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idhaeyeon‌:

“hi there,” haeyeon said, a hint of a question in her voice. who are you? what do you want? are you intimidated by me or are you just normally this nervous? she forced a soft smile onto her face to look less scary. “are you here for a dare?”

the music was muffled as satomi stood in front of the bathroom mirror. her makeup had smudged, small hairs stuck out of the bun on the top of her head. she sighed, a thousand thoughts running through her head at once. the young girl took a few deep breaths and focused on one thought that stuck out to her. she was falling behind on dares. satomi took out her phone, praying it wouldn’t die on her in this time of great need. her eyes slowly scanned over each character, her brain processing things slower than usual due to her consumption of alcohol. after what felt like years of reading over various dares, one stood out to her. tell a secret to a stranger. the idea was appealing to her, but she didn’t have any secrets. deep in thought, the girl exited the bathroom.

slipping her phone into her small purse, she scanned over the faces of the crowd. there were too many people she’d met at least once, she huffed in anger. feeling defeated, she retired to her spot next to the bar. as she got closer, her eyes fell on a beautiful woman. her heart skipped a beat, but she looked away. however, after a moment, she realized that was her secret!

the woman, who she realized what haeyeon of jinx, spoke and she had a moment of panic. haeyeon seemed to read her mind, but then again, everyone at the party was doing various dares. “hi!” she said nervously, doing a little awkward half bow before nodding. “yeah, i’m here for a dare. it’s not a bad one, i just have to tell you a secret.” telling a secret to someone she’d only seen on stage seemed less terrifying than she previously thought. “i think,” she paused, thinking about how to phrase her next sentence. “i think i like girls. like, in a romantic way.” upon telling the older female her secret, a feeling of heaviness was lifted off her chest. “that’s the first time i’ve ever said that out loud, ohmygosh.” she covered her mouth for a moment. “i probably sound so lame, but listen, i’ve never had time for romance. i came out of the womb and practically was an idol.” the adrenaline rushing through her veins felt really good, satomi had never felt more confident.

“well, thank you for helping me with my dare. i’m satomi, but my stage name is cherrie. i’ll go now, sorry for talking to you randomly.”

confess.

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idsophia‌:

“one glass won’t kill me, right?” she presses her thumb along the rim. it’s sticky, washed over with the stench of tequila and grains of salt, the wedge of lime waiting to help chase away the burn. it’s hardly poison. she’ll survive. raising the glass up, sophia peers at satomi through the glass, a corner of her lips quirked up. a challenge. “best friends stick together, right? she coos, voice saccharine sweet. “best friends take shots together, right?” do you dare? 

bouncing from small interaction to small interaction was exhausting. satomi had grown tired of the small talk with people she’d probably only speak to once or twice ever again. she hadn’t had much to drink, she was a lightweight. with her costume and makeup, she didn’t want to get drunk. the dark makeup that was plastered on her features was easily smeared, and the tight ballerina dress needed to be constantly adjusted so she could breathe. satomi took a deep breath, humid air that tasted like the smell of sweat and alcohol. it made her feel lightheaded and dizzy, so she made her way over to the bar.

on her way over, she spotted her sunshine. the ray of light in the dark night, her best friend, sophia. dodging people, satomi hurried over to her friend, a smile replacing the look of anxiety she’d had before. from the look on sophia’s face, satomi could tell sophia felt similar. “maybe one glass will make you feel better. it’s called liquid confidence for a reason, right?” her grin grew as she watched her friend take the shot. sophia looked like a pro, as did most people here. it was easy to tell some people used drinking as a coping mechanism for the harsh idol life style. satomi’s coping skills included isolating herself in the dorm and sleeping whenever she got the chance. not so much better, but instead of killing her liver, she was killing friendships with people she didn’t feel close to. sophia was one of her exceptions, satomi didn’t know what she’d do without the girl.

satomi’s eyes widened as she heard sophia’s words. normally, she’d refuse. today was different, satomi didn’t want her friend to feel alone while drinking. she nodded in agreement, watching as the bartender slid a shot glass over to her. the light yellow liquid reflected the light off of it, satomi felt her heart drop. she licked her lips nervously. she was doing this for her friend. she was doing this for her sunshine. without words, satomi downed the drink, coughing slightly. the liquid burned her throat and chest, but it strangely felt good. “that wasn’t so bad,” satomi said confidently.

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idjxn‌:

“i’m doing red dares at the moment, so be prepared for anything okay?” jun didn’t hesitate to press the button on his phone that started to flicker with sentences until he finally fell on the dare they would be doing. “switch costumes with a person of the opposite sex?” his words forming into a question as he read out loud, overlooking the other’s costume before sighing to himself. “out everything, you had to be a ballerina.” 

despite what satomi thought, she was decent at making friends. her crippling fear of her sunbaes and people in general never really got in her way, except in situations like this. surrounded by people who were dressed in various types of costumes, ranging from night terror material to so sexy it makes everyone do a double take. her costume was simple in theory, but feminine enough to suit her soft angelic looks. however, her costume didn’t give her confidence. she was starting to wish she’d dressed up as the nun or something easier to look past, like... a beach towel.

satomi broke away from her conversation with a few acquaintances, letting out a small sigh. her costume was itching and the room was growing increasingly more humid with the more people who entered and exited. a male voice caught her attention, and when she turned to see who was speaking to her a smile grew on her face. one of her few close friends, jun. “hi junnie!!” she gave her friend a quick hug. “i didn’t really expect to come, but i thought it’d be nice to at least try.” satomi admitted, shrugging her shoulders. she and jun had grown close fast, people always spread rumors they were dating or something along those lines. satomi tended to ignore them, she didn’t have time to focus on the things people said about her behind her back. satomi didn’t want it to effect her friendship or her life, so she chose to live blissfully unaware of the negative things spread about her/

“red dares? sounds good to me, all i’ve been doing are green dares.” she watched her friend’s phone screen, covering her mouth to hold back a loud cackle. “hey! i’m not just any ballerina, i’m the black swan. don’t be sad, though, you’ll make a beautiful ballerina, jun.” she clapped her hands, thankful jun had decided to go as something easy. satomi felt a little bad for jun, but it was a good opportunity to poke a little fun at him (and of course, in typical satomi fashion, apologizing after.) “i think our main problem is going to be fitting you into the dress. it’s basically an itchier version of a corset. we’ll make it work.”

Reverse Faults.

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idminyoung‌:

thus, when she heard the familiar melody, and then heard those soft words, she couldn’t help but smile and join in when the next part started. hopefully the other girl wouldn’t be too offended by minyoung’s butchering of the lyrics. she attempted to copy the muted dance moves she saw the other girl doing, but had a notion she was failing even worse at that end. at least she general singing was pretty good, and that was something, right?

a smile grew on satomi’s face as she saw the female join in. she was dressed as padme, another character played by natalie portman, who also played the black swan. while her japanese was sub par, she got the gist of the words somewhat correct. it was more than satomi could have asked for, and as she finished up the song, a grin spread across her face. “thank you so much!” she cried out, throwing her arms around the female. “i can’t believe you knew the song,” satomi laughed. “i don’t think we’ve ever met... i’m satomi from honey and msg!”

satomi let the girl go from her tight embrace. “i really can’t believe you knew my old group’s song! i thought it was only a big thing in japan, maybe i was wrong.” she laughed and shook her head. satomi wondered why she wasn’t being shy, like she normally would be. it was probably the adrenaline rushing through her veins, she didn’t know. her eyes looked over the female in front of her, satomi wondered if she was in a trainee group or a recently debuted group she hadn’t met yet. no matter what, satomi was thankful the girl knew what she was doing. “but i’m so sorry for serenading you, i liked your costume and you looked a lot nicer than some people here,”

satomi laughed nervously. she constantly found herself apologizing for trivial things, especially to new people. she held back the urge to apologize for apologizing so much. “not like costume wise, everyone has really good costumes! yours is really good too, i just meant you looked more approachable than some other people....” her words trailed off, she rubbed her arm nervously. she quickly let out a laugh to attempt to save her situation, though it didn’t seem to make much of an impact. “you know what i mean,” her heart began to speed up as she watched the female’s features closely. she wondered what was going through her head, satomi knew it was probably something about how awkward she was. “let me buy you a drink!” she suggested, hoping to save herself from being disliked. “if you don’t drink, maybe we can order some food or something.”

— give ‘em hell, kid.

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idyujin‌:

she waddles up to the honey member, all bright and smiley. “mimi,” she calls out, eventually pulling the girl into a warm hug. “i think i’m getting dizzy, do you wanna go somewhere else with me?” she knows satomi would agree. after all they’re soulmates, and aren’t soulmates supposed to stick together whenever they go? “let’s go get some fresh air, please.” she pouts, clinging to satomi’s arm. ever since the two girls unintentionally got matching tattoos together, they’ve became closer and often have sleepovers whenever they have the time to do so. 

the party had been, to put it nicely, a hot mess so far for satomi. she had only talked to a few people and was too scared to do most of the dares. she bit her lip before taking a small sip of her water. satomi usually wasn’t a drinker, she preferred staying sober to make sure no one got hurt. there were quite a few instances where she broke her normal attitude and they ended in not so good ways. sometimes people were shocked that an idol didn’t like to drink. partying was a given for her job, which is why some people wanted to be idols. satomi was in it for the music, which backfired as she had very limited creative freedom in concept and music. however, she was successful, so she couldn’t really complain. 

one of her best friends, her soulmate, kang yujin caught satomi’s attention as she wandered over. satomi embraced her friend, who was obviously drunk. “of course we can go somewhere else, it is getting a little stuffy in here,” satomi held onto yujin tightly, to make sure she didn’t fall over and hurt herself. “have some water, yujin. promise me you’ll drink water in between drinks, okay?” satomi held out her water glass to the female. satomi worried about all of her friends constantly, she frowned as she held onto yujin.

satomi thought to herself for a second, debating on where she should go with her friend. if she went outside, someone would surely see them and recognize them. if they went out the back, how would they get back in? satomi’s brows furrowed as she tried to think of somewhere to go.  that’s when it hit her, the roof. she smiled at yujin. “come with me, we’re going to the roof. the air is... more pure up there, it’ll make you feel so much better.” satomi worded her sentences carefully, not wanting to upset yujin or make her mad. “do you have any ideas on how we can get up there?” she forced a smile. she didn’t want to worry yujin. “we’re satomi and yujin bond, let’s find a sneaky way to get onto the roof.”

» expectations.

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– that’s my baby.

featuring @idjunyoung, backstage.

ever since satomi was a little girl, her love for animals was extremely obvious. her love sometimes clouded her judgement and caused her to do various things involving bringing animals into places they shouldn’t be. the most recent example was a kitten into her former j-pop group’s tour bus. nothing bad happened, but the young satomi was forced to give the kitten to her mother who then found a family better suited to take care of it.

satomi missed interacting with animals, so she invested in an animal that didn’t involve as much care as others. satomi purchased a small hamster, naming him totoro after her second favorite studio ghibli film. the young female’s love for the hamster grew over time and eventually, she started bringing him to different performances in a small carrying case. she would also always bring a small plastic ball for him to run around in. satomi wanted totoro to see the world and explore it, totoro was going to be the happiest hamster to ever live.

today was no different for satomi. she’d bring her son to a performance and let him run around in his little plastic ball. she grinned as she watched totoro run around honey’s dressing room, being sure not to take her eyes off of him. her manager called her over, and not thinking, satomi took her eyes off her hamster for a quick moment to talk to her manager. when she looked back, she couldn’t see totoro. so, in a panic, she ran out of the room, scanning the floors for her beloved hamster.

while she was looking for him, she ran directly into someone. the impact shocked her, causing her to stumble and catch her balance. “i’m so sorry!!” she said, rushing over to the person. a small grin formed on her face as she recognized her friend, junyoung. “junyoung oppa! i’m sorry i ran into you, but i’m on a very important mission. i’m satomi bond,” she tucked her hair behind her ear, realizing she needed some help looking for totoro. “long story short, i lost my hamster and i need help finding him. will you please help me look for my son?”

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– i won’t forget you.

featuring @idhaeun, flirting with the person closest to you.

ever since debut, haeun had been one of satomi’s closest friends. they were so close that fans started to ship them. satomi had only recently found out about the fact people were convinced they were dating and frankly, she found it hilarious. after talking to haeun about it, the two girls decided to play it up and see how the fans reacted. the halloween party was the perfect place to be (not so) subtle about their ‘relationship’ not to mention, the flirt with the person closest to you was perfect. if they could get in the background of pictures, satomi knew fans would freak out. romance had never been a focus in satomi’s life. she was always too caught up with music to focus on friends or crushes, looking back she wished she’d gotten more experience. 

the poor girl knew so little about romance, she had no idea she was swooning over women. haeun, despite being one of her closer friends, was one of those women. “haeunie unnie, you look really beautiful tonight.” every compliment was true to an extent. satomi did think her friend was beautiful, but not in a romantic way. last time she checked, she was straight. “not to say you’re never beautiful, you’re always beautiful.. and funny and really nice.” she laughed nervously, fidgeting with her over the top black ballerina dress. “ahhhh, never mind!! i’m doing the flirt with the person closest to you dare,” satomi admitted, as if it wasn’t already extremely obvious. “i don’t think i’ve ever flirted with anyone... like ever... at all.” the female rubbed the back of her neck, her cheeks turning a bright shade of red that was visible under the white face paint she wore.

satomi crossed her arms, biting her bottom lip. “just trying to strike up the romance, hopefully we’ll be in the back of pictures flirting and what not...” she exhaled, her embarrassment clearly displayed on her monochrome painted features. “maybe we should do a different dare,” she relaxed her body little by little. “one that’s a little easier, but will still tease the fans. which one will work the best?”

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— give ‘em hell, kid.

featuring @idminyoung, serenading someone.

her costume didn’t help her blend in. among everyone else in costumes, satomi felt out of place. her black ballerina dress and melodramatic eye makeup was surely enough for someone to do a double take, not to mention the fact she was from honey, a staple cutesy yet sexy girl group with bright concepts. okamoto satomi, the shyest girl ever, was going to be at the center of attention. normally, she didn’t mind being the one everyone focused on. however, in the costume and surrounded by people speaking a language she didn’t know very well, she didn’t want to be the center of attention. the dare she’d chosen to do was serenade someone. she liked singing and could sing any song she’d like, easy enough, right?

satomi moved out of the crowd to lean up against the wall and take a small break. she decided on singing a song in japanese, it’d be easier for her to not forget the lyrics due to embarrassment. the only problem was she didn’t have any one to serenade. out of the kindness in her heart, satomi decided against serenading a friend of hers. the dare didn’t specify who she had to serenade and while finding a friend would be easier, satomi worried the person would never talk to her again. “get out of your head!” she mumbled to herself before she forced herself to look at the array of idols and soon-to-be idols in different costumes.

as her eyes scanned over the people, she saw a face that looked much more welcoming than others. satomi made her way over to the girl, her heart and thoughts beginning to race. she took a deep breath and tapped the girl’s shoulder. time seemed to freeze for a moment, satomi’s cheeks heating up and her palms getting sweaty. without thinking and also as a reflex, satomi began singing her old j-pop group’s most popular song. to make things less awkward, she started doing the dance. while there was a natural dip in the song, she apologized. “i’m so sorry,” her eyes and soft voice were a very clear cry for help, satomi hoped the girl would notice and do something to help her in this time of crisis.

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MSG ENTERTAINMENT PRESENTS....

                                        OKAMOTO SATOMI AS THE BLACK SWAN.

                                                                                                   “i felt it. perfect. i was perfect.”

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hello everyone! my name is effie (she/her) and i’m the mun of honey’s main vocal and tree lover, okamoto satomi! i am freakin’ tired, but i’ll do my best to give you a run down of my child. also!! please be patient with me, english isn’t my first language so i might make some stupid mistakes. i try and catch them, but they slip past me. edit: im dumb. d*scord is into orbit#0232

links: PROFILE - PLOTS.

okamoto satomi was born to a single mother on december 5th 1995 in osaka, japan.

from a young age, she was exposed to music and fell in love with it. she’s always associated it with positive things, like her mother and being happy.

her mother was a vocal coach and started training satomi when she was really little.

nothing too eventful happened until she was thirteen, her mom got a job at a small entertainment company and had to move to tokyo!

while in tokyo, she met the ceo of the entertainment company who fell in love with her voice and how her mother had helped her become so passionate about singing.

she was then selected to be the fifteenth and final member of the company’s newest girl group.

she trained for two years, but the training wasn’t great.

it didn’t matter, the girls still debuted together under the name ‘strawberry girls.’

they didn’t really pop off till their second single. it became wildly popular and they promoted it until people got sick of the song and the strawberry girls.

after that, they rose and fell in popularity.

satomi had fallen out of love with singing and decided the inconsistency wasn’t good for her, so she left the group.

she’d dropped out of high school and felt stuck. she was completely lost in what to do, until she discovered k-pop!

satomi decided to pack up her stuff and move to seoul using the rest of the money she’d made as a strawberry girl.

her mom was PISSED and cut off all contact with her daughter.

satomi didn’t care, she knew being a singer was her destiny.

she auditioned for lots of companies and got accepted into most, but she chose msg.

during her training at msg, her vocals were ignored because they were okay enough, so they focused on getting her trained in dance and performance.

she hated training, it broke her mentally and physically, but once again, she was selected as a girl group member!

that group being honey!! she was the main vocal, which made her really happy. all her work had paid off for something!

she was worried after honey’s debut that they’d be a one hit wonder, much like the strawberry girls.

that wasn’t the case and their comebacks kept gaining lots of attention!!!

personality wise: satomi is pretty shy. she’s extremely creative, but is literally the biggest pushover ever. you could look at her and she’s like “IMSORRY” and runs away.

a baby, basically

this is long oh h*ck

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