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oh this is fucking ugly. understood

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❥     𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒    [   𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙳 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙿𝚃𝚂    ]   .

headcanon prompts with questions based on plants   &   what they represent in flower language .  happy roleplaying !!  ♡

abatina :   is there anything in life your muse has changed their mind about over time   (   due to becoming more educated on the topic ,   certain experiences  ,   etc .   ) ,    or that they   would   change their mind about under certain circumstances ?  

acanthus :   is your muse deceptive ,   or willing to lie or deceive to achieve certain means ?   why or why not ?   

aloe :   how does your muse handle grief ?

amaryllis :   what is something or someone that your muse takes pride in ?   how do they express that pride ?   

anemone :   how does your muse view the world ;   as a cruel   &   unforgiving place ,   a land full of wonders ,   or something in - between ?  where does that world view come from   (   what experiences ,   life lessons ,   etc .   ) ?  

angelica :   where does your muse draw inspiration in life ?   what motivates them ?

apple blossom :   how does your muse go about expressing or not expressing their sexuality ?  

bachelor’s button :   does your muse actively seek romantic companionship ,   or cherish the liberties of being single ? 

basil :   does your muse have a love - hate relationship with anyone or anything ?

bay tree :   does your muse seek glory   &   accolades ,   or do they favour a simpler ,   more personal life ?  

begonia :   how cautious is your muse ?   are they prone to noticing red flags ,   or paranoid to the point of untrusting most everyone ?   why or why not ?  

belladonna :   how does your muse respond to silence ?   do they take comfort in soundlessness ,   or seek to fill the void with noise ?   

bluebell :   does your muse learn from their past ,   or are they prone to repeating the same mistakes ?  

carnation :   what is your muse’s relationship with their gender ?   how do they express or not express this relationship ?  

chamomile :   what is your muse likely to take away from a painful experience ?   are they one to be haunted by adversity ,   or to use what they’ve gone through to become stronger ?  

chrysanthemum :   how does your muse express romantic love ?  how do they feel about love as a concept ?  

daffodil :   is your muse one to be loyal in relationships ,   or are they likely to quickly move from one bond to another ?

daisy :   did your muse ever feel as though their innocence had been lost ?   what moment in their life could be described as the end of their innocence ?  

edelweiss :   what was the bravest moment in your muse’s life ?  are they known to be courageous from then on ?  

fern :   does your muse believe in magic or cosmic forces ,   or are they more likely to think their life is ultimately a matter of their own control ?  

forget - me - not :   has your muse ever forgotten something that is or was important to them ?   are they afraid of forgetting things like that ?  

gardenia :   is your muse one to confess romantic feelings early on ,   or to conceal them for long periods of time ?  

gladiolus :   describe a moment from your muse’s life that they will never forget .

goldenrod :   does your muse believe in luck or fortune ?  why or why not ?   where do they believe these things come from ?  

heliotrope :   does your muse believe in soulmates ?

hibiscus :   how does your muse view the gentler ,   daintier things in life ?   as things worth preserving   &   caring for ,   or things only bound to wither   &   disappear ?  

holly :   how strong is your muse’s sense of intuition ?  are they aware of it ?   do they ever fear that it is only paranoia ?  

hollyhock :   how strong is your muse’s sense of ambition ?  what’s something they strive for in life ?  

hyacinth :   is your muse athletic ?   does it come naturally to them ,   or have they had to work for their physique and/or skill ?  

hydrangea :   how much does your muse value communication in their relationships with others ?  are they prone to being misunderstood ?

iris :   if your muse could convey one last message to someone they have lost or left behind ,   what would it be ?  

ivy :   what are your muse’s views on marriage ?   do they believe it is something strictly for love ,   or an institution rooted in business   &   social benefits ?   do they desire or have they desired to be married ?

lavender :   how easy is it to gain your muse’s trust ?  once their trust is broken ,   how might one go about mending it ?  

lilac :   what was your muse’s childhood like ?   how has their upbringing affected them as they’ve aged ? 

lily :   how does your muse view their mother ?  

lotus :   has your muse ever felt as though they’ve been reborn ?  have they ever desired the feeling of a fresh start ,   or a better understanding of themself and/or the world around them ?  

magnolia :   describe your muse’s relationship with nature   &   the natural world .  

marigold :   is your muse prone to jealousy ?  how might they handle envious feelings ?  

mint :   does your muse view themself as virtuous   &   moral ?  what do these words mean to them ?

nasturtium :   describe your muse’s relationship with their birthplace ,   or homeland .  

oak :   who would your muse consider the strongest person they know ?  

pansy :   does your muse often reflect on their own actions ?   do they ever think a lot about the past ,   and what they could have done differently ?

parsley :   describe a holiday your muse enjoys ,   and why they enjoy it .

peony :   what would a   ‘  happy life  ’   look like in your muse’s eyes ?

poppy :   what comforts your muse ?

rhododendron :   is your muse receptive to warnings   &   advice given by others ?

rose :   how much does your muse value other people ?   do they wish to have many friends ,   lovers ,   and/or associates ?   are they an easy person to love ?

sage :   what is your muse’s legacy ?   what do they want to be remembered for   &   what might they actually be remembered for ?  

salvia :   is your muse possessive over people or things that matter a lot to them ?  how do they express that possessiveness ,   or lack thereof ? 

snapdragon :   is your muse merciful ?  why or why not ?

southernwood :   how seriously does your muse take themself ?   do they prefer a solemn   &   intellectual atmosphere or do they delight in jokes   &   banter ?  

sunflower :   what brings your muse the most joy in life ?  

tulip :   how does your muse view people in general ?  

violet :   how does your muse respond to betrayal ?

willow :   how does your muse handle sadness   &   depression ?

zinnia :   how has the loss of fallen comrades and/or loved ones affected your muse ?   has it taught them anything or given them any new perspectives ?

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go whiteboy go

you sent me this literally while i was eating a mustard sandwich (sandwich that has nothing but mustard) so i feel like you knew somehow

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add me on discord for plotting while i read too many wikipedia pages

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also if you guys see me with like five tabs open in regards to the gulf war don't. don't worry about it-

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bob drives a hybrid subaru crosstrek. because of course he does

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bad cree.

dialogue prompts from bad cree by jessica johns.

this isn't some unresolved trauma shit.

okay, i have to say it again. you need to call your mom.

you keep saying what it isn't. so what is it?

what are you calling for? text me like a regular person.

the bad isn't something you can run from, because it's not a thing that can be held.

maybe it's something we could figure out together.

can you see me?

are you okay? you're on fire.

is this real or a dream?

it hurt like real life.

so this shit runs in the family?

i love you, but you've got to be part of picking yourself up, too.

go home. i can take care of myself.

i brought my flashcards. you can help me study.

you still look pale, but at least you're fed.

thank you for checking in on me. you could have definitely left me to rot.

you know who i am. you're not listening.

leave first and leave quietly, so no one knows you're gone.

can you die in your dreams?

sometimes the illusion of safety is better than nothing.

a prayer can be anything.

beauty is always here, even when we aren't looking.

you look almost human again.

i feel like i'm being eaten from the inside out.

why do you look like you're about to tell me some bad news?

if all else fails, you have me.

when did you sneak in here?

i think i just needed to come home.

the knowing doesn't live in my brain. it lives in my gut.

you did what you always do. you run. you hide.

i'm here now. i came back and i'm here and i'm trying.

are you scared of ghosts or something?

you must be thinking of someone else.

just because you don't see me doesn't mean i'm not around.

i know the kind of safety that sometimes comes with having secrets.

i just wanted the hurt to stop for a while.

not all hurt is visible.

maybe that's what dreams are for. to show us what we can't see.

whatever bad is passed down, the good lives in our blood, too.

i just never stop letting you down, do i?

what are you scheming about?

you can never truly avoid bad luck, even if you know all the rules.

there's a real honour in being the kind of person people can tell even their darkest secrets to.

i've always had a hard time with that part. the letting go part.

i just wanted to be somewhere quiet with you.

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my heart is human, my blood is boiling, my brain I.B.M.

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guess who called out today aha 🤪✌️

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bob has like two degrees. what the fuck is he doing in the navy

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clap ur hands if ur pilot is from texas 👏

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#𝐋𝐓𝐅𝐀𝐍𝐁𝐎𝐘- an independent, private, and selective writing blog for   𝗠𝗜𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗘𝗟 "𝗙𝗔𝗡𝗕𝗢𝗬" 𝗚𝗔𝗥𝗖𝗜𝗔   of top gun: maverick. headcanon based. est. june 2022. by sarah.

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thinking about my favorite video and why i gave bob the call sign 'data'

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i am once again thinking about dogfight football and how fucking huge bob's smile was when everyone was chanting his name.

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WHEN I SAY GOD, ... what I mean is : I can barely stand the look at my mother's face / * RUZTER, inscripted by 𝒔𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒆.

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life for sale.

dialogue prompts from life for sale by yukio mishima. (content warnings: suicide / death and depression.)

surely there are no headaches in heaven.

do you know what i'm going to say next?

this life feels empty, like a room without furniture.

don't ask things that don't concern you.

you can tell me anything you like. i won't be offended.

you'll get lung cancer if you smoke.

those who believe, believe everything. those who doubt don't believe a thing.

would you like tea, or something stronger?

i'm a complete pacifist at heart.

when people are happy, they're at their most beautiful. completely at peace with themselves.

i feel like i've been transformed into a proper adult.

this is real life, not a comic book.

are you really a murderer? you just don't look the type.

i suppose this is the last we'll see of each other.

you have as much heart as a vending machine.

can a human really behave so much like a robot?

i cut all my ties with human society long ago.

loneliness is my unconditional ally.

you shouldn't try to humiliate people.

this is all very interesting, but what does it have to do with me?

you remind me of a machine that's too well-oiled.

sometimes stirring the pot can cause even more trouble.

people are just puppets, anyway.

the whole world is a waste of time.

you've taken a shine to me.

i think of myself as already dead. i'm completely free.

even dying requires energy.

don't ask things that don't concern you.

you take a nice photo.

i've always dreamt of being part of a happy family.

there is still such a thing as decency in this world.

shall i read to you?

how happy you make me feel.

was there ever a time when you really loved life?

the most important thing is that you stay completely calm.

you're young, and you'll get through this.

haven't you learned your lesson yet?

you can relax. tell me what happened.

you have the heart and soul of a warrior.

no questions. just come with me.

stop overcomplicating the way you think about things.

life and politics are generally simple.

please do not ask for my help ever again.

i told you not to come after me.

can't you try and be happy for me?

you have the kindheartedness of a saint.

you're the only person i can trust when things go bad.

for some reason, i can't get close to anyone.

you must wake up from this foolish dream.

living and worrying are one and the same thing.

think you can impress me?

there are gods in the world, and they never abandon us.