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I'm still hurting 😕

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good morning 😊 kahit ano pa yung weather mo masaya man or malungkot, masungit man or hindi nandito parin ako para sau.. medyo sad kasi ako ngaun kya sorry na agad, kahit isang chat mo lng kasi dun lng ako sumasaya korni pero totoo..

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I don't usually believe in miracles but when I do it's you

I don't usually write about love but when I do its about you

I don't usually believe in magic but when I do it's just you

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♾

Infinity

I know its not yet time

but I will wait for you

until the clouds are fine

and that's all I would like to do

waiting for our God's sign/been waiting for a sign

but when I see your smile

I forgot all those lines

wish you were the one on the aisle

and when the time comes from now

I never let those eyes' cry

(though the weather's in a frown/ a princess without a crown)

we will fly above the sky

but when that day never comes

I swear I still here for you

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about my song (sleepless alien)

I had a song called “sleepless alien” it talked about depression, my depression. the song sounds a happy song but the lyrics.. well because you never know people that they are depressed until it’s too late. wrote it back in 2016 but I’ve been fighting with my demons for years now I couldn’t remember when and how it started, I’m always been like this, call me crazy but that’s a fact. Some friends may not know about this, they not even know that I’m sad either. cause they always see me joking around but deep inside I’m already broken, but I’m quiet person I used to have my own world sometimes. I want friends but too afraid to communicate. and yes only me can cure my depression and I know only prayers is the answer, I prayed every night and day, go to church praying for my happiness, to found my happiness or even feel that I am blessed too like other people I know. sometimes I go to church and sat there, not saying anything just me being in silence but I know God hears my heart, but why I still feel like a lifeless but in pain. God please help me to help myself too.

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my poem for eunice

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handwritten poem title “sa hangin” in english “in wind”

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I made a poem for this girl ☺️ and hopefully someday I get a chance to give it to her.

Sa Hangin

gusto ko lang sana makita ang iyong mata maramdaman ang mundong makulay sayo’ng tabi paano ipapaliwanag ang nadarama natotorete ang pusong di makapag sabi

malayo ka man na parang liwanag sa langit liwanag mo lang ang palagi kong tinitignan matagal nang gustong sabihin di lang mabanggit natatakot na baka hindi maintindihan

pangarap ko makasama ka hanggang sa buwan at marinig ang boses mong parang paraiso marahil nga hindi mo ko maiintidihan ngunit masaya na marinig ang ‘yong respeto

nais ko sana kahit minsan ika’y yakapin at ibulong sayo na nabuhay akong muli dahil sa iyo meron ulit akong damdamin dumadampi ang ngiti sa akin mga labi

~for eunice jorge~

july 25, 2018

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I always feel little unloved

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with chai :) <3 nag file kami para sa civil :)

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more and more draft lyrics

I feed the monster inside me

With angry, jealous and crazy

Still my ego eating my brain

Until no memories remain

when you about to cry

but you don't have eyes to try

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casper draft lyrics

camera film writren on paper

I said what’s name and you said casper

The traffic light like a time machine

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100 poems goals but I still have eight

01: Walang Kapantay

"di ko sinasabi na magustuhan mo din ako, masaya lang ako na gusto kita"

02: Willing to Wait

"alam kong hindi ka pa ready, pero nandito lang ako naka-steady"

03: Always be

"you'll always be beautiful in my eyes, always..."

04: Subukan mo kasi..

"kung takot ka muli mag mahal, mas takot akong makita kang umiiyak"

05: Foodtrip

"kahit saan mag punta basta kasama ka, masaya :)"

06. payak

di makatulog sa payak na gabi, sa ingay ng puso kong di mapakali

07. mga tanong

madami dapat akong itatanong sayo, pero nung kasama na kita nakalimutan ko na ang mundo, (tila ikaw na ang sagot na mismo) di bale na ang mga tanong basta masaya ako. :)

08. Bakit?

Bakit mas pinipili pa natin mahalin yung taong sinasaktan tayo? Bakit di natin kayang mahalin yung taong talagang minamahal tayo?

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Hello Michelle

Hello Michelle, are you listening?

do you see me? are you wondering?

Isn’t weird to say I like you

Isn’t weird that I really do