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I really lighting :3

(No shading below!!)

This is just Aster in his work uniform and just a cool outfit I saw on pintrest :)

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My headphones lasted for an hour or so I think so now I’m drawing the watcher and aster in diff outfits

My headphones broke I’m gonna cry (I have to sit in a car for two hours today)

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I’m actually gonna kms AAAGHHH WHY

My headphones broke I’m gonna cry (I have to sit in a car for two hours today)

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My headphones broke I’m gonna cry (I have to sit in a car for two hours today)

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not to sound like a christian facebook mom but some of yall need to have grace in your hearts for the people in your lives or the people you pass once on the road and never see again like you literally need to stop assuming the worst of everyone and their intentions it is poisoning your brain. you can be careful and responsible without being a miserable person. it is possible i promise

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Did some light studies and out of the 8 I did these three are my favs :D

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i love OCs. like this is my emotional support dressup dolly that i beat the living shit out of

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writing at my dads is aparently much easier because i cant sit normally in my bed like i would at my moms, so i want to write quicker so i can lie down instead lmao

Me: man I should really work on my current wips and projects, so I don’t lose motivation—

My brain at three am after reading a bunch of fanfics in a specific tag: NO.

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IM ALMOST FINSIHED BUT THE DEVIL (writers block) IS KNOCKING AT MY DOOR AUGHHHH

Me: man I should really work on my current wips and projects, so I don’t lose motivation—

My brain at three am after reading a bunch of fanfics in a specific tag: NO.

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writing is so funny because i could write nonstop for 9hrs and then hit a block where im like "how do i transition between this moment and the next?" and then i just dont touch it for 6 months

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someone: hey I noticed this thing you did in your writing!

me, kicking my feet up flirtatiously: oh??? do you want to hear my thoughts on why I did that? do you want a play-by-play of the language choices in every related sentence? do you want an exhaustive breakdown of The Themes???

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If ANY of yall EVER do this shit to me, im deleting every single fic out of spite.

If I ever catch one of yall doing this to another author and I know youre a follower of my work I will block you personally on every platform

None of yall are the fic police. I DESPISE genai. I think its an insult to art, humanity, and the planet itself. But aint not a single fucking person here qualified to pick apart a strangers fic looking for a gotcha moment to make yourselves feel superior. If you think something is ai you can ask the author (most are proud of the ai use and will just tell you straight up) if they say yes you have your answer and can warn people. If they say no and you dont believe them you block and quietly keep it between you and maybe a close group of friends. Spreading misinformation is DANGEROUS. And NONE of you doing this shit are anywhere near qualified to do it.

THIS GOES DOUBLY FOR ARTISTS.

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Update, it’s at 3,609 words now. Halfway points coming up in the next five hundred or so words according to the outline

Crazy to think I used to struggle writing over 200 words on my old shitty Wattpad oneshots

Me: man I should really work on my current wips and projects, so I don’t lose motivation—

My brain at three am after reading a bunch of fanfics in a specific tag: NO.

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After many hours of tears and effort (and a total of 78 layers)…

He is done :0

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the current state of fandom needs to be old yellered immediately. im loading up the shotgun as we speak

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When you've been a writer for long enough, commas become more of a spiritual practice than a grammatical one.

Could I explain the actual rules of how they’re used? Absolutely not.

Do I rely on sensing a tremor in the force to tell me where to use them? Yes and this has never failed me even once.