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☠︎︎✞Wʜᴀᴛ ᴀʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ sᴋᴇʟᴇᴛᴏɴs ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄʟᴏsᴇᴛ ✞☠︎︎

𝑊𝑒𝑙𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑠𝑡 𝑃.𝐴.𝐶 , ℎ𝑜𝑝𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑠

𝑇𝑜𝑑𝑎𝑦’𝑠 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑠 𝑚𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑓𝑜𝑐𝑢𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢’𝑟𝑒 𝑐𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑓 𝑡𝑜 𝑜𝑟 𝑟𝑒𝑓𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑐𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤𝑙𝑒𝑑𝑔𝑒, 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚, 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑤 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑎𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑐𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑒𝑎𝑙 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑖𝑡

✞ 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞 ☻︎

𝑃𝑖𝑙𝑒 1. 𝑃𝑖𝑙𝑒 2. 𝑃𝑖𝑙𝑒 3.

Right of the bat I started feeling anxious, nervous like I had something to say but wasn’t sure if I were supposed to. Your skeleton pile 1 has something to do with saying how you feel, you have trouble expressing your emotions for fear of being looked down on or looking like a fool. It’s like you’re so scared of people actually knowing exactly how you feel so you prefer to just ignore your emotions. You’re more comfortable living in a certain way even if it’s in a toxic situation because you’re scared of facing reality could be incessant daydreaming or freezing up and going cold. I’m hearing some of you are this way because you felt unheard as a child, wasn’t exactly taught how to positively process their emotions so now they hide behind this tough logical exterior.

Due to repressing your needs and emotions as a kid, this skeleton of yours is suffocating your inner child. I’m hearing you feel isolated and alone most of the time and you actually long for someone to talk to about your issues but can’t because you fear them brushing you aside and being vulnerable.

Being vulnerable was something you weren’t accustomed to or wasn’t accepted in your homes. It’s like a competition there I’m hearing. Do you also put out this facade of being this carefree and joyful person out to the world?

Making everyone believe so even when you’ve got so much baggage on, loneliness, feeling like no one truly understands you. I’m hearing you’ve got a smile that could light up the whole room and a heart that’s so pure it’s been tampered with so many times.

I see that people outside don’t really know, not even close friends know about how you truly feel sometimes. To them you’re so carefree and happy like you haven’t got any problems. in fact you’re like this bright and assertive person that everyone looks up to. I feel like maybe some of you have a single friend or a really caring friend who says if they knew about these problems they’d be more than glad to talk it out with you and offer you a solution that’ll give you that mental clarity. I keep hearing “hey lemme take that heavy baggage you carry all the time off you so you could actually shine as bright as you need to”. You fear that if this skeleton of yours were to leak through it could cause a strain on your image? Hnmm

Unfortunately you won’t be taken seriously if the general public were to find out about your skeleton, I feel you’re in a toxic environment that expects you to be strong all time, it’s like everyone knows you as this carefree person that’s got no issues and as this assertive leader, that such a thing would make them think you’re weak or lazy. This brave image contradicts this scared one I see, you’re not always strong or confident in fact you’re scared of a lot of things and these stem from problems you had in your childhood that were dismissed. so you surround yourself with people to fill that gaping hole that hurts even more because they don’t exactly have the best interest at hand for you, I’m hearing, you don’t talk to them cause they’d ridicule you and call you lazy and sensitive for expressing your concerns.

I feel this facade could start cracking and your moods may start dwindling or do at times, it’s like you forcefully try to hold your sensitive side back and it causes an imbalance within you and eventually you lose control. That if this isn’t worked out. you’d continue chasing wrong relationships that don’t fulfill you .I’m hearing that some of you have a mom that repressed her emotions a lot so you picked that up from her. Also that you could become cold and materialistic as a way to cover up how disjointed you may feel about yourself

To release this skeleton I’m hearing you need to go within yourself and start listening to your intuition, like having some needed alone time to rediscover yourself and explore your subconscious. Pay attention to how you feel and don’t dismiss your emotions, accept them instead of rebutting it. Learn to let go of past hurts by working on it and understanding why you feel a certain way about it.

My advice to you is that you should embody the death card, let go of what doesn’t accept you or work for you or anyone who shuts you down for speaking. You need to accept your emotions and understand that they aren’t a hindrance. I advise you to know your upbringing and past wasn’t your fault and will never be but you can be that needed change in your life that’ll say NO to this. the ball is in your court now. Leave that toxic environment or engage with them less, drop the facade and allow yourself to feel and don’t shun yourself for doing so. Bottom deck energy shows the 7 of wands. Which talks about standing up for your beliefs and resisting. Be protective of your sensitive heart, fight for what you feel inside and most especially resist the urge to shut your emotions out.

𝑃𝑖𝑙𝑒 2 : 𝐶𝑎𝑔𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑛 𝐴 𝐹𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑓𝑢𝑙 𝑀𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑦

( 𝑙𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑔𝑖𝑐, 𝑡𝑖𝑟𝑒𝑑, 𝑢𝑛𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒 , 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑡, 𝑎 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑓 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦’𝑣𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑦 , 𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑢𝑝 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑖𝑚 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑔𝑢𝑦𝑠 𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑘 𝑎 𝑙𝑜𝑡 , 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑦 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛 ☠︎︎)

𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑖 𝑓𝑒𝑙𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑑, 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑠𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑏𝑒 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑙𝑦.

From the start I’m picking up on feeling secure when surrounded by material things or people they cherish to the point of being clingy or possessive as a way to avoid going within, aha earthly things are used as a distraction to avoid dealing with stress, do you guys sleep a lot ? Or do you use food as a way to fill up your heart?. I just heard you lot might hate sharing. Your skeletons could be hoarding things and being too controlling of everything that goes on in your life , did you experience a chaotic situation that made you feel this way?

These skeletons have made you guys paranoid, it’s like if you share your things with others they might take it from you? ‘All your hard work ‘. I just heard for example you’ve got only one best friend and you’re jealous of their other friends cause you feel they’d eventually be taken away from you. People do notice this at times and end up either feeling smothered or irritated cause it feels like you’re trying to tell them how to live but you see it as just being cautious.

Now not all is bad however if people did know about this skeleton, actually it’s coming across as you saying if people knew about this skeleton, some bad bunch might try to manipulate you? Like coerce you into giving them your hard earned items , could be your time, love or even money. It’s like you’ve experienced being lied too and taken advantage before or you were in a toxic situation that took a lot from you whilst putting on this sweet facade just to gain something from you. It’s like you’re saying you’re surrounded by two faced people and that such a skeleton can only be handled privately where you can have mental clarity.

To free yourself from this skeleton I’m hearing that you’ve got to learn and compromise, let go of your need to control and share your problems with a trusted friend, I feel you’ve been hurt in the past so it makes you extra wary. Accept change and understand that’ll it’ll rain sometimes but it doesn’t stay forever. Let go of being strong all the time so that you can relax and find that inner peace you yearn for. Start your journey by forgiving those you hurt you by letting go of the pain.

My advice to you is to find a balance,gain clarity and learn how to get out of your head sometimes. Know who to cut out of your life and keep those who actually deserve to stay, a difference between being protective and smothering. Stop with your excessive worries and learn that what is meant to stay will and what isn’t would naturally fall out. Bottom deck energy however shows me that you’re actually a really fun and carefree person who’s still exploring the world, the page of wands shows a curious person who’s still very cautious

Okay I’m hearing you come across as sweet and naive to people but underneath that exterior you’re pretty stern and stingy 💀 with your possessions and time, so that could be part of the reason why you’re on edge it’s a defense mechanism but hey remember to find that balance ✨

𝑃𝑖𝑙𝑒 3:𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑢𝑏𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑚𝑎𝑠

(𝑟𝑖𝑐ℎ 𝑖𝑛𝑛𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑, 𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑟𝑔𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑐, 𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑙𝑦, 𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑠𝑦, 𝑐𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑘𝑠 𝑗𝑜𝑘𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑜𝑚 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠, 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑏𝑙𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑐, 𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑐)

𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑠𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑖 𝑓𝑒𝑙𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑠𝑡 𝑑𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑛𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑠𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢

Wow this pile feels much lighter and clearer than the previous 2, the other two felt a bit hard to read cause they’re quite reserved internally but here y’all are so chatty, I even started listening to music? , you guys are emotional like really soft hearted and deep people. Your minds are so extroverted, I’m hearing you’re not as chatty on the outside but the inner world is different. Y’all’s energies are so jumpy it makes me want to smile, are you guys overthinkers? Cause I’ve been drifting from one thing to the other.

To start I feel you guys are very emotional people on the inside, your skeleton could be anxiety and mental blocks, like a lot of mental blocks. You’re quite nostalgic and you go within yourself a lot, I heard “I hate solitude but I need it to relax at times cause I hardly do”. You fear change and letting go of things (even pain too cause at times pain holds some precious memories) you conceal how you feel a lot but I feel your face doesn’t really hide it. You appear cool and collected (that introvert look) but your mind is totally different, noisy even. I’m hearing it doesn’t shut up. You release pent up energy by doing something artistic. Singing ? Dancing? Painting ? I’m hearing it’s a medium to ground your anxiety.

I’m hearing this skeleton affects you by making you scared to move and let go of things that keep you blocked from taking any action. Your intuition is strong but you need to stop doubting yourself. You’re literally so smart don’t let anxiety stop you from moving.

I feel because of your mental blocks and at times pessimistic view on things people may find it hard to work with you, it’s like they just want you to relax and trust the process,trust that you’d be successful but they feel you can’t cause of your mindset I’m hearing “stop worrying and just live!!”. Take some risks cause it’s through taking one that your life can have a major change.

I feel that if others found out they’d immediately want to give you advice , guide you and protect you. You mean a lot to them and they recognize so much potential within you that they just want to be there to lead you to a calmer state of mind. I’m hearing a lot of people love and cherish you but you can’t see it cause of your mental blocks that kinda strain your friendships but luckily they understand and wish that you’d one day be more free

I hear that you’re very selfless and you deal with majority of your problems on your own so if nobody found out it won’t be a huge thing. You just tend to overextend yourself to people to people who you feel are in need. I’m hearing very kind and does so to avoid anyone else experiencing the pain you felt in your past. You hide behind this cheerful giver attitude to avoid dealing with the gloom you feel inside.

To free yourself from this skeleton is to have hope, nurture your inner world more and start learning how to take charge of your life, dream higher but set mini goals to accomplish first so you don’t get into a mental block. I’m also hearing talk to friends and don’t be anxious or shy. Just surround yourself with people who make you feel confident in yourself and accepted

My advice to you is to let go of the past, past hurts and painful memories that you feel are important and need to stay no honey that’s called baggage 💀. Life is a cycle and growing pains are never easy I feel like life flashed before your eyes and now responsibilities are catching up, so you feel like holding on to something familiar to ease the transition even it wasn’t the best. Accept change like our rotating earth. life moves like that constantly. Just cause you were sad today doesn’t mean it’ll last forever. Just belief and you’d see the sun shining Bright awaiting your return.🌼

The bottom deck energy is the Magician which shows that without the mental block, you’re actually a master manifester a person with so much potential and warmth .so don’t stress over things that are out of your control just be free like a bird pile 3 ✨

𝚃𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚙𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍ing

𝙱𝚢𝚎 -𝟺𝙽𝙶𝙴𝙻✞

#pile one no way #notice how it said mom specifically.😀😀

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