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[ifwbillie]

hi i’m hitting u up baby

hiiiiiii i miss uu

[ifwbillie]

i miss you a lot.

yeah? well, im backk no more missing me angel I MISSED U TOO THO mwah

[ifwbillie]

hey woah.. who’s ur fav brit

hmmmm… guess

[ifwbillie]

i’m so gonna bite u

hello im waiting

[ifwbillie]

you’re such a cutie

nahh, you.

[ifwbillie]

i haven’t written in so long i feel like i forgot how ugh

[ifwbillie]

safe. (comfort) | b.e x fem!reader

a/n. hi guys im back (maybe)

you’re curled up in the dim glow of your room, drowning in the silence. the blanket is pulled tight around you, like a shield against something that isn’t even there. your phone lies abandoned beside you, the screen flashing with her name. again. and again.

you don’t check the messages. you don’t listen to the voicemails. but you know what they say.

where are you?

please talk to me.

i’m worried, baby.

your stomach twists. it’s not like you don’t want to answer her. it’s that you can’t. your thoughts are too loud, looping the same fears over and over until you feel like you might suffocate under their weight.

then—soft knocking. hesitant.

you don’t move, don’t say anything, but the door creaks open anyway.

“baby?” her voice is careful, like she’s afraid you’ll shatter if she’s too loud.

footsteps. slow and deliberate. you feel the bed shift as she sits beside you. she’s not touching you, but her presence alone makes the air feel different. warmer.

“you scared me,” she murmurs, almost to herself. “i kept calling. texting. i thought…” she exhales sharply, like she’s steadying herself. “i just needed to see you.”

guilt coils in your chest. you bury your face deeper into the blanket.

billie doesn’t push. she just waits. patient. steady. like she has all the time in the world for you.

after a moment, she moves. not abruptly. not forcefully. just enough to slip under the blanket with you, to exist in your space without demanding anything. her hand brushes against yours—barely there, an offering.

“can i hold you?” she asks, voice so soft it almost disappears.

you hesitate, but then, slowly, you nod.

and she pulls you in.

it’s not just an embrace—it’s an anchor. her arms wrap around you with purpose, like she’s holding something fragile but refusing to let it break. her heartbeat is steady against your ear, her fingers moving absentmindedly through your hair.

“i got you,” she whispers. “i always got you.”

your breath hitches, and she must notice, because she holds you tighter.

you don’t even mean to say it, but it slips out before you can stop it. “i’m scared.”

her hand stills in your hair. “of what, baby?”

you swallow hard. “of losing you. of you realizing i’m too much. that i think too much, that i feel too much.”

she’s quiet for a second. then—“hey,” she says, tilting your chin up so you have to meet her gaze. her eyes burn with something fierce, something unwavering. “look at me.”

you do.

“you are not too much,” she says, slow and deliberate, like she’s carving the words into the universe itself. “not for me. never for me.”

your throat tightens. “but—”

“no,” she cuts you off gently. “no buts. i love you, and i love all of you. even the parts that overthink. even the parts that get scared.” she presses her forehead to yours. “especially those parts.”

your eyes sting. she brushes her thumbs under them before anything can fall.

“you don’t have to fight this alone,” she whispers. “let me stay. let me help.”

you don’t trust your voice, so you just nod.

she shifts, pulling you down with her, molding herself around you like she’s trying to shield you from the world itself. her fingers keep moving—through your hair, along your back, tracing lazy circles into your skin.

“breathe with me,” she murmurs.

you do.

slow. steady. in sync.

the world is still heavy. your thoughts are still loud. but in her arms, they don’t feel so impossible to carry.

because she’s here.

and she’s not letting go.

[ifwbillie]

hi i love you

hi sweetheart i love you more <33

[ifwbillie]

ifwbillie too fr‼️

heheh 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

[ifwbillie]

Hi Mary :)

Dude I don't even know what you look like or sound like, but I KNOW you're hot ASF just by the way you talk.

Your writing is literally SO GOOD and so detailed and I RLLY appreciate your work!<3

heyyy! HGHJSJWthank you :)) and im glad u like it, fr

[ifwbillie]

so you hate me

shut up yk that i love you my pretty girl

[ifwbillie]

I miss your writing

hehe, i promise i’ll get back to writing ;))

[ifwbillie]

gotta get back to writing

[ifwbillie]

Hey- I just met you. And this is crazy but here is my blog let's be moots? maybe- sorry- ew- that was some corny aaaaaaaa- But also, like- seriously, i need besties so HMU pookie <3

heyyy ofc !!! <33

[ifwbillie]

hii!

heyy!! :)

[ifwbillie]

I’m doing good, I’m sorry if you’ve been going through it hun <3. Do you want to talk about it ?

no, no, im okay! and i’ll probably try to write today so im happy

[ifwbillie]

Hello love, how are you? :)

uhh my mood has been changing a lot, but i think im okay. how about you?

and thank you for asking <3