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hey so like i can't stop cumming

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❝ℭ𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔰 𝔞𝔫𝔡 ℭ𝔦𝔤𝔞𝔯𝔢𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔰❞  𝑓𝑡. 𝐵𝑖𝑘𝑒𝑟 𝑆𝑒-𝑚𝑖 𝑥 𝑓𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑟

𝐴𝑢𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑟'𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝑒𝑠: semi would deffo own a motorbike you can't convince me otherwise. This is just a short scenario for self indulgence heh , also pls share and follow if you like my work <3,

𝑊𝑎𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠: slight mention of toxic relationship and mild suggestive themes towards the end ( scroll to avoid)

✰ She first met you at a vintage store downtown called 'savvy styles'. During your shifts she would constantly flirt with you shamelessly in front of other customers. At some point you got used to it and would play along.

✰ You ended up being close friends with her at the time you were dating your bf. Things ended terribly with him, you decided to take a break for a year, and Se-mi was with you every step of the way.

✰ Se-mi loved having a smoke every now and then so you gifted her the vivienne westwood heart lighter for Christmas. She still cherishes 'till this day and she couldn't be more grateful.

✰ After flirting back and forth she finally asked you out. She was actually super nervous but tried to cover it up with her cool girl facade ( you totally saw right through her xd).

"So uhh.. wanna go out sometime? " she asked while leaning against the counter top. There was a slight falter in her voice but she covered it up quickly with a cough.

"Ofcourse! I'd love to"  you bodly gave her a soft kiss on her cheek " pick me up after my shift at 6?"

She stood there in awe with the tips of her ears turning pink, after pulling herself out of shock she was back to her charming self.

"Yeahhh sure, after 6 right? I'll see you then angel ♡"

✰ Your first date was a memorable one. She had picked up after your shift like she had promised. Se-mi gave you a text message an hour before to give you a heads up of the dates location and that she'd be arriving soon.

✰ Hearing the sound of an engine revving in the distance you see Se-mi approach you. She took her helmet off and you reached up to fix her messy raven hair, which she gladly appreciated.

✰ Se-mi eyed you up and down with her dark eyes to take in what you were wearing. It was a cold winter night but here you were sporting a white ruffled dress that cut just above your knees with no tights. The intense staring got you flustered so you quickly scrambled onto the back of her bike after putting on your helmet.

✰ Being the humble woman she was, she handed you her jacket to wrap around your waist so you would feel comfortable during the ride.

" Thanks, but aren't you going to feel cold?" Shrugging her shoulders she looked back at you and shook her head.

"Nahh I'll be fine, I'm wearing thermal clothing. It's you that I should be worried about princess ~" you bit back a smile as you wrap your arms around her waist and leaned against her back. She smelt just like you had imagined, cherries and cigarettes.

✰ It took almost an hour to get to the beach just outside seoul. After doing some stretches once you got off the bike, you both headed down to the beach.

✰ The sun had begun to set across the horizon, giving the sky beautiful hues of oranges and pinks. Se-mi being the little shit that she was, hauled you onto her shoulder and sprinted towards the waves while you squealed.

✰After you had fun splashing in the waves, the night slowly crept in. Strolling down the beach at this time of the night wasn't something unusual for the pair. It was a special place that Se-mi would take you to calm your mind and to relieve stress. Which always worked.

✰ Your ex-boyfriend had emotionally and mentally drained you last year. Se-mi was the one who beat up your ex when you caught him and another girl making out in an alley way behind a cafe while you were still dating. That was a day that you would never forget.

" I can't believe how fast this year has gone.." , Se-mi hummed in response. You both were sitting down on the sand, looking towards the crashing waves against the rocky shore. They were surprisingly calm tonight despite yesterday's weather warnings.

"Hmm I'm proud of you. It takes alot of courage to get out of a toxic relationship and move on...", she turned to face you and reached out to move a loose strand of hair away from your face. Gently rubbing her thumb across your cheek while you nuzzled into her warm touch.

" You're the one who helped me the most Se-mi , and I have no idea how to repay you.."

✰ Se-mi was the first to lean in and brush her lips against yours, testing the waters. Not knowing if you wanted this or not. Without a second thought you pressed your lips fully against hers. They molded together perfectly, you don't know why you waited so long to feel this, to feel her.

✰ The rest of the world faded behind you as you both got lost in time. It was beginning to get hard to breathe as  she pulls you against her to deepen the kiss. You felt a rush of fireworks go off in your stomach that you never felt before with your ex, and it was exhilarating.

✰Se-mi could taste the slight hint of strawberry on your tongue from the candy you ate at the gas station and it just fueled her to ravish you even more. She nibbled softly on your bottom lip and tugged on it pulling out a quiet moan from you. Her hands were all over you and she had a hard time keeping herself under control. Giving your hips a gentle squeeze while you sat on her lap. Having no shame of being caught like this in public.

✰ But eventually you both had to pull away for air, your cheeks were flushed but you were content. Smiling softly down at the ravenette below you.Se-mi lightly nuzzled her nose against yours and both your breaths became foggy due to the cold air.

"So.. can I finally call you mine?" 

Ps. I'm sorry that this was super short but please repost and like the fic if you enjoyed it! ♡

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life update: hello, i’m sorry

Thank you everyone for leaving such heartfelt and wholesome comments. The reason why I haven’t been updating was because I went through so much in a span of eight months. I regret not being able to finish such a promising story when I already had the whole plot outlined.

What happened during the eight months I was gone?

I was sabotaged by an ex-close friend who drove all of my friends away from me. She created fake gossip about me (She also told people about my insecurities, my secrets, and false information about my ex-relationships), which eventually reached the ears of the person I like (who is also my childhood friend), causing them to leave me entirely. I was outed as a bisexual to my whole family (I was not accepted, at all), I stopped enjoying things, slipped into a spiral, and made horrible decisions for my lifestyle (alcoholism to the point of being ill). I spent six months waiting for everything to be cleared. Although I’ve proven my innocence, I still lost so many people because of the rumors about me. I can never win.

I don’t like looking back into my past. I have a lot of regrets. My biggest regret was trusting the wrong person— and falling for the wrong person.

Am I still going to update LYALTM?

I have an unfinished chapter in my drafts. As much as I’ve been pushing myself to write, I feel so unsatisfied with my work. The plot’s been laid out before me, I’ve already pictured what to write for the remaining chapters but I can’t bring myself to write. I know that the moment I publish, no one’s going to read it much anymore since the fandom’s dying, but I know I have a lot of readers who are also waiting for me to publish.

I might publish, but please don’t get your hopes up. I’ve hardly healed from all the traumatic experiences I just went through. I’m very sorry. 🙇‍♀️

Thank you so much for all the support and love. If I could write a million stories, I would willingly give up my hands for the job.

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― Ovid, Metamorphoses

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his catholic guilt and huge brown eyes have bewitched me body and soul

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UR THEME IS SO SO PRETTY!! Reminds me of this lol

THANK YOU SM 🥹🥹

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Heyy love are u ok it’s been a while

HI YES IM FINE i just had exam and hell week over, but i’m still a mess from a lot of shit

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if a transphobe ever says this to me unironically I would L A U G H

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Heyyy (just making sure you okay🧍🏽‍♀️)

i’m doing kind of okay(?) i’m transitioning into this new life but i’m being sabotaged by a bunch of loose ends. family is always a mess but i’m used to it, but so far so good(?)

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[Life Update]

Author of Love You A Little Too Much

• I know most of you are expecting an update, and I really apologize for the constant delaying. I have just been going through a lot recently(?)

• Why is the author inactive? I had recently started school, a whole new school, and I’ve been trying to adjust to the system since I’m an immigrant. It’s difficult having to study in a language you can barely understand, and I’m trying my best to earn steady, nice grades. Because of this, I halted updating the series.

• I’ve also been going through a lot of personal problems. Basic teenage craze, and familial matters I don’t really want to delve into.

• Is there going to be an update soon? For now, I’ve been thinking of updating, but I think I’ve mostly forgotten the plot. I have a bunch of other unfinished one shots that I plan on publishing soon, but if I have the energy, I think I’ll be able to update LYALTM. If I do drop the series though, I think I should instead publish the initial plot I have in my notes just so some of you can have some closure.

• What happened to [Y/n] after Chapter 12? She’s alive. Lots of fucked up shit to be revealed, but alive. Miles is pretty angry, but reasonably still hung up on her.

• Any future possible works the author might publish? There is a Gwen x Fem!Rockstar!Reader fic sitting in my drafts. I’m thinking of making it a really long one shot.

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bonnie PLEASE i’ve literally reread the series for the 5th time now (i SWEAR.) I NEEEEED AN UPDATE 😭😭😭😭😭

(no pressure btw this is j me being over dramatic 😍🎀💘💋)

HOLD ON 😭😭😭 i’m so sorry y’all i’ve been so busy with school and i was taking time off but i’ll get back to it I SWEAR 😭😭😭😭