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Aesop Rock & A$AP Rocky met for the first time at Rock the Bells. Brother Ali was also there to witness this historic hip-hop moment. Everyone was clearly geeking out a little.

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Aesop Rock, Slug, Immortal Technique, and El-P have a spur of the moment freestyle session…holy fuck yes!

And apparently at 4:30 A.M. Slug didn’t know where his head was at.

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Sasha Go Hard – Pretty Fly

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Scattered Thoughts

I've been broken on the inside for so long that I couldn't keep track of the pieces.  Through the years I've had dissolved relationships with family, friends and mates because of my issues with depression and not loving myself which lead for me to struggle to believe how someone could love me.  I’m a 28 yr old emotional roller coaster but the ride has finally come to a stop…I am better today and I will be better tomorrow then so on thank you to everyone that has stayed by myself because I know it wasn't easy and I am truly sorry to those I alienated due to not being able to exercise my demons during the chapter of my book of life that you were involved in…..

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Candid Moment (Scattered Thoughts)

Thankful for many things namely my loved ones and just the gift of being able to take air into my lungs. Throughout this year God has shown me many things while taking me on the journey to discover not only the man I am but glimpses of the man I will become in the near future. Through all my battles with my personal demons He has seen me through, for the first time in my life I feel no shame of who I am and I can honestly say I love myself.

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Trinidad James - All Gold Everything

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The Last Poets - New York, New York

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Closing Statement (Talking with God)

I’ve presented my case

Now it’s in your hands to have the final say on my fate

As I lay here in this hospital bed I am in a coma though my soul is overseeing it all

Sitting here on a cloud with the number nine carved into it

Pleading with the Lord

Asking him to stop going through the pages of my life with red ink

I know that I could have done more

I am aware that I had great potential inside of me but kept pushing it down because I was scared to step into the light

If you let me come back from the dead this time it will be different

What about my son?

He’s still a child I have so much more to teach him

If nothing else I could tell him about all my transgressions so he knows to not follow the same path of his dear ol’ dad

Father knows best my ass

Oh sorry, forgot I was sitting here with you Father

Speaking of fathers why did you have to make my biological one who he was?

I never walked a day in his shoes but I feel as if I am able to judge him in some way

Yes I am a lair, a cheat and have been known to be a junkie in certain circles

But at least I never walked away from my own

Don’t look at me like that please

You know I never imagined that you would disapprove of my life as a whole like this

Have I shamed you that much?

Do you wish you never created me?

Am I the fallen angel who haunts you?

Wings are given at birth it is up the wearer to keep them intact so that when they are called home to be with the King of Kings

As the feathers began to shed many years ago I ignored them and continued on with my foolish ways

Dirty deeds

Secret sin

Should’ve known better than to try and hide anything from you right?

So what’s the end game here?

Am I done?

Should I stop wasting my breath?

He looks at me

Shakes his head

Then says, “You bring up good points and I’ve blessed you to be a thinker besides death would be an easy answer to this solution…you have been granted a stay of execution”

- S. Logan

2012

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That pretty much says it all

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Rapsody – The Drums (ft. Heather Victoria & The Soul Council)

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Brother Ali - Mourning in America

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Murs & 9th Wonder "Funeral for a Killer"

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Leona Lewis – Fireflies

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Z-Ro – This Ain’t Livin’ 

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Rita Ora – Shine Ya Light

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Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid.

- Albert Einstein (via locsofpoetry)

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DJ Paul – I Can’t Take It