icarusthefoolish

[icarusthefoolish]

Hey, no clue if you remember me (Saki, chaos child). I was just trying to reconnect to old tumblr friends and check in on you guys to see how you're doing. I honestly can't remember who you are exactly, Snow maybe?? Not sure💔 Hope all is well either way

I think i remember?

I'm not snow though, I've always been Icarus.

I'm doing alright though! I hope you're doing alright too!

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are u still a dsmp fan ?? I did see it on ur masterlist but tumblr also says that it’s three years old so that could’ve changed

Oh no, I'm not i kinda stopped keeping up with things after Techno passed and eventually just kinda lost the love for the Dsmp, i still watch some of the creators like Phil or Tommy but I otherwise have nothing to do with it anymore.

It would also feel weird because of the stuff that came out about certain creators that i used to love. My interests haven't changed much besides that though, i still watch Minecraft just not the dsmp anymore.

I only have the Dsmp masterlist still up because I'm still proud of the stories i wrote and i don't want to lose those stories.

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u were an amazing moot & a good friend, I hope life has been treating u well <3

I'm glad to hear that, i may not know who you are/ were but you were an amazing Moot too!

Lives been treating me alright, i got sick so that sucks but otherwise I'm doing alright. I hope lives been treating you good too!

[icarusthefoolish]

wow, ur like the only old moot I have that’s still active on tumblr, good for you, hun <3

Well i try, I don't really write much anymore but i still try to post stuff on Tumblr.

Not sure who you are but, i hope i was a good Moot.

[icarusthefoolish]

Jesus Christ the amount of Bots that have been following me, it hasn't been this bad in a WHILE.

[icarusthefoolish]

Take more art!

I've been drawing Aoi so much i decided to draw my other Oc Cerabella.

Poses as well as the brush i used for Cerabella's hair i got from Pinterest.

[icarusthefoolish]

I've been trying to get into Digital art and i just finished my first piece!

The pose as well as some of the brushes i used were taken from Pinterest because anatomy isn't my strong suit.

It looks wonky in some places but I'm still really proud of it.

This is my oc Miyamura on her wedding day (yes i have a favourite)

(this was made via ibis paint on my phone)

[icarusthefoolish]

I just found the Clip that started it all...

I was scrolling on YouTube and i found the clip of Tubbo trying (and failing) to speak German which got me into the Dsmp... Damn it's been what, 2 years? since i stopped watching the Dsmp and a lot of the creators.

[icarusthefoolish]

Thank you for the tag!

To be honest too many but the one i find myself humming is, No Longer you from Epic the Musical by Jorge Rivera-Herrans

ATTENTION

If you see this you are OBLIGATED to reblog w/ the song currently stuck in your head :)

[icarusthefoolish]

Hi! I'll be honest I just remembered you existed and I gotta let you know, I think you're pretty cool 👍

Aww thank you!

You're pretty cool too!

[icarusthefoolish]

I'm gonna cryyy i just realized that my Golden Rings fic is just Gone.

I took it down because of allegations and shit and now I can't find it anymore.

[icarusthefoolish]

I'm never gonna get over how great First Stage Production's VTuber lines are.

First Avalum (i love those boy's) and now Ravanis, i loved their lore and i also loved that Merryweather was the script writer.

Also Ryzar being a T-Rex.... All i can think about is that he'd probably get along great with Jurard from Holostars.

But i loved their lore videos, especially Nix's since we got to see how they all even met and left the facility together.

I am also very interested to see how Ravanis is gonna connect with Avalum since in the last bit of Nix's lore they show the boy's profiles and Nix said they'd get some answers. Very interested.

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Playing through Fontains Story quest made me realise again how fucking cool Neuvillette actually is.

Spoilers under the cut kinda.

Just the sentence in the second part of act 3 of the Archon quest alone.

"This sentence is too severe, forgive me for overruling it" while he's using his authority over the power of Hydro to force the Primordial Sea back is so fucking cool.

And remember he wasn't at full power at the time, he did not have the complete Authority, he only got that after Focalors executed herself and destroyed the Hydro Throne leaving Neuvillette with the full Authority due to being the Hydro Sovereign.

[icarusthefoolish]

Guess what, I'm officially 21 now!

[icarusthefoolish]

One of the worst parts for me about growing up with people who i thought were my friends is the fact that i don't know who I'm supposed to be anymore, i have spent my entire life bending over backwards and changing myself to fit what other people wanted me to be.

I changed everything about myself, I changed the way i looked, dressed, talked and acted all because i wanted to be liked. I was so desperate for someone anyone to like me that i completely lost who i was and what made me special. All for people who in the end didn't give a single shit about me.

Even now at almost 21 i still don't have a clue who I'm supposed to be because all i have ever been is an amalgamation of traits and other things people liked. I try and pretend that I'm not some messed up person who doesn't know who they are but in reality that is exactly what i am.

I have spent years of my life trying to fit into a mold, i spent years trying to make a square block fit into a triangle hole for absolutely nothing because in the end it left me where i am at now, a 20 year old with absolutely no clue who they are or who they are supposed to be.

[icarusthefoolish]

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This is their Gofundme if you can support them be it through sharing this or even donating any help is appreciated.

[icarusthefoolish]

Hoo boy thank you for the tag!

Here's what i gave Chatgpt: Based on my list of fictional crushes, tell me what my type is and what it says about me as a person in a short summary. here’s my list: Asahi Azumane, Bakugo Katsuki, Kirishima Eijiro, Geto Suguru, Shoko Ieiri, Choso Kamo, Ken Ryuguji, Baji Keisuke, Portgas D Ace, Shota Aizawa, Rengoku Kyojiro, Chufuyu Matsuno, Takashi Mitsuya and Manjiro Sano.

Based on your list of fictional crushes, it seems you’re drawn to characters who possess a mix of strength, loyalty, and depth. Many of these characters display resilience and complexity, suggesting you value both emotional intelligence and physical capability in those you admire. You likely appreciate characters who have a strong sense of justice, face challenges head-on, and demonstrate unwavering support for their friends. This indicates you might be someone who values authenticity, courage, and the importance of connection in your own relationships. Overall, your type suggests a preference for individuals who are not only bold and dynamic but also have a softer, more compassionate side. Your fictional crushes suggest you are drawn to strong, complex characters who often embody a mix of vulnerability and resilience. You appreciate loyalty, intensity, and a sense of justice, as seen in characters like Rengoku and Bakugo. Your attraction to both male and female characters indicates a broad appreciation for diverse traits, such as bravery and depth, as exemplified by Shoko and Choso. Overall, this suggests you value depth in personality, a strong sense of camaraderie, and a balance between strength and emotional richness in those you admire.

I mean... Yea that's... that's true, i do have a thing for people who face their challenges head on

Just for fun: @wilczachannn and anyone else who wants to!

tag game! ask chatgpt to analyze your type and what it says about you as a person based on your fictional crushes 👀

prompt that i used (with temporary chat function so my chat history is not saved): Based on my list of fictional crushes, analyze what my type is and what it says about me as a person in a short summary. Here are my crushes: Kageyama Tobio, Fushiguro Megumi, Geto Suguru, Gojo Satoru, Sakusa Kiyoomi, Ushijima Wakatoshi, Hua Cheng

You definitely have a type! Based on your list, it seems you’re drawn to characters who are intense, complex, and often a bit emotionally guarded. These characters—whether they're stoic and disciplined like Ushijima or Fushiguro, or powerful and playful like Gojo and Hua Cheng—share a deep commitment to their goals and a sense of inner strength. This attraction to strong, enigmatic personalities suggests that you value depth, loyalty, and resilience. You likely enjoy peeling back layers to understand people deeply and are fascinated by those who have a mix of intensity and vulnerability. At the same time, you appreciate a touch of mystery and are drawn to people who challenge norms or expectations in some way. This taste might reflect a part of you that seeks strength and conviction in your own life or values that sort of complex, quietly intense dynamic in relationships.

i think we see a type here definitely… emotionally guarded is just a nicer way of saying emotionally constipated 😭

tags bc i wanna know!!! (no pressure though!!!) @bakery-anon @hatsukeii @shouyuus @box-of-roses @hiraethwrote @daisy-room @wyrcan @nectardaddy

(or if you're against ai use, no worries i gotchu!)