful precision, its little face adorned with a crooked smile, a borrowed scarf tied snugly around its frosty neck.

Christmas in Europe feels like a dream I haven’t woken up from yet. I see Switzerland, its quaint villages sparkling under the glow of twinkling lights, each home nestled in blankets of snow like treasures hidden in plain sight. Or Russia, where grand cathedrals stand majestic, their domes shimmering like jewels against the winter sky. Germany, too, calls to me, with its enchanting Christmas markets where the air smells of roasted chestnuts and spiced mulled wine.

In this dream, I’m not alone. My family is there, their laughter mingling with the carols floating in the icy breeze. My partner walks beside me, our hands clasped tightly as if to tether each other to this perfect moment. Together, we marvel at the magic of a Christmas that feels as though it belongs in a storybook.

One day, I’ll see it. I’ll feel the cold on my cheeks, hear the quiet hush of snowfall, and taste the sweetness of a holiday spent in a snowy wonderland. And when that day comes, I know I’ll stand under the falling snow with my heart full, amazed at how a dream can feel so beautifully real.