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JULIELMOES:

-More than being followers, we are supporters and friends. -We’re not rude, we are witty. -We shout it with heart, we never scream. -We don’t just listen with them, we sing along. -We don’t watch them as years go by, we grow with them. -When we say Trend, we mean…

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Dear Julie,

I was listening to a random playlist tonight and I realized it was the one I named ‘Duets’. You know why? Because all of the songs in it are ones we’ve performed together, or at least some of the songs we thought of playing or singing together. Some made it to the stage, for all to...

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Ung mga stories nyo po sa Love, Team, Song ay nagkatotoo. Its like your a fortune teller :) ahahaha

Really? Hahaha. Or are they just predictable? Chos.

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kelan ka po magaupdate ng ff mo na we could happen?

Deleted that one, lost track. Hehehe 😸

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The Cycle

No doubt the first step in love is being inlove.

You gotta dig it, feel it, be it. You’ll be that girl in the cheesy tv show you hate and love to watch to kill time, or that boy you love but is to mushy and perfect to exist in real life. Admit it if not all (yet), but most of us got and is currently struck by the naughty cupid’s arrow.

The feeling of being in love is undeniable happiness.

When you finally have that someone who’ll grow old with you, it always feels like everything’s pink and love love love. Giddiness is your constant mood.

But then you said the magic words, and everything will fell apart.

"My life is perfect." As we all know it, life’s a bitch.

After the rain comes the rainbow, you gotta do again.

Just because you got your heart broken you’ll stop trying, life doesn’t work that way. If you fail the first time there’s always the next. Sabi nga nila, try and try until you die.

If you’re ready it’s time to try again.

Love and be loved back, what’s better feeling than that right?

They said if it’s perfect it’s the end.

So don’t settle for that. Always be the better, greater than good but not yet the best. For we all have to be better than ourselves not others, thou shall not be envious to have that better life with our better half.

"Mam, si Julie po ba eh namatay?" I anticipated that question. Sa tuwing kinukwento ko kasi to parating yan ang unang tanong saakin. And like always, I replied

"No one knows."

The room was suddenly full of “nye” “bayun cliffhanger!” “Sayang naman mam!” “Hindi happy ending?” Everyone was asking me questions.

"Paano na si Elmo, Mam?" Someone asked me and I smiled when I heard someone answer.

"Akin na lang siya!"

"Hoo!!"

And the room was filled with different kinds of laugh, from people who now know about them and got curious and some who just listened because they have no choice, to those who don’t care at all.

"Who are we to tell kung ang isang tao ay naging masaya o hindi masaya at all? Nasa atin na lang naman eh, kung paano natin gustong matapos ang isang kwento. We should make our happy ending. Katulad ni Julie and Elmo, we don’t know what happened after but definitely they will be happy."

Everyone's just looking at me, listening.

"Class dismissed, don’t forget to make a reaction paper…"

I said my usual parting spiel, another day had passed and the memories of the past is still with me like it all happened yesterday. The story of the person I truly loved and the person I learned to love.

"Fred!"

I saw him, smiling and he kissed me on the cheek. I handed him the books I was hugging.

"So how’s the class Ma?"

"Still the same, asan si Una?"

"She’s already at home making delicious dinner that’s why I picked you up, alam ko namang favorite mo ang luto nun eh. Swerte ko talaga sa kanya Ma."

"Syempre naman anak, and you’re not so bad yourself naman."

"Gwapo eh."

He looked and was

"Ang daddy mo?" I asked when we were inside his car.

"Well syempre naglalaro ng chess with Dada."

He smirked. Kamukhang kamukha niya ang Daddy niya kapag ngumingiti siya ng ganyan.

"When is Una due nga?" My son gave me a ecstatic look before answering.

"Next month Ma, sobrang excited na kong makita ang baby namin Ma!"

My thoughts:

This should be the “period” of this nonsense. Suddenly I felt so subtle. I don’t know if you can actually understand what’s running in my mind when I wrote this random story but nevertheless you read it, I hope. All these are just vague scenarios inside my mind.

My views about love, life and all those bitchesness.

'Til the next randomness,

Joycee

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OS means One Shots stories/updates hehe :)

Hahha, thanks!! Now I know 😲😃😃

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Their ending

My whole world in my arms. Can I be happier than this? Married to the love of my life and finally forming our own family. I kissed her forehead. She's sleeping like an angel. When I kissed her she moved closer to me, "Pagod ang baby.." I can't help but smile at the thought that we spent the whole night making love and dancing to the rhythm only us can hear. "I love you baby." I caressed her hair and carefully kissed her on the lips. It was supposed to be a quick kiss but it deepens when I felt her kissing me back. "Ang agang pangmomolestya naman niyan my loving husband." She said not leaving my lips. "Baby, I'll never get tired of wanting you." ....... "Dada!" Una was running around our garden trying to catch a butterfly. "Baba, please be careful Mama will kill me if you get a scratch." "Okay." "Just like you, very stubborn." I smiled at Jell who's sitting infront of me. "Kaya nga eh. Yun nga lang nakuha sakin. Tignan mo she's like a replica of her mother." "Buti nga yun eh. Tignan mo she's so pretty." We both looked at Una who's so busy running around. "Kahit parang sinabi mong ang pangit ko hindi ako tututol. I'm very much aware I married a goddess." I said still looking at Una. Then I felt Jell stared at me, I looked at her direction, she smiled then lower her gaze to sip from her coffee. "Still the love sick muppet." "Nothing has changed and I'm pretty much fine with that." We remained quiet for a minute until she decided to break the ice. "So kamusta kayong mag-ama?" "Eto malungkot. The house feels empty without her." Suddenly a cold wind blew. "Kung iisipin mo both of you actually wasted so many damn years!" And I can't help but nod and trip down memory lane. My thoughts: Not everything in this world can be and has to be told, sometimes you have to do the math. Post on queue.

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More updates!!! 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

😊 I did.

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Ateeeeee Joyceeeee!!! Hello, Kudos sa mga OS mo :) You the best Ate! One of the 1st and my favorite JE ff writers. Basta, wala ako masabi e. Thank you and missed reading your updates. HAHAHAHA Seeyou soon! God bless and more power! #SpreadTheLove

Hi Nika!! Thank youuuu, btw what's os? Hahaha. Mwah! 😄😄😄😄

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Try again

Hindi ko na ulit siya nakita after that moment at the park. Aaminin ko when I saw him sobrang namiss ko siya to the point na nakalimutan ko lahat ng nangyari and gave him a smile.

"Julie!"

"Julie!"

"Aww!" Napahawak ako sa braso kon namumula dahil sa lakas ng paghampas ni Cheka sa akin.

"I’ve been talking here for quite some time tapos di ka pala nakikinig. Nakakainis ah!" She rolled her eyes on me.

"Sorry mejo nagzone out lang."

"Si Elmo ba yan? Parang yang patubong pimple sa noo mo no? Sabi ko kasi sayo dapat nung umalis yung tao hinabol mo! Ngayon nganga ka!"

"Chek it’s not that easy may girlfriend yung tao. And I think they’re going steady." I felt a sudden pang inside my heart when I realized it can be the end of us, kahit alam kong dalawang taon ng tapos ang kahit ano mang meron kami. It’s just so hard kasi sa lahat siya ang pinakaminahal ko.

"Sos. Kung si Nicole nga nagawang ahasin si Adrian kay Monica? Si Elmo pa kaya kay Jell?" Hindi ko alam kung matatawa ako o iinis kay Cheka we were serious here.

"Kung anu-anong pinapanood mo yan tuloy, Jell is a nice woman. Bagay sila."

"Pero mahal mo si Moe, at alam kong iniisip mong mas bagay kayo wag kang impokrita Julie Anne!"

Well I cannot detest to that. Hanggang ngayon hinihiling ko na sana

"ako na lang, ako na lang ulit."

I laughed out loud when Cheka imitated the famous scene of our favorite movie One More Chance.

"Sira!"

"Pero kidding aside, feeling ko naman mahal ka pa ni Moe." She said then sipped from her green tea frappe.

"How’d you know? May communication ba kayo?"

"Okay fine. I’ll tell you this hindi dahil bestfriend kita. I don’t like to give you false hopes ah pero a year ago me and Elmo.."

"Ano don’t tell me he flirted with you?" Biro ko.

"Actually oo." Putcha! Tatayo na sana ako para magwalk-out ng bigla siyang tumawa ng malakas at hinawakan ang kamay ko.

"Gaga ka! Syempre that’s not it no! I was telling you na a year ago Elmo kept on bugging me about your whereabouts hanggang nung nagbreak nga kayo ni Henry."

I don’t know how and what to react, kinilig ako that somehow pala he still thought about me kahit 1year na kaming break noon pero part of me is sad dahil alam na din pala niyang wala na kami ni Henry pero wala siyang ginawa.

"Don’t tell me disappointed ka kasi di siya bumalik for you after hearing about your break up with Henry?"

Mismo.

"I told you him and Jell is going steady. Kasi hindi niya maiwan si Jell, tignan mo nga last week when I saw him sa park I even smiled at him pero after he smiled back he left na. Loyal siya kay Jell." And it pains me. Breaks me so hard.

"Bruha di pa ko tapos!"

"Eh ano pa?"

My thoughts:

Something as beautiful as the sea should not be limited. Just like how a person should love, it has to be endless, it ought to be undying.

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Qrush On You ;)

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All over again

"So she finally saw you and..." Alam kong Jell is waiting for the juicy part of the story but that's the end of it. I saw her and she saw me, we smiled at each other then I left. "Stupid! You're so stupid Moe!" Jell throw some punches at me, hindi ko siya masisi kahit ako gusto kong saktan ang sarili ko sa sobrang torpe ko. "You missed your chance smart pants, yet again! Gaano pa ba katagal yung time na ibinibigay mo para sabihing makamove on siya at masabing okay ng pumasok ka sa eksena? Or are you just telling me that stupid excuse to hide your cowardliness?" "What you lost your balls big man?" I stayed quiet kaya alam kong alam niya na ang sagot sa tanong niya. "Damn you're hopeless. You actually broke my heart to be coward?" "Sorry, okay? I admit it. Natatakot ako, I know how much pain I caused her wala akong mukhang maharap sa kanya because of that." "Kaya ganito na lang? Waiting in vain ang peg mo?" "I don't know Jell. I love her so damn much but I can't hurt her again." "Pain is inevitable Moe. You should know that, kahit gaano nating iwasan makasakit ng tao makakasakit at makakasakit pa din tayo." "Just like how I hurt you." She was quiet for a few seconds. "That's past tense Moe, and besides it was our mutual decision. I know you tried.." Nalungkot ako lalo. I can't believe I actually almost lost Jell. "Come on Elmo, snap out of it. This is not about you and me because we are long over due. This is about your undying love for Julie, who is may I say this. Very much single and ready to mingle right at this moment but you can be late because she is a very beautiful woman and any moment now a very lucky guy had figured that out already and court her and she falls in love again and that's it for you! You get me?" Yes, that got me. "Shit. Can't be!" "See? Finally you got back to your senses." "Crap what should I do?" "Now we're talking." She handed me my iphone. "And what should I do with this?" "Go call her bestfriend just like what you were doing last year to stalk." My thoughts: Does it really matter? My thoughts I mean. As long as it makes you happy grab onto it. Post on queue.

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Fall again

Everything felt surreal. From the moment she said "okay" to her "i do" and then now. "Love, thank you for taking a risk with me." Julie is holding our 1-month old baby girl, Una. I kissed Una's forehead after I kissed Julie's lips. "Thank your charms na di ko maresist." She jokingly told me as she sings lullaby to Una. "Dapat ata akong magpasalamat kay Henry dahil tanga siya at pinakawalan ka niya." "Dapat lang no!" I put my arms around her waist and dance to the lullaby's rhythm. Looking at her and Una made me thank all the Gods, Saints in the world for giving me another chance to be with her. I knew I was still madly in love the moment I saw her in front of her canvass, I can watch her from a far forever. She's so engrossed with her craft, tiny drops of sweat is visible in her face. "Hindi pa din nagbago." I said when I saw her biting her lower lip, that has been her mannerism whenever she's concentrating. Oh damn those lips I want to rummage and kiss so hard. "I miss you." I froze when suddenly she looked my way. But I felt my heart falling deeply once more when she gave me a half smile. My thoughts: 'Coz one should always believe in the saying that when someone closes their door somebody will open their window. Post on queue.

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She is happy.

"Love..." My water broke. "Babylove!" I was calling for Elmo as I am trying to calm myself. "Come on, pinraktis na natin to Baby Girl. Relaks ka lang jan parating na yung daddy mo. Sssh." "ELMO!" I tried to shout louder. Dammit! "ELMO!!" Hawak ko ang tyan ko as if holding my baby baka kako mahulog bigla eh and then nakita ko si Elmo na kumakaripas ng takbo halos matumba lahat ng madaanan niya sa kakamadali, if we're on a different situation I could've laugh so hard. "Love..." Para siyang nasilihan sa puwitan. "My water broke." Magkakapatid na mura ang narinig ko sa kanya. Nagpaikot-ikot pa siya na parang trumpo sa sobrang taranta. "Shit where did I put that fucking bag?" "Inside our drawer upper left side baby." He was looking for our kit, we practiced my giving birth to Una many times we even prepared a bag that we'll use for this moment. "And baby please calm down, natataranta din ako sayo. Breathe!" He hurried to our drawer and started rummaging it until he found what he was looking for. When he found it he came back to my side. "Love what now?" Oh God! What happened to my Elmo? Sos. "Baby lead me downstairs. Start the car and then we'll go to the hospital okay?" I said as if I'm instructing a 7 year old boy. "Yeah. Right right." Bigla siyang naglakad palayo sakin dala ang bag namin, he opened the door akala ko naman babalikan niya ko. I am still calm that's what our doctor told us, to stay calm pero nauubos na pasensya ko kay Elmo ah bago pa ko magsalita tumatakbo siyang binalikan ako. "I am so sorry love, let's go." "Akala ko you forgot about me baby. Come on relax." I held his face with my two hands and made him look at me. "I love you and we can do this." I kissed him fully on the lips as I assured him that this too shall pass. "For Una." "For Una. I love you love." I saw sincerity on his face, I was going to kiss him again when I felt pain. "Damn! Let's go!" He carried me bridal style. My thoughts: Hearts that are mold to be together is destined to be one, it just takes time. Post on queue.

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He loves her

She’s sitting on a comfy sofa, her legs on the center table, one hand on her book the other on her coffee. She sips gracefully, her moves are regal. I finally found courage and talked to her.

"Long time." Without putting down her book she looked at me. It was irritation at first perhaps because I disturbed her lone time then surprised registered on her pretty face. She stood up and kissed me on the cheek, I felt a lump in my throat damn, it’s like getting a kiss from my teacher whom I adore back in grade school.

"Elmo! Oo nga. Married life suits you." Of course she heard about it.

"He he, I’ll take that as a compliment."

"Sit sit, accompany me that’s the least you can do." She said in a sarcastic tone. I felt awkward that I even brushed my hair with my hand.

"Loko lang, umupo ka na."

"So kamusta? Sorry I didn’t make it nung kasal ah. Sobrang busy lang." We’re both sitting now. Her face hasn’t changed only her hair. The long black hair is now an auburn asymmetric short hair.

"All is well. Nice hair."

"Hehe. Thanks."

"Elmo!"

Sabay kaming napatingin kung saan nanggaling ang tinig.

"Love."

Napatayo ako to meet her, agad kong inalalayan siya.

"Sorry, I know you told me to stay in the car pero I forgot to tell you, extra whip cream." She’s like a child when she gave me the purest smile I’ve ever seen. And yet again I lost it.

She never fails to distract me. “Jell?”

"Oh.My.Gosh! It is you!!" I had to check if my heart is still intact when I saw her almost jump and run into my bestfriend, Jell. "Dammit woman I told you to be careful."

Julie was hugging, no squeezing the life out of Jell. “I missed you so much! Nakakainis ka naman eh. Di ba I sent you a viber to call me kapag andito ka na. Where are my chocolates? My baby is craving for chocolates!”

"Ju-julie."

"Babylove bitawan mo muna si Jell, di na siya makahinga." I can’t help but smile at my wife and my bestfriend. Feeling ko tuloy inagawan ako ng bestfriend, mas close na sila eh.

"Sorry sorry." Finally Julie sat down still staring intently at Jell. "Sorry Jell, nasabi ko naman di ba? Ikaw ang pinaglilihian."

"Okay lang ano ka ba." She assured me and started conversing with Julie as I was left there sitting beside my favorite girl listening and sometimes giving side comments while they talk.

My thoughts:

As cliche as it can be. I told you, it’s a “Cycle”.

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The ending

"I can't believe I'm gonna say this but.." Huminga ko ng malalim, this is harder. We've been together for a year now and everything is smooth sailing, everything is so good I can't believe we're actually in a relationship. Having him is like having the brother I never had, a bestfriend, bodyguard, my own personal clown, cook, he's too good to be true. "I- uhm... Henry, I'm s-" "It's not working." Today he told me our relationship turned out platonic, Henry was my best bud and he will always be. Masaya ako that our little love story ended well. I didn't lose a friend. I looked up at the sky only to be blinded by the bright sun. "What a fine day." My thoughts: No matter how perfect a day is there will always come the night to end it. Post on queue

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Give it a try

"In love dapat aware ka na worst things happen. Akala mo perfect na yun pala may kokontra pa. Don’t be too confident and secured na dahil mahal niyo ang isa’t isa ngayon ay panghabang buhay na yan. Life has no ending. Kahit nga sa kabilang buhay may salitang buhay eh."

I sat here at the back waiting for her to finish her lecture about life and love.

"Any questions?"

"Mam!" I looked at the girl who raised her arm. I lost it when I saw her orange bracelet that looks like the bracelet I gave Julie on our 1st Anniversary.

"When you love, just love. If it fails atleast you loved. No regrets." Everyone went silent.

"Alright, class dismissed."

When the room was finally empty I stood up and did a few stretching. “Ahhh! Why do you have a 2 hour literature class? Damn! I felt like I’m sitting here for hours.”

"Don’t blame me I told you to not bother me here." I saw her fixing her stuff and went out of the room.

"Pag tapos kitang antayin iiwan mo ko, for a professor you are kinda rude." She just gave me her bored look so I laugh. This woman with her bun so high like her black stilettos and her high waisted skirt that emphasizes her sexy curves, this woman whom become my confidante for the past few months, my happy pill. Jell, my bestfriend who just confessed her unrequited love for me.

Too bad, she-who-must-not-be-named hasn’t returned my heart yet.

My thoughts:

Move on, it was never easy but that’s real talk.

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