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YOU WERENT EVEN THERE YOUR HONOR

Shifting is so funny to me because your love for your friends and family really does exist in all realities. “I love you in any universe” has never been more real.

One of my favorite friends is Armin Arlert, and I remember when everyone was saying he should have died and commander Erwin should have lived was the biggest discourse online. And I was debating everyone in the comments and getting actually mad. And people would be like “bro he’s just a character calm down 🤓” But like no he’s not so keep his name out of your mouth.. you weren’t even there 😭😭😭

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Y’all I was at the grocery store and there was a guy working at the pharmacy and he looked EXACTLY LIKE ALISTAIR LORD HAVE MERCY HE WAS SO FINE

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The second you say you have it, you do. It’s that simple. Until the second you say you don’t have it anymore, you do. You need to stop looking for a 50 ass page essay on tumblr that will tell you the same exact thing, you’ve got the knowledge, now use it!!!!

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THIS IS SO REAL!!! Especially at Ostagar when Duncan is explaining the plan to us and alistair says he’s not putting on a dress and if you choose the option that says you would like to see him in a dress and he goes “for you, maybe. But it has to be a pretty dress” LIKE I KNOW ITS SILLY AND A JOKE BUT WHY ME WE JUST MET MAN

I still can't get over the fact that it may be very much possible that Alistair may have fallen in love with us from the very beginning given how easy it is to sway him.

He is quick to agree with us and quick to follow us no matter where we go. The out come after the first battle in the beginning of dragon age origins further proves my point because of the fact that he was actually worried for someone he met only a few days prior besides the fact that we are the only other grey warden that we know of in that time period. My poor boy Alistair never met a woman before. Grey wardens are taught to not get attached and I know alistair fell in love at first sight.

If Duncan had made it I'm pretty sure he'd tease him for it for sure LMAO.

In short: I'm madly in love with Alistair as he is with us. 😍

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Unironically the hottest thing a man can be is pathetic

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Does anyone else want to shift to a reality where it’s not different at all except you have all the monster high dolls bc they’re so expensive now. Like why is an original doll 200-300 😭

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Paladin Danse Headcanons

Always covered in grime, smells like oil and rusty tools. His hands are immune to moisturizer after years of scarring and roughing them through garage work. 

Has delivered children before. Hated every second of it, being the prude he is. But, he manages to keep his cool and get it done. He might need to puke for half an hour after, but hey, he’s never had either mother or child die, which is more than what most actual doctors can say. 

Can be pugnacious at times, but never heated. He’s not quite a contrarian, but if he sees a fault in a statement or something he disagrees with, you’re gonna want to take a sit, maybe grab a drink, because Danse’s only two social skills are Commanding Officer and Debating. 

That said, absolute pushover with someone he cares about. He will not argue or challenge in any possible way. While he hasn’t had a relationship, the way he goes soft and pliant at the first instance of someone appearing to care about him has led to many, many, many, toxic ‘friendships’. Cutler was the first person that didn’t want anything out of him. 

Great at sewing. His Brotherhood suit tends to rip at the shoulder and thighs, so he’s taught himself how to patch it up. His stitching is undetectable. You cannot tell the thing had a hole in it at any point in time. 

Good lord, covered in hair. Everywhere. Hair on his hands, hair on his shoulders, hair on his back, everything. He has never tried to shave or manscape, so it’s all from years and years of it just being allowed to grow. His beard and head hair are the only things he tends to, and only when they get too long. 

Really wants a tattoo, but he doesn’t know where he’d be comfortable getting it without leaving with a disease. He’d get the serial/dog tag numbers of Cutler and Krieg, maybe a half-sleeve with flowers. 

Isn’t afraid of many external things. Losing people, disappointing people, he has all the usual insecurities. But when it comes to phobies, he doesn’t have any that are crippling. He has very mild thalassophobia, but not to the point where he can’t go near the ocean. It’s more of a healthy caution mixed with “Way too big, no thank you”.

Hand-eye coordination is unrivaled. He has won so much money from people betting he can’t do the knife-game without looking. Scared the hell out of MacCready when he did it after humble-bragging. 

A general rule of thumb in the Brotherhood; if you’re under Danse and want to propose, you’d better talk to your lover and let him know that you’re both good with it. He’s known as the Objectioner after dozens of instances where he dragged one of his soldiers into a private space and chewed them out for proposing publicly and making a scene, without alerting their partner they were going to propose. Not only does it pressure their partner, it distracts everyone else who’s working and forces them into a role of audience to what could be a disastrously awkward conversation. 

Has run off people trying to offer Maxson a bride. Whenever another chapter starts talking about marriage and children, Danse is the first one there that starts punching the “He’s literally twenty” button until his fingers break. 

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Barbie (2023) ✦ Dir. Greta Gerwig

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About George Joestar II:

So I was talking to a few friends of mine on discord about my interest in George II, and I just wanted to sum a few things up:

Ignoring Araki and outside influences, one of the things that gets me about George is the complete mystery and silence surrounding him. In Canon, Joseph is compared to Jonathan all the time, no mention is made of George. In addition, Joseph, who is canonically very loving of his family has no photos of him. None. We see none around Speedwagon or Erina either. Once again, may I point out that George is only really mentioned by his death and his time as an RAF pilot, showing that being a pilot at least was big to George. The only items of his that Joseph has (I assume) are his aviator hat and goggles.

I've headcanoned before that George was (or at least grew) estranged slightly due to the strangeness of his family and Standard Joestar TragedyTM (still loving them though!!) Which is one of the reasons why nobody really has anything to say about him, both in terms of profession or even personality to or about his son, because nobody really knew him.

Idk, as the firstborn after the Joestar Curse began I just thought that it made sense for him to have issues with isolation just as the others had.

(I've heard a theory and read a few fanfics that Erina raised George in Tonpetty's Realm for safety because yeah, the fire at the Joestar Manor and Jonathan's sudden death with only his new bride and some Ogre Street Weirdo being the only survivors would have looked sus to Londoners no matter how nice and beloved Erina and Jonathan were. George being raised in Tibet and then having to accumulate to Strict English Society would have isolated him too)

This also could have tied into just how fiercely Lisa Lisa reacted to his death. Woman changed her name and cut all contact after killing his murderer, (girlboss!) they had to be close to each other.

Anyways, that's my rambling over. Obviously this is all speculation, it's much much much more likely that Araki just needed to go onto Joseph after Jonathsn and continue the story, bit I felt chatty today

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Because I was thinking about him, George II headcanons:

• More of a humorous thought: he broke every single rule in the British Airforce by accident and it was only then that the zombie/captain/Dio realised he was a Joestar and offed him.

•Whenever he had the opportunity, he preferred using Tommy guns to fire with. Just a neat little throw to Joseph

•He had long hair/curls before joining the military. Look, I just know that they make you cut your hair there, and the fact that G had curls is one i wholeheartedly resonate with

•Airplanes was always his interest in, even as a child. He just found them fascinating and was a total nerd over engineering

•The ocean freaks him out. He doesn’t really know why, but he did a lot of shit in the military just so he never had to fly overseas. He knew that his Father drowned but he doesn't know the full story, the sea just stresses him out instinctually

•Most of his close friends he made in the military

• Alignment Chart I'd say Prep-Nerd

•Got into a lot of fights over people saying that Speedwagon was too lowborn to be around them.

•In a Modern AU he'd be the kind of guy who could recite how to fix a microwave off the top of his head and them completely flunk it when trying to fix it himself. Good in practise, terrible in execution.

•He had the ability to use Hamon but unlike Jonathan and Joseph, before he died he never had the chance to release it

•Once Hamon was discovered there was a seriously freaky thing about research facilities and human experimentation that Erina fought to keep G away from and the SPW Foundation fought against

•As well meaning as Erina was she was almost overprotective towards George. She didn't want to loose him. He joined the military half because of duty and half to get away from All That.

•Alright, stay with me here: all thise old-school boarding places rich people get sent to in stories?

•George was sent to one. He poured hot soup over someone's head on his first day for saying that Robert didn't deserve his position

•He will fight a snek for disrespecting his family

•Artist! He loved drawing Lisa Lisa

•I feel like George did the drawings while Lisa Lisa preferred doing the actual painting and colours?? They would just run around London to the most craziest places to paint/draw

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THIS JUST IN: Danse would have a praise kink. Call him a good boy and he’s out COLD.

This has been danseinthefallout reporting to you live. More about this, at 6

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Fallout 4 companions as memes again 😇😇😇

Maccready

Cait

Hancock

Deacon

Nick

MACCREADY

Danse post BB

Deacon

Cait maxed affinity

Hancock

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Fallout 4 my fav companions as memes

TW first meme mentions suicide

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Sole @ danse

Cait

Maccready

Sole to any romanced companion

Deacon

Hancock

Romanced maccready

Cait @ danse

Cait @ sole

Danse

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Random fallout 4 companion headcanons :)

Deacon would have the time of his life with those really goofy royalty free songs that YouTubers use.

I feel like he would also use SpongeBob soundtracks like this one. It would piss Danse off so much.

LIKE TOU CANR TELL ME THAT WHEN DANSE IS COMPLAINING ABOUT SOMETHING DEACON WOULDNT PLAY THIS 💀💀

Moving on!!! If you went in public with MacCready to a bar or whatever he would definitely be the type to stop all conversation to listen to other people’s drama. MAJOR EAVEDROPPER

Mac’s fave prewar plant is moss

He’s a Pearl Jam fan I SAID WHAT I SAID

I feel like overtime as he grows closer to sole he would feel bad about the caps they first paid him, even when he gave them back after his personal quest. Then he would feel bad about all the (life-saving) favors they did. So he’d try to repay that back. I feel like his love language (either pre-romance or unromanced) would be gift giving. Not monetary wise but just random trinkets he found, snacks, ammo, etc.

I think that max affinity MacCready would move in with sole, regardless if he’s romanced or not because he has literally nowhere else except for that back room in goodneighbor. They would be bunk mates and he’d call top bunk almost immediately.

Danse has very dry humor, the reason why so many people within the brotherhood think he’s so humorless is because the joke flies right over their head.

Danse would also move in after BB because again, has nowhere to go and sole wants to keep an eye on him. Not that he’d mind. Would get annoyed with MacCready eating his food though. (Let’s pretend soles house in sanctuary has like 3 bedrooms instead of two)

I hate how people choose to ignore how soft Cait gets when sole gets max affinity. She’s so sweet in her own way.

Even unromanced, Cait’s max affinity with f!sole feels borderline homosexual (I’m a fan)

Thinking about how common messed up teeth would be because finding tooth brushes and tooth paste would be too much of a hassle, not to mention there’s barely anyone who can do wisdom teeth removal, not like most people could afford it anyway

Danse is touchstarved (who isn’t in the commonwealth) but him to the extreme. Hates touching other people or being touched. Most he’ll do is shoulder pats for when someone is going though any emotional moment. That’s IT. He’d only really warm up to affection through sole. He wouldn’t initiate and he’d be tense the first few times when sole does. He has to push through the discomfort because as uncomfortable as he is, he really does enjoy affection from sole.

His reluctance to initiate touch would get worse after BB because he feels like he doesn’t deserve it. He definitely needs it though. Hug him plz. He is a cuddlebug to his core. Sole has to initiate most the time but they can tell he likes it because he leans into it. (And he doesn’t tell them to stop) But he does get a lot more jealous when sole touches someone else in front of him.

Lowkey feel like LOWKEY THOUGH that Danse would go through jealousy and possessiveness issues after BB. It would be weird because he feels like sole would do better without him and deserves someone better BUT he also doesn’t want to lose them because they’re all he has left. Clingy in a subtle way and gets super anxious when they leave on missions without him.

When did this mostly become about danse 💀

Hancock is really well read. Has read lots of classic literature like Frankenstein and Dracula. Loves Edgar Allen Poe. I think his favorite story would be Tom Sawyer. Would also LOVE Shawshank redemption.

I think if sole got close to Hancock, he would allow them and even enjoy them calling him Johnny.

Cait mentions Freud in the game, which is really funny but unexpected. She enjoys reading about science more then she lets on. Of course she’s no curie when it comes to interest in science, but I think she knows a fair bit about psychology and biology.

She also is one of those people who claim they don’t really care, but enjoys taking in the small things, like the sound of tree leaves in the wind as she sits outside, a good warm meal, a comfy bed, etc. she learned an appreciation to keep herself sane when she was younger.

I HATEEE how some fallout 4 writer’s completely destroy Cait’s character. Writing her as a drinker (after her quest) and a person without feelings. Like she’s sober of ALL things. That’s literally what the addiction-ending machine does. If you wrote her as an alcoholic BEFORE her personal quest then that rant wasn’t directed at you 😇 She also does have feelings and can be quiet sympathetic at times. She’s selfish and that can come across as cold but she’s not emotionless like come on y’all.

Anyways rant over 😇😇😇

MacCready is such a goofball I love him

Goofy ass smile

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you make the rules, stick to it

i don't like making huge posts to explain in detail everything, because you don't need that. you got it, you know what you got to do now, so just do it.

if people keep telling you to get off tumblr, do it. there is a reason to that, you know it. stop absorbing every little informations that you find here and there. you don't need that. you know what you got to do now. do it.

here's a simple resume of what you need to know to manifest your dream life:

it's your reality

you are more powerful than the whole universe has ever been will ever be

manifestation is instant

the 3d doesn't matter and will conform instantly

why ? because you make the rules. you choose if it's now or in 1 week. you choose if you see signs or not. you choose your reality

you are more than the universe. the universe is within you, and you control every single little tiny mini micro detail of it.

done. go do your thing now.

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I SHIFTED FOR THE FIRST TIME !!!!  (as detailed as a shifting blogger can be but scroll down for the juicy part)

Hi, Hello, my beautiful beautiful readers! It's your favorite blogger Evie again and I don't know where to begin 😭 You've read the title so you know damn well what this post is about, and I am freaking over the moon to say it finally happened!

"So how did you shift?" Is most likely your very first question, and I promise I will answer it, but not without giving you full context on what led up to this magical event (or just scroll down in case only the shifting part concerns you)

so as I mentioned in my last post I had been in this state of not putting any effort into my shifting attempts anymore and basically treating shifting like any other of my manifestations: that it will happen on its own, if I simply want to.

⇣the post in question in case you're interested⇣

"Did it work?", you may be wondering. It did not. It might work for other people, because some points I made in that post still apply to me, but the idea of just counting on it to happen on its own didn't really work in my case. This being said, just because it didn't work for me, doesn't mean it can't work for you, and if you are an advanced manifestor who has complete trust in the law, this mindset might even be yours to apply.

Ever since I posted this, some days went by and my typical shifting-cycle repeated. I didn't shift after being so confident I would, and then the realization hit hard and I became severely demotivated. I even told my shifting bestie I was about to give up and lucky for me she motivated me and gave me back my faith. Speaking of faith: I had been noticing that certain angel numbers kept reoccurring in my life. The numbers being 1237 and 119. These numbers seem random, but 12:37 is the time my niece was born and 11th of September is my birthday. (yes I was born on 9/11, no not in the year that it happened, but two years later which is basically irrelevant information but it's a little fun fact about me.) I always thought the universe was showing me my birthday, up until I googled both of these numbers and realized they both mean something among the lines of "keep faith and trust in the universe". And lucky for you I did.

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Then on Monday I had a doctors appointment, and being bored in the waiting room I opened Tumblr. My feed was full of law of assumption content and I actually took the time and read through them all, and I reposted the ones I felt like gave me a lot of insight. Now to the freaking craziest part of all of this. (okay not true but it sure meant the world to me). I wake up in Tuesday and see that THE @astra-nomy reposted my post about the newest shifting tip I had found, and not only that, my comfort-shifter @multiversebaddie not only liked one of my posts, BUT FOLLOWED ME BACK. All in the same night and even right after another. CAN YOU IMAGINE WHAT THAT DID TO ME????? I was like no, nope you guys, I can't not shift if my favourite shifting and loa bloggers fucking found out I existed. (APHRODITE FOLLOWS ME I CANT COMPREHEND THAT). Plus @lavender--fairy commented on the post mentioned earlier, and her post that I reblogged, was the one who actually gave me the key to shifting. Hell yes. I mean I knew what I needed to know from other bloggers anyway, but her post actually brought me back to the correct mindset.

✧THE ACTUAL SHIFTING EXPERIENCE AKA THE REASON YOU ARE READING THIS IN THE FIRST PLACE✧

so now it is Wednesday. I never really talked about what DR I am shifting to, and I mentioned it somewhere on an old ass post but to put it as briefly as I can: my DR contains a certain group of YouTubers, and I am shifting so I can be friends with them. Now they post videos on Wednesdays and due to the time difference I get to watch them at 11:30 pm, so basically right before going to bed. I went and grabbed a quick shower and then I laid in bed and started doing what I was always doing: affirming. But due to me being me this quickly turned into overthinking and overcomplicating EVERYTHING which is why I stopped, went back on TikTok to clear my thoughts a little and then returned to my attempt.

✨ THE METHOD ✨

☞ I laid in a position most comfortable to me and I started imagining myself in my DR making myself ready for bed. In my head I reminded myself of the thing that I was able to remember due to @lavender--fairy 's post: The 4D is the real reality, and the 3D is only the translation of your inner thoughts. meaning: if I can visualize it, I am already IN it.

☞ Along with me imagining my DR-me doing what I did, I always reminded myself (affirming if you will) that if I can imagine it, I am in it. I purposely chose the Visualization of me doing things I was already doing in my CR day-to-day because you can feel the moment so much better and ground yourself in that reality way easier than imagining me climbing a mountain since I never did that.

☞ I was making myself aware over and over again, that the imagination is the real reality and that if I can imagine it, I am in it. For as long as I was trying to fall asleep. I even moved and rearranged my position constantly, imagining that I was my DR-me doing the same thing. I really just emerged myself in that visualization and started feeling what ever I did, because essentially that's how manifestation works. You don't need to worry about the 3D, and you don't have to feel like you're lacking something. You imagined it in the 4D, so you already did it silly!

☞ In combination to that I never forced myself to stay focused on my DR. Because as mentioned in this post below, you are supposed to let you mind do its own thing in a way, because you can't shift If you are too aware of what you are trying to do.

✨ THE MOMENT ✨

I found myself in this weird state between falling asleep and still being conscious enough to see and understand what you are envisioning. So I was technically awake while it happened. I didn't visualize my DR anymore, instead my mind went into a completely different direction and I saw myself buying milk with Harry Styles. No I did not even script him into my DR, this was just my brain doing brain things. Nonetheless I was still affirming that if I can see it, I am in it, and suddenly I felt myself getting pulled. I heard a little whooshing sound and I literally zoomed out of my body. I was standing in a dark corridor and I could see an open door in the distance with a little something happening in the room it was leading to but I was too far away to see what was happening. Suddenly the corridor started spinning and I felt myself getting pulled into a whole different door. I gained consciousness in this unknown room, but I couldn't tell where I was, or what I was seeing, because it was just dark in there and my eyes had no chance of adjusting quickly enough. I panicked and before I could even comprehend it, I knew I set the intention to shift back to my CR. I got pulled back into this mysterious corridor and shoved into another door by some weird energy and I opened my eyes back in the CR. I know it wasn't a dream because this whole zooming out, the mysterious energy sending me from door to door and the random dark room felt way too physical for it to be a dream. I could literally feel myself in this corridor as only a "being" of some sort, but definitely not as a human with a physical form. From the many success stories I have read regarding shifting realities, I have noticed that many shifters do not reach their desired reality on their first try. Almost every shifter that has talked about shifting mentioned that their first shift was weird and to a strange, undefined reality. (@multiversebaddie shifted to a random ass classroom for example)

✨ ADVICE TO TAKE AWAY FROM THIS EXPERIENCE ✨

I believe I shifted when I did, because my mind was in this gloomy state between conscious and unconscious, which ultimately made me believe myself on the spot when I told myself the affirmations I mentioned earlier. I did not doubt them and that's probably why the void state is such a powerful state to be in, because even if I wasn't, I imagine it to be very similar to this.

Another thing, that won't hurt you is educating yourself on the law of assumption. I know it helped me a lot and I believe that people who struggle with shifting, would benefit if they understood the way manifestation worked because ultimately manifestation and shifting is the same thing.

If you read everything from top to bottom: I love you. If you are doubting shifting, your ability to do it, or wether or not it is real: I can guarantee you as a first-person-witness: not only is it real, it's something every single dingus out there can achieve! And if I can help you in any way, shape, or form: don't be afraid to ask.

I send a lot of love and a lot of positive vibes to everyone reading this! I had been waiting to do this post ever since I created my blog and I still can't believe that I finally got to do it 😭

Yours in every reality

Evie <3