idillycrose
idillycrose
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idillycrose · 1 month ago
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Memory [I]
This is one of four fragments for Artemisia's past. It was very rushed due my fingers dying. I wanna know ur opinion :3
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idillycrose · 1 month ago
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idillycrose · 1 month ago
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Hello y'all!
So yeah
I might not be able to text, cuz currently I'm in the hospital and I have exams that end at 22/6 (next sunday) and uhhhh I (sadly) cannot take requests till that time, as I had wrote through my ask, you can give requests, but they'll be done after my exams and my check ups
I hate shots, but I'm forced to take them, and I'm fucking dizzy, I have an SST english exam (history and geography in one book) I studied nuthing, I'm dying, shots are annoying (my mom had to prick me twice because she couldn't find a proper vein in my arm to shove that needle in)
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See ya
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idillycrose · 2 months ago
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Doodles at 3:56 am in saudi time rn
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idillycrose · 2 months ago
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Cooking art along with fanfic
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idillycrose · 2 months ago
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Want to torture yall with my writing because im crying too (that is if it'll make u cry)
The spelling mistakes are currently being fixed
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idillycrose · 2 months ago
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A small part from my progress rn at 2:25 AM in saudi arabia
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Hehehehehe im dying
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idillycrose · 2 months ago
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Yall imma tell you this. Im currently writing the long ass fanfic, it's a whole wedding and engagement (spoiling yall for this)
I had to go eat cake while thinking about what I'm qriting bcs it has some suggestive part (basically love bites, no more)
I cannot write or draw smut without giggling or rethinking my whole life. I need help. The cake is good tho
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idillycrose · 2 months ago
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"Okay, I'll admit, I'm jealous. Give me your attention now"
Info and Genre: Fluff || Phainon x GN!reader|| this is a eid special for @sillyseraphie, it's their idea :3 || first time writing for Phainon, so forgove me if it's OOC || I insertedmy oc for this >:D || enjoy!—it is very short, my sincerest apologies for that
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Phainon stood in the kitchen, glaring lividly at bubbles, who played around with you while you cuddled it and gave it all of your affection. This has been going on since you woke you. You frowned at Phainon, being fairly in a bad mood, which he accepted, knowing better than to bug you, but as soon as bubbles came,it was as if a switch has been flipped, you smiled brightly and played with bubbles around for the whole morning, feeding it treats without batting Phainon an eye! He was your husband, he was supposed to get your attention, it isn't fair that a chimera was getting your love more than him. He cooked for you and you gave him a mere thank you before watjng and playing with Bubbles again, which stuck its tongue out to him, the audacity!
Phainon sat in your shared bedroom, fiddling around with his wedding band, huffing as he thought about a plan to get your attention away from bubbles. "What if I hide bubbles..? No, they'd shout at me as soon as they find out...if I push bubbles away, I'm getting smacked again, but with a pan this time..how do I get their attention now?" Phainon was getting hopeless, trying to find anything to get your attention. He soon got up and left through your literal window, not wanting you to find out about his plan. If he couldn't get bubbles away from you in any way, he was going to use himself and his charm
Phainon wandered the shops, buying your favourite things, having some jewellery made for you out of pure gold and gems, all to catch your attention, even getting you simple gifts if you didn't like the extravagant ones. He asked Mydeimos, his companion, about gifts, since he did gift his wife, Artemisia (my oc), before many things. Mydeimos suggested everything he knew, sweets and outfits, things you favoured, even your favourite meals
Phainon sneaked back in through the window somehow, stumbling in and leaving to the living room, where you sat with sleeping Bubbles on your lap. You looked up at him, seemingly in a better mood, your eyes wandering over the bags he held. He displayed each one to you, with you getting happier with each gift, and he thought that he finally got your attention, till you began dressing some items on Bubbles, giggling softly as you saw how adorable the chimera looked. Phainon, at this, had enougj, sighed and wrapped his arms around you, voicing out his yearning, a pouty look on his handsome visage, though the yearning in his eyes was clearer than the blue sky Aquila resided over
"You gave Bubbles enough attention..it isn't fair, love.."
You stared at him in surprise, eyes widening, before a huff escaped you, with you placing down the items and aptting his back. Phajnon leaned more into you, embracing you tightly, his pout growing. He wanted your attention on him, he wanted to bask in your affection. He began peppering kisses on your face, not leaving an inch uncovered, his lips meeting your skin with kisses full of jealousy and want. You leaned into it, which ended with you giving him his wanted affection, his head on your lap while you threaded your hand though his hair, praising him softly and placing a peck here and there. Phainon clung onto you like a lifeline, talking about how he missed you while feeding you sweets that he got you
Phainon got what he wanted, your attention, and your affection. You were his, he was yours, and not a soul, not even a chimera, could change that for him
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idillycrose · 2 months ago
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This is a reply for Anon!
"Did I get too jealous for no reason?"
Info and Genre: Fluff || Mydeimos x GN!reader || Mydeimos is referred to as Mydei || GN!reader has a brother || this is for this anon, I hope they see it, if they don't mention their user, that's fine, you can write it in the ask that you do not wish to be mentioned with your user! || happy eid!
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Mydei moved through the city, modestly yet confidently, swiftly passing through the crowd with a goal in mind; to see you. He walked with purpose, prepared to delve into the busy roads just to get to his destination, which was your place. You and Mydei were best friends ever since you found him at the river of souls, hiding behind the tree as you observed younger him wile he ate a jellyfish he found. You got along with him quickly, and nothing could separate you afterwards, he had your back, and you had his...but even as best friends, that didn't stop one thing from blooming within him; a crush. He had developed feelings for you, as if he'd show or tell you about it, but nonetheless, he wanted to be yours, but feared your rejection or something bad happening to you, thus leading him to stay friends with you
Mydei soon arrived at the temple you sat in, eating your [preferred fruit] while talking to a man, laughing away and leaning against the man. Mydei suddenly grew bitter, though the shock on his face didn't give that away. You hadn't noticed him, too immersed in the conversation with the man that you nudged in a friendly manner, eating away at your snack, as if you knew the guy for years. Mydei wanted to speak, he really did, but he couldn't muster up the words to talk, which ended with him leaving, a cold look on his face. He didn't have a chance, he thought, you were already with that man, you had someone else. His feelings were stupid, maybe that's why there was no word for 'love' in Kremnoan, it was never true, he was dumb enough to fall for you when you already had someone you loved, and it wasn't him. He wasn't going to force anything on you, but he wasn't going to act proper about it
For the next few weeks, Mydei ignored you, not answering your messages on the teleslate, not visiting you, even avoiding you in crowds. The other Chrysos heirs refused to tell you the reason for his sudden distancd, as they all disregarded it as him being in a bad mood. Even Phainon feigned ignorance, saying that he didn't know anything about Mydei's current state. When you tried to approach Mydei yourself, he'd be training or away in Castrum Kremnos, causing disappointment to fill your fragile heart, yet that didn't stop you, you were determined to get to the bottom of this. You had pushed away the man that was with you, who had tried to help, but you politely refused, wanting to do this yourself, Mydei was your best friend..and possible love, anyway- and you were to get to the bottom of this situation yourself with all of the effort you had.
You finally cornered Mydei, putting him in a loophole. He wasn't training, and he didn't have any work, just sitting with bubbles circling him and annoying him. You bombarded him with questions, casuing him to lower his guard, startling him. You finally asked the big question after arguing with him for a bit
"Why are you ignoring me, did I do something wrong, is it my brother who annoyed you?!" At that, Mydei froze. That man was your brother? Not your partner? You didn't look like him at all!
"Wait..that's your brother?"
"Did you think he- wait what?"
You two stood still, staring at eachother as the gears in your mind turned. Realization hit you like a brick in the head, you finally understood the reason he kept avoiding you. He was jealous of your brother, who he thought was your lover, and he avoided you in fears of annoying you and your 'sweetheart' darling, and in fears of getting too bitter. Mydei saw the look on your face and looked away, crossing his arms and staying unresponsive
"You're jealous of my own brother...? He isn't even that good looking!"
"You were too friendly with him and you two don't look alike.."
"You can be jealous of any other man, not him, he's ugly as hell!"
"Hm.."
"Okay, look, I'm sorry for my sudden outburst. Let me tell you, I'm with no one, that guy is my brother, no need to be jealous! It's all a misunderstanding"
"Well, I'm glad I have a chance.." Mydei mumbled, with the intentions of keeping those words to himself, but seems like your ears decided to nitpick the words he said, causing surprise and embarrassment to bloom in you. Mydei looked towards you, and as soon as he saw how wide your eyes were, he realized what happened. His own face turned beetroot red, which had you chuckle at the sight, soon a smile forming on your lips as you spoke
"Well, you can take that chance now"
"....HKS.."
"Your HKS"
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♧ "Guess that was a nice trick!" ♧
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I don’t know if you have request open but I had a thought for a mydei x reader fanfic about him going to visit the reader but he found out the reader so close to another person so out of jealousy he decide to ignore the reader and when they notice mydei avoiding them they ask why, and when they found out about it the reader says to mydei he misunderstood everything 
Hello anon! I can do the request, I'm glad to get it! A dish coming right up. If I can get your user in priv DMs, it qould be appreciated, so I can tag you in the fic I'm writing for u <<33
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idillycrose · 2 months ago
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I don’t know if you have request open but I had a thought for a mydei x reader fanfic about him going to visit the reader but he found out the reader so close to another person so out of jealousy he decide to ignore the reader and when they notice mydei avoiding them they ask why, and when they found out about it the reader says to mydei he misunderstood everything 
Hello anon! I can do the request, I'm glad to get it! A dish coming right up. If I can get your user in priv DMs, it qould be appreciated, so I can tag you in the fic I'm writing for u <<33
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idillycrose · 2 months ago
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EID SPECIAL COMING UP YALL ALONG WITH MY PERIOD CRAMPS !!!!!!
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idillycrose · 2 months ago
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"Don't do that again..you worried me"
"couldn't resist them though! I just had to see them!"
Info and Genre: Fluff || Mydeimos x GN!reader || Mydeimos is referred to as Mydei || this was an idea given to me by @sillyseraphie, thank you so much for this, genuinely appreciate it !! || happy eid everyone!!
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Mydei was pacing around like a man who had lost something expensive, precious, worth one's life...which he practically did. You were always around Mydei, wherever he was, you were there, holding his hand, talking with him while he listened to you and bought you somethjng you wanted, or with him varrying you over his shoulder, an action you got used to having him do, and the sight was no new for the people.
You were expected right now to be near him, but you weren't, you were somewhere he didn't know. He had calmed down at first, asking Aglaea, by logic, to pinpoint your location...but seems like the golden weaver's strings were cut off, as they couldn't detect you anywhere in Okhema, which worried Mydei. Could you have left out of Okhema somewhere? What if uou stumbled upon Nikador or the black tide? You were chopped liver if that happened, and that was the reason he was panicking right now
Mydei trusted you, but did not want to lose you, not to the hands of someone bile, and certainky not to a creature he so clearly despised. He had a calm yet calculating expression on his face, a worried look in his gaze. He was trying to guess any place you could've gone to, since his guards came each time with no news about you and your whereabouts. After the seventh guard reported to him about your absence, he left the temple he was in and went to scout the city, cursing under his breath in Kremnoan. If no guard could find you, he will
The man wandered all over Okhema, he didn't leave a corner unseen, he searched and searched like a knight searching for a crown holder. He tried to text you using the teleslate, but you wouldn't pick up, too busy with whatever you had. You could've at least told him where you were going! He had Phainon search for you along with him, the white haired Chrysos Heir asking women and men about you, disappointment filling the blue-eyed flame-chaser's heart, how was Mydei going to respond to this?
After hours of searching and panicking, Mydei found you in you and his personal bath house, playing with children as they adorned you with seashells they found and some oretty rocks they found. The Kremnoan stood there awkwardly, trying to process what he was seeing. The reason Aglaea's strings to their place were cut was because you requested the privacy, and you had forgotted to tell Mydei that you were leaving here to unwind. The man sighed before going over to you, crossing his arms with a serious, almost pouty look on his face. You'd look up and wave at him, smiling gently, which had him huff as he spoke up
"You could've picked up your teleslate at least..."
"Wait...you sent messages? Why?" You'd ask, unaware of the silly havoc you caused your husband. You didn't even remember that you haven't told him about your departure
"Dear Kephale...just..don't go off like that again without sending me a message or telling me...please"
"But I told you, no?"
"You didn't.."
"Well...a mistake then! Sorry, dear, but I couldn't resist the request of these children to play with me"
"Hm...at least you aren't hurt in any way"
Mydei ended up sitting with you for the rest of the day in the bath house, relaxing eith you while letting you play with the children that surrounded you both. He didn't mind them going into the bath house you and him owner, you allowed them, so he let it be. You gave him a scare, well done
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@sillyseraphie (appreciation for this amazing person, they're the origin of the idea)
▪︎lucky you..▪︎
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idillycrose · 2 months ago
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Upcoming fanfic idea credits go to....
@sillyseraphie !!!!!
Thank you sm for the idea for the upcoming fanfic, especially sjnce you gave not 1 but two, I'll be writing them both!
Happy eid for everyone!
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idillycrose · 2 months ago
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"Despite everything, it's still you"
Genre and info: Angst || Mydeimos x GN!reader || Mydeimos is referred to as Mydei || Mydei turns into a titan || I thought of this while having the worst mental breakdown last night || this is short due to my dying mental health
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You'd stand, looking at your lover in shock, who now stood, all high and mighty, in this new, monstrous form, blood covering his arms, a storm in his amber eyes. This was his destiny, this was the fate he was assigned, this IS the path he has to take, whether he liked it or not. Mydei, once human, now stood as a bloodthirsty titan, killing his people out of his will, the once lush grass the people stood now, now drenched in crimson, just like his hands, his spear-like weapon dripping with life from the Kremnoan warriors he slaughtered. You were supposed to be afraid, but you weren't, because you knew who was behind that horrifying frame. Behind was your husband, your dearest, your forever, your Mydei.
He'd turn to you, looking at you with an exhausted expression on his face, his ginormous face dwarfing your form. You were too a flame-chaser, though, you still had long to face your fate of becoming a titan, so you didn't really lose any of your humanity as much as him. He'd stare, and you'd stare back at him, wonder on your face, unlike the fearful visages the wounded knights had. As you began to speak, Mydei cut you off
"Leave or die, I cannot do otherwise before I fully turn into what Nikador has made me become. Find someone else, someone human, and do not approach again" he'd state sharply, causing you to flinch a bit in surprise. This was him, it is him, but...it isn't him, well, at least in the others' eyes. You'd shake your head and walk closer, raising your hand to him, waiting for a response, and when you got none, you spoke, voice firm, yet wavering at the same time
"I will not go searching for someone else, Mydei, because even as a titan, you're still you, in my eyes. Let me approach, and if death is your response, I'll take it, if it means I'll die in your arms or hand"
At that, Mydei's eyes softened, a sigh escaping him as he knelt infront of you, reluctantly holding your extended hand, as if he feared to break your hand. Even as a titan, he had a soft spot for you, one that never withered away, even after he had his sanity cripple and succumb to the madness Nikador's coreflame inflicted. He'd speak up again, his voice low
"I told you to find someone else, someone who is human..someone who will take care of you and not murder you.."
"I don't want that. Even as a titan, even as a human, even as a beast...you are you, you are the man I married, you are the man I gave my heart to, you are the man I trusted, and that will never waver, that will never change"
"How could you love a monster like me, I am holding your hand in my bloodied one"
"Even if you hold a dead body in your hand, I will still love you. You are you, Mydei. You are my husband. If no one will accept our relationship, then they can burn for all I care...I am proud to call you mine, and I'm happy to be called yours. I will not scrape your name off my wrist, even if I was threatened to be burned alive. You are my first and final, in every life and in this one"
Mydei leaned in and placed a peck on your head, standing and turning, leaving. This was his goodbye, this was his final action. He may be a terrifying monster used for chaos, but to you, he was him. He was the same blonde man who fought for Okhema and Kremnos, the same man who held you while you cried in his arms, the same man who got up in nights he found a blink of sleep at your request, even if he wished to sleep, he woke up for you and made you anything you wanted. He was perfectipn to you, even as a titan now. He was Mydei, your Mydei
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♡"it's you"♡
◇"despite everything, it's still you"◇
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@sillyseraphie hope you enjoy this one, I felt like writing this for u
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idillycrose · 2 months ago
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"Once one finds peace, it's hard to let go of it, no? Even after death, even after departure. Peace is essential for every being"
Info and Genre: Unknown || Mydeimos x GN!reader || continuation of my last post "The music from the harp...it feels too eerie.." || Imma take requests before my exams bcs yes || Mydeimos is referred as Mydei here || some spoilers of 3.3 || for @sillyseraphie as a form of request and appreciation! || enjoy!—this is very short bcs I was rushing :'))
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Mydei soon woke up, right on time actually, as he reached the gates of the peaceful underworld, where his comrades sat after their tragic deaths, resting and chatting with eachother. He'd sit up, looking at the scene with a blank expression, though it held slight longing, for his colleagues and for the music he slept to before arriving to this destiny. He bid farewells with Charon and got off, slowly, albeit a bit reluctantly, walking into the gardens of violet willows and laughters. His gaze wandered around, drinking in the sight. Tribios was reuniting with Trinnon and Trianne, Aglaea embracing a crying Cipher, Castorice standing with Pollux, her twin, smiling while observing the scene, Hysilens calmly playing the violin, Cerydra (unknown if dead or not??) Sitting calmly and listening to the surrounding noises. He'd take a step in the willows, and Tribios, bejng the ever aware Chrysos heir, turned to him, waving at him happily, to which he regarded with a soft, yet not unkind huff. His mind reeled, even if it wasn't clear on his face, he thought about the person adorned in the toga embroidered with delicate golden strings, the person that held the harp and played that melody, the person he slept near, the person he found peace through.
He missed you, he missed your music, even if he just met you. Mysteries were disappointing or betraying to Mydei when found out, but you? You were...speical, in a good way, surprisingly. You were what he feared, but now, yearned. He remembered the last sight he saw, you, smiling at him, caressing his ashy blonde locks, eyes crinkling in peaceful joy, with pride in your gaze.
Mydei would be pulled out of his thoughts by a voice, an unfamiliar one, one that called for him, having him turn to face it. Gorgo stood, dressed in a wine red peplos, with the woman's lips upturned in adoration and love...she saw her son, her dear son, her blonde hair braided loosely, her goldish-amber eyes fixated on the man infront of them. Mydei would stare for a moment, eyes widening, disbelief on his face. As he tried to speak, Gorgo beat him to it:-
"I'm proud, my dear...you did what I couldn't, what I wish I could've done...you are a blessing, my dear..never doubt it.."
Then, Mydei wanted to cry, but held it back, holding on to his promise never to cry again, even after his departure from the world of the living, lest the curse catch up with him. He bowed his head to his mother, respectful in his actions. Gorgo went over and placed her hand on her son's head, expressing her affection for the son she had finally seen, and then left, leaving him to reminisce the memory of her.
He felt like the young boy you sang about, and mixed feelings bubbled in his heart. Sorrow and joy, anticipation and peace. You really were the saint of this place, and boy, was he grateful
Mydei would turn to his comrades, his expression a mask of calmness as he walked to them and sat with them, just like the others, to reunite, and to live the peace ge was temporarily in, while doing something else, more precious to him than this hang out, much like the meeting with his mother
The music played in his head, and he hummed to it, to console himself and his loud thoughts, not realizing that you were playing the melody along with his humming. You'd merely smile, though, that smile held more significance than any of the other smiles you gave to other souls. This one was sweeter, meant for him and him only, and if you could go to him, you'd offer that same smile while playing your harp, just to see him at peace, to see him sleep safe and sound again without carrying the burden of his past immortal life. What has gotten into you? You didn't know, and didn't care...he was the one you bestowed the blessing of your attention, and your emotions. Maybe one day in this realm, he'll notice it before leaving, and at least look at you again, maybe even hum near you, quite the beautiful addition to your music in the end, and to your heart.
Maybe one day, you two will find eachother, and play together, with your harp in hand, and his voice incomparable to the chants of this land
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idillycrose · 2 months ago
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"The music from the harp...this feels eerie..too calming"
Info and Genre: unknown (?) || Mydeimos x GN!reader || some spoilers for 3.3 || mentions of violence, not severe though || user is in the nether realm, near the river where Charon takes one. Decided to have Mydeimos as Mydei for this
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This was far too familiar for Mydei, he'd hear it every time he arrived at the nether realm, near the river where Charon, the ferry man, arrived. He'd listen to it before clawing at death and leaving the realm, with the tune lingering in his mind like a broken record. Nothing of any sights in the nether realm stayed in his mind, yet this piece, it always found a place in his head, repeating over and over, played just for him. He related to it somehow, it spoke of something, or someone at best.
Pretty young boy with a death wish. Got your mother's eyes, and stardust on your lips. So tired of this life, cannot stand it
He didn't know who sang it, who played the harp to match the tune, he just listened and left, as if he were someone in an audience who watched a performance and left after it ended. He missed it, if one were to be honest, he wished to stay to listen more to it, but he had the black tide to fight, people to protect, wishes to fulfill, all in hopes to fill the empty space in his heart, to break out from the chains of loneliness and hollowness, even if it never worked. The music was an anchor of his own, even as he fought, it replayed in his head like a soothing balm to his soul.
The last thing he heard before his death was Phainon shouting, and a blade stabbing into his tenth thoracic vertebrae, his weakness, known to little amount of people, his vulnerability. He lost his vision, his body went cold, falling down as he bled out, his soul departing from the world of the living and heading back to the nether realm, a dark bridge waiting, surrounded by flowers as Thanatos's presence led him forward, even if the Titan themselves wasn't present. He'd walk, walk, and walk, reaching to the garden awaiting, a sea of flowers waiting for him, butterflies wandering around, with souls wandering around, their bodies faint, almost translucent. He'd look forward, listening to the laughters of those deceased people as they met who they love. Suddenly, all of that is drowned out as the music played, the harp's strings being plucked, a melodious voice ringing out. He stood, inner turmoil filling him. Should he follow the source of the sound? Should he stay and merely listen? He was confused, conflicted, his mind fighting his heart's choice. He stood, body taut, the melody embracing him like a warm blanket, lulling him into somethin akin to peace. His body started moving to its own accord, taking slow, deliberate steps, moving towards the river, wishing to find the source of the enticing melody. He'd soon reach to stand infront of a being, someone dressed in an elegant toga, looking like a celestial being rather than a mortal. You'd hold the harp as you sang out, too immersed in the lullaby you sang to notice him standing behind you, watching you with a bewildered expression on his face, though, it also had an undertone of softness, softness he showed no one. You'd sing those same lines, the strings of the harp being pulled to emit a melody matching the tempo of the lyrics that fell from your lips
"Sweet young boy with a deathwish, got your mother's eyes, and stardust on your lips. So tired of this life, cannot stand it. I just want to be with you, I just want to be with you.."
Mydei would stare as you hummed and sang, his eyes fixated on you. You were ethereal, even more than the song you played..you were a part of heaven itself. He always tried to run from this, from the unknown that he has now seen, realized. His heart became heavy, bitter-sweetly, the hollow space was filled, for once, and for all. It was as if he was the boy in the song. He wanted to die, but couldn't till now, he was tired of the life he lived, the curse he had, he wanted death, he wanted relief. He had his mother's eyes, as people described, Gorgo's eyes, the woman he never met in his life, he had her eyes, he had her features, he was a part of her, and he missed her, even if he hadn't stayed with her even for a minute. He hadn't realized he was falling asleep, his body slumping, falling heavily on the ground near you, his head near your sandalled feet, the harp glistening softly, the reflection from it casting a soft glow over him. He closed his eyes, yet this time, not in pain, but in peace, taking a breath of air, letting the melody hold him victim to the sleep he never had, laying down, all vulnerable, not as uptight as he was before. You'd look at his slumbering form, chuckling softly as you patted his head, placing your harp away
"you may rest now, Mydeimos, lest you never find peace. You did enough, I'm proud..and so is Gorgo"
Your melodic voice would echo in his ears, the words bring him even more peace, letting him rest. Charon soon arrived, bowing their head to her and picking him up. She waved at him and paid his fee to thr ferry man as he soon left, sleeping quietly on Charon's boat, being led to his new place, a domain full of wonders..and his fellow Chrysos heirs, the ones that have died, with the melody ringing out in his ears, working like an embrace to settle him, to anchor him
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-Death is the truth, the escape, to break the chains of life and trickery- song: Deathwish (akiaura) •Idillycrose leaves•
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