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@delirious-dove *IM* THE ONE YOU OWE AN APOLOGY TO?!? YOU DEFEND THE HATE ATTACKS "not hate" WHEN IT WAS PAGES OF VILE CRUELTY TO SOMEONE ALREADY SUFFERING SO MUCH. IF SOMEONE WAS RAPED YOUR GROUP WOULD SAY SHE DESERVED IT "because she was being unhinged about it" YOU LITERALLY TORTURED ME YOU RUINED MY ENTIRE LIFE YOURE MONSTERS YOURE EVIL MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP PAIN PAIN 11 MONTHS NONSTOP TORTURE I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE YOU TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME MY HOME MY SAVINGS MY FRIENDS MY TRANS HEALTHCARE MY ARM MY DIGNITY MY BOYDRIEND HOPE MY CAT ESPECIALLY NY FUCKING CAT YOU MONSTERS?!?! MY FUTURE MY CRAFT YOU RUINED MY LIFE YOU RUINED MY LIFE KILL ME FUCKING KILL ME MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP!?!?!?! GHOSTED AND DIDNT EVEN TELL ME WHY IM FUCKING AUTISTIC NOBODY SAID A THING HOW WOULD I KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG??? I DIDNT DO ANYTHING BUT LOVE YOU AND LISTEN TO YOU UNTIL I COULDNT TAKE THE PAIN ANYMORE AND NOW THE ONLY THING YOU PEOPLE CAN DO IS GO "Hmm yes what unhinged behavior" AS IF YOU DIDNT STRAND ME IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE WITH NO FOOD NO FRIENDS NO FAMILY AND NO MONEY WITHOUT A WORD, WHILE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL DYING THRICE OVER AND GETTINF ASSAULTED AND INFECTIONS ON THE ROAD YOU WERE PARTYING AND SHAKING YOUR HEADS LIKE "Hmm such a tragedy" YOU. CAUSED. IT!!!! YOU KNEW MY SITUATUON AND ENCOURAGED YOUR CULT TO MAKE IT WORSE!! MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP I JUST WANTED TO TALK TO MY FRIENDS I APOLOGIZED 1,000 TIMES AND IT MEANT NOTHING, I TRIED TO TALK AND IT MEANT. NOTHING I JUST WANTED TO KNOW 1. IF RORY WAS OKAY AND 2. FOR BEAN TO STOP CONTROLLING AND ABUSING ME. YOU KNEW IT WAS ABUSE BUT YOU BACKPEDALED **HARD** BECAUSE IM NOT A GOOD ENOUGH ARTIST FOR YOUR CULT AND GROUP GHOSTED ME WITH NOTHING!!! YOURE AWFUL I TRUSTED YOU I DID EVERYTHING YOU TOLD ME TO DO AND YOU RUINED ME FOR LISTENING MAKE IT STOP JUST MAKE IT STOP MAKE THE PAIN STOP YOURE EVIL YOURE MONSTERS MAKE IT  STOP!!!?! IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER!!!! YOU POMPOUS PRIVELEGED ASSHOLE WILL NEVER HAVE TO EXPERIENCE 1/5TH OF THE HELLSCAPE YOU FORCED ME INTO

has anyone noticed that working for a living sucks ass

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@delirious-dove *IM* THE ONE YOU OWE AN APOLOGY TO?!? YOU DEFEND THE HATE ATTACKS "not hate" WHEN IT WAS PAGES OF VILE CRUELTY TO SOMEONE ALREADY SUFFERING SO MUCH. IF SOMEONE WAS RAPED YOUR GROUP WOULD SAY SHE DESERVED IT "because she was being unhinged about it" YOU LITERALLY TORTURED ME YOU RUINED MY ENTIRE LIFE YOURE MONSTERS YOURE EVIL MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP PAIN PAIN 11 MONTHS NONSTOP TORTURE I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE YOU TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME MY HOME MY SAVINGS MY FRIENDS MY TRANS HEALTHCARE MY ARM MY DIGNITY MY BOYDRIEND HOPE MY CAT ESPECIALLY NY FUCKING CAT YOU MONSTERS?!?! MY FUTURE MY CRAFT YOU RUINED MY LIFE YOU RUINED MY LIFE KILL ME FUCKING KILL ME MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP!?!?!?! GHOSTED AND DIDNT EVEN TELL ME WHY IM FUCKING AUTISTIC NOBODY SAID A THING HOW WOULD I KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG??? I DIDNT DO ANYTHING BUT LOVE YOU AND LISTEN TO YOU UNTIL I COULDNT TAKE THE PAIN ANYMORE AND NOW THE ONLY THING YOU PEOPLE CAN DO IS GO "Hmm yes what unhinged behavior" AS IF YOU DIDNT STRAND ME IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE WITH NO FOOD NO FRIENDS NO FAMILY AND NO MONEY WITHOUT A WORD, WHILE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL DYING THRICE OVER AND GETTINF ASSAULTED AND INFECTIONS ON THE ROAD YOU WERE PARTYING AND SHAKING YOUR HEADS LIKE "Hmm such a tragedy" YOU. CAUSED. IT!!!! YOU KNEW MY SITUATUON AND ENCOURAGED YOUR CULT TO MAKE IT WORSE!! MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP I JUST WANTED TO TALK TO MY FRIENDS I APOLOGIZED 1,000 TIMES AND IT MEANT NOTHING, I TRIED TO TALK AND IT MEANT. NOTHING I JUST WANTED TO KNOW 1. IF RORY WAS OKAY AND 2. FOR BEAN TO STOP CONTROLLING AND ABUSING ME. YOU KNEW IT WAS ABUSE BUT YOU BACKPEDALED **HARD** BECAUSE IM NOT A GOOD ENOUGH ARTIST FOR YOUR CULT AND GROUP GHOSTED ME WITH NOTHING!!! YOURE AWFUL I TRUSTED YOU I DID EVERYTHING YOU TOLD ME TO DO AND YOU RUINED ME FOR LISTENING MAKE IT STOP JUST MAKE IT STOP MAKE THE PAIN STOP YOURE EVIL YOURE MONSTERS MAKE IT  STOP!!!?! IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER!!!! YOU POMPOUS PRIVELEGED ASSHOLE WILL NEVER HAVE TO EXPERIENCE 1/5TH OF THE HELLSCAPE YOU FORCED ME INTO

TUMBLR IS SO BORING WITH ALL YOU NERDS AT DASHCON

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((you all better come back with some amazing tales))

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@delirious-dove *IM* THE ONE YOU OWE AN APOLOGY TO?!? YOU DEFEND THE HATE ATTACKS "not hate" WHEN IT WAS PAGES OF VILE CRUELTY TO SOMEONE ALREADY SUFFERING SO MUCH. IF SOMEONE WAS RAPED YOUR GROUP WOULD SAY SHE DESERVED IT "because she was being unhinged about it" YOU LITERALLY TORTURED ME YOU RUINED MY ENTIRE LIFE YOURE MONSTERS YOURE EVIL MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP PAIN PAIN 11 MONTHS NONSTOP TORTURE I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE YOU TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME MY HOME MY SAVINGS MY FRIENDS MY TRANS HEALTHCARE MY ARM MY DIGNITY MY BOYDRIEND HOPE MY CAT ESPECIALLY NY FUCKING CAT YOU MONSTERS?!?! MY FUTURE MY CRAFT YOU RUINED MY LIFE YOU RUINED MY LIFE KILL ME FUCKING KILL ME MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP!?!?!?! GHOSTED AND DIDNT EVEN TELL ME WHY IM FUCKING AUTISTIC NOBODY SAID A THING HOW WOULD I KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG??? I DIDNT DO ANYTHING BUT LOVE YOU AND LISTEN TO YOU UNTIL I COULDNT TAKE THE PAIN ANYMORE AND NOW THE ONLY THING YOU PEOPLE CAN DO IS GO "Hmm yes what unhinged behavior" AS IF YOU DIDNT STRAND ME IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE WITH NO FOOD NO FRIENDS NO FAMILY AND NO MONEY WITHOUT A WORD, WHILE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL DYING THRICE OVER AND GETTINF ASSAULTED AND INFECTIONS ON THE ROAD YOU WERE PARTYING AND SHAKING YOUR HEADS LIKE "Hmm such a tragedy" YOU. CAUSED. IT!!!! YOU KNEW MY SITUATUON AND ENCOURAGED YOUR CULT TO MAKE IT WORSE!! MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP I JUST WANTED TO TALK TO MY FRIENDS I APOLOGIZED 1,000 TIMES AND IT MEANT NOTHING, I TRIED TO TALK AND IT MEANT. NOTHING I JUST WANTED TO KNOW 1. IF RORY WAS OKAY AND 2. FOR BEAN TO STOP CONTROLLING AND ABUSING ME. YOU KNEW IT WAS ABUSE BUT YOU BACKPEDALED **HARD** BECAUSE IM NOT A GOOD ENOUGH ARTIST FOR YOUR CULT AND GROUP GHOSTED ME WITH NOTHING!!! YOURE AWFUL I TRUSTED YOU I DID EVERYTHING YOU TOLD ME TO DO AND YOU RUINED ME FOR LISTENING MAKE IT STOP JUST MAKE IT STOP MAKE THE PAIN STOP YOURE EVIL YOURE MONSTERS MAKE IT  STOP!!!?! IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER!!!! YOU POMPOUS PRIVELEGED ASSHOLE WILL NEVER HAVE TO EXPERIENCE 1/5TH OF THE HELLSCAPE YOU FORCED ME INTO

"How could you do this" with the help of the demon blade "this isn't you" well yeah it's me and the demon blade "I know you're a good person" yeah that wasn't in question "please come home" not if you're gonna be a dick to the demon blade "we need to destroy the demon blade" listen I don't come to family gatherings and say we Need To Destroy aunt cassie and she's genuinely evil, unlike the demon blade

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@delirious-dove *IM* THE ONE YOU OWE AN APOLOGY TO?!? YOU DEFEND THE HATE ATTACKS "not hate" WHEN IT WAS PAGES OF VILE CRUELTY TO SOMEONE ALREADY SUFFERING SO MUCH. IF SOMEONE WAS RAPED YOUR GROUP WOULD SAY SHE DESERVED IT "because she was being unhinged about it" YOU LITERALLY TORTURED ME YOU RUINED MY ENTIRE LIFE YOURE MONSTERS YOURE EVIL MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP PAIN PAIN 11 MONTHS NONSTOP TORTURE I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE YOU TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME MY HOME MY SAVINGS MY FRIENDS MY TRANS HEALTHCARE MY ARM MY DIGNITY MY BOYDRIEND HOPE MY CAT ESPECIALLY NY FUCKING CAT YOU MONSTERS?!?! MY FUTURE MY CRAFT YOU RUINED MY LIFE YOU RUINED MY LIFE KILL ME FUCKING KILL ME MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP!?!?!?! GHOSTED AND DIDNT EVEN TELL ME WHY IM FUCKING AUTISTIC NOBODY SAID A THING HOW WOULD I KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG??? I DIDNT DO ANYTHING BUT LOVE YOU AND LISTEN TO YOU UNTIL I COULDNT TAKE THE PAIN ANYMORE AND NOW THE ONLY THING YOU PEOPLE CAN DO IS GO "Hmm yes what unhinged behavior" AS IF YOU DIDNT STRAND ME IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE WITH NO FOOD NO FRIENDS NO FAMILY AND NO MONEY WITHOUT A WORD, WHILE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL DYING THRICE OVER AND GETTINF ASSAULTED AND INFECTIONS ON THE ROAD YOU WERE PARTYING AND SHAKING YOUR HEADS LIKE "Hmm such a tragedy" YOU. CAUSED. IT!!!! YOU KNEW MY SITUATUON AND ENCOURAGED YOUR CULT TO MAKE IT WORSE!! MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP I JUST WANTED TO TALK TO MY FRIENDS I APOLOGIZED 1,000 TIMES AND IT MEANT NOTHING, I TRIED TO TALK AND IT MEANT. NOTHING I JUST WANTED TO KNOW 1. IF RORY WAS OKAY AND 2. FOR BEAN TO STOP CONTROLLING AND ABUSING ME. YOU KNEW IT WAS ABUSE BUT YOU BACKPEDALED **HARD** BECAUSE IM NOT A GOOD ENOUGH ARTIST FOR YOUR CULT AND GROUP GHOSTED ME WITH NOTHING!!! YOURE AWFUL I TRUSTED YOU I DID EVERYTHING YOU TOLD ME TO DO AND YOU RUINED ME FOR LISTENING MAKE IT STOP JUST MAKE IT STOP MAKE THE PAIN STOP YOURE EVIL YOURE MONSTERS MAKE IT  STOP!!!?! IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER!!!! YOU POMPOUS PRIVELEGED ASSHOLE WILL NEVER HAVE TO EXPERIENCE 1/5TH OF THE HELLSCAPE YOU FORCED ME INTO

The problem with the Smiths is that they’re soooo good but you have to shake your head when you’re listening to them so everyone knows you disapprove of Morrissey

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@delirious-dove *IM* THE ONE YOU OWE AN APOLOGY TO?!? YOU DEFEND THE HATE ATTACKS "not hate" WHEN IT WAS PAGES OF VILE CRUELTY TO SOMEONE ALREADY SUFFERING SO MUCH. IF SOMEONE WAS RAPED YOUR GROUP WOULD SAY SHE DESERVED IT "because she was being unhinged about it" YOU LITERALLY TORTURED ME YOU RUINED MY ENTIRE LIFE YOURE MONSTERS YOURE EVIL MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP PAIN PAIN 11 MONTHS NONSTOP TORTURE I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE YOU TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME MY HOME MY SAVINGS MY FRIENDS MY TRANS HEALTHCARE MY ARM MY DIGNITY MY BOYDRIEND HOPE MY CAT ESPECIALLY NY FUCKING CAT YOU MONSTERS?!?! MY FUTURE MY CRAFT YOU RUINED MY LIFE YOU RUINED MY LIFE KILL ME FUCKING KILL ME MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP!?!?!?! GHOSTED AND DIDNT EVEN TELL ME WHY IM FUCKING AUTISTIC NOBODY SAID A THING HOW WOULD I KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG??? I DIDNT DO ANYTHING BUT LOVE YOU AND LISTEN TO YOU UNTIL I COULDNT TAKE THE PAIN ANYMORE AND NOW THE ONLY THING YOU PEOPLE CAN DO IS GO "Hmm yes what unhinged behavior" AS IF YOU DIDNT STRAND ME IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE WITH NO FOOD NO FRIENDS NO FAMILY AND NO MONEY WITHOUT A WORD, WHILE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL DYING THRICE OVER AND GETTINF ASSAULTED AND INFECTIONS ON THE ROAD YOU WERE PARTYING AND SHAKING YOUR HEADS LIKE "Hmm such a tragedy" YOU. CAUSED. IT!!!! YOU KNEW MY SITUATUON AND ENCOURAGED YOUR CULT TO MAKE IT WORSE!! MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP I JUST WANTED TO TALK TO MY FRIENDS I APOLOGIZED 1,000 TIMES AND IT MEANT NOTHING, I TRIED TO TALK AND IT MEANT. NOTHING I JUST WANTED TO KNOW 1. IF RORY WAS OKAY AND 2. FOR BEAN TO STOP CONTROLLING AND ABUSING ME. YOU KNEW IT WAS ABUSE BUT YOU BACKPEDALED **HARD** BECAUSE IM NOT A GOOD ENOUGH ARTIST FOR YOUR CULT AND GROUP GHOSTED ME WITH NOTHING!!! YOURE AWFUL I TRUSTED YOU I DID EVERYTHING YOU TOLD ME TO DO AND YOU RUINED ME FOR LISTENING MAKE IT STOP JUST MAKE IT STOP MAKE THE PAIN STOP YOURE EVIL YOURE MONSTERS MAKE IT  STOP!!!?! IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER!!!! YOU POMPOUS PRIVELEGED ASSHOLE WILL NEVER HAVE TO EXPERIENCE 1/5TH OF THE HELLSCAPE YOU FORCED ME INTO

ramiel sitting back and quietly observing wuk lamat's doomed yuri knowing that she'll learn soon enough

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@delirious-dove *IM* THE ONE YOU OWE AN APOLOGY TO?!? YOU DEFEND THE HATE ATTACKS "not hate" WHEN IT WAS PAGES OF VILE CRUELTY TO SOMEONE ALREADY SUFFERING SO MUCH. IF SOMEONE WAS RAPED YOUR GROUP WOULD SAY SHE DESERVED IT "because she was being unhinged about it" YOU LITERALLY TORTURED ME YOU RUINED MY ENTIRE LIFE YOURE MONSTERS YOURE EVIL MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP PAIN PAIN 11 MONTHS NONSTOP TORTURE I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE YOU TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME MY HOME MY SAVINGS MY FRIENDS MY TRANS HEALTHCARE MY ARM MY DIGNITY MY BOYDRIEND HOPE MY CAT ESPECIALLY NY FUCKING CAT YOU MONSTERS?!?! MY FUTURE MY CRAFT YOU RUINED MY LIFE YOU RUINED MY LIFE KILL ME FUCKING KILL ME MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP!?!?!?! GHOSTED AND DIDNT EVEN TELL ME WHY IM FUCKING AUTISTIC NOBODY SAID A THING HOW WOULD I KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG??? I DIDNT DO ANYTHING BUT LOVE YOU AND LISTEN TO YOU UNTIL I COULDNT TAKE THE PAIN ANYMORE AND NOW THE ONLY THING YOU PEOPLE CAN DO IS GO "Hmm yes what unhinged behavior" AS IF YOU DIDNT STRAND ME IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE WITH NO FOOD NO FRIENDS NO FAMILY AND NO MONEY WITHOUT A WORD, WHILE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL DYING THRICE OVER AND GETTINF ASSAULTED AND INFECTIONS ON THE ROAD YOU WERE PARTYING AND SHAKING YOUR HEADS LIKE "Hmm such a tragedy" YOU. CAUSED. IT!!!! YOU KNEW MY SITUATUON AND ENCOURAGED YOUR CULT TO MAKE IT WORSE!! MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP I JUST WANTED TO TALK TO MY FRIENDS I APOLOGIZED 1,000 TIMES AND IT MEANT NOTHING, I TRIED TO TALK AND IT MEANT. NOTHING I JUST WANTED TO KNOW 1. IF RORY WAS OKAY AND 2. FOR BEAN TO STOP CONTROLLING AND ABUSING ME. YOU KNEW IT WAS ABUSE BUT YOU BACKPEDALED **HARD** BECAUSE IM NOT A GOOD ENOUGH ARTIST FOR YOUR CULT AND GROUP GHOSTED ME WITH NOTHING!!! YOURE AWFUL I TRUSTED YOU I DID EVERYTHING YOU TOLD ME TO DO AND YOU RUINED ME FOR LISTENING MAKE IT STOP JUST MAKE IT STOP MAKE THE PAIN STOP YOURE EVIL YOURE MONSTERS MAKE IT  STOP!!!?! IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER!!!! YOU POMPOUS PRIVELEGED ASSHOLE WILL NEVER HAVE TO EXPERIENCE 1/5TH OF THE HELLSCAPE YOU FORCED ME INTO

not to be a killjoy but it's still crazy to me that it's considered mean to be like "maybe you should read / play / watch the source material before creating fanworks and diving into the fandom" bc every time i see somebody going "i havent played disco elysium or know anything about it tbh but uwu here's harry and kim kissing" idk maybe you should engage with it. maybe you should play the anti-capitalist surrealist game where you investigate the murder of a mercenary who led the gang rape of a foreign girl and process that for a bit? and then you can do cutesy mlm or whatever idc. but like at the absolute bare minimum you should understand what the source material involves otherwise we get the phenomenon of people joining a dragon age server and wanting content warnings for like, mage racism. like it's fine to ship and transform the genre into whatever but if you arent comfortable with discussions of the actual source content itself then maybe the fandom isnt for you and a different one is. peace and love.

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@delirious-dove *IM* THE ONE YOU OWE AN APOLOGY TO?!? YOU DEFEND THE HATE ATTACKS "not hate" WHEN IT WAS PAGES OF VILE CRUELTY TO SOMEONE ALREADY SUFFERING SO MUCH. IF SOMEONE WAS RAPED YOUR GROUP WOULD SAY SHE DESERVED IT "because she was being unhinged about it" YOU LITERALLY TORTURED ME YOU RUINED MY ENTIRE LIFE YOURE MONSTERS YOURE EVIL MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP PAIN PAIN 11 MONTHS NONSTOP TORTURE I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE YOU TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME MY HOME MY SAVINGS MY FRIENDS MY TRANS HEALTHCARE MY ARM MY DIGNITY MY BOYDRIEND HOPE MY CAT ESPECIALLY NY FUCKING CAT YOU MONSTERS?!?! MY FUTURE MY CRAFT YOU RUINED MY LIFE YOU RUINED MY LIFE KILL ME FUCKING KILL ME MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP!?!?!?! GHOSTED AND DIDNT EVEN TELL ME WHY IM FUCKING AUTISTIC NOBODY SAID A THING HOW WOULD I KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG??? I DIDNT DO ANYTHING BUT LOVE YOU AND LISTEN TO YOU UNTIL I COULDNT TAKE THE PAIN ANYMORE AND NOW THE ONLY THING YOU PEOPLE CAN DO IS GO "Hmm yes what unhinged behavior" AS IF YOU DIDNT STRAND ME IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE WITH NO FOOD NO FRIENDS NO FAMILY AND NO MONEY WITHOUT A WORD, WHILE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL DYING THRICE OVER AND GETTINF ASSAULTED AND INFECTIONS ON THE ROAD YOU WERE PARTYING AND SHAKING YOUR HEADS LIKE "Hmm such a tragedy" YOU. CAUSED. IT!!!! YOU KNEW MY SITUATUON AND ENCOURAGED YOUR CULT TO MAKE IT WORSE!! MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP I JUST WANTED TO TALK TO MY FRIENDS I APOLOGIZED 1,000 TIMES AND IT MEANT NOTHING, I TRIED TO TALK AND IT MEANT. NOTHING I JUST WANTED TO KNOW 1. IF RORY WAS OKAY AND 2. FOR BEAN TO STOP CONTROLLING AND ABUSING ME. YOU KNEW IT WAS ABUSE BUT YOU BACKPEDALED **HARD** BECAUSE IM NOT A GOOD ENOUGH ARTIST FOR YOUR CULT AND GROUP GHOSTED ME WITH NOTHING!!! YOURE AWFUL I TRUSTED YOU I DID EVERYTHING YOU TOLD ME TO DO AND YOU RUINED ME FOR LISTENING MAKE IT STOP JUST MAKE IT STOP MAKE THE PAIN STOP YOURE EVIL YOURE MONSTERS MAKE IT  STOP!!!?! IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER!!!! YOU POMPOUS PRIVELEGED ASSHOLE WILL NEVER HAVE TO EXPERIENCE 1/5TH OF THE HELLSCAPE YOU FORCED ME INTO

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@delirious-dove *IM* THE ONE YOU OWE AN APOLOGY TO?!? YOU DEFEND THE HATE ATTACKS "not hate" WHEN IT WAS PAGES OF VILE CRUELTY TO SOMEONE ALREADY SUFFERING SO MUCH. IF SOMEONE WAS RAPED YOUR GROUP WOULD SAY SHE DESERVED IT "because she was being unhinged about it" YOU LITERALLY TORTURED ME YOU RUINED MY ENTIRE LIFE YOURE MONSTERS YOURE EVIL MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP PAIN PAIN 11 MONTHS NONSTOP TORTURE I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE YOU TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME MY HOME MY SAVINGS MY FRIENDS MY TRANS HEALTHCARE MY ARM MY DIGNITY MY BOYDRIEND HOPE MY CAT ESPECIALLY NY FUCKING CAT YOU MONSTERS?!?! MY FUTURE MY CRAFT YOU RUINED MY LIFE YOU RUINED MY LIFE KILL ME FUCKING KILL ME MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP!?!?!?! GHOSTED AND DIDNT EVEN TELL ME WHY IM FUCKING AUTISTIC NOBODY SAID A THING HOW WOULD I KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG??? I DIDNT DO ANYTHING BUT LOVE YOU AND LISTEN TO YOU UNTIL I COULDNT TAKE THE PAIN ANYMORE AND NOW THE ONLY THING YOU PEOPLE CAN DO IS GO "Hmm yes what unhinged behavior" AS IF YOU DIDNT STRAND ME IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE WITH NO FOOD NO FRIENDS NO FAMILY AND NO MONEY WITHOUT A WORD, WHILE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL DYING THRICE OVER AND GETTINF ASSAULTED AND INFECTIONS ON THE ROAD YOU WERE PARTYING AND SHAKING YOUR HEADS LIKE "Hmm such a tragedy" YOU. CAUSED. IT!!!! YOU KNEW MY SITUATUON AND ENCOURAGED YOUR CULT TO MAKE IT WORSE!! MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP I JUST WANTED TO TALK TO MY FRIENDS I APOLOGIZED 1,000 TIMES AND IT MEANT NOTHING, I TRIED TO TALK AND IT MEANT. NOTHING I JUST WANTED TO KNOW 1. IF RORY WAS OKAY AND 2. FOR BEAN TO STOP CONTROLLING AND ABUSING ME. YOU KNEW IT WAS ABUSE BUT YOU BACKPEDALED **HARD** BECAUSE IM NOT A GOOD ENOUGH ARTIST FOR YOUR CULT AND GROUP GHOSTED ME WITH NOTHING!!! YOURE AWFUL I TRUSTED YOU I DID EVERYTHING YOU TOLD ME TO DO AND YOU RUINED ME FOR LISTENING MAKE IT STOP JUST MAKE IT STOP MAKE THE PAIN STOP YOURE EVIL YOURE MONSTERS MAKE IT  STOP!!!?! IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER!!!! YOU POMPOUS PRIVELEGED ASSHOLE WILL NEVER HAVE TO EXPERIENCE 1/5TH OF THE HELLSCAPE YOU FORCED ME INTO

dog im not reading that *collapses unconscious onto the floor* *gets back up but i look more sinister this time and red eyes* *more sinisterer voice* Dog... Let me read that..

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@delirious-dove *IM* THE ONE YOU OWE AN APOLOGY TO?!? YOU DEFEND THE HATE ATTACKS "not hate" WHEN IT WAS PAGES OF VILE CRUELTY TO SOMEONE ALREADY SUFFERING SO MUCH. IF SOMEONE WAS RAPED YOUR GROUP WOULD SAY SHE DESERVED IT "because she was being unhinged about it" YOU LITERALLY TORTURED ME YOU RUINED MY ENTIRE LIFE YOURE MONSTERS YOURE EVIL MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP PAIN PAIN 11 MONTHS NONSTOP TORTURE I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE YOU TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME MY HOME MY SAVINGS MY FRIENDS MY TRANS HEALTHCARE MY ARM MY DIGNITY MY BOYDRIEND HOPE MY CAT ESPECIALLY NY FUCKING CAT YOU MONSTERS?!?! MY FUTURE MY CRAFT YOU RUINED MY LIFE YOU RUINED MY LIFE KILL ME FUCKING KILL ME MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP!?!?!?! GHOSTED AND DIDNT EVEN TELL ME WHY IM FUCKING AUTISTIC NOBODY SAID A THING HOW WOULD I KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG??? I DIDNT DO ANYTHING BUT LOVE YOU AND LISTEN TO YOU UNTIL I COULDNT TAKE THE PAIN ANYMORE AND NOW THE ONLY THING YOU PEOPLE CAN DO IS GO "Hmm yes what unhinged behavior" AS IF YOU DIDNT STRAND ME IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE WITH NO FOOD NO FRIENDS NO FAMILY AND NO MONEY WITHOUT A WORD, WHILE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL DYING THRICE OVER AND GETTINF ASSAULTED AND INFECTIONS ON THE ROAD YOU WERE PARTYING AND SHAKING YOUR HEADS LIKE "Hmm such a tragedy" YOU. CAUSED. IT!!!! YOU KNEW MY SITUATUON AND ENCOURAGED YOUR CULT TO MAKE IT WORSE!! MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP I JUST WANTED TO TALK TO MY FRIENDS I APOLOGIZED 1,000 TIMES AND IT MEANT NOTHING, I TRIED TO TALK AND IT MEANT. NOTHING I JUST WANTED TO KNOW 1. IF RORY WAS OKAY AND 2. FOR BEAN TO STOP CONTROLLING AND ABUSING ME. YOU KNEW IT WAS ABUSE BUT YOU BACKPEDALED **HARD** BECAUSE IM NOT A GOOD ENOUGH ARTIST FOR YOUR CULT AND GROUP GHOSTED ME WITH NOTHING!!! YOURE AWFUL I TRUSTED YOU I DID EVERYTHING YOU TOLD ME TO DO AND YOU RUINED ME FOR LISTENING MAKE IT STOP JUST MAKE IT STOP MAKE THE PAIN STOP YOURE EVIL YOURE MONSTERS MAKE IT  STOP!!!?! IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER!!!! YOU POMPOUS PRIVELEGED ASSHOLE WILL NEVER HAVE TO EXPERIENCE 1/5TH OF THE HELLSCAPE YOU FORCED ME INTO

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@delirious-dove *IM* THE ONE YOU OWE AN APOLOGY TO?!? YOU DEFEND THE HATE ATTACKS "not hate" WHEN IT WAS PAGES OF VILE CRUELTY TO SOMEONE ALREADY SUFFERING SO MUCH. IF SOMEONE WAS RAPED YOUR GROUP WOULD SAY SHE DESERVED IT "because she was being unhinged about it" YOU LITERALLY TORTURED ME YOU RUINED MY ENTIRE LIFE YOURE MONSTERS YOURE EVIL MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP PAIN PAIN 11 MONTHS NONSTOP TORTURE I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE YOU TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME MY HOME MY SAVINGS MY FRIENDS MY TRANS HEALTHCARE MY ARM MY DIGNITY MY BOYDRIEND HOPE MY CAT ESPECIALLY NY FUCKING CAT YOU MONSTERS?!?! MY FUTURE MY CRAFT YOU RUINED MY LIFE YOU RUINED MY LIFE KILL ME FUCKING KILL ME MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP!?!?!?! GHOSTED AND DIDNT EVEN TELL ME WHY IM FUCKING AUTISTIC NOBODY SAID A THING HOW WOULD I KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG??? I DIDNT DO ANYTHING BUT LOVE YOU AND LISTEN TO YOU UNTIL I COULDNT TAKE THE PAIN ANYMORE AND NOW THE ONLY THING YOU PEOPLE CAN DO IS GO "Hmm yes what unhinged behavior" AS IF YOU DIDNT STRAND ME IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE WITH NO FOOD NO FRIENDS NO FAMILY AND NO MONEY WITHOUT A WORD, WHILE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL DYING THRICE OVER AND GETTINF ASSAULTED AND INFECTIONS ON THE ROAD YOU WERE PARTYING AND SHAKING YOUR HEADS LIKE "Hmm such a tragedy" YOU. CAUSED. IT!!!! YOU KNEW MY SITUATUON AND ENCOURAGED YOUR CULT TO MAKE IT WORSE!! MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP I JUST WANTED TO TALK TO MY FRIENDS I APOLOGIZED 1,000 TIMES AND IT MEANT NOTHING, I TRIED TO TALK AND IT MEANT. NOTHING I JUST WANTED TO KNOW 1. IF RORY WAS OKAY AND 2. FOR BEAN TO STOP CONTROLLING AND ABUSING ME. YOU KNEW IT WAS ABUSE BUT YOU BACKPEDALED **HARD** BECAUSE IM NOT A GOOD ENOUGH ARTIST FOR YOUR CULT AND GROUP GHOSTED ME WITH NOTHING!!! YOURE AWFUL I TRUSTED YOU I DID EVERYTHING YOU TOLD ME TO DO AND YOU RUINED ME FOR LISTENING MAKE IT STOP JUST MAKE IT STOP MAKE THE PAIN STOP YOURE EVIL YOURE MONSTERS MAKE IT  STOP!!!?! IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER!!!! YOU POMPOUS PRIVELEGED ASSHOLE WILL NEVER HAVE TO EXPERIENCE 1/5TH OF THE HELLSCAPE YOU FORCED ME INTO

Kuroshitsuji S5 | Ending

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@delirious-dove *IM* THE ONE YOU OWE AN APOLOGY TO?!? YOU DEFEND THE HATE ATTACKS "not hate" WHEN IT WAS PAGES OF VILE CRUELTY TO SOMEONE ALREADY SUFFERING SO MUCH. IF SOMEONE WAS RAPED YOUR GROUP WOULD SAY SHE DESERVED IT "because she was being unhinged about it" YOU LITERALLY TORTURED ME YOU RUINED MY ENTIRE LIFE YOURE MONSTERS YOURE EVIL MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP PAIN PAIN 11 MONTHS NONSTOP TORTURE I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE YOU TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME MY HOME MY SAVINGS MY FRIENDS MY TRANS HEALTHCARE MY ARM MY DIGNITY MY BOYDRIEND HOPE MY CAT ESPECIALLY NY FUCKING CAT YOU MONSTERS?!?! MY FUTURE MY CRAFT YOU RUINED MY LIFE YOU RUINED MY LIFE KILL ME FUCKING KILL ME MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP!?!?!?! GHOSTED AND DIDNT EVEN TELL ME WHY IM FUCKING AUTISTIC NOBODY SAID A THING HOW WOULD I KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG??? I DIDNT DO ANYTHING BUT LOVE YOU AND LISTEN TO YOU UNTIL I COULDNT TAKE THE PAIN ANYMORE AND NOW THE ONLY THING YOU PEOPLE CAN DO IS GO "Hmm yes what unhinged behavior" AS IF YOU DIDNT STRAND ME IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE WITH NO FOOD NO FRIENDS NO FAMILY AND NO MONEY WITHOUT A WORD, WHILE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL DYING THRICE OVER AND GETTINF ASSAULTED AND INFECTIONS ON THE ROAD YOU WERE PARTYING AND SHAKING YOUR HEADS LIKE "Hmm such a tragedy" YOU. CAUSED. IT!!!! YOU KNEW MY SITUATUON AND ENCOURAGED YOUR CULT TO MAKE IT WORSE!! MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP I JUST WANTED TO TALK TO MY FRIENDS I APOLOGIZED 1,000 TIMES AND IT MEANT NOTHING, I TRIED TO TALK AND IT MEANT. NOTHING I JUST WANTED TO KNOW 1. IF RORY WAS OKAY AND 2. FOR BEAN TO STOP CONTROLLING AND ABUSING ME. YOU KNEW IT WAS ABUSE BUT YOU BACKPEDALED **HARD** BECAUSE IM NOT A GOOD ENOUGH ARTIST FOR YOUR CULT AND GROUP GHOSTED ME WITH NOTHING!!! YOURE AWFUL I TRUSTED YOU I DID EVERYTHING YOU TOLD ME TO DO AND YOU RUINED ME FOR LISTENING MAKE IT STOP JUST MAKE IT STOP MAKE THE PAIN STOP YOURE EVIL YOURE MONSTERS MAKE IT  STOP!!!?! IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER!!!! YOU POMPOUS PRIVELEGED ASSHOLE WILL NEVER HAVE TO EXPERIENCE 1/5TH OF THE HELLSCAPE YOU FORCED ME INTO

In this world that waltzes on, please don't let go of my hand…

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@delirious-dove *IM* THE ONE YOU OWE AN APOLOGY TO?!? YOU DEFEND THE HATE ATTACKS "not hate" WHEN IT WAS PAGES OF VILE CRUELTY TO SOMEONE ALREADY SUFFERING SO MUCH. IF SOMEONE WAS RAPED YOUR GROUP WOULD SAY SHE DESERVED IT "because she was being unhinged about it" YOU LITERALLY TORTURED ME YOU RUINED MY ENTIRE LIFE YOURE MONSTERS YOURE EVIL MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP PAIN PAIN 11 MONTHS NONSTOP TORTURE I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE YOU TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME MY HOME MY SAVINGS MY FRIENDS MY TRANS HEALTHCARE MY ARM MY DIGNITY MY BOYDRIEND HOPE MY CAT ESPECIALLY NY FUCKING CAT YOU MONSTERS?!?! MY FUTURE MY CRAFT YOU RUINED MY LIFE YOU RUINED MY LIFE KILL ME FUCKING KILL ME MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP!?!?!?! GHOSTED AND DIDNT EVEN TELL ME WHY IM FUCKING AUTISTIC NOBODY SAID A THING HOW WOULD I KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG??? I DIDNT DO ANYTHING BUT LOVE YOU AND LISTEN TO YOU UNTIL I COULDNT TAKE THE PAIN ANYMORE AND NOW THE ONLY THING YOU PEOPLE CAN DO IS GO "Hmm yes what unhinged behavior" AS IF YOU DIDNT STRAND ME IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE WITH NO FOOD NO FRIENDS NO FAMILY AND NO MONEY WITHOUT A WORD, WHILE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL DYING THRICE OVER AND GETTINF ASSAULTED AND INFECTIONS ON THE ROAD YOU WERE PARTYING AND SHAKING YOUR HEADS LIKE "Hmm such a tragedy" YOU. CAUSED. IT!!!! YOU KNEW MY SITUATUON AND ENCOURAGED YOUR CULT TO MAKE IT WORSE!! MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP I JUST WANTED TO TALK TO MY FRIENDS I APOLOGIZED 1,000 TIMES AND IT MEANT NOTHING, I TRIED TO TALK AND IT MEANT. NOTHING I JUST WANTED TO KNOW 1. IF RORY WAS OKAY AND 2. FOR BEAN TO STOP CONTROLLING AND ABUSING ME. YOU KNEW IT WAS ABUSE BUT YOU BACKPEDALED **HARD** BECAUSE IM NOT A GOOD ENOUGH ARTIST FOR YOUR CULT AND GROUP GHOSTED ME WITH NOTHING!!! YOURE AWFUL I TRUSTED YOU I DID EVERYTHING YOU TOLD ME TO DO AND YOU RUINED ME FOR LISTENING MAKE IT STOP JUST MAKE IT STOP MAKE THE PAIN STOP YOURE EVIL YOURE MONSTERS MAKE IT  STOP!!!?! IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER!!!! YOU POMPOUS PRIVELEGED ASSHOLE WILL NEVER HAVE TO EXPERIENCE 1/5TH OF THE HELLSCAPE YOU FORCED ME INTO

i had to think about it for a bit, but i will say that overall i like zoraal ja as an antagonist. and thats because his own story is less about being a big tough and cool anime dude and more so about watching this prodigy spiral and flame out in the most disastrous way possible after suffering one major setback.

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@delirious-dove *IM* THE ONE YOU OWE AN APOLOGY TO?!? YOU DEFEND THE HATE ATTACKS "not hate" WHEN IT WAS PAGES OF VILE CRUELTY TO SOMEONE ALREADY SUFFERING SO MUCH. IF SOMEONE WAS RAPED YOUR GROUP WOULD SAY SHE DESERVED IT "because she was being unhinged about it" YOU LITERALLY TORTURED ME YOU RUINED MY ENTIRE LIFE YOURE MONSTERS YOURE EVIL MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP PAIN PAIN 11 MONTHS NONSTOP TORTURE I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE YOU TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME MY HOME MY SAVINGS MY FRIENDS MY TRANS HEALTHCARE MY ARM MY DIGNITY MY BOYDRIEND HOPE MY CAT ESPECIALLY NY FUCKING CAT YOU MONSTERS?!?! MY FUTURE MY CRAFT YOU RUINED MY LIFE YOU RUINED MY LIFE KILL ME FUCKING KILL ME MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP!?!?!?! GHOSTED AND DIDNT EVEN TELL ME WHY IM FUCKING AUTISTIC NOBODY SAID A THING HOW WOULD I KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG??? I DIDNT DO ANYTHING BUT LOVE YOU AND LISTEN TO YOU UNTIL I COULDNT TAKE THE PAIN ANYMORE AND NOW THE ONLY THING YOU PEOPLE CAN DO IS GO "Hmm yes what unhinged behavior" AS IF YOU DIDNT STRAND ME IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE WITH NO FOOD NO FRIENDS NO FAMILY AND NO MONEY WITHOUT A WORD, WHILE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL DYING THRICE OVER AND GETTINF ASSAULTED AND INFECTIONS ON THE ROAD YOU WERE PARTYING AND SHAKING YOUR HEADS LIKE "Hmm such a tragedy" YOU. CAUSED. IT!!!! YOU KNEW MY SITUATUON AND ENCOURAGED YOUR CULT TO MAKE IT WORSE!! MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP I JUST WANTED TO TALK TO MY FRIENDS I APOLOGIZED 1,000 TIMES AND IT MEANT NOTHING, I TRIED TO TALK AND IT MEANT. NOTHING I JUST WANTED TO KNOW 1. IF RORY WAS OKAY AND 2. FOR BEAN TO STOP CONTROLLING AND ABUSING ME. YOU KNEW IT WAS ABUSE BUT YOU BACKPEDALED **HARD** BECAUSE IM NOT A GOOD ENOUGH ARTIST FOR YOUR CULT AND GROUP GHOSTED ME WITH NOTHING!!! YOURE AWFUL I TRUSTED YOU I DID EVERYTHING YOU TOLD ME TO DO AND YOU RUINED ME FOR LISTENING MAKE IT STOP JUST MAKE IT STOP MAKE THE PAIN STOP YOURE EVIL YOURE MONSTERS MAKE IT  STOP!!!?! IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER!!!! YOU POMPOUS PRIVELEGED ASSHOLE WILL NEVER HAVE TO EXPERIENCE 1/5TH OF THE HELLSCAPE YOU FORCED ME INTO

Guilty!

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@delirious-dove *IM* THE ONE YOU OWE AN APOLOGY TO?!? YOU DEFEND THE HATE ATTACKS "not hate" WHEN IT WAS PAGES OF VILE CRUELTY TO SOMEONE ALREADY SUFFERING SO MUCH. IF SOMEONE WAS RAPED YOUR GROUP WOULD SAY SHE DESERVED IT "because she was being unhinged about it" YOU LITERALLY TORTURED ME YOU RUINED MY ENTIRE LIFE YOURE MONSTERS YOURE EVIL MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP PAIN PAIN 11 MONTHS NONSTOP TORTURE I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE YOU TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME MY HOME MY SAVINGS MY FRIENDS MY TRANS HEALTHCARE MY ARM MY DIGNITY MY BOYDRIEND HOPE MY CAT ESPECIALLY NY FUCKING CAT YOU MONSTERS?!?! MY FUTURE MY CRAFT YOU RUINED MY LIFE YOU RUINED MY LIFE KILL ME FUCKING KILL ME MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP!?!?!?! GHOSTED AND DIDNT EVEN TELL ME WHY IM FUCKING AUTISTIC NOBODY SAID A THING HOW WOULD I KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG??? I DIDNT DO ANYTHING BUT LOVE YOU AND LISTEN TO YOU UNTIL I COULDNT TAKE THE PAIN ANYMORE AND NOW THE ONLY THING YOU PEOPLE CAN DO IS GO "Hmm yes what unhinged behavior" AS IF YOU DIDNT STRAND ME IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE WITH NO FOOD NO FRIENDS NO FAMILY AND NO MONEY WITHOUT A WORD, WHILE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL DYING THRICE OVER AND GETTINF ASSAULTED AND INFECTIONS ON THE ROAD YOU WERE PARTYING AND SHAKING YOUR HEADS LIKE "Hmm such a tragedy" YOU. CAUSED. IT!!!! YOU KNEW MY SITUATUON AND ENCOURAGED YOUR CULT TO MAKE IT WORSE!! MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP I JUST WANTED TO TALK TO MY FRIENDS I APOLOGIZED 1,000 TIMES AND IT MEANT NOTHING, I TRIED TO TALK AND IT MEANT. NOTHING I JUST WANTED TO KNOW 1. IF RORY WAS OKAY AND 2. FOR BEAN TO STOP CONTROLLING AND ABUSING ME. YOU KNEW IT WAS ABUSE BUT YOU BACKPEDALED **HARD** BECAUSE IM NOT A GOOD ENOUGH ARTIST FOR YOUR CULT AND GROUP GHOSTED ME WITH NOTHING!!! YOURE AWFUL I TRUSTED YOU I DID EVERYTHING YOU TOLD ME TO DO AND YOU RUINED ME FOR LISTENING MAKE IT STOP JUST MAKE IT STOP MAKE THE PAIN STOP YOURE EVIL YOURE MONSTERS MAKE IT  STOP!!!?! IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER!!!! YOU POMPOUS PRIVELEGED ASSHOLE WILL NEVER HAVE TO EXPERIENCE 1/5TH OF THE HELLSCAPE YOU FORCED ME INTO

I feel dead inside (*^ω^)

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@oripoke *IM* THE ONE YOU OWE AN APOLOGY TO?!? YOU DEFEND THE HATE ATTACKS "not hate" WHEN IT WAS PAGES OF VILE CRUELTY TO SOMEONE ALREADY SUFFERING SO MUCH. IF SOMEONE WAS RAPED YOUR GROUP WOULD SAY SHE DESERVED IT "because she was being unhinged about it" YOU LITERALLY TORTURED ME YOU RUINED MY ENTIRE LIFE YOURE MONSTERS YOURE EVIL MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP PAIN PAIN 11 MONTHS NONSTOP TORTURE I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE YOU TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME MY HOME MY SAVINGS MY FRIENDS MY TRANS HEALTHCARE MY ARM MY DIGNITY MY BOYDRIEND HOPE MY CAT ESPECIALLY NY FUCKING CAT YOU MONSTERS?!?! MY FUTURE MY CRAFT YOU RUINED MY LIFE YOU RUINED MY LIFE KILL ME FUCKING KILL ME MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP!?!?!?! GHOSTED AND DIDNT EVEN TELL ME WHY IM FUCKING AUTISTIC NOBODY SAID A THING HOW WOULD I KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG??? I DIDNT DO ANYTHING BUT LOVE YOU AND LISTEN TO YOU UNTIL I COULDNT TAKE THE PAIN ANYMORE AND NOW THE ONLY THING YOU PEOPLE CAN DO IS GO "Hmm yes what unhinged behavior" AS IF YOU DIDNT STRAND ME IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE WITH NO FOOD NO FRIENDS NO FAMILY AND NO MONEY WITHOUT A WORD, WHILE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL DYING THRICE OVER AND GETTINF ASSAULTED AND INFECTIONS ON THE ROAD YOU WERE PARTYING AND SHAKING YOUR HEADS LIKE "Hmm such a tragedy" YOU. CAUSED. IT!!!! YOU KNEW MY SITUATUON AND ENCOURAGED YOUR CULT TO MAKE IT WORSE!! MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP I JUST WANTED TO TALK TO MY FRIENDS I APOLOGIZED 1,000 TIMES AND IT MEANT NOTHING, I TRIED TO TALK AND IT MEANT. NOTHING I JUST WANTED TO KNOW 1. IF RORY WAS OKAY AND 2. FOR BEAN TO STOP CONTROLLING AND ABUSING ME. YOU KNEW IT WAS ABUSE BUT YOU BACKPEDALED **HARD** BECAUSE IM NOT A GOOD ENOUGH ARTIST FOR YOUR CULT AND GROUP GHOSTED ME WITH NOTHING!!! YOURE AWFUL I TRUSTED YOU I DID EVERYTHING YOU TOLD ME TO DO AND YOU RUINED ME FOR LISTENING MAKE IT STOP JUST MAKE IT STOP MAKE THE PAIN STOP YOURE EVIL YOURE MONSTERS MAKE IT  STOP!!!?! IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER!!!! YOU POMPOUS PRIVELEGED ASSHOLE WILL NEVER HAVE TO EXPERIENCE 1/5TH OF THE HELLSCAPE YOU FORCED ME INTO

sickens me to my stomach. how dare this guy get to live my dream.

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@oripoke *IM* THE ONE YOU OWE AN APOLOGY TO?!? YOU DEFEND THE HATE ATTACKS "not hate" WHEN IT WAS PAGES OF VILE CRUELTY TO SOMEONE ALREADY SUFFERING SO MUCH. IF SOMEONE WAS RAPED YOUR GROUP WOULD SAY SHE DESERVED IT "because she was being unhinged about it" YOU LITERALLY TORTURED ME YOU RUINED MY ENTIRE LIFE YOURE MONSTERS YOURE EVIL MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP PAIN PAIN 11 MONTHS NONSTOP TORTURE I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE YOU TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME MY HOME MY SAVINGS MY FRIENDS MY TRANS HEALTHCARE MY ARM MY DIGNITY MY BOYDRIEND HOPE MY CAT ESPECIALLY NY FUCKING CAT YOU MONSTERS?!?! MY FUTURE MY CRAFT YOU RUINED MY LIFE YOU RUINED MY LIFE KILL ME FUCKING KILL ME MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP!?!?!?! GHOSTED AND DIDNT EVEN TELL ME WHY IM FUCKING AUTISTIC NOBODY SAID A THING HOW WOULD I KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG??? I DIDNT DO ANYTHING BUT LOVE YOU AND LISTEN TO YOU UNTIL I COULDNT TAKE THE PAIN ANYMORE AND NOW THE ONLY THING YOU PEOPLE CAN DO IS GO "Hmm yes what unhinged behavior" AS IF YOU DIDNT STRAND ME IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE WITH NO FOOD NO FRIENDS NO FAMILY AND NO MONEY WITHOUT A WORD, WHILE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL DYING THRICE OVER AND GETTINF ASSAULTED AND INFECTIONS ON THE ROAD YOU WERE PARTYING AND SHAKING YOUR HEADS LIKE "Hmm such a tragedy" YOU. CAUSED. IT!!!! YOU KNEW MY SITUATUON AND ENCOURAGED YOUR CULT TO MAKE IT WORSE!! MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP I JUST WANTED TO TALK TO MY FRIENDS I APOLOGIZED 1,000 TIMES AND IT MEANT NOTHING, I TRIED TO TALK AND IT MEANT. NOTHING I JUST WANTED TO KNOW 1. IF RORY WAS OKAY AND 2. FOR BEAN TO STOP CONTROLLING AND ABUSING ME. YOU KNEW IT WAS ABUSE BUT YOU BACKPEDALED **HARD** BECAUSE IM NOT A GOOD ENOUGH ARTIST FOR YOUR CULT AND GROUP GHOSTED ME WITH NOTHING!!! YOURE AWFUL I TRUSTED YOU I DID EVERYTHING YOU TOLD ME TO DO AND YOU RUINED ME FOR LISTENING MAKE IT STOP JUST MAKE IT STOP MAKE THE PAIN STOP YOURE EVIL YOURE MONSTERS MAKE IT  STOP!!!?! IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER!!!! YOU POMPOUS PRIVELEGED ASSHOLE WILL NEVER HAVE TO EXPERIENCE 1/5TH OF THE HELLSCAPE YOU FORCED ME INTO

"let men be friends" no they have to fuck each other raw

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@oripoke *IM* THE ONE YOU OWE AN APOLOGY TO?!? YOU DEFEND THE HATE ATTACKS "not hate" WHEN IT WAS PAGES OF VILE CRUELTY TO SOMEONE ALREADY SUFFERING SO MUCH. IF SOMEONE WAS RAPED YOUR GROUP WOULD SAY SHE DESERVED IT "because she was being unhinged about it" YOU LITERALLY TORTURED ME YOU RUINED MY ENTIRE LIFE YOURE MONSTERS YOURE EVIL MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP PAIN PAIN 11 MONTHS NONSTOP TORTURE I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST IM NOT INVISIBLE YOU TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME MY HOME MY SAVINGS MY FRIENDS MY TRANS HEALTHCARE MY ARM MY DIGNITY MY BOYDRIEND HOPE MY CAT ESPECIALLY NY FUCKING CAT YOU MONSTERS?!?! MY FUTURE MY CRAFT YOU RUINED MY LIFE YOU RUINED MY LIFE KILL ME FUCKING KILL ME MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP!?!?!?! GHOSTED AND DIDNT EVEN TELL ME WHY IM FUCKING AUTISTIC NOBODY SAID A THING HOW WOULD I KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG??? I DIDNT DO ANYTHING BUT LOVE YOU AND LISTEN TO YOU UNTIL I COULDNT TAKE THE PAIN ANYMORE AND NOW THE ONLY THING YOU PEOPLE CAN DO IS GO "Hmm yes what unhinged behavior" AS IF YOU DIDNT STRAND ME IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE WITH NO FOOD NO FRIENDS NO FAMILY AND NO MONEY WITHOUT A WORD, WHILE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL DYING THRICE OVER AND GETTINF ASSAULTED AND INFECTIONS ON THE ROAD YOU WERE PARTYING AND SHAKING YOUR HEADS LIKE "Hmm such a tragedy" YOU. CAUSED. IT!!!! YOU KNEW MY SITUATUON AND ENCOURAGED YOUR CULT TO MAKE IT WORSE!! MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP I JUST WANTED TO TALK TO MY FRIENDS I APOLOGIZED 1,000 TIMES AND IT MEANT NOTHING, I TRIED TO TALK AND IT MEANT. NOTHING I JUST WANTED TO KNOW 1. IF RORY WAS OKAY AND 2. FOR BEAN TO STOP CONTROLLING AND ABUSING ME. YOU KNEW IT WAS ABUSE BUT YOU BACKPEDALED **HARD** BECAUSE IM NOT A GOOD ENOUGH ARTIST FOR YOUR CULT AND GROUP GHOSTED ME WITH NOTHING!!! YOURE AWFUL I TRUSTED YOU I DID EVERYTHING YOU TOLD ME TO DO AND YOU RUINED ME FOR LISTENING MAKE IT STOP JUST MAKE IT STOP MAKE THE PAIN STOP YOURE EVIL YOURE MONSTERS MAKE IT  STOP!!!?! IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER IM NOT INVISIBLE I EXIST I MATTER!!!! YOU POMPOUS PRIVELEGED ASSHOLE WILL NEVER HAVE TO EXPERIENCE 1/5TH OF THE HELLSCAPE YOU FORCED ME INTO