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Here’s a little story...

ok SO

for the last couple of years, things have been pretty... trash.

to say the least.

in 2016, I went to school after homeschooling for a bit (I've been on and off my whole life) and it went downhill. I was bulled by a girl who became one of my best friends, and my best friend turned out to be a massive narcissist and she started bullying me instead. my teacher was a massive jerk, I wasn’t getting along with anyone, the work was super hard, and overall I wasn’t having a good time

SO CUE 2017

I went back to homeschooling but because my brother was still in the private school, my mum was working to pay it off. so I ended up just sitting around, every day, because 

a) i’m not allowed to go anywhere on my own

b) my parents hated driving me places 

the only time I ever went outside was for one (1) drama class a week that went for 2 hours or something. so I ended up getting super secluded and depressed and becoming rly socially awkward bcos I didn’t learn in that valuable period of time what because socially appropriate. 

p.s I still have some work that I never finished. don’t tell my mum

sO YOU’D THINK 2018 WOULD BE BETTER, RIGHT??!!

because I didn’t know what was okay, I was ‘weird’ in a rly bad way. my friends were all ‘ugh i’m so depressed I just want to kill myself’ uh no you just can’t be bothered to do your work. so they had no goals, swore all the time then were like, ‘oh no swearing’s so bad’, and because I hung out with them so much, I started becoming like them. I eventually moved into the accelerated class at the end of the year and making better friends, but I was pretty messed up at the end. also, the fact that those friends would come to school bawling their eyes out because their mum was yelling at their brother from across the house. having mild abuse from last year, that made me MAD. and i’d say nicely, oh yeah, blah blah blah past experiences.’ and they’d start yelling at me because I ‘wanted attention’ when really, it was them who were looking for it. also, I ended up getting into a fight with my best friend from that group, but we made up at the start of the year :)

BUT THIS YEAR

THIS YEAR

HAS BEEN

AMAZING

I’VE STARTED FORCING MYSELF TO BE NORMAL AND DO THINGS THAT ARE OKAY AND MADE NEW FRIENDS AND I DON’T HANG OUT WITH THAT GROUP AS MUCH AND I’VE STARTED DOING MY WORK IN CLASS AND DOING MY HOMEWORK WHEN IT’S GIVEN TO ME AND HAVE A POSITIVE MINDSET.

SOME OTHER GREAT THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED:

I've honestly felt better mentally. like my heads clearer, i’m more rational, and have more self-control and willpower, etc.

i’m more interested in my hobbies now like drawing, acting, basketball, netball, running...

people actually like me now! last year, pretty much my entire grade hated me, but all the cool guys talk to me and joke around (I found I make better friends with boys because of my personality)

like, I feel better physically?? its weird. I can jump a lot higher and go up stairs easier. (I have a lot of stairs at my school, but I wasn’t like this last year with more stairs to climb), i’m sleeping better, I have less cravings for sugar, I don’t self-harm, my self confidence has gone back up, and I honestly, truly love myself. why? because I know I survived all of this, and still managed to change myself for the better.

so here’s the moral of the story: NEVER give up. because you might think that you are cursed, that your entire life is horrible, that things are going wrong, that you can change nothing because it’s not your fault, just the universe plotting against you,

THAT’S NOT TRUE

chances are, and I don’t mean this in a bad way, you are at fault for at least a part of it. no one has been cursed with a bad life. 

you just have to fix it. 

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Hey science side of tumblr...

I was walking around outside barefoot and I felt this tiny prick in my foot. So, naturally, I look down to see if I got a splinter or something. But instead, I saw so much blood. It was everywhere. It ended up getting everywhere and staining some of the tiles. There was this really thick trail of blood just running down foot. When I managed to pull the thing out, it was a tiny little rock. 2mm by 1mm, tops. It was barely in my foot, maybe 1mm deep. 

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Basketball

Has anyone noticed that the women’s basketball is just so... smooth. Like, they’re just out there dancing their way around the court while the guys shove their masculinity in your face and Powercharge™ there way past you. 

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You would be surprised with how many people in your life could be going through depression at this very moment.  People hide it like a paper bag over their heads out of fear of being judged, made fun of, seen as weak, or just not taken seriously.  Depression should not be taken lightly, it holds us down from our purpose and potential in life.  Those who tell you that it doesn’t exist have never experienced depression in their life, therefore not understanding the symptoms and how it’s something that cannot be fixed in a day!  So if you think you are depressed or if you think you know someone else who is, please talk to a friend, a family member, or anyone else in your life that you trust - never overlook the possibility of seeing a doctor for more professional help!!  Your feelings are real, your feelings are shared upon millions.  Don’t hide it, talk to someone about it.  With the right help, you can rediscover your confidence and begin life anew with our undying love and support! We are right here!!

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Saw this somewhere else and felt the need to post it cause no one else ever really tells you this stuff

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REBLOG: go to your blog and click the egg to see what hatches

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Vintage women being badass. You’re welcome.

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#chris evans #in where he is actually steve rogers

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Bruce Banner appreciation post

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If you die, you become a statistic. Change the world instead.

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Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail jo@samaritans.org

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Listen, in this universe, it’s either yeet or be yeeted. (insp.)

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avengers + text post meme

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Tony: Okay, people, listen up! Fury thinks that we’ve had “low morale” so he said we have to get a pet. Any suggestions?

Thor: I’ve heard great things about the creature called a dog!

Bucky: Pfft, why get a dog when we can get a wolf?

Steve: No wolves! How about a cat? Everybody likes cats.

Scott: Not everybody, a cat once tried to kill me! What about an ant farm?

Sam: Ants are lame! Besides, you already have your little ant friends over. I’m thinking we should get a falcon!

Clint: A Hawk is way better than a falcon!

Loki: We’re getting a snake.

Bruce: This is a team decision, Loki. I don’t care what pet we get as long as it stays out of the lab.

Rhodey: How about a fish? They’re easy to take care of and are quiet.

Peter P: A spider!

Natasha: A black widow spider!

Wanda: What about a cheetah? They’re really fast…

Vision: That’s a great idea, Wanda, but cheetahs are not a common pet.

(Y/N): I think we should get- oh look, a snake!

Thor: (Y/N), no-

(Y/N) holding the snake: Who’s a pretty snake? You are, yes you are! Oh, you’re so sweet!

Thor: Wait, is that a normal snake? May I hold it? I love snakes!

(Y/N): Yep, here you go.

Loki: MBLERGH it’s me!

Thor: Ahh! Why’d you stab me?

Loki: To prove that snakes can decide who to attack. Plus, I would never stab Lady (Y/N)! See Stark, snakes are far seperior to any other animal.

Tony: We are definitely not getting a snake.

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I’ve needed this thank you RDJ!!!

Because Tony Stark (RDJ) is confirmed to not be in the new Spider-Man movie..

Maybe Peter would replay this video if Tony died :’(

(Cred to @/infinitytom on Twitter)

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“Puny god.”

game time!

every time you see this post you have to reblog with a different marvel quote (no repeats)

i’ll start: “i’m a god you dull creature!”

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Are you mocking me cuz I feel like I’m being mocked