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Do it!

Do it for the small thighs! 🖤🖤🖤

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anxiety: she hates you. she’s gonna break up with you. she doesn’t like you anymore.

me: but... why?

anxiety:

eating disorder: UR FATTTTTTT

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the less time i spend eating the more time i can spend working on all my late work i need to catch up on!

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my plan:

-no more eating out.. i’ve spent WAY too much money on food when i could be using it on cute clothes to wear when i’m thin or saving up for concerts or gifts for my friends

-no more “sampling” ice cream at work.

-cut dairy and carbs. be a vegan again!

-since its getting nicer outside , go for a run!!

-drink more fuckin water and only water, no more damn energy drinks

-start counting calories again, 800 max.

-only eat if people are getting suspicious

-stay busy busy busy so u don’t binge!

-chew gum to help with cravings

- only eat if you really really need to as in ur gonna pass out if you don’t and something small

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my ed: starve urself!!! count calories!!! you should care about everything you eat and workout and be skinny!!! uwu

my depression: don’t care about anything. nothing matters. no one will like you even if ur skinny so what’s the point in restricting. binge lmao

my stressed ass: AHHHHHHHHH

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no one:

not a single fucking soul:

me: YOU HATE ME BECAUSE IM FAT

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starting tomorrow, no more excuses. no more taco bell, no more vending machine snacks, no more dutch, no more being a lazy fat ass. i’ll get back on track, ive lost the weight before and i can do it again. if i actually try i can do it. i can be skinny again. i just need to lose the double chin by next weekend, the rest of the body can wait but i can’t look fat in my prom photos.. i won’t allow it

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i want to work out so i can lose weight but i know if i move and my fat jiggles i will cry so i’ll just lie here until i die and the fat just vanishes in my sleep :)

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IF YOURE NOT PRO ANA DONT USE THE FUCKING TAGS

that’s all :)

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She is so stunning omg😍

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is it bad that i missed this?

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im the biggest hypocrite holding a body positivity account on instagram yet here i am haha

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when people tell me they’re proud of me for eating it just makes me want to do it less and i don’t know why.

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i understand why she’s been so distant lately and doesn’t want to kiss me anymore.. i gained weight and now i’m so fucking fat and ugly no wonder why she doesn’t want to date me anymore. i sure as hell wouldn’t either. she’s probably just dating me to boost her self esteem cus she’s the most perfect beautiful intelligent passionate person i’ve ever met and i am none of that so why else would she be with me?? the only tolerable thing about me was my looks but i’ve been such a fucking obese pig lately that all of that is gone and i have nothing. i want to lose the fucking weight not her..

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meanspo

What are you craving huh? Fat sugary fried carb-loaded bullshit calories? You are disgusting. What is your body going to do with that do you think? Huh? IT WILL ALL TURN TO FAT. Gobs of sticky yellow fat. What will the scale say tomorrow? UGLY. It doesn’t matter the number because you will gain so therefor you will be ugly. Fat and ugly and fat and ugly. You call yourself ana?? Not if you binge, you gluttonous Neanderthal. We are HUMAN. You don’t have to follow every little primitive thought that pops into your head. You don’t need to pump yourself overflowing with every calorie in sight. “Me see food. Me eat food.” Who the fuck are you, dumb bitch?! Get your blubber ass away from the kitchen and back on a treadmill because lord knows you need to burn it off. So what if you’re hungry? You don’t need to eat! A whale like you doesn’t even deserve to eat. Starve on, bitch.

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The only thing I wanna gain is some fucking self control

Am I right or am I right?