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I know, from the very first day that I saw her. She's the woman He sent to me to be my “help meet” in life.

She means the world to me, I love her so much and I hope to spend the rest of my life proving that to her.

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May mga bagay sa mundo na darating sa punto na hindi mo na kaya, na masasabi mo sa sarili mo na “Pagod na ako", nahihirapan nako sa sitwasyon, nauubos na ako”. Lahat ng tao may hangganan, lahat ng tao nauubusan ng pasensya, napapagod. Ang hirap kapag na sa ganitong sitwasyon ka.

Pero mas mahirap at mas masakit pala kapag sa pinakamamahal mo ito narinig, "Pagod na ako".

Adi, hinding-hindi mo maririnig sakin yan.

Dahil alam ko ang pakiramdam ng sabihan ka na "Pagod na ako".

Hinding-hindi ako mapapagod sayo, dahil ikaw ang pahinga ko.

Payapa ang puso palagi lalo na sa twing tayo ay magkapiling.

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Nakahimlay tayo sa higaan at habang pinagmamasdan ang iyong mukha. Kaligayahan sa aking puso ay naguumapaw na hinding-hindi matutumbasan ng kahit na ano pa man.

Aking kasiyahan makapiling at matanaw ka, sa araw araw ikaw ay makasama. Mayayakap sa tuwing may dinaramdam at makasamang tumawa sa kaligayahang nadarama.

Walang katumbas na kagalakan ang ikaw ay mapasaya at maalagaan. Makapiling sa bawat segundo ng paghihirap, maipadama ang pagmamahal na iyong ibinigay ng walang alinlangan.

Adi.💚

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You are the representative figure of an ideal woman.

“Girl you're every woman in the world to me.”

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I pray that this love we share may continue to grow and last forever. 💚🥺 Let Christ be the center of it all. 

We’ll be married soon.  💍⛪

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I thank God for giving me a person (Adi ko 💚) to love who is beautiful inside and out.

ANG GANDA GANDA MO, LOVE! 😍 💚

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"Adi, tama na muna.” "pahingahin mo muna ako."

Panandaling huminto ang aking mundo. Nagtatalo ang aking isipan sa mga katanungan. Parang unti-unting gumuho ang ating mga pangarap. Tila may malaking batong biglang dumagan, Sa puso kong biglang kumirot at nasaktan

Hanggang sa pumatak ang mga oras. At kinain nito ang natitira kong pahinga. Tinangay ako ng mga paa ko palabas ng kwarto. Papalayo, papunta sa kung saan hindi ko alam. At eto na nga muli akong lumakad-lakad. Isa-isa ko na binalikan ang ating mga alala.

Habang patuloy ko na naririnig ang salitang... "Adi, tama na muna.” "pahingahin mo muna ako."

Para bang wala akong magagawa ng mga sandaling iyon, kundi ang titigan na lang ang mga larawan mo.

Para bang bukas ang ikaw at ako ay muling babalik sa pagiging isang estranghero.

Para bang hindi ko na muling matitigan ang iyong mga mata, mahahawakan ang iyong mga kamay, o maramdaman muli ang mga yakap at halik mo.

Para bang hindi ko na masisilayan ang mga ngiti sa iyong mukha at maririnig ang halakhak ng iyong kasiyahan. Para bang ayaw mo na akong makita o marinig man lang.

Hindi ko kayang malubog sa labis na kalungkutan.

Dapat sinulit ko ang mga sandali na kasama kita. Katulad ng pagtitig ko sa mga mata mo, tapos dadamhin ko lang ang bawat segundo na lumilipas.

'Yung hindi ko iniisip kung anong mangyayari pagkatapos non; kung makikita ko pa ba ulit yun o kung huli na ba.

'Yung hindi ko iniisip ang mga susunod na mangyayari dahil ang iniisip ko lang kung paano ko masusulit ang sandali na kasama ka.

Kung paano ko masisiguro na kung huli man 'yon, wala akong pagsisihan.

Hindi pa ako tapos... Sinisigaw ng puso ko ang "Isa pa", Nagmamakaawa para sa isa pang pagkakataon.

Magsimula tayong muli, Adi. 🥺 MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA!

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Kabisado ko ang hulma ng iyong mukha Ng iyong mukha Kaya’t alam kong may problemang dinadala dinala Pagtakbo mo ay pigilan lumapit ka pakikinggan kita Ikwento mo sa akin Tahan na tumahan ka

Kahit di mo sabihin Kahit ‘wag mong aminin Damdamin mo’y mararamdaman ko rin

Nandito ako sa iyong tabi Pupunasan pupunasan Nandito ako sa iyong tabi Pupunasan pupunasan ko Ang mga luha mo ang mga luha mo

Nababasa ko ang iyong mga ngiting ‘Di naman tunay na ngiti Nakikita ko ang iyong mga matang Pilit na nag-kukunwari

Kabisdo ko ang hulma ng iyong mukha ng iyong mukha Kaya’t alam kong may problemang dinadala Lumapit ka

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January 12, 2022

Because I'm waiting for you Waiting for this dream to come true Just to be with you Remember these lines I'm always here, guarding your life Guarding your life

Mahabang panahon bago magkaroon ng ikaw at ako... ng TAYO. 

Isang pagkakataon na hinding hindi ko malilimutan, hinding hindi ko sasayangin.

Marahil maliit na bagay sa iilan ngunit para sa akin isa itong biyaya mula sa Panginoon.

Matagal ko na hinintay magkaroon ng pagkakataon na palagi kitang makasama.

At sobrang espesyal ng bawat segundo, minuto, oras at araw na kasama kita.

Dahil isa itong pangarap na nabigyan ng katuparan.

Isang panalangin na tinugon ng Panginoon.

Bawat araw na kasama kita, ay ang mga araw na hinihiling ko sa Kanya na sana wag ng matapos pa.

Mahabang panahon at matagal ko hinintay na marinig sayo ang salitang “Mahal kita. I love you.”

Hindi ako magsasawang sabihin na mahal kita. 

MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA, REN 💚 Wilrene. Wewe. Nay. Renren. Love. Adi. Eliana. Mahal ko.

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January 10, 2022

Adi: Anong nararamdaman mo? Sabihin mo.🥺 Adi me: Nahihirapan ako. Nalulungkot ako. Nasasaktan ako.

Nahihirapan ako. Hindi dahil sa ngayon ko lang nalaman. Kundi dahil ayokong umuwi at iwanan ka na ganyan ang nararamdaman mo. Nalulungkot ako. Hindi dahil sa matagal mo itong ikinubli. Kundi dahil sa bawat pagpatak ng luha mo nakikita ko ang pagkalugmok sa iyong mga kwento. Nasasaktan ako. Hindi dahil sa hindi ko matanggap ang nangyari sayo. Kundi dahil magisa mo na pinasan ang bigat sa puso mo. Nahihirapan ako. Nalulungkot ako. Nasasaktan ako. Dahil magisa mo na tiniis ang paghihirap, ang kalungkutan, at ang sakit. Nahihirapan ako. Nalulungkot ako. Nasasaktan ako. 

Dahil...

Nahihirapan ka. Nalulungkot ka. Nasasaktan ka.

Adi: Anong nararamdaman mo? Sabihin mo.🥺 Adi me: Hindi ako nainis. Hindi ako nagalit. Hindi ako nadismaya.

Hindi nagbago ang pagtingin ko sayo. Hindi nawala ang respeto ko sayo. Hindi nabawasan ang pagmamahal ko sayo.

Adi me: Adi, mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal kita! 💚😭 Adi me: Adi, ng mga sandaling yon hindi ako nagalit o nainis sayo. Adi me: Hindi ko naramdaman yon, sa katunayan habang isa-isang lumalabas ang kwento sa iyong bibig...

PAGMAMAHAL ANG KATUGUNAN KO, PAGMAMAHAL LAGI ANG TUGON KO. ANG PAGIBIG KO PARA SAYO, ANG NANGIBABAW SA PUSO KO. 💚😭

Adi, sa tulong ni Lord malalagpasan mo ito, malalagpasan natin ‘to. KASAMA MO AKO. Sa biyaya at habag ni Lord, makakalaya ka na sa nakaraan mo na iyan, mapapatawad mo ang sarili mo. PINATAWAD ka na Niya. SIGURADO YON, KAYA GIRLFRIEND NA KITA AT BOYFRIEND MO NA AKO. KAYA TAYO MAGKASAMA NGAYON,  KASI NAKINIG AT SUMUNOD TAYO SA KANYA! NAGTIWALA TAYO SA KANYA!

Adi, hinding-hindi kita iiwan. Magko-cover tayo “SUKDULANG BIYAYA”. Magpo-propose ako! Papakasalan kita! Magkakapamilya tayo! Apat ang magiging anak natin! Magkaka-apo... SABAY AT MAGKASAMA NATING PAGLILINGKURAN SI LORD HABANG-BUHAY! 🙏💚😭

YOU’RE MY ELIANA 💚😭

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January 09, 2022

We’re all going through soundless battles we don’t want to speak about, shady stories we don’t want to tell.

I know, it must have been so tough, dark, and traumatic on your part while keeping, hiding, and containing it from yourself for a long time. But you’re not alone because throughout I know God is with you, He’s fighting alongside with you.

Yes, we made wrong decisions in life and people may condemn us for our shameful act but you managed to see our Father in heaven during those dark moments.

You managed to seek His presence so that you can go back to His light and redeem yourself through His love, grace and mercy.

You are not a failure! We are His masterpiece, a masterpiece in progress.

I will always listen and hear your heart with understanding, compassion, and love!

I want you to know how blessed I am to have you in my life and I thank God for bringing you to my life. You gave a new meaning to my existence. “HINDI KO NA MA-IMAGINE ANG BUHAY KO, KUNG WALA KA.”

So please stop entertaining thoughts that I am leaving you for that I will never do that. It won't ever happen. 

I will never leave you!

I will always be your support, protector, companion, shopping buddy, best friend, boyfriend.

I will always be your soon-to-be fiancé, home buddies, husband, the father of our future kids, the grandfather of our future grandchildren.

I will always be your ADI.

I will never leave your side. I will always be here for you.

No matter what may come in our way, regardless of how rough our paths.

We’ll be together always! I’ll journey with you.

I love you so much! 💚

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January 05, 2022

I wish I could hug you right now, I wish I could hold your face in my hands and kiss your forehead so softly.

Please be patient with me, stay with me in spite of how difficult I’m making it for you. I may not be a perfect man, but I'm praying to be the best man for you. I will never leave you. I will never get tired.

There will be no period in our relationship because you're my God given partner. I'm happy with you and contented. 

Thank you for loving me and caring me unconditionally.

iloveyousomuch 🥺💚

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January 04, 2022

Sa twing tayo ay nagkakasagutan, dalawa lang ang aking nararamdaman: labis na kalungkutan at pagaalala sayo. 

Parang malalaking patak ng ulan ang palitan ng mga salita natin. Kasabay nito ang pilit ko na pag-pigil ng mga luha na unti-unting naiipon mula sa aking mga mata, ang sakit na dahan dahan na nabubuo sa aking puso.

Huminga ako ng malalim at binasa ang ating mga sagutan at pumatak ang unang luha mula sa aking mata.  Nagsimulang tumulo ang mga ito, hindi ko na mapipigilan pa.

Sinabi ko sa sarili ko, "Patawarin mo ako."

Sana hindi nalang namumugto ang mga mata pagkatapos umiyak. Nang sa gayon, hindi mo makita na dumaan ako sa kalungkutan. Nang sa gayon, hindi mo maramdaman na nasasaktan ako. Ayaw kong ipakita na nalulungkot ako sa harapan mo. Hindi dahil sa ikinahihiya ko ito, ayaw ko lang na malungkot ka din. Dahil lamang sa mga luha ko. Dahil mas nalulungkot pa lalo ako. Alam ko nasasaktan ka rin at nahihirapan.

Sa twing tayo ay nagkakasagutan, dalawa lang ang gusto ko na sabihin sayo: PATAWARIN MO AKO AT MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA.

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It's been 1,462 days since this heart of mine heard your voice.

I want to make this day extra special so I asked you for a date. It may not be extravagant, not as expensive as the other suitors do for their special someone, but before I prepare for this, I prayed hoping that I'll take you home with the sweetest smile on your face.

I’ll never forget the day you said “it’s not yet my season”.

It broke my heart thinking of all the memories we could have had, the dreams we could have achieved, the places we could have traveled, the things we could have shared because in that moment, I knew that of all the people in the world, there was only one I wanted to be with. And that is you. But that was okay because that’s the answer I’ve been asking to the One who orchestrate this. 

I chose to wait hoping and praying that one day we will see each other's worth as we undergo this process.

I’m still amazed and will always be grateful; that the heavens gave me this privilege to express my worth for your heart, that I will spend time talking to you every day and all night about our families, about our dreams, encouraging each other about our struggles and burdens, giving reasons to smile when we are down, that I will be staring and watching you how your smiles reveal your beauty I can’t think of the right words to tell how lovely you are every time you laugh and when you wake up every morning.  

All I am certain of is that I want you to stay that way.

I know there’s nothing so distinct about me. I made wrong choices and I still do seldom. I entered wrong doors, chose the wrong paths, took the wrong turns, and gave so much disappointment to the ones I love even to you.

Still, you slowly opens your life and your soul for me to know you more and deeper.

Here I am, sitting beside you holding your hand while your head is laying on my shoulder, standing right by your side while your head is leaning on my chest, walking alongside you and you’re clinging to my arms.

Here I am, sharing stories with the most captivating girl in the world, and listening to your past is one of the greatest moments of my life so far. Some of them were joyful, some of them definitely less so but most of them made you to be His daughter, majority of them makes my love for you to grow even stronger, it makes me plead even more to the Most High for His blessing and guidance.

I am so blessed, seeing something exceptionally that slowly unfolding before me with every word, with every truth, with every answered prayer each and every day.

Here I am…

Pleading to your heart, coz you're the only girl I want to be with in serving Him and for the rest of my life. Will you please be my girlfriend?".

Okay. Sige! 💚😭

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November 12, 2021

I been laying all night Waiting for your call Waiting for you coming, running back to me again

It was supposedly a good day, an exciting day for both of us, for we will see each other again today. I'm going to pick you up. We will walk towards the end of this crowded street, telling stories about yesterday’s events, illustrating how each day drains us, makes us feel exhausted, makes us laugh and smile, unfolding how we long for each other’s presence.

We will walk towards the end of this crowded street, and all the weariness in our minds and hearts gradually disappears…    because we’re holding each other hands,    because you’re leaning into my chest,    because you’re clinging to my arms,    because throughout I’m just staring at your eyes.

My nerves were too cheerful to see you and tell how much I miss you every single day that passes by but the very moment I opened my eyes from a deep rest is also the very moment I’ve felt again the coldness in your messages, I’ve felt that you closed the door because you don’t want to be suffocated. And I admit, what we’ve had was to draining and it’s all my fault. Forgive me I don't want us to feel that way, like we’re stuck on a never-ending game of tug of war, pulling the rope away from one another, defending our own. We’ll journey together and at the same time we’ll grow together, helping each other.

To the girl I love the most. 💚 Love is patient, love is kind and does keep a record of wrongs. Please forgive me. ✌️😥🥺

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October 23, 2021

How you love the things I hate about myself That no one knows, but with you, I see hope again Oh, I’m a mess When I overthink the little things in my head You seem to always help me catch my breath But then I lose it again When I look at you, that’s the end And why do I get so nervous when I look into your eyes?

I know there’s nothing so distinct about me. I made wrong choices and I still do often. I entered wrong doors, chose wrong paths, took wrong turns, and gave so much disappointment to the ones I love even to you. 🥺😢

My past is not a good story to tell. But here I am, sitting beside you while holding your hand, sharing stories to the most interesting girl in the world.

How blessed I am? 💚✨

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October 29, 2019

Masaya ako kapag naiisip kita at kahit na alam kong masyadong suntok sa buwan, hayaan mo sanang itago ko sa likod ng mga inipong kantang ito ang pagibig ko para sayo.

Isa ito sa paraan para ipakita ang pagibig ko para sayo, kahit hindi mo alam.

There are songs that takes me to a certain place, time and remind me of someone so dear to my heart when I close my eyes and listen to them.

Songs that inspire me to be patient and never lose hope no matter how shallow my chances are in this time of waiting.

Songs that encourage me to give everything, to kneel boldly before His throne, and to prove that I am worthy of your love.