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okay but the thing is, by accident i stumbled upon a work by the real ango sakaguchi titled "the idiot" and got curious, looked it up and saw this portion of one of the articles abt it:

and man, i already want to write something for ango and learn more about him before this, but now? idk who i should start reading and researching abt first, ango or nikolai like can i split screen my brain for a second and do both, begging rn please
anyways now that i cant eep no more because again chuuya art, time to read the nikolai gogol story collection to kick of the nikolai analysis project hehe
#BRAIN HURTY#SEND JELP#also a snake is currently pn the loose in my room#fell from the ceilinh bc my province is basically a snake breedinh ground when it rainy#but irrelevant i need to figure out who to write for n read first#NIKOLAI OR ANGO AAAAAAA
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anyways now that i cant eep no more because again chuuya art, time to read the nikolai gogol story collection to kick of the nikolai analysis project hehe
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i just finished watching some friends play elden ring nightrein in vc and thank hatsune miku that i disconnected before i saw the harukawa chuuya art because i may have woofed a little oh my god chuuya oh my fucking god IT'S 4 AM FOR ME BUT HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO EEP NOW,,,CHUUYA, GOOD FUCKINH LORD CHUUYA
#IM OKAY. IM FINE. IM TOTALLY NOT SCREAMINH NOR CRYINH NOR THRPWINH UP AT ALL YES#HARUKAWA YOU CAN HAVE MY LIFE SAVINGS
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GOT HESE TWO BOOKS FOR MY BDAY THE OTHER DAY AS WELL LESGO

#IM SO HAPPY TO BE BACC AND TO FIND A NIKOLAI BOOK BC OH BUDDY#IVE BEEN WAITING TO MAKE SOMETHINH FOR THAT MAN#ALSO AAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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OKAY I MADE I NEW BSD BLOG WHERE I WILL PUT ALL MY OOPID THOUGHTS ABT IT LIKE ANALYSIS N WHATNOT
@mikhailovichdostoy
IM SO GLAD TO BE BACC I MISSED EVERYMDJDDBDDJKD IT'S BEEN SO LONG GOD
IM BACC NOT INTACT BUT BACC I HOPE MY MOOTS HAVE BEEN ALIVE AND THRIVING IM SORRY FOR BEING UNRESPONSIVE AND JUST GOING KAPOOT GONE HSUSHSDJKSJ
BUT UHHH I HAVE PURCHASED A NIKOLAI GOGOL STORY COLLECTION BOOK AND FOUND A BIOGRAPHY FOR HIM WRITTEN BY NABOKOV......I MIGHT DO A BSD NIKOLAI ANALYSIS
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Hi hello Tobi. I hope you are doing okay and I hope if you are just busy with work you are getting paid well for it. I realized I hadn't seen you on the dash in a while and came to check if it was just timing but nope. Anyways just saying hi if you come back sometime and see this 🙏💜
LUE IT'S BEEN SO LONG I AM UHH KIND OF OKAY AM DOIN BETTER THANK U FOR CHECKINH IN
I GOT FIRED BUT IT ALL GOOD IM LOOKINH FOR A NEW JOB AND YES WORK DID KIND OF CONSUME MY ENTIRE BEING 😭😭😭
HOPE YOUVE BEEN AMAZING I LOVE U N UR BRAIN
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IM BACC NOT INTACT BUT BACC I HOPE MY MOOTS HAVE BEEN ALIVE AND THRIVING IM SORRY FOR BEING UNRESPONSIVE AND JUST GOING KAPOOT GONE HSUSHSDJKSJ
BUT UHHH I HAVE PURCHASED A NIKOLAI GOGOL STORY COLLECTION BOOK AND FOUND A BIOGRAPHY FOR HIM WRITTEN BY NABOKOV......I MIGHT DO A BSD NIKOLAI ANALYSIS
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I hope I'm not just a mutual but a strange creature as well
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this damn fever is gonna take me OUT
#CAN U NOT RIGHT NOW I NEED TO START MY PART-TIME JOB ON MONDAY STOPPP#my joints feel so brittle n hurt my skin feels thin i have random pains am sneezing n coughing and the paracetamol aint doin shit 😭#literally vomiting last night bc of the coughing while making my upwork profile 💀💀💀💀💀💀#id be like okay time to type the softwares im familair w- BLEUEURYRUEEHUHUHEHUGURRGG T — T#tw sickness#tw sick mention#tw rant#swallowing food feels like swallowing chunks of gravel it fucking hurtsss fuckin AARGGHH#as much as i know that i need to rest this is my first shot at a job and i wana move out as soon as i cannnn aaahhhhh#fuck my stupid baka life
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still reeling from this gem

literally screaming.
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tumblr users deciding who gets to fuck that old man
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Can someone please remove my curse i am begging you
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why is it so hard to think about soft skills to put on a resume T — T
#what do i write: obsessive & ill ???? pls i cannot bring myself to type detail-oriented 😭😭😭#sensitive & cries easily is way more accurate than highly organized plsss#okay but i HAVE been doing work similar to admin assistant for my mom since like age 16(?) so i do have experience with coordinating w staff#revising proofreading and even creating papers and representing her and her clients in government and private establishments like SSS#but soft skills.....girl WHAT#soft skill no.1: can tolerate and be nice to mean people but cry my fucking eyeballs out afterwards 😭⁉️⁉️⁉️#technical skills are way more defined bc they're softwares/cloud softwares like gsheets or crm stuff like click-up#but when it comes to my core traits that are relevant in a work setting......AAAARGHHHHH MAYBE PATIENT IS OKAY??#BUT MORE LIKE MENTAL PATIENT B IVE BEEN IN THE WARD TWICE NOW XUSUSHSHHWHWHHSHW PLS
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