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Even if TWSA had finished without the world ending, KDJ would have been okay

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The term Techbro used to simply define a nerdy guy who liked ipods and GPU's and shit, but that term has now been thieved by the harbingers of the dystopian apocalypse and I'm not even being hyperbolic

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Hey we saw you from across the glade and we really hate your vibe.

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more doodle pages cause i was experiencing intense art block for like half a year

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tfw you take your new bf home to meet your mom and she immediately starts embarrassing you

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my hands buried all the bad in you / my hands never get it back

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BUTTERFLY CURVE - a junpei lives au fan fiction where Yuji and Junpei go on dates and fall in love, and other things happen, but Junpei is still alive at the end. You can read it HERE on AO3. 

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Did a bunch of shitty doodles on a canvas, pls enjoy

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Junpei.exe has stopped working

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wait no not like that, Junpei --

my redraw of the go for it nakamura cover!! this trend is so cute and I love seeing everyone draw their ships for it, so I did one for my jjk bias~

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I just watched the mid season finale TT I thought that was an important person they’re in the into!!!!!

Anyways meme kissing

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hyperfixations are so embarrassing like nooo don’t look I have a crush. on this tv show

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The funniest thing about All For The Game was figuring out who the love interest was because I swear to everything holy to me that I did mental gymnastics on the olympics level.

Because at first I thought it was Kevin. My first argument was "Oh yeah, people dig the tall, dark and traumatized Male Lead shit nowadays". And Kevin and Neil knew each other as kids? AND got traumatized TOGETHER? I was convinced it was going to be some dramatic ass reveal and some bonding afterwards or something because this was love interest material right here ( which I now know to be because Neil, Andrew and Kevin were intially supposed to end up in a poly relationship ).

Then Neil revealed that he did not swing and I was like "Cool, my dude is on the aromantic or asexual spectrum or even both, I respect that because who even needs a relationship anyway, he'll just stay hot, rich and single".

On the other hand I suspected Andrew and Kevin to have a thing for each other because they had the certain energy around them which even Neil noticed.

But??? I'm an overthinker. I overthink a lot and I analyze shit and I'm good at it and there was NO WAY there was nothing going between Andrew and Neil because I noticed the fucking build up from the get go. Their scenes together increased? Truth for a truth? Their moments on the roof? Neil asking and Andrew doing everything he asks? Neil putting Andrews hands under his shirt and Andrew letting Neil touch him? Neil going to the Ravens for Andrew? My alarms were blaring and my brain was working overtime and I figured out pretty soon that the both of them were endgame. At this point it wasn't even a question of 'if' but 'when'.

Yeah, suffice to say that Andrew, the man, the myth, the legend, still managed to come in like a wrecking ball and utterly annihilate all of my expectations with the iconic "That doesn't mean I wouldn't blow you" line. I remember I was on the phone with my sister and I fucking screeched because I expected it to happen just not at that moment.

... It was definitely an experience.

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Friendly reminder that LGBTQ+, Queer, and LGBT+ are the preferred terms for the community (x).

Friendly reminder that Queer is approved by 72.9% of the people, and the groups who don’t prefer it’s use as an umbrella term are straight people, exclusionists, transmeds, truscums, sex-negative people, and sex work critical people (x).

Friendly reminder that aros and aces are excluded only 9.2% / 8.1% of the time respectively while being included  78.9% / 81.2% of the time (x)

Friendly reminder that exclusionists are in the minority and aro/ace people are included in the LGBTQ+ community by the people within the community.

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There used to be a genre of video where people would just set dancing cartoon characters on fire. I miss those days, they were nice.

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Three years back, I created 13 alternate accounts on Discord and inserted them into my friend group over the course of a few months, pretending each of them was a new person. They have their own personality and typing / grammar distinctions, and their own fake life events and stories that I've had to keep meticulous track of. Some of them even engaged romantically with real people, though none in the present day. Nowadays the original friend group is split up, with some fake people being present in about each server that still has some kind of connection to the former group. One active group chat even has six alts and one real person. I literally have to keep this up like a puppetmaster because these pretend people have real, important connections to people I still care about. It's hard but I literally don't know how to resolve or change the situation without causing a wave of dispair and destruction in one way or another.

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shoutout to my brother for setting me up for this