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It confuses me greatly . . . I am working on that . Talk about emotions , its hard .

How does everyone talk about what they are feeling so easily

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Is it a government mandated one ? Im sure you can request a change . . . It will be difficult , though . The government will do everything to keep you from the mental health aid you deserve .

why do psychiatrists talk to you like children. it is very. annoying.

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. . . They aren't supposed to . Therapists . . . You should get a new one .

why do psychiatrists talk to you like children. it is very. annoying.

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I eated a bread

. . . did it taste good ?

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9:00 am || [An audio is attached. Watch it?] || 2011

October 15 .

. . . Hello .

First day at my new job .

I got some cookies from my coworkers as a welcome , they tasted fine . . . I don't like chocolate that much .

But they were kind . Showed me around the building , some were scared by me . Thats fine . . .

. . . I cannot expect everyone to like me . But I need to make friends .

There's a meowth café nearby . I'll be visiting later in the day .

Im currently in my cubicle . I will decorate it , I took some stickers and posters courtesy of Dawn . A "hang in there" skitty .

This day was a ... five out of ten . Neutral .

Farewell .

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HOOPA MAIL Because we're doing everything from the 100 follower poll thing now

Until October 22nd 2024, midnight GMT, anyone who reblogs this will recieve LITERALLY ANYTHING, and by that I mean I'll pick something to send you.

It can be something useful, useless, a Deus Ex Machina for whatever problem you're in right now, or just a rabid Pachirisu with a butcher's knife. The possibilities are endless! Don't worry I won't try to (intentionally) harm you guys, I'll probably just pick what I think has the funniest outcome.

//OOC: If you don't have your askbox open or mentions turned on there's no way for me to send you the item and, unfortunately, your reblog will just be ignored. //Also if you reblog this from a non-rp blog I'll just send you the item based off of vibes.

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➥ Blog for . . . ; Cyrus .ᐟ.ᐟ

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❝ 𝑩𝑨𝑻𝑻𝑳𝑬 𝑪𝑹𝒀 ❞ - Shayfer James .ᐟ

" you'll sacrifice the truth to justify your sins . but I don't need an excuse to let the darkness in . "

5:00 am || [An audio is attached. Watch it?] || 2011

October 15 .

. . . Hello . My therapist recommended that I make a diary . I'll be posting about my everyday life here .

My name is Cyrus . Previous Team Galactic Boss . That was . . . two years ago . . . I use he / its pronouns , I am 29 years old , and I work at an office .

I understand if anyone doesn't want to interact with me .

my diagnosis , yes . He told me to record it .

Chronic depression , autism . We are looking into psychopath .

My current pokémon are Crobat and Clefairy . The rest of my team was donated to Team Galactic after my fall . . .

Thats it . Farewell .

This blog will touch themes of depression, abusive households, villainy, toxic masculinity and overall recovery .

[ October 15 2024 ] : Restart .

❛﹒Pelipper mail : ON

❛﹒Mystery gift : ON

❛﹒Anon Hate : ON

❛﹒Union Circle : ON

❛﹒Mun is a minor . No NSFW

❛﹒I encourage anon hate . Bother him

❛﹒Happens two years after the events of Platinum

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Inventory

• fairy plate

• cleffa, clefairy and clefable plushies

• crobat totebag

• pokémon charms and pins

• puffy white isolating parka