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The stunning HEATHER CHANDLER turns from the tray before her toward her incoming comrades. She is dressed stylishly and expensively but not trendily; her hair, dramatically tied back. Pulling out a crumpled piece of yellow paper, HEATHER CHANDLER smiles. The content of what Heather says is consistently offensive but the tone in which she speaks is sexy, dangerous, and mysterious.

                                             She is a MYTHIC BITCH.

                                              Established 02/18/2015                                                      Revamped 05/28/2016                                                            Movie Based

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The stunning HEATHER CHANDLER turns from the tray before her toward her incoming comrades. She is dressed stylishly and expensively but not trendily; her hair, dramatically tied back. Pulling out a crumpled piece of yellow paper, HEATHER CHANDLER smiles. The content of what Heather says is consistently offensive but the tone in which she speaks is sexy, dangerous, and mysterious.

                                             She is a MYTHIC BITCH.

                                              Established 02/18/2015                                                      Revamped 05/28/2016    ��                                                       Movie Based

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                               “ You might think what I’ve done is SHOCKING. To me though,                                    SUICIDE is the natural answer to the MYRIAD of problems life                                     has given me. People think just because you’re BEAUTIFUL &                                    POPULAR, life is easy and fun. Nobody understood that I had                                    FEELINGS too. I die knowing no one knew the REAL ME “

                                                                    - Heather Chandler

                                                          A movie based Heather Chandler                                                                   Personals do not reblog

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                               “ You might think what I’ve done is SHOCKING. To me though,                                    SUICIDE is the natural answer to the MYRIAD of problems life                                     has given me. People think just because you’re BEAUTIFUL &                                    POPULAR, life is easy and fun. Nobody understood that I had                                    FEELINGS too. I die knowing no one knew the REAL ME “

                                                                    - Heather Chandler

                                                          A movie based Heather Chandler                                                                   Personals do not reblog

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                               “ You might think what I’ve done is SHOCKING. To me though,                                    SUICIDE is the natural answer to the MYRIAD of problems life                                     has given me. People think just because you’re BEAUTIFUL &                                    POPULAR, life is easy and fun. Nobody understood that I had                                    FEELINGS too. I die knowing no one knew the REAL ME “

                                                                    - Heather Chandler

                                                          A movie based Heather Chandler                                                                   Personals do not reblog

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                                                    She said REAL LIFE sucks Losers DRY.                                                     If you want to FUCK with the eagles, you                                                    have to learn to FLY.

                                        Film based Heather Chandler with no musical influence

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please read + like if you read

So I’ve been doing a lot of thinking over the past week, a lot of soul searching, and I came to the realization that I’ve been lying to myself this entire time. I haven’t really been happy on Anakin, as much as I HATE to say it, but I feel so disconnected from him and everyone that I think it’s time for me to move on or rather move back to a character that makes me happy and comfortable.

I wanted to do a full and complete year on Anakin but I think that 8 long months was enough to really get into his mind and explore all the aspects that make him my most favorite character of all time. Though the experience had it’s ups and many downs I would like to thank all the wonderful people that I met while playing him and the connections I made between both muses and muns. Anakin will ALWAYS be in my heart and mind but I just need to spend time away from him on a blog where I feel 110% confident and comfortable in myself. You are all welcome to follow me on my revamped HEATHER CHANDLER blog from Heathers ( I think some of you followed me on her before ) I am so happy to be making a return to this long time muse of mine. I am sorry if this upsets you but I really need to focus on myself and make myself happy, but, I would love to have you follow me on my new blog ( only if you want to! )

Thank you for understanding, thank you for your support, and may the Force be with you,

- xoxox, Zachary

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I’m going to go submerge myself in Fallout so hit the heart for a starter! I’ll get to them tomorrow because I am itching to play some more FO4 because I am literally addicted to this game

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What do you think of my characterisation?

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ROLEPLAY CHARACTER STATISTICS SHEET.

repost, replacing the old information with your muse’s information. pass it on to your mutuals for a better understanding of their muses.

tagged by: the lovely and beautiful @xanodite

tagging: @weaselkiing , @devouringpulse , @rdcwson , @starlightsulu , and whoever else wants it! 

face claim. Hayden Christensen, of course name. Anakin Skywalker age. 23 ( 9 in TPM and 19 in AOTC ) height. 6′2″ species. Human 
gender. Male. 
nationality. Of Tatooine 
birthday. 41.9 BBY ( 7:4 BrS ) sun sign. Aries residence. Coruscant marital status. Secretly Married to Padmé Amidala ( verse dependent ) alignment. Lawful / Chaotic Good ( later Chaotic / Lawful evil ) drink. Bantha Milk from Tatooine, isn’t very much into alcohol or fancy drinks food. EVERYTHING 
day or night. Night, when the city is full of lights snacks. He likes to snack on sweet things like pastries or candies 
song. He isn’t really into music ( this is also verse dependent ) pet. He isn’t really allowed to have pets color. deep blue or a wine red flower. Monkshood sexuality. Hetero-flexible romantic orientation. Heteromantic-felxible body type. Athletic, strong shoulders, a raw power in his arms eye color. A beautiful and piercing blue hair color. A sandy brown, almost like the sands of the Dune Sea

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Nancy Drew PC Games inspired starters;

"It's locked."

"I've fought imaginary elves that were stronger than you!"

"With that amount of swagger you'd think he'd invented sand."

"Fight the power!"

"Never trust the cute ones, they know what they can get away with."

"Who taught you how to drive? Was it the stupidest dog on earth? Because that's what it looks like!"

"I was naughty, but from now on, i'll be nice. I promise."

"Your secret is safe with me. Along with your heart."

"Your boyfriend's cute, and you were in the clink. I think I'm blameless here."

"Wow, I do not care about that problem."

"I may have to cut this short, Hal. Someone just climbed out of my wardrobe."

"I'm not into pushy girls. Do me a favor. Go bother someone else."

"In case you hadn't noticed I'm totally off subject here."

"One more thing, you smoke?"

"What happened to your mother?"

"Ideas aren't dangerous until you try to bottle them up."

"I fell for her like a Black Tuesday banker."

"My faith in her is stronger than my fear for her."

"I wanted to be her when I grew up. But then one day I was older than my older sister, and older still today."

"Be a little good, be a little bad, be who you are."

"I like watching travelers. Trying to imagine the worlds they carry with them in their little head."

"Aliens are here. We're all Aliens. Earth started with bacteria on asteroids."

"Shouldn't I have some big life plan? Everyone else does!"

"Your mind is like a ravenous monkey, gobbling up every banana in it's path."

"I called you because you're a skeptic."

"If they ever make procrastination a crime, I'm done for."

"The man has no talent."

"Just make sure you're not sticking your neck out for someone who doesn't deserve your trust!"

"Stuff. I want stuff. New stuff that's just like this old stuff, but different."

"I wasn't sure if you were at a party or had gotten murdered! Either way it would've been nice to have been invited!"

"Sweet as the smell of fried chicken."

"The worst monsters are self made."

"Where's your youthful cynicism?"

"That's pretty philosophical for a guy wearing boots."

"I'm running away now. Please don't tell anyone which way I went."

"There's nothing like love to bring order to a scattered world."

"I can't believe I'm praying for a ransom note to show up."

"That girl doesn't deserve you."

"Everything's okay... Ow never mind, everything is a problem. Call the hospital."

"Ghosts are just what happen when guilty people let their imagination run wild."

"It was a mistake. I screwed up and I accept responsibility."

"I don't know why you feel the need to stick your big, fat nose where it doesn't belong."

"Do you dare mock the supernatural?"

"Dead languages aren't really my bag."

"I don't know if I'm going crazy, or I'm already there."

"I've always felt out of step with the world."

"Met officially? What with papers and a stamp?"

"The whale is getting impatient."

"I just wanted to tell you that I've always--!"

"Talking to him is like trying to converse with a giant turnip."

"You can't keep everyone safe. No matter how hard you try."

"A ghost doesn't need to be real to haunt you."

"Its... Good to see you two back together."

"You are more precious to me than 10,000 treasures put together."

"But nothing is as good as getting a letter from you."

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Mr. & Mrs. Smith Starters

"No, you're not gonna kill her."

"I never told you, but I was married once before."

"Happy endings are just stories that haven't finished yet."

"I guess that's what happens in the end, you start thinking about the beginning."

"Still alive, baby?"

"Your aim's as bad as your cooking sweetheart... and that's saying something!"

"It was just my cover, sweetheart."

"You obviously want me dead, and I'm less and less concerned for your well-being."

"Wait, why do I get the girl gun?"

"Any last words?"

"Tell me you got smart and that you killed that lying bitch."

"That's the second time you've tried to kill me today."

"Don't tell me how to handle my wife."

"I can't believe I brought my real parents to our wedding."

"It's called evasive driving, sweetheart!"

"Who says you were just a cover?"

"Oh, look. More desert."

"Option A; You talk, we listen, no pain. Option B; You don't talk, I remove your thumbs with my pliers, it will hurt. Option C; I like to vary the details a bit but the punchline is... you die."

"Tempting but I don't get out of bed for less than half a million dollars."

"I thought you looked like Christmas morning, I don't know how else to say it."

"We're going to have to re-do every conversation we've ever had."

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They LOVE the story of you. You’re like something out of a BEDTIME tale, the secret PRINCE, hidden among the peasants, growing up without ever a CLUE of his SPECIAL destiny—except for you it’s all TRUE

                                Prequel based with heavy influence from outside media                                          with minor inspiration from the Clone Wars TV series on                                          Cartoon Network  

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❝ you’ve been here before. ❞

                                   FLORENCE + THE MACHINE   

 “ Yes I have, a LONG time ago “ He had spent the first NINE years of his life in this slave hovel, had lived it in squalor, the human property of an alien that treated him like he was the SCUM of the galaxy. He looked around the gloomy little place with a sort of disgust, long buried memories being dredged up from their metaphoric tombs, only to leave him with a bad taste in his mouth. The smell of the place was just as putrid as before, making Anakin’s stomach churn, but the years of neglect and rotting garbage only made it WORSE. At least his mother had kept the place LIVABLE while they resided there, making it feel like an actual home.

 He had to leave this place, had to get away from the demons that lurked within the home, he could feel his heart pounding in his ears as he went through the old rooms, stopping within the walls of his former bedroom. It was empty except for the whispers of a past that only exists within his memory. He turns and leaves the room, looking over his shoulder at his companion, his face unreadable

“ We should leave before it gets dark, this area gets dangerous after dark “ he says, turning towards the front door “ Trust me, I should know “

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❝ i am teaching myself how to be free. ❞

                                   FLORENCE + THE MACHINE   

  “ As long as you’re HAPPY with it “   How long it has been since he has last seen her, after everything turned to RUINS for them. He felt an ACHE within his heart when he looked at her, the sickening feeling of REGRET curling around his heart and SQUEEZING it till it burst. He’d like to think that in some alternate reality, where the Jedi allowed LOVE to blossom under their nurturing hands, that they could’ve been HAPPY together, that they could’ve stitched together a life out of whatever they shared. He didn’t want to accept the REALITY of it all, that she probably DESPISED him for killing her father, he considered himself LUCKY that she even wanted to talk to him. Yet, he couldn’t help but be DRAWN to her like some sort of beacon, a sailor following a siren song. If only he could turn back time and FIX whatever it was that had pushed her away from him

 “ I just— “ he said, swallowing hard “ I wanted to know if you FORGIVE me “ he says quietly, looking down at his boots “ I let ANGER and HATE take over me…I didn’t even FEEL like myself “  he said, shuddering at the memory. He looks back up into her emerald eyes, silent apologies written within his blue ones “ I just want YOU to be happy “

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“how big, how blue, how beautiful” sentence starters (pt. 1/2)

tw: alcohol + drugs

❝ don’t touch the sleeping pills, they mess with my head ❞ ❝ remind me, what was it that i said? ❞ ❝ remind me, what was it that i did? ❞ ❝ did i drink too much? ❞ ❝ am i losing touch? ❞ ❝ what’s with the long face? do you want more? ❞ ❝ you’ve been here before. ❞ ❝ the water’s coming in fast! ❞ ❝ i’d already had a sip, so i’d reasoned i was drunk enough to deal with it. ❞ ❝ like always, you could never make your mind. ❞ ❝ you inspired a fire of devotion ❞ ❝ what kind of man loves like this? ❞ ❝ sometimes you’re half in, and then you’re half out, but you never close the door. ❞ ❝ now there’s a few things we have to burn. ❞ ❝ i was making you a wish. ❞ ❝ what are we gonna do? ❞ ❝ we’ve opened the door, now it’s all coming through. ❞ ❝ tell me you see it too. ❞ ❝ i’m happy you’re beside me. ❞ ❝ what is it worth when when all that’s left is hurt? ❞ ❝ the damage is already done. ❞ ❝ come on, is this what you want? ‘cause you’re driving me away. ❞ ❝ i don’t know how i don’t just stand outside and scream. ❞ ❝ i am teaching myself how to be free. ❞ ❝ outside the world seems a violent place. ❞ ❝ but you had to have him, and so you did. ❞ ❝ some things you let go in order to live. ❞ ❝ who made us this way? ❞ ❝ i know you’re bleeding, but you’ll be okay. ❞ ❝ hold onto your heart, don’t give it away. ❞ ❝ i know it seems like forever. ❞ ❝ one day this will be over. i swear, it’s not so far away. ❞ ❝ i’m gonna be free and i’m gonna be fine. ❞ ❝ another drink, just to pass the time. ❞ ❝ it’s a different kind of danger. ❞ ❝ never knew i was a dancer. ❞ ❝ these chains never leave me. i keep dragging them around. ❞ ❝ why can’t you let me know? ❞ ❝ without your love, i’ll be so long and lost. ❞ ❝ are all those bridges now old stone? ❞ ❝ it’s been so long between the words we spoke. ❞ ❝ i figured out where i belong. ❞ ❝ it’s the hardest thing i’ve ever had to do. ❞ ❝ can my dreams keep coming true? ❞ ❝ i forget all that i’ve been taught. ❞ ❝ i can’t keep calm, i can’t keep still. ❞ ❝ it’s the hardest thing i’ve ever had to prove. ❞ ❝ i went blind for you. ❞ ❝ perhaps you don’t exist. ❞

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“it’s part of growing up, I suppose. you always have to leave something behind you.”

                                                THE SANDMAN   

 “ I didn’t ask of a STRANGER’S advice “ he says in a SCATHING tone, his piercing eyes set upon his opponent like a ravenous nexu “ You know NOTHING of my past, don’t go into TERRITORY like that with people you don’t know “ he says, giving his own advice “ Things will go from CIVIL to HOSTILE in the blink of an eye “ Anakin could feel the furnace of his heart BURNING with a white hot rage, melting the walls that surrounded it, the dragon awakening with a saccharine grin upon his shadowy face. His Jedi Training told him to swallow it allow, push it down so far that it would only tug at him, but it’s voice was drowned out by the beating of WAR DRUMS in his head and it’s holy visions obscured by an evil smelling red mist that had collected in his mind’s eye, blinding him.

 “ It’s your choice, FRIEND “