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When you text the crisis line and keep getting “message failed to send”

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i ! don’t ! tolerate ! fat shaming !

i may want to be skinny, but i will NEVER slate someone else’s weight or compare bigger girls to smaller ones, weight is ONLY an issue on my self because of my DISORDER and i do NOT find fat people less attractive or less worthy than skinny people

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drinking a can of soda is better than not drinking anything at all. “junk” food is better than no food at all. just rinsing your mouth out with mouthwash is better than no oral hygiene at all. changing into a different set of pyjamas is better than not changing at all. getting up just to sit down on the chair across the room for a bit is better than not getting up at all. changing just your pillowcase is better than not changing your bedding at all. cracking a window open is better than getting no fresh air at all.

if you don’t have enough spoons for full tasks, smaller adaptations are better than nothing at all. it’s okay if you don’t have the energy to actively fight today. just staying afloat is enough. you are enough.

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sisterhood is so important you guys. I really cannot stress this enough. protect other girls even if you don’t know them. sit next to girls that sit alone. stand up for other girls. don’t just sit and watch another girl be disrespected.

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goalsgoalsgoalsgoals

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kendall jenner thinspo 🤎

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this. this. this. these dresses are all so cute. i need to work harder to fit into one.

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Just a reminder:

Feeling invalid and like you’re faking your disorder is PART OF YOUR DISORDER

Wanting to starve yourself but not actually being able to do it is PART OF YOUR DISORDER

Recovery does NOT come easily

Constant binging is PART OF YOUR DISORDER

Being able to eat normally without guilt for periods of time is PART OF YOUR DISORDER

Being able to restrict easily one day and not the other is PART OF YOUR DISORDER

Please treat your minds nicely

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i’m terrified i’m never gonna lose enough weight to be pretty.

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Tip #2

You wanna binge?

Keep telling yourself „later“.

Soon enough that „later“ turns into „never“.

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some emma chamberlain thinspo 🧃

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Logging on to my ED blog for the first time in 5 months and seeing my CW is still what it was when I logged off

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i’m too lazy to be anorexic i just have get over the fact that i’m not gonna be skinny and it’s fine

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