ic3kitty

[ic3kitty]

I hope you’re happy out there! Thinking of you.

[ic3kitty]

[ic3kitty]

Thinking of you. I hope you’re happy and having a million adventures. ☺️ I figure this is better than texting, it’s a nice way for me to get my feelings out when I think of you. I still always smile when I remember our time together. ☺️

I finished school, graduating with honors! I’ve decided not to fly to Arizona for the graduation. I need a little time to get grounded at home before the holidays. I’m starting my own online marketing firm and it feels so good to finally be moving forward. Luna got spayed the other day and she’s doing very well. The vet said she had the silliest teef. She took out a few of her baby ones. The “cone” they gave her was so silly, I’ll attach a picture. She looked like such a moody princess when they brought her out to me after her surgery. I hadn’t laughed that hard in a minute.

I had a really nice time in Florida. It was nice to adventure by myself a bit. I didn’t expect to miss you so much when I was there if I’m being honest. But man, I felt you there with me. I *almost* went back to your birthday restaurant, but I thought it would make me more sad than happy. I finally tried the Velocacoster, holy heck. Life changing. And also, the weather in Orlando was amazing. I can’t believe it’s that warm in December.

You won’t believe this, my car flooded again while I was in Florida. It wouldn’t turn on so they towed it. I should be hearing about what they want to do with it soon, but I’ve saved up enough to get another used car so either way it’s time. I’m thinking a bigger car so those potholes don’t ruin my life. The rental I have right now is a truck. I feel like such a tough girl driving that thing around. I can SO see why you go off roading in these things. I’m about to make my own YouTube channel 😉

I guess that’s all. I feel a little silly doing this but it feels nice to pretend like I’m writing to you. I hope where ever you are in the world you’re having a really nice day. Goodnight Jaime ☺️

[ic3kitty]

I hope you’re doing well whereever you are. ❤️

[ic3kitty]

If I thought you still cared about me the same way I care about you. I’d be on a plane to you…anywhere, anytime.

[ic3kitty]

I imagine how nice it would be to wake up with you everyday. I wonder what our days would look like if they weren’t limited. I like you. I like the man you are, the ways you think, the way we laugh together. I especially love the laugh you do when I say something that catches you off guard. You are so special to me. God I can’t wait to see you soon.

[ic3kitty]

You keep finding new ways to impress me as the wonderful man you are. I’ve never met a man like you before. I hope I get to care for you for a really long time.

[ic3kitty]

Ive been looking for something for a long time and I feel like I finally found it with you. I feel like the answers to my questions all make sense now. I want you to know that I will never expect you to save me or complete me, I will never ask you to change anything about yourself, because I absolutely adore the man that you are. I will do my best to always let you know how I feel even when it feels scary. I will never lose sight of you and this. I will always respect you and listen to you without judgment. I can’t promise that I’ll be perfect but I can promise that I’m going to give it all I’ve got, because I can feel how special this is, and I see the incredible man that you are. I’m all in.

[ic3kitty]

[ic3kitty]

It was a pleasure to be able to share so much of my day with you while I’ve been here in Nashville. I wanted to include you on all of the amazing things and it really felt like you were here. You make me want to put in so much effort and it doesn’t even feel like effort, it’s so enjoyable.

As much as I’m loving things here, I would trade it all in a moment to be with you.

[ic3kitty]

[ic3kitty]

When I think it’s impossible to care for you more you go and tug on my heart strings like you did my IUD. Just kidding. 😉

But honestly, you unveil new things about yourself in ways that completely stun me. You stopped me from going off the deep end of my fear, not just tonight but every single time. The man you are is nothing short of a miracle. I can’t believe you exist, every single day. You are my perfect match in ways I never could have imagined existed. I will do my best to be in the moment with you and not let my mind drift too far into the future, until we need to. I will continue to keep letting you in, in ways and places no one else has ever been allowed in. I am so fucking grateful to be in your arms right now, even if you fell asleep without updating me about the PupCup ™️. Even my fear doesn’t scare me, because you help encourage me to be braver. You are the kindest, most patient man I’ve met. You are so thoughtful and funny, I feel like when you make me laugh it’s the first time I’ve heard a joke. I don’t know how you do the things that you do. You are so silly, I feel like I’m laughing with my best friend every day and that’s a feeling I wouldn’t trade for the world. I want this life with you and I’m willing to fight for it with you. I feel the way you care about me and I feel it too. More than I have the words for sometimes. Thank you for crash landing into my world, it’s the best thing that’s happened.

[ic3kitty]

I hope I get the opportunity to care for you for a really long time.

[ic3kitty]

I like you so much J. You’re so special to me. I hope I get to see you again soon.

[ic3kitty]

I tell you everything. Every single thought in my head and my heart. It’s so special to feel so close to you. You’ve made the mornings my favorite, to wake up slowly and roll over and see your face. You make me feel safe to be myself and I can see you’re feeling safe to be yourself too. I like seeing new parts of you shine through. This is such a special chance encounter. I like the thoughts of our future swirling all over the place around us. I can’t wait to see what comes next.

[ic3kitty]

[ic3kitty]

The smile you make when I’m distracting you at the gym is one of my favorite ones. How lucky I am to be able to count so many different smiles from someone I care about so much. You are everything