running the table.
what you thought would be as a boring, week-long stay at your parentsâ house takes a turn when your brotherâs best friend shows up. (wc: 17.6k)
đđđđđđđ. jb5 x reader.
đđđđđ. fluff, smut â mdni! brotherâs best friend trope, sneaking around, slowburn ish?
đđđđđđđđ. cursing, drinking, mild spoilers for the great gatsby and the secret history! explicit nsfw content: unprotected sex, fingering, oral (m & f receiving), dirty talk + more
đ/đ. first reupload from 888bear! those pool table pics could not have come at a better time. happy reading! (or re-reading <;3)
The last thing Jude wants after a long day of traveling is a swarm of fans in his hotel lobby.
After a particularly rough argument with his mother and a far too clingy air stewardess, the only thing that would ease his growing headache is time to himself.
âJust turn back round, Iâll find another place to stay,â Jude says to the driver in the van. He leans his temple against the tinted windows and watches as the man pulls out of the hotel entrance now packed with screaming teens and bright camera flashes.
As the crowd alongside the noise starts to shrink in the distance, Jude feels like he can breathe again. Out of sight, out of mind. With an exasperated huff, he leans harshly on the seat behind him, making his frustration a point. His fingers tightly grip the seats, eyelids closing as his head tips back to face the ceiling.
Air fills his lungs, peace at last â but he still needs a place to stay for the week. Judeâs eyes shoot open to face the black velvet interior of the Mercedes.
Jude reaches for his phone in his pocket, instinctively dialing a number heâs punched many times before.
âHey, whatâs up? Dâyou land yet?â The voice of his best friend, Marcus, rings in his right ear.
âHey. Yeah, not too long ago.â Jude rubs his eyebrows with his free hand, trying not to remember how even more hectic the airport was compared to the hotel. âSlight issue, though. They found me.â
âAhh, the fans?â Jude nods like Marcus can see him, kissing his teeth. âI donât know what to tell you, mate. Whole city loves you.â
âIf they really did theyâd let me sleep in peaceâŚâ Jude trails off, his tone letting his best friend know he wasnât fully serious.
A chuckle escapes from the other line. âReally? Theyâre at the hotel? Did you make it in one piece to your room?â
âMy room? Nah, I canât be arsed. I just told the driver to turn back round.â A heavier laugh escapes this time.
âSo? Where to? Any other hotels in mind?â Marcus questions. Judeâs finger taps the leather surface of the car handle a few times as he looks out into the distance.
âNot⌠really a hotel, no. I was actually thinking if I could stay at yours for the week.â
When Jude thinks of Marcusâ house, he remembers the smell of sweaty football kits and freshly trimmed grass. He remembers the sound of boisterous laughter past midnight followed by the nagging of his best friendâs parents. Itâs a house that holds memories for teenage Jude. Now, an adult, he canât even remember what the living room looks like.
âIf thatâs fine with you, I mean, I donât know if your parents are home orââ
âOf course itâs fine. And no, my parents are out of town for the week. Itâs just my sister visiting, do you remember her?â A breath of relief escapes Jude knowing he has a place to sleep tonight, his mind too occupied that the last bit of Marcusâ sentence became barely audible to him.
âHm? Oh, yeah, her.â After more small talk and a final thanks, Jude ends the call and slips his phone back into his pocket.
His best friendâs house is nothing in comparison to the glamor of the five-star hotel Jude had originally booked, but maybe it was karma for going against his motherâs wishes who, in her own words, felt it was too much even for someone like him. His mind continues to drift deep in thought as he sways with the car through the streets of his hometown.
It takes a few more minutes of thought-drifting for Jude to finally grasp the last of Marcus' words.
Do you remember her?
Jude tries to. He recalls a girl walking into the kitchen whilst he and his friends were sitting at the dinner table, quiet, and disappearing without him noticing. He remembers opening a door halfway as heâs occupied with his phone, only to be stopped by Marcus gripping his wrist.
The extent of his memory only reaches those cloudy recollections. Jude shakes his head, the presence of a third person in the house shouldnât be all that of a nuisance.
The views in the window take Jude straight back down memory lane as it morphs from a metropolitan borough to streets he knows like the back of his hand. He leans forward to tap the driver on the shoulder, abstractly pointing to his right.
âTake a right here.â
âTo Stourbridge, sir?â The driver glances at Jude, who had returned to lean on his seat.
âYes.â
Heâs home.
Nothing in your mind could come closer to a perfect summer vacation than a week-long getaway to Portofino, toasting champagne glasses on yachts and checking out hot Italian men by the docks. Unfortunately for you, your brother had successfully convinced you to come home to Birmingham instead, for the price of a couple hundred quid and a few favors to complete in the future.
Itâs only been a few hours since you landed in your hometown from Spain where youâve been studying for a semester. The chilling weather that greeted you the moment you stepped off the plane reminded you how happily youâve been enjoying your time away from homeâ but the sight of your brother at the gate reminded you maybe just how much you needed it.
Youâre deep into a book youâd found under your childhood bed when a series of rapid honks catches your attention. A quick check out the window reveals a black van with windows that are too dark to see whoâs inside, a car that couldnât have possibly belonged to anyone you knew.
Your brother, Marcus, was halfway down the hall when you left to check the commotion. Thereâs a smile present on his face, his pace eager with every step he takes closer to the stairs.
âWhoâs that?â Marcus holds on to the stair railing to turn in your direction.
âA friend.â
âWho?â
âJude, you remember him.â You donât. Marcus is in disbelief as he realizes the look on your face shows precisely that.
âGod, really? Jude, the loud one. He who used to come over with the rest of the boys. The one who moved to Germany, seriously?â Marcus proceeds to name the other five or so boys he used to hang out with, all of whom ring a bellâ except for Jude.
Marcus clicks his tongue and starts walking down the stairs. âWhatever, youâll have to get used to him.â
You move to lean against the railing, watching your brother from the top of the stairs as he reaches the front door. âUsed? What do you mean used to him?â
Marcus looks up to meet your eyes. Your head was tilted in confusion, arms folded against your chest.
âHeâs staying over for the week.â With a turn of the doorknob, Marcus is out of the house, but that doesnât stop you from interrogating him further.
âWhat?! You said you were alone in the house.â Your brother doesnât seem interested in your words as his footsteps get further away from the door. After a few unsuccessful calls of his name, you went back into your room with a roll of your eyes and an annoyed grunt.
Part of the reason you agreed to come home was Marcusâ insistence on how heâd âdie of boredom aloneâ and âwould get murdered by a serial killer if no one was in the house with himâ (his own words) over the hour-long phone call you had. The presence of a third person in the house, and a stranger at that, means youâd sacrificed a glamorous Italian summer for nothing.
Soft footsteps echoed closer to your door before it loudly swung open, causing the book youâd continued reading to fall on your face.
âCan you knock?â you hissed.
âYou wanna say hi to him? Jog your memory?â Marcus pays no mind to your sour grimace as you set the book down and pushed the loose hair from your face.
âNo, Iâll be too busy to look at flights to Italy tonight,â you snap back. Marcusâ hands fall to his sides, hitting his thighs with an audible thud.
âOh, come on! Itâs just Jude!â
âTo you heâs just Jude! Heâs a stranger to me! If Iâd known you werenât actually alone for the week I wouldâve never said yes to this. I couldâve been on a yacht by now!â As you spoke, you sat up straight until you sat on the edge of your bed, feet flat on the carpet.
Marcus raises his hand, eyes widened in offense. âOkay, first offâ thatâs rude. I canât believe that youâd choose a yacht over your big brother.â
âIâd take the yacht any day,â you interrupt.
âAnd second,â Marcus speaks a little louder, preventing you from saying more, âI was alone when I called you last week. Jude called, like, 10 minutes ago. What was I supposed to say, no Jude, you canât stay at my place, my sister hates you.â He lifts his hands in defense, theatrically moving them around to mock you. His face falls flat once the gimmick is over.
âWhatever,â you state, unamused. âIâll go downstairs when I feel like it.â
You heard the slightest fine escape from Marcusâ mouth as he leaves your room. You left the book to your right untouched, instead opting to use your phone. You werenât joking about those tickets.
The living room Jude remembers from his childhood memories looks nothing like the area heâs standing in now. It had been upgraded to a foyer, complete with a swirling staircase and a chandelier dangling off the ceiling.
âLooks exactly the same as it did, yeah?â Marcus playfully nudges Judeâs elbow, chuckling at his friendâs awed expression.
âWhenâd your parents get it renovated?â Jude looks over his shoulder to see Marcus locking the door, fumbling with the keys in his hand.
âErm⌠not too long after you moved to Dortmund.â Marcus pulls the keys from the lock and pockets them, making his way over to Jude. âBut nothingâs changed too much, so donât worry.â
âI ordered food for dinner, it should be here any minute.â Marcus explains, hands on his hips. His eyes dart to the suitcase in Judeâs hand. âOh, and you can put your stuff in the guest bedroom.â
It feels weird for Jude to stay in a room in this house that isnât Marcusâ or in the living room with the rest of his mates, but times have changed, and heâs gotten older. The guest bedroom will have to do in the meantime.
Jude takes half a step to the stairs before turning back to Marcus. âWhere is it again?â
âJust down the hall on the second floor. Youâll find it.â
When Jude finishes hauling his luggage to the top of the steps, heâs greeted with a singular hallway and five doors, all identical to each other. It seems like Marcusâ parents had no interest in signs when decorating the house, and their son doesnât like going into specifics.
Jude tries the first door on the left side of the hall, knocking twice. Thereâs no response. He turns the knobâ the door is locked. Four more doors to go.
He moves to the door across from it. Once again, he knocks twice and is met with no response. He turns the knob, and the first thing he sees is a womanâs bare back.
Youâre halfway through pulling the sweater over your head, arms tangled and your face hidden under the fabric. The cotton shorts underneath cover just about as much skin as underwear wouldâ or even less, as Jude can see your black panties peeking from behind.
Judeâs frozen. The spatial awareness from his footballing experience fails to show up as his brain tries to formulate a plan to leave as quietly as possible, albeit at the pace of a snail. He can only watch as you tossed the piece of clothing to the side, picking up a t-shirt.
The angle makes it impossible for Jude to see your exposed chest, but it does mean his face (thanks to his much taller frame) is now in the mirror. Your eyes meet his in the reflection, and you hurry to cover your front with the shirt in your hand.
You turn around, shrieking as you back up into the mirror. Only the sound of your voice makes Jude whip his head in the opposite direction.
âWhat the fuck?!â You stress every word, anger coursing through your veins. âWhat the actual fuck?!â
âI-Iâm sorry, Iââ
âDo you men not know how to fucking knock?!â Your voice only grows louder with every word, watching as Jude finally slams the door shut.
âIâm so sorry. Itâs just, I knocked and I, I didnât hear anyone answer so I thought this room was empty,â Jude explains profusely from behind the door. Heâs still there. For a second, you thought you had sent him running downstairs.
After ridding yourself of the pajamas from earlier and putting on a semi-decent outfit, you open the door to find him leaning against the wall across your door, head hung low in shame. He almost flinches at the sound.
This must be Jude.
âWell itâs not, is it? And you shouldâve left the second you realized,â you said, sternly. Judeâs posture is that of a child being scolded by his mother, but youâre sure heâs older than you.
âFucking perv,â you murmur. The phrase doesnât make Jude feel any less guilty.
âI thought it was the guest bedroom. Your brother didnât tell me which door it was.â
You pointed at the farthest door down the hall. âThe last one, on the right.â
With a quick thank you under his breath, Jude pulls his suitcase closer to his body and walks as fast as his legs would allow him. Your eyes remain on him even as he opens the door with shaky hands, and lingers until heâs closed it.
Whoever this Jude was, if this was the person youâd be stuck with for the next week, youâd rather sleep at your neighborâs.
âAlright!â Marcus exclaims, dragging out the word. You see him ruffle through a big plastic bag at the dining table, setting down both of your dinners.
You see him take out a third. Oh right, Judeâs dinner too. Jude.
The sound of his name in your head is enough to have your forehead creasing, grumpily plopping down on a chair as you pick at your food.
Marcus catches on to your pissed-off demeanor, tugging at your hair. You slap his hip in retaliation.
âCan you at least try to not act suicidal because Jude showed up?â he teases. You debate telling him about the incident earlier but decide otherwise. It wouldâve been embarrassing on your end, too.
âI couldnât care less about him.â Marcus lets a slight chuckle escape his throat.
âThat is a shocker. You know most girls your age are on their knees for him? Theyâd probably kill to be in your spot right now.â Whatever your brother is referencing, you donât catch on to it.
âWhy? Is he famous or something?â
Marcus sits next to you, picking up a fork to eat. He looks at you with an expression that just reads, really? You canât tell if heâs taking the piss.
âJude!â Marcus beckons, arms raising to invite him over. Speak of the devil.
Jude doesnât have his head hung low this time, giving you a clear view of his face. You canât hide itâ heâs gorgeous in every sense of the word. The white tank top he has on does not help with your growing attraction, showcasing his toned biceps, almost glowing underneath the soft lights. He briefly looks around the table before sitting across from you.
An elbow pulls you out of your trance. Marcus has a precautionary look on his face.
âDonât glare at him,â he whispers.
You shake it off and go back to eating your dinner. Youâre relieved he thought you were glaring at Jude when you were actually checking him out.
Dinner went on, the two men catching up with each otherâs lives as you ate quietly. Jude is insanely attractive, you finally decide. Itâs ridiculousâ you wanted this man dead 20 minutes ago. But he has a twinkle in his eye and a charm in his smile that makes you forget every bad thought youâve had of him.
Half an hour and three full stomachs later, youâre left alone in the kitchen to clean up. You wipe the glass surface of the dining table clean with a washcloth, getting every last spot. A light touch to the shoulder makes you jolt and turn around, leaning back with your palms flat on the table.
Itâs Jude. For the second time that night, heâs shown up just as you were thinking about him. He sees your startled reaction and takes a small step back, akin to a human trying to protect themself from a wild animal.
Judeâs lips curl into the friendliest grin he could muster. âI donât think I was able to get a proper introduction. Iâm Jude, by the way.â His hand reaches out for a handshake, testing the waters. You accept, taking his hand into yours.
âY/N. Iâm Marcusâ sister.â
âI know.â Judeâs grin has grown into a visible smile. Youâre not sure which is more distracting; his eyes, or the fact that his hand is much larger than yours.
âAnd I⌠want to say sorry for blowing up in your face earlier.â You retract your hand and continue wiping. âI was already in kind of a bad mood, Marcus mostly.â
Jude lets out a breathy laugh. It was a sight to see this humorous and relaxed side of the girl cussing him out not too long ago.
âTell me about it. Heâs been pissing me off since he came out the womb,â Jude teases. A louder, more unabashed laugh escapes you. He thinks youâre gorgeous when youâre smiling.
âSo, JudeâŚâ you trail off, trying to get used to his name on your tongue. â...what brings you to our house?â The youngster opts to lean against the wall rather than sit on the table you just cleaned. âMarcus told me the decision happened last minute.â
Jude scratches the back of his neck. âYeah, well, I have this event I have to do here.â
âEvent?â You remember Marcusâ hinting that Jude mightâve been famous and slowly come to the realization that it mightâve been the rare few times he wasnât joking.
âYeah. Just a pop-up store for Adidas, they want me to stay for a bit. Fans will come over for photos, sign some autographs.â
âFans? What are you, famous or something?â Jude cocks his head, chewing on his bottom lip. Youâve decided to take your brotherâs word for it, but want to see just how far alleged celebrity Judeâs ego went.
Jude blows raspberries and flashes you that same toothy grin that has your cheeks heating. âYou could say the whole city loves me,â he echoes your brotherâs words before you two share some laughter.
Once the table is clear of packaging and spotless (a result of overly scrubbing the surface from not wanting to end the conversation with Jude), you moved to sit on one edge of the living room couch, Jude trailing behind you like a lost puppy. He sits on the opposite edge, stretching all 6â3 of his body on the cushions as you brought your knees to your chest.
âBut, why couldnât you stay at your own house?â you question.
âWell, the whole familyâs moved out now. Mumâs always lived with me in Germany, and my younger brotherâs in Sunderland with my dad. We sold the house not too long ago,â Jude explains.
You bite at your pinky nails as he explains, a habit youâve tried way too many times to get rid of. An absentminded activity to youâ you donât catch Jude shuffling in his seat as he watched your pretty pink lips enclose the tip of your fingers.
âWhy a week, though? The eventâs only for a day, no?â Jude blinks rapidly to clear his head.
âI miss home.â Jude shrugs. âIâve been traveling nonstop since December. All the times Iâve been here since then, itâs with my family. Now Iâm alone, and I was hoping to really let loose, you know?â
âTo do what?â
âI donât know, actually.â He looks abstractly beside him, running his hand up and down his biceps. You start to wonder if someone turned the heating up in the room.
You hear footsteps grow closer as Marcus steps into the living room. âOh hey, looks like you finally decided to say hi,â he teases, referring to you. You roll your eyes in response as he stands between you and Jude behind the sofa.
Marcus turns to his best friend. âWhenâs the event, by the way?â
âTomorrow, why?â Marcus groans under his breath.
âI have work. âDunno if I can take you then, mate.â Just as the boys share a moment of silence to think of a solution, Marcus remembers youâre in the room. He glances at you fiddling with the hem of your shirt before turning to Jude.
âY/N can take you!â Your head shoots up to look at your brother, eyebrows furrowed. You then turn to look at Jude with a much softer expression, mouth agape.
âWhat?â you protest. Marcus folds his arms, nodding in satisfaction.
âShe can drive you there. Plus she could use the time out of her room for once,â Marcus snarks. You shove at his hip in retaliation. From the corner of your eye, you swear you can see Jude stifle a laugh watching you two bicker.
Marcus leaves to go back to his room not long after, leaving you and Jude alone again. âYou canât drive?â you ask, tone heavy with disbelief. Jude can only purse his lips before morphing them into a childlike smile.
âYouâre older than me!â
âAnd Iâm much busier than you. I just havenât had the timeâŚâ he says trailing off, guilty, like heâs formulating an excuse in his head as he goes. You bite the inside of your cheek, shaking your head.
When the sky turned pitch-black, you two decided to call it a night. You both have places to be tomorrow morning, anyway. Your conversation only continues as you walk up the stairs, joined by the hip, only stopping once you were in front of your door.
âGood night, Jude.â Your voice comes out mellow as you speak, music to his ears.
âGood night,â he replies, watching as you disappeared behind your door. He stays frozen in place for a few moments, only moving when he hears another door open down the hallâ Marcusâ door.
His best friend doesnât fully leave his room, his hand still lingering on the doorknob. The dim light from within Marcusâ room provided the only source of light in the dark hallway.
âWas that my sister?â he asks. Jude gulps, acting as nonchalant as possible.
âUh⌠yeah. She just went to bed.â A factual statement, but hiding so much underneath.
âWhat are you doing in front of her door?â
Jude hopes Marcus canât see how scared he is from where heâs standing. âWas just talking.â
âHuh.â Marcus pauses briefly before speaking again. âIt better just be talking,â he ejects before closing the door shut.
Jude lies on his bed in hisâ or his friendâs, he should sayâ room, staring unblinkingly at the ceiling. Whenever he closes his eyes, he sees the bare silhouette of the girl sleeping three doors down from him.
âYou know, usually itâs guys who drive girls around.â Youâre leaning against the hood of your car, watching as Jude walks out your front door. Heâs locking the door with one hand while juggling a water bottle, his phone, his wallet, and his headphones in the other. Thereâs a smirk evident on his face as he walks over to you.
âGood morning to you, too,â Jude teases. He clambers into the front seat and you follow suit, buckling in the driverâs seat next to him.
You were up and ready by 7 am to take Jude to the pop-up store. Marcus was already out of the house by then, leaving you and Jude alone.
Speaking truthfully, last night really changed your perspective of him. Who you thought was some perverted douchebag quickly turned into a charming, irresistible gentleman. You also couldnât resist doing a little digging before you slept; you learned he was a footballer and for Real Madrid at that. Football never piqued your interest, but even you knew that people from around here playing for them is far from a common occurrence.
The more you went looking, the more a part of you felt the need to suppress your desires for him. Not including the 10+ million followers on his Instagram, it seemed like everyone in the world collectively agreed that Jude Bellingham is a player. It didnât take long for you to find a clip of his former teammate, Giovanni Reyna, proclaiming on camera that he wouldnât let Jude near his sister. The comments were flooded with thousands of people cracking jokes at his playboy demeanor.
To top it all offâ you were the younger sister of his best friend. Could he even see you the way you saw him? If Marcus found out that you as much found Jude attractive, he would shut you down instantly.
But Marcus isnât with you two today. Heâs on the other side of town.
You arrive at the shopping mall where the pop-up store was situated, parking in the basement. Jude was told he had to enter through the back entry as his whole appearance was a surprise.
âThanks a lot for the ride,â Jude says as he unbuckled his seatbelt. You flashed him a small smile, doing the same.
âOh! Yeah, by the wayâŚâ Jude turns to look at you, your bottom lip caught in between your teeth as you look at him inquisitively. âDo I just, wait for you? Or do-â
âYou can come with me,â Jude interrupts. He jumps out of the car and starts walkingâ and this time itâs you whoâs trailing behind like a lost puppy.
âOh, okay, cool,â you mutter. Judeâs looking around the area, almost like heâs searching for someone.
âOf course. If anything happens to you, Marcus will never forgive me.â
You furrow your eyebrows at his words, Jude watching in amusement as he chews on his gum. âIâm an adult, I can take care of myself thank you very much,â you state.
Jude lets out a fake haha before his hands ruffle through your hair to make a mess of itâbest friendâs little sister.
You two keep walking until a suited man approaches Jude, shaking his hand, then yours. He introduces himself as a representative from Adidas whoâs in charge of the pop-up event. The man, who you soon learn is named Henry, leads you and Jude down a series of hallways and stairwells to avoid the main area packed with people.
âThe storeâs almost full already,â Henry informs as you trail behind the two men, who are walking much faster than you. âThey canât wait to meet you.
As Henry keeps talking, you learn more about this pop-up store in question. Itâs a one-day exhibit that turned the Adidas store in the mall into âstore twenty-twoâ, selling exclusively Judeâs new Real Madrid home kits and his signature cleats. Henry explains how Jude will get a chance to surprise unsuspecting fans and give out autographs to buyers.
Eventually, all three of you end up in an empty room. You could hear the sound of chattering and camera flashes on the other sideâ youâre next door to where all the commotion is.
âWeâre in the employees-only room right now,â Henry says. âThe door leads to the photo booth area of the event. Jude, when I give you the call, youâll go out there and surprise everyone.â
Henry was now talking to his walkie-talkie almost nonstop in the corner of the room. You opt to sit down in a vacant seat, scrolling through your phone to no luckâ there was barely any service in the area. Just as you put it back in your purse, Jude took the seat next to you.
You watch as he stares blankly at his feet, silent. âHowâre you feeling?â
Judeâs eyes meet yours, laced with a tinge of worry. âJust normal,â he replies impassively. Youâve forgotten that heâs probably used to this by nowâ hundreds or even tens of thousands of fans anticipating his presence.
You turn to the door where Judeâs supposed to walk out, hearing where the crowd only gets louder. Itâs not an easy life to get used to.
âJude! 3 minutes until go time,â Henry calls from the other side of the room, hand already gripping the door handle. Judeâs patting down his clothes, trying to put on the best appearance.
âHey, Jude.â You tap his shoulder, earning his attention. His head leans closer to the point where you can feel his breath fanning dangerously close to your face. You take your hand in his, interlocking the fingers, and Jude subconsciously forgets how to breathe as you do.
You lightly squeeze on the flesh, bringing the back of his palm to rest on your cheek. âGood luck.â
Itâs only once you let go that Jude feels the air entering his lungs.
â...and he signed autographs for like two hours. Then he had to do some media for Adidas and that was it, really.â
Youâre back in your bed after the pop-up event, retelling the story to Marcus on the phone. Heâs still held up at work but will be back soon, in his own words.
âWow. Seemed like a busy day.â
âNah, I was just chilling.â
âFor Jude, I meant.â
When Jude was finished surprising the lucky few fans in the photo booth before the news spread, you were able to weasel your way out of the cramped room and sneak off to the side. The store was probably nearing its capacity, and there were still more people outside.
As Jude carried on with his duties, you took the time to aimlessly stroll through the small makeshift Jude-centric store. A pamphlet catches your eye, tucked away behind the vibrant white and gold of the Real Madrid home kits.
From Birmingham to the BernabĂŠu, it read. Your eyes glazed quickly over the text, moving to put it back.
A sudden burst of camera flashes goes off on the opposite side of the room, earning your attention. Jude is gently stroking the crown of a small child, his head buried in his arms as heâs crying. You can see Jude lean in, whispering soft encouragement in the fanâs ear, fingertips dancing through his hair like heâll break if he dares go any less gently. Jude lets go of the child, beaming as he squeezes in a personal handwritten message on the jersey.
âThere was a kid who was crying when he went to get his kit signed.â
Marcusâ laughter fills your ears. âThat mustâve gone well.â
âNo, heâsâŚâ You fiddle with the pendant dangling off your neck. â...heâs really good with kids.â
After you end the call with Marcus, you spend your evening going through your collection of books. A part of you feels disappointed you never kept up with your avid reading habits once you moved out for uni, and hope this will serve as a reminder to do. You make a mental note to yourself to pack some books for the trip back.
Youâre halfway through a chapter in The Secret History, a book you last read far too long ago to forget the storyline, when the dinner bell downstairs rings. Some food would be great after a long day, but your brain tells you it needs to find out how the group kills Bunny. As a result, you drag your feet, taking long, drawn-out steps out of your room as your eyes are glued to the novel.
The dinner bell rings again, briefly invigorating your movements. Bunny shows up unexpectedly. You take your first step down the stairs. Henry takes one for the team. Your feet move faster, the adrenaline unable to be stored solely in your heart. Bunny laughs at Henryâs advances, blissfully unaware of the true nature of their meeting. Youâre halfway down the stairwell when you stop walking completely, your heart beating out of your chest.
Bunny asks Henry what theyâre doing. The adrenaline is back, and youâre jogging this time around. You make it to the ground floor and into the kitchen. Henry takes a step forward. And the first part of the story ends.
An intense gasp leaves your throat, eyes still on the page.
âWhat?â a voice calls. Itâs not the one you were expecting.
You lift your eyes to find Jude by the dining table, shocked at the noise. Slamming the book shut, you stumble over your own words at the sight.
âJude! Oh, I thought you were Marcus,â you explain, adding a polite chuckle for good measure. The aroma of something grilled hits your nose before your eyes register the meal in front of youâ roasted salmon and the creamiest mash youâve seen in your life.
âWhoaâŚâ you murmur, taking a seat. Jude pushes a plate closer to you, and it only looks more delicious up close. âI didnât know you could cook.â
Jude scoffs and picks up his utensils to slice into the fish. âItâs nothing fancy. And I really hope you donât mind me using some of the things in your fridge to make this.â
Your fork slides like a knife through hot butter as you pick up a morsel of salmon to eat. The taste has you moaning, already going in for a second bite. âOh my god, not at all,â you praise. Jude looks away for a moment, feeling his face get hot.
âYou didnât have to do any of this, you know,â you say in between bites of the mash.
âThink of it as a thank you, for earlier.â Your head tilts in confusion.
âFor the ride, and for dealing with allâŚâ Judeâs hands abstractly move in circles in front of him. â...of that, for four hours.â
You flash him a small smile. âAll I did was drive.â
âAnd all I did was cook,â heâs quick to respond. Fair play.
You shove the fork into your mouth, relishing the way the salmon almost melts on your tongue. âGod, Jude. Youâre so good at this,â you sigh.
It takes a lot for Jude not to choke on his water.
God, Jude. Youâre so good at this. The words echo in his head as he looks over to you, focused on finishing your plate, unclear of the effects it has on him. He looks at the way your eyelids flutter shut as you bite, the way your tongue swipes across your pillow lips to catch any remaining seasoning.
Youâre so beautiful. Youâd be so easy to ruin. Jude squeezes his eyes shut in hopes of the thoughts dissipating.
Judeâs presence beside you doesnât go unnoticed. Your eyes are glued to his biceps as they flex when he goes to lift his fork. When he reaches over to grab a napkin, his chest is so close to your face that you can smell the remnants of his cologne. His knee occasionally grazes your thigh, and you donât dare move away when it does.
âCan I ask you something?â Jude asks. Both your plates are cleared and heâs doing his part in washing the mess he left behind while cooking. You decide to stay with him in the kitchen, feeling uneasy if youâd left so early.
âGo for it,â you reply. Thereâs a pause before Jude answers. He just needs an excuse to keep hearing your voice.
âWhyâd you gasp like that earlier?â He hears you giggling through the sound of running water and scrubbing porcelain. Even better.
âI was just⌠reading this book. Itâs called The Secret History.â
âWhatâs it about?â he questions. Just from the tone of your voice earlier, he can tell heâs hooked you into a topic that could leave you talking for hours.
âA group of friends at a university with a very dark secret.â You move to stand next to Jude by the sink, back against the counter so youâre essentially facing each other.
âAnd what made you gasp?â Jude can keep going for as long as you want.
âSo, thereâs two parts in the book. Part one and part two. And, well, I donât want to spoil anything for you, but something really crazy happens, and then the author ends the first part. Super abruptly, almost like a cliffhanger.â Jude nods, the corner of his mouth lifting in acknowledgment.
âYou can just tell me what happens, you know,â Jude explains.
âWell, what if you want to read the book?â
âIâm not a huge reader.â You gasp for the second time that night.
âUnacceptable.â You begin listing off your favorite classics, only to be met with Jude frowning and shaking his head, revealing he hasnât read a single one. Folding your arms against your chest, you tut as Jude turns the sink off. You donât miss the muscles on his arms as he leans forward on the edge.
âTold you, Iâm not a big reader.â Jude shrugs. âI donât really know what to read, I guess.â
âThereâs a local bookstore not too far from here where I used to get all my books from. You should go sometime.â
âOrâŚâ Jude turns around, mimicking your pose with his arms folded. â...you can take me and show me around?â
You look up at him, a glint of excitement in your eyes. âTomorrow?â
âSure. Youâre the book expert anyway.â Your face lights up and Jude melts in your warmth.
âOkay!â you cheer. You canât wait for tomorrow.
All of a sudden, the door swings open, bouncing against the wall. Marcus brings dinnerâ and your conversation with Jude to a halt.
***
After lunch the next day, Jude is by the mirror in your doorway, adjusting his shirt collar. You thank whoever Marcusâ higher-ups are for the number of meetings theyâve decided to involve your brother in.
âReady to go?â You stand up from the couch, gripping your bag. Jude nods and youâre out the door.
Itâs an unusually bright day in Birmingham, and with the bookstore being close by, you two decided to walk there. It seems like almost everything is going in your favor as the streets have also cleared up, allowing you two to candidly converse and joke around.
Jude points out a familiar corner shop or park bench every couple of meters, remembering the days of his youth. You do the same, finding comfort in the similarities between both your memories.
âCan I ask you something?â Itâs the second time Judeâs asked that this week.
âOf course.â
âBefore I left to see the fans, you squeezed my hand when you said good luck.â Judeâs chest feels warm as he recalls the incident. âWhyâd you do that?â
Youâre nodding as you walk along, realizing how brash and impulsive your actions were that day. âItâs a thing me and Marcus have. He did it to me first before a play I was in when I was eight. I was so nervous I couldnât bring myself to go out on the stage. Now itâs just become a subconscious thing between usâŚâ Your hand finds Judeâs, interlacing the fingers and holding it up so he can see. â...as a way to show support.â
Jude nods. His hand doesnât let go of yours for the rest of the walk.
âHere it is!â you half-whispered as you push the bookstoreâs door open with your shoulder. Jude takes a look around the room. Itâs cozy, filled with warm yellow lighting and the sound of light jazz echoes through the floor-to-ceiling bookshelves. Heâs never been in here, but it feels familiar. It feels like home.
Your hand finally lets go of Jude to give him the time to explore. The selection of books ranges from classic Russian literature to modern-day poetry books youâve seen on your Instagram Explore page. Your fingertip glides across the spines of several books, reading the titles to see if any piqued your interestâ and find a pick for Jude.
âSo, what are you into Jude?â He trails behind you as you walk down an aisle. âYou a classics guy? Into the poets, romance, maybe fantasy or sci-fi?â
Jude takes a moment to think. âMaybe you can give me something youâve read before. Iâm open to anything,â he suggests. He catches you nodding from behind.
âHow aboutâŚâ You take a step back and reach for a shelf above you, failing to take the book you want in your hands. Jude sees you struggling and is quick to stand behind you, pointing to one with ease. His chest is pressed into your back and his arms are trapping you between the shelf. You feel the material of his pants graze the back of your exposed thighs, this time thanking the weather for allowing you to wear a skirt.
âThis one?â Judeâs voice is deep, low in your ear as his hand grazes yours on the way up. Goosebumps arise on your skin from the contact.
âNoâŚâ Your fingers wrap around his wrist to guide him to the book beside it. Turning to look up at him, Jude leans down to meet your gaze. âThis one.â
Jude canât get enough of how you look and sound beneath him.
He takes the book in his hands and steps to the side, releasing you from his embrace. You wish he wouldâve stayed for longer.
âThe Great Gatsby,â Jude reads, examining the book in his hands. âLike the movie.â
âNo, like the book. The movie is adapted from it,â you correct, moving to the other side of the aisleâ partly to look for more books, partly to regain composure.
âBut Iâve already watched the movie, why do I need to read the book too?â he asks from behind the shelf.
âYou asked for my pick, and Iâm giving you one. Besides, thereâs always a difference between books and movies.â The needed time away from Jude is cut short when he meets you on the other side of the shelf.
You pick up Kafka from one side of the aisle and Ocean Vuong from the other. âAnd itâs a really short read, so itâs perfect if youâre new to classics.â
âIâll take your word for it.â Thereâs that smile again.
You need some fresh air. âDâyou want ice cream?â
The day ends with two cones of it.
Beacons of golden light decorate the streets, warming up the air and painting the sky a beautiful gradation of purple and orange. Youâre transfixed at the sight as you slowly savor the taste of your cookies and cream cone.
Jude is halfway finished with his, terrified of the heat melting the sweet dessert onto the paper bag heâs carrying. He volunteered to carry the bag containing the books, especially after you paid for them all on your own.
With every lick of his green tea ice cream, Jude feels guilty as he tastes the sugar on his tongue. Heâs supposed to be watching his diet. Preseason starts soonâ Real Madridâs coaching staff had already shipped him his training gear to his new address.
But when you offered him the first time in the bookstore, he knew he didnât have the nerve to turn you down.
âThe ice cream here is everything,â you gush, bringing the cone closer to your lips to lick the melt.
Jude might just drop everything in his hands now. âGenuinely.â
âIs thereâŚâ you turn your head to look in every direction, causing your hair to fly everywhere with the added evening breeze. â...anywhere else you want to go?â
You take another bite of the ice cream, licking your lips a second, third, fourth time. Jude looks down at his feet, squeezing his eyes shut.
âI think we should head back. Need to read The Great Gatsby,â he utters. You hum in agreement, and Jude can finally lift his head again.
âIt shouldnât take long. I canât wait to hear what you think of it.â
âWell, if Iâm done, can I borrow that Secret History book you were reading?â
âOf course. Iâll give it to you tonight,â you reply, watching how his eyes gleam when the sun hits it. Itâs impossible to look away. Your phone vibrates in your skirt pocket, probably from Marcus or your friends, but you deliberately ignore it.
A trail of soft cream dribbles down your wrist, pulling you out of your trance. You lick down the inside of your wrist to catch it with your tongue, not wanting it to stain your shirt.
âLetâs go,â you call to Jude so you can start the journey back home. You couldâve sworn his eyes were dark when you turned to look the second time.
It takes Jude four hours to finish The Great Gatsby.
He closes the book and runs his thumb over the embossed cover before setting it on his nightstand. It was a quick read after allâ he started the second he got home and didnât move an inch before he was done.
Jude checks the alarm clock plugged into the wall; 9.15 pm. Heâs hungry, a result of skipping his usual dinner time just as Tom confronts Gatsby about his affair with Daisy at the Plaza Hotel.
Looking at the book set atop the nightstand, he remembers your conversation earlier. Once Jude was finished with The Great Gatsby, he could borrow The Secret History. Itâs exactly what Jude needs; any excuse to see you.
Jude leaves the room and stops at your door, knocking twice. No response. He knocks a third and fourth time, progressively getting louder and adding in a few calls of your name to make his presence heard.
Thereâs still no response. Judeâs fingers skim over the doorknob. In the words of Taylor Swift, he thinks heâs seen this film beforeâ and heâs not really sure how to feel about the ending.
Jude takes a deep breath, twists the metal and slowly enters your room. His eyes stay glued to the floor to prevent them from wandering, taking light steps like heâs walking across a decrepit bridge over a cliff.
âY/N?â He calls. No response for the third time that night. Jude takes it as the green light to look around your room and finds it empty. His eyes scour the perimeter for any sign of life until the sound of a microwave beeping from downstairs catches his attention.
When Jude enters the living room, heâs greeted by a figure hunched over the coffee table, eating silently out of a plastic container. Something in you tells you to turn around, almost sensing Jude as he steps closer.
âJude,â you murmur, mouth full of food. âDid you need anything?â
âDinner,â he responds. His sight locks onto the container youâre eating out of, and you take the hint, turning to look at it, too.
âOh, these are just leftovers from when Marcus bought food the other day. You can have some, Iâm not finishing it anyway.â Jude sits on the cushion perpendicular to the couch, not daring to sit beside you.
Your fingers nudge the Tupperware closer to him along with the fork. Jude takes a bite out of the pasta presented to him, realizing upon the first bite just how hungry he truly is. He goes in for a second almost immediately.
You pull the zip-up jacket closer to your body, seeking warmth in the otherwise cold living room. Thereâs silence between you two, a comfortable one.
Jude is the first to break it. âI finished the book,â he says in between bites. Your eyes widen in amusement, nodding slowly.
âReally?â He nods. âDid you like it?â
âHonestly, yeah. I was hooked from the start.â A small smile creeps up on your face.
âGlad to hear that. Iâll give you The Secret History later when youâre done eating.â Jude lets out an acknowledging hum, focused on finishing his dinner for the day.
You reach for the glass of wine on the coffee table that youâd poured for yourself earlier, swirling it around and taking a sip. Jude watches as you do, feeling the heat build in his taste buds.
âCan I have some?â Youâre halfway through your second sip when he asks. The expression on his face and the way he hisses lets you know the pastaâs too spicy for his taste. Itâs an opportunity to keep him on his toes.
âNo,â you say, tantalizing. Judeâs jaw drops lightly, panting to cool down.
âOh, come on, please,â he begs, extending his right arm to ask you again. You deny him a second time.
âY/N! Itâs not funny, what kind of fucking pasta did Marcus buy?â You laugh at his frustration, hugging your knees and bringing the rim closer to your lips. You sipped loudly, slurping to annoy Jude about his lack of refreshment.
âLittle shitââ Jude leans forward in your direction to forcibly grab the drink, bursting into a fit of laughter when you prevent him from doing so, backing into the throw pillows.
âNo! Stop! Get your own!â you manage to choke out in between giggles, already clutching your abdomen from the excessive laughter. Jude leaps onto the couch, arms snaking closer to yours in every direction.
âJust one sip!â Your shared laughter only gets increasingly raucous, covering the glass with your palm as a final act of defense. Jude crawls above you, forehead pressing into yours. If it wasnât for the humorous nature of your actions, you wouldâve noticed his drop-dead features centimeters away from your face.
With one rough nudge of the knee, you jolt forward, splashing the dark red liquid onto your jacket. You gasp at the sight, lifting your palm from the glass to examine the damage. Jude takes this opportunity to swipe the glass away from you.
âMy fucking god, thisâll stain for weeks,â you groan, running your fingers over the damp spot. Luckily, your zip-up was a navy blue shade, slightly masking the mess.
Jude giggles, proud of his steal. He takes his first sip of the wine, although the spice had died moments ago. His breath hitches when you slowly unzip the jacket, tossing the tarnished clothing to the side, all while your eyes remain on his.
The realization that heâs on top of you hits him like a truck, and Jude takes a strong gulp of the liquid. Youâre just staring at him from below, chest heaving to collect your breath. The white bralette you were wearing underneath leaves little to the imagination, your chest poking through the thin fabric due to the cold. Jude swears he can drop the glass right then and there.
Jude bends lower and to the side, gently placing the wine glass on the coffee table. Heâs frozen in place when he feels the pad of your thumb graze his bottom lip, and he turns to face you.
âWine,â you whisper, not needing to speak any louder due to your proximity. Judeâs heart races in his ribcage, and he thinks it might explode when you suckle on your thumb to catch the last drop of Merlot.
Heavy panting. Lips breathing and eyes boring into each other. Itâs all Jude can process as his eyes dart to examine your every feature, every inch of your face as you look on lovingly, the glow of a million stars in your eyes.
Your palm cups his cheek, gently pulling Jude in closer until your noses brush. Youâre panting, heart beating fast and hot anticipating something, anything.
âJude,â you say. It comes out more as a plead than a call.
Jude wants to run at you with all heâs got. He searches deep and hard in his brain for the final push to reach the finish line.
But when he speaks, nothing of the sort comes out. âWe shouldnât be doing this.â
The stars in your eyes die one by one, Jude observes as he leans farther away from you. âThen we should go back to our rooms.â
Judeâs quick to remove himself from you, adjusting his shirt and wiping his hands on his sweatsâ like wiping evidence off a crime scene, like heâs guilty. His brain is flashing back and forth between images of you and Marcus sleeping upstairs.
Jude turns around and is ready to make a run for it, until your voice rings in his ears, effectively gluing his feet to the carpet. âWait, Jude,â you call.
Jude looks over his shoulder, unwilling to make eye contact. Youâre handing him your copy of The Secret History.
âIâm sorry Iâve been held up at work a lot,â Marcus says as he swings his arm forward, knocking the cue ball with the stick. It rolls and ricochets off the pool tableâs walls, and Marcus stands up straight to walk around. âItâs just, this new manager came in and heâs such a prick, honestly.â
Jude chuckles and gets ready for his turn. Not that heâs ever or will ever know what itâs like to work a 9 to 5, but he understands the sentiment of snobby higher-ups pushing him to work past the healthy limit. He calculates his next move, analyzing which ball to hit to get his remaining few striped ones in.
After Marcus was (finally) able to ensure one day where he has no obligation to come to work, the first thing he did was spend it with Jude. The two remained in the house mostly, playing rounds of FIFA 22 and watching some of Quentin Tarantinoâs best works upon Judeâs recommendation. They made the most of the small backyard, challenging each other to increasingly bizarre trick shots before they had to run back inside due to a group of primary schoolers spotting Jude.
To end the day, theyâre playing pool in the basementâ a room that Marcus had turned into a man cave back in his school days, furnished with a couch, a cooler, a TV, several beanbags, and a drawer full of snacks.
The pool table was his fatherâs doing. As kids, the equipment went ignored, collecting dust and being used as a place to throw backpacks on. The boys have grown up now, and appreciate the finer activity.
âWhat have you been doing while Iâm gone?â he asks. Jude places his cue stick on the table, targetting an easy shot to knock his 11 ball into the corner hole. Does he tell Marcus that heâs been spending every day since with his sister?
âOther than the Adidas thing, not much.â He doesnât.
Whack. Jude strikes with shaky hands and the ball rolls in just as it was about to lose momentum. Marcus whistles proudly opposite him.
âReally? One of my coworkers who lives near here says he saw you out once,â Marcus says. Jude freezesâ the only time heâs been out was with you, hand in hand.
âOh, yeah. Just walking around town,â Jude clarifies, attempting to sound as nonchalant as possible. He conveniently leaves out an important detail from that day and hopes Marcusâ mystery worker paid no mind to the girl he was with.
Jude wants the conversation to end now. âYeah? What else did youââ
The basement door slams open, followed by a barrage of footsteps. âMarcus, someoneâs asking for you on the phone.â Judeâs head whips to the sound of your voice. His wishes were answered, yes, but in the worst way possible.
Your eyes look at the pool table, at your feet, anywhere but at Jude. Heâs doing the opposite, blatantly staring at you with a look on his face that screams, we have unfinished business.
Ever since your incident on the couch, youâve been doing everything in your power to avoid facing Jude. The fact that he and Marcus decided to spend the whole day indoors didnât help your case, resulting in you locking yourself in your room.
You tossed and turned in bed that night, smothering your face in your pillows to forget how he looked hovering over you, how his lips felt on your thumb, how his voice sounds right next to your ear. Turns out, itâs quite difficult to do that when the man in question is sleeping down the hall, across your brotherâs room.
Marcus groans in disappointment, setting the cue stick down and debating whether he should go or not. He goes with the former.
As he approaches you on the steps, he nudges you and says loud enough so Jude can hear as well, âContinue my game with Jude for me.â
Youâre left in awe, jaw slightly agape at his request. The slamming of the door leaves you and Jude in a room, all to yourselves, for the first time since the incident.
Both you and the youngster stood unmoving in your places, unwilling to take a step any closer. Your hand still lingers on the stair railing, halfway up the first step. You barely comply with most of Marcusâ usual demands anyway, why do you have to listen to now?
Your foot is planted firmly on the step, propelling your body up just as Jude utters his first words after a solid three minutes of silence. âYou play pool?â His voice chains you to the ground. You canât leave now that heâs spoken.
âIâve only seen people play,â you reply gently, retracting your feet. Just the sight of him with his head titled down, almost glaring at you has your legs intuitively walking closer to the pool table, almost gliding in the air.
âYou want to have a go?â Jude picks up Marcusâ cue stick and reaches out to hand it to you. You accept, not missing the way his thumb brushes over your knuckles as you do.
You know the general rules of pool, a feat you can thank GamePigeon and hundreds of 8Ball wins for, but have never played let alone held a cue stick in your hands in person. Bending over the table, you place one leg behind the other, sticking out your knee and aiming for Marcusâ 6 ball.
Jude can only look on as you push your hips behind you, arching your back to get a clearer view of your target. He gulps at the sight, shifting uncomfortably in his jeans.
You take a deep breath, mimicking what youâve seen time and time again with people in movies or Marcus and your father. You swingâ and the cue ball slides in the opposite direction. Kissing your teeth, you lift your head but remain leaning over the table.
âOkay maybe watching other people play wasnât enough,â you joke, lightening the atmosphere. Jude chuckles in response, pretending that he didnât just spend the last few minutes staring at your ass.
Your hand beckons to the table, stepping back to make way for Jude. âYour turn.â Jude steps up, smiling politely. âMaybe you can teach me a thing or two about the right form.â
âI mean itâs justâŚâ Jude demonstrates, getting ready to target a shot before the 8 ball. âI guess an important thing is youâre leaning into the stick, not, like parallel from it,â he explains. Now itâs your turn to pretend like you have any interest in pool that doesnât involve staring at Judeâs biceps while he plays.
âAnd when youâre striking the ball, do it kinda slowly, like your arms sort of moving through water. A long stroke.â Jude does as he says, and gets the last ball in smoothly. You nod along, acting like you register even a word of his explanation.
Jude stands up straight. âYour turn again.â
You mumble a soft okay and move around the table to designate your next target. You find one, conveniently right next to where Jude is standing. He has to move backwards to give you space to get into the proper stance.
Following his advice, you place your cue stick on the pool table and bend over, slowly, to get a view of the ball. Jude is transfixed, regretting his decision to stand behind you now as he can see the curve of your ass peaking through your skirt. God, your skirt, itâs the same one from your bookstore date with him, and itâs driving Jude to the point of insanity.
âLike this?â you ask, innocently. Jude takes half a step forward, toying with his own fingers.
âUh, just, a bit more to the right,â Jude instructs. He hovers over you, one hand gripping your waist and the other on your hand planted on the table. The feeling of his skin on yours sets your body ablaze.
âOh, okay.â You shift your weight on one of your legs, sticking out your hips. Your skirt rides up with every movement, almost taunting Jude. He feels the bulge in his pants grow more prominent with each moving second.
You strike the cue ball with one long stroke, getting it in the nearby hole. Judeâs advice worked.
âHowâd I do?â you ask, looking over your shoulder and up to Jude for a response. He drinks in your sightâ bent over below him as his (much bigger) hand engulfs your wrist. The dim glow from the overhead lighting obscures Judeâs vision, but if thereâs anything heâs certain of, itâs that youâre mesmerizing. Your demure, doe eyes staring up at him and inviting him in closer, to do the most sinful things imaginable.
You lift your head to stand up straight, in doing so unintentionally pushing your ass into Jude. You attempt to pull away as quickly as possible, cheeks heating as you felt how hard he had gotten through his pantsâ but his hand on your waist locks you in place, grinding just the slightest bit forward.
Your hands are shaking from the weight, so you prop yourself up on your palms, only pushing back on him even more. Your head drops, unable to process any thoughts other than how good he feels pressed onto you.
Thereâs no hiding now. Jude wants, needs you, as you do him.
âJude,â you gasp, feeling the air knocked clean from your lungs when he repeats his motions a second time.
Jude shushes you. âQuiet,â he grunts, both of his hands now clutching your waist firmly, boldly pulling you back on him. You had built up walls, holding back from the moment you first saw him, and now youâre whimpering, on the verge of begging.
Judeâs palm smooths over the curve of your ass, feeling the flesh below his skin, and squeezes. His hand travels lower, down to the hem where he flips your skirt over to expose more skin. Youâre wearing pretty lace panties underneath, and he can see the damp spot where heâs pressed against you. Jude curses at the sight, pulling you back against the shape of his cock, punching a whine from your throat.
Your hips roll back on their own, meeting the rocking of Judeâs hips, making a mess on his pants from how wet youâve gotten. You chase the drag of your clit against him, but itâs not enough.
âPlease,â you plead. âI need you, Jude.â Jude thinks heâs never heard anything more beautiful than the sound of his name rolling off your tongue.
You take matters into your own hands, taking his hand in yours, moving it from your hips to between your thighs. You look back at him, eyes laced with want and lust, shifting from grinding his hard-on to rocking against his fingers.
Jude finds the band of your underwear, gently pulling it down and watching it snap against your ass until it reaches your thighs. The cold air of the basement hits your exposed core, earning a hitched breath from you. Jude watches your slick glisten in the dim lighting, groaning lowly as his fingers separate your folds.
âFucking hell,â he curses, feeling the wetness gather on his fingertips. Judeâs other hand is rough where he gropes, alternating between feeling your bare ass under his touch and bunching the material of your skirt above your waist.
âBeen so good for you, Jude,â you whine, circling your waist on his hands, inviting him for more. He obliges, slipping a digit inside you, focusing on the way your jaw falls slack once he does.
Jude pulls out after a few pumps, leaving you breathless and confused. As you look at him for any idea of what heâs doing, he roughly pushes you down onto the table on your elbows. Youâre just about to stand back up when he sinks two fingers in your sopping core, pinning you down to the furniture.
You feel the stretch first, followed by waves of euphoria centered between your thighs. Jude twists his fingers inside you, curling them upwards, and your elbows topple under your weight, pressing your chest flat on the table.
He starts slow and steady, finding his own pace as he savors the feeling of your warm walls sucking his fingers in. Moans began to spill from your lips at a sporadic rate, a symphony Jude hopes heâll never stop hearing.
âYouâre fucking soaked,â Jude curses. You can only whine in response, warm and dizzy on the feeling of Jude inside you.
Jude angles his fingers higher, reaching that spongy spot that has you holding on to the table for dear life. He starts scissoring you at a relentless pace as you beg and whimper beneath him, getting louder with every thrust.
After a particularly loud moan bordering on a scream, Jude is quick to pull you up to him. His hands wrap around your throat, snaking around your chest so your back is flat against his chest. âI said be quiet,â he warns, and you gulp.
âWhat if your brother hears?â Jude asks, almost taunts, and he swears he feels you get wetter. You throw your head back on his shoulder, eyes shutting in pleasure.
You can practically sense Jude smirking. âBet youâd like that, huh?â he groans deep and low. âHis own best friend, knuckles-deep in his sister.â
Your lip is caught in your bottom teeth, attempting to suppress your voice when you open your eyes again. Judeâs eyes are watching your every move, the way your face contorts when he pumps a little harder into you, and the way your eyebrows crease along with it. His pace never wavers once, a testament to his stamina.
Your jaw falls slack after a while, and Jude takes this as an opportunity to slip his fingers into your mouth. Just the other day heâd been fantasizing over the way your tongue feels around them, and now he gets to experience it firsthand.
You whine and moan around his fingers, bobbing your head back and forth as your tongue swirls around his digits. Jude canât help himself from groaning at the sight of two of your holes being filled by his fingers. Your eyes are hooded, half-open but you keep your eyes on him the whole time.
âGod, just like that,â his praise is mellow and smooth close to your ears, and it only eggs you on further. Jude slips a third finger into your cunt, and you break. âSo fucking wet. So fucking tight. Wish it was my cock instead.â
He releases his fingers from your mouth and swiftly returns them to your throat. âFuck, ah, right there, please.â You canât think straight, a writhing mess solely from the work of his hands.
âShit, like that?â he coos, and he finds the spot that has your back arching into him.
âYes!â you whine, feeling lightheaded. Jude only goes harder, smirk doubling as your thighs start to shake around him. His palm rubs over your clit each time he fucks into you, sending slick gushing down the inside of your thighs and on his wrist.
You grab a hold of Judeâs wrist, locking him in place and meeting his movements. Your nails dig deep into his arm in doing so, causing him to hiss at the pain. He catches on the way your walls pulse and flutter around him, breathing getting more sporadic.
âIâm close,â you manage to squeak out in between ahâs, feeling the knot growing tigher in your lower abdomen. Jude tuts, pulling out of you and you almost collapse on the table if it wasnât for his hands on your waist.
Youâre confused, not quite thinking clearly yet when he does. Itâs embarassing how fucked out you are, how youâve turned into a mess below him.
Jude turns you around and hoists you up on the table, making you squeal in the process. Your hands naturally plant themselves on his shoulder as he stands between your thighs, using his knee to push them farther apart.
Jude slowly pulls your (now destroyed) panties down your legs, and you almost miss how he pockets them to keep for himself. One by one, Jude takes your legs and spreads them as wide as youâll allow it. His hand goes to cup your cheek, gentle as he touches it, and you melt into his palm, sighing in relief.
Your face is flushed, your chest heaving and sweat trickling down your temple. Jude swipes his thumb against your cheek, his other hand squeezing your waist as he looks on with an adoring gaze, completely different from a few moments ago. You wonder if this is the same Jude.
âHi,â you say, trying to get a response out of him. Jude giggles, letting go of your face and pressing his forehead into yours.
âYouâre gorgeous,â he says, and heâs kissing you. You sigh at the feeling of his pillowy lips molding against yours, the same lips youâve fantasized about many times before. Jude tilts his head to kiss you deeper, and you allow him, wrapping your arms around his shoulders to bring him closer.
Jude bucks his clothed bulge onto your bare pussy, knocking a moan out of you. For a second youâd almost forgotten what got you into this position in the first place.
âJude,â you beg, pulling away to brush your lips against his ear. âNeed to cum.â
âYeah? Think you earned it?â he asks, and you nod eagerly, humming in response.
You press your forehead into him again, looking up at him with stars in your eyes. âI need it, Jude.â You take his hand and guide him to where you need him the most, where youâre dripping and throbbing.
Jude gawks at you, and you can tell he doesnât want to stop hearing your voice tell him the filthiest of words. âNeed you to fuck me with your fingers, please.â
âYouâll be the death of me, I swear.â Jude covers your mouth with his, and he slams into you.
You moan into his mouth, Jude slipping his tongue into yours. The burning feeling in your abdomen is back and stronger than ever, reignited as Jude pumps at an unforgiving pace. The room is filled with the sounds of your slick between your thighs and your lips on Judeâs, and you hope with all you have that Marcus is far enough away from the basement so he canât hear.
Jude rocks harder with his fingers, using his other hand to bunch up your skirt and lift it over your waist. He breaks away the kiss, looking down to admire your soaked hole being abused by his fingers.
You throw your head back, biting your bottom lip and Jude is quick to leave a trail of kisses on your throat, your neck, down to the swell of your chest. Your hands find solace on the back of his neck, nails digging into the flesh as Jude sucks on your skin harder.
âDonât stop,â you moan, and Jude brushes his nose against yours. He releases your skirt and uses your other hand to rub circles on your clit, causing the pleasure to increase tenfold.
Your breathing is erratic, thighs shaking as you hold on to the table for dear life. âThere it is,â Jude sounds. âFuck, give it to me, wanna feel you cum around my fingers.â
âJude!â you half-scream, and Jude is quick to silence you with his lips. You attempt to kiss back, finding it increasingly difficult as you teeter so close to the edge.
âCome on, youâve been so good for me,â he praises. âLet go for me, cum for me, baby.â
The endearing term is all you needed to let go, cumming with a muffled cry. Fire courses through your veins as the knot comes undone, sending your release gushing around Judeâs wrist as he fucks you through it. He keeps his fingers inside you, buried knuckle-deep into your hole as you ride out the last few aftershocks.
âHey, you okay?â He asks, looking at your fucked out state. âTalk to me,â Jude urges.
You nod, pushing stray strands of hair away from your face before Jude finishes the job for you. âThat was amazing,â you murmur, causing Jude to chuckle.
He slowly pulls out of you, laving over your release with his tongue as you watch on. Jude softly moans at your heavenly taste and finishes with a clean pop. Youâre quick to pull him back in for a kiss, tasting yourself on his tongue.
The kiss is slow, dragged out. Your legs wrap around his waist to pull you as close as humanely possible, and Jude engulfs you in his arms so that your chests are touching. You never want this to end, never want to forget how his lips feel moulding on yours, lazily making out for some timeâ but a loud beep resonating from Judeâs back pocket pulls you to reality.
Jude groans in frustration, reading the name on the screen and his eyes almost pop out of their sockets. He flips over to show youâ itâs Marcus.
Youâre panicking, eyes alternating between looking at Jude and at the screen. With a reassuring squeeze on your hip, Jude calms you down and shushes you.
He accepts the call, putting it on speaker for both of you to hear. Your palm goes to cover your mouth, scared of making a single sound.
âHey,â Jude greets, hoping, praying, Marcus isnât calling for what he thinks.
âSorry for dipping. Again, new manager,â Marcus teases. Thereâs no hostility in his voice and no signs of suspicionâ youâre safe.
âUh, yeah, no, itâs fine.â
âAnyway, Iâm in an emergency Zoom call for whatever reason, and I think it could last for a few hours, so you donât have to wait for me. You can go to bed if you want.â
âIs everything alright?â Jude asks, trying to mask his initial terror between bated breaths.
âYeah, just an issue with, waitâ why are you panting so much?â You go wide-eyed again, and Jude has a smirk playing across his face, leaning closer to you.
âOh, nothing. Just a⌠really intense game of pool.â
Itâs Judeâs final day before he leaves for Madrid, and he wants to throw himself off the second-floor balcony.
Itâs been two days since the pool table incident. After the phone call with Marcus ended, he walked you to your door, feeling dĂŠjĂ vu from a few nights prior. You linger at your open doorway, looking up at him for a few seconds before you bid him goodbye.
Youâre an idiot, Jude insults himself as he replays the moment over and over in his head. He shouldâve walked inside, pinning you against the wall as he did. He shouldâve grabbed you by the hand and dragged you to his room instead, feeling all of you on his bed. Instead, he had to finish himself off in the shower.
When he woke up the next morning, Jude had to take a second to process if last night was a dream or not. When he went downstairs, he almost thought it wasâ you were silently eating your pancakes and even said a soft hi when he entered as well. You didnât spare him another word, locking yourself in your bedroom.
Marcus invited him for a second round of pool, but when Jude stepped into the basement, the first thing he saw when he looked at the pool table was the image of you bent over it. He wasnât thinking straight, losing to Marcus every round to the point where he had to ask him if his arm was injured.
Jude knows he has to see you, and has to feel you before he leaves. He doesnât know how to initiate it. What was he supposed to do, knock at your door and say, hey, remember when I fingerfucked you the other day, do you think maybe I can get something in return? Absolutely not.
So he waits, waits for the opportunity to arise. He spends more time in the living room, in the kitchen, in the basementâ hoping youâd âaccidentallyâ stumble into him and he can have a word with you. But you donât show up every time.
Judeâs given up all hope. In just a few weeks, heâll be in the States making his official debut as a Real Madrid player, and youâll be a distant memory. Heâs grown, heâs had his fair share of summer flings and every single one of them end up the same. Forgotten.
Something tells him heâs wrong this time, though.
Itâs a quiet evening as Jude is deep into Martin Scorseseâs filmography, rewatching The Wolf of Wall Street for (what he thinks is) the fifth time. Itâs been his favorite pastime, one that doesnât involve human interactionâ from you, or your brother.
Heâs so immersed in his iPad that he doesnât hear the repeated knocking on his door until it gets so loud it blasts through Matthew McConaugheyâs peculiar monologue to DiCaprio.
Jude runs to the door, swinging it in a rush. A pair of familiar eyes stare back at him.
âY/N!â he gasps, taken off guard. The same canât quite be said for you.
âHi, Jude.â Thereâs a slight gap between your words as you fiddled with your bracelet, looking at him the same way you did the other night.
âWhat⌠what did you need?â Jude speaks like he just ran a half-marathon, though your mere presence is more than enough to conjure a similar heart rate.
âMy book. I want to bring it back with me.â The Secret History. Jude looks back to see it untouched, collecting dust on a shelf. He hasnât dared to even look at it considering what happened before you handed it to him.
âI mean, I can find like a free version online if you still want to read it for yourself,â you suggest, noticing the expression on Judeâs faceâ like he has so much he wants to say, but canât.
âNo, Iâll just⌠buy a copy for myself. Or an audiobookâŚâ Jude trails off as he goes to collect the book, handing it back to you. Once itâs in your grip, you can somehow tell he hasnât opened it once.
You examine the book in your hands, chewing on your bottom lip. Itâs a bad habit, one Jude hopes youâll stop. He looks at the flesh between your teeth and glances at Marcusâ door. Jude feels like a ticking time bomb.
âIs that all?â Jude asks, already taking a preliminary step backward to anticipate closing the door. Youâre still deep in thought, and it has nothing to do with the paperback in your grip, itâs about the boy standing a meter before you.
Youâve had enough of him. There arenât enough words in the dictionary that can accurately represent the cocktail of absolute anger, confusion, yearning, love, and hate that you have for Jude. Youâve made it crystal clear you want nothing more than him. Why canât he do the same for you?
âWhy do you hate me?â The sentence is almost forced from your mouth. Even you donât realize it until you look up at him, seeing his eyes nervously dart across your face.
âI donât hate you,â Jude scoffs, shaking his head.
âThen why are you treating me like this?â Another sentence, forced.
âTreating you like what?â Judeâs beginning to wonder what your true intentions for showing up in front of his door is.
âOh, donât play this game with me, Jude. You get all close to me, closer than Iâll allow most people, get me on a fucking table of all places and you push me away like it never happened,â you protest, and Jude turns around to step into the room. You follow after, shutting the door behind you.
Judeâs speechless, his hands are on his hips, and heâs pacing in circles. It just infuriates you further.
âWhat is it? What are you so afraid of? Did I do something wrong?â you ask, voice laced with desperation.
âNo! No, not youâŚâ Jude rubs his eyebrows in frustration, a million words trapped on the way up and out of his throat.
âTell me if I did.â You donât hear him the first time.
âFucking hell, itâs not about you, okay?â Jude releases his head from his hands, jutting them out in front of him.
âThen tell me,â you demand.
Jude takes a long, deep breath. He opens his mouth to say something, and you eagerly anticipate his response. Instead, he snaps it shut, shaking his head and sitting on the edge of the bed with his head in his hands.
âJude?â Youâre worried you mightâve taken it too far. Jude is at his breaking pointâ but youâre not willing to give up just yet.
Slowly, you step closer to him, until youâre standing directly in front of him. Jude hears the soft ruffling of the carpet as you do, letting go of his head to regain his vision.
Every time you two are in a closed room, alone, it never ends well.
Your palms find solace on Judeâs broad shoulders, and he releases the breath he didnât know he was holding at the contact. Your hands travel upwards, testing the waters until your right palm is on his cheek, moving your thumb back and forth.
Jude holds on to your waist, afraid that youâll let go, afraid that youâll leave. His eyes trail up your figure, drinks it in, embeds it into his memory. Youâre dressed similarly to the night on the couch: a bralette, shorts, and a zip-up. All he can think of is how perfect you look even in the simplest of clothes, and how he wants to recreate that nightâ and then some.
Jude keeps his eyes on yours as his hands slide to the back of your thighs, one by one setting them beside him so youâre straddling him, feeling goosebumps rise on your skin at his touch.
It feels like you canât breathe with your heart ramming against your ribcage, and it might as well be ripped out from you as Jude nudges his face slightly closer, just enough to press your foreheads together. You wanted an explanation. Instead, you ended up on his lap.
âJudeâŚâ Your voice calls out to Jude like a siren tempting him from ice-cold waters below a ship deck as he holds on for dear life. Does he take the plunge?
âDonât push me away,â you whisper, a desperate final attemptâ and he lets the freezing waves consume him as he jumps.
All it takes is Jude sitting up straight for him to close the gap, knocking the air clean from your lungs. The feeling of his lips on yours is better than you remember it. His palm cups the back of your head, preventing you from pulling away as he tilts his head, deepening the kiss.
Your hands free his cheek, resorting to run down his hoodie-clad torso, occasionally dipping down under the hem before sliding back out, and then running your thumb over the band of his Calvins. When your thumbs dip dangerously into undergarments, you feel Judeâs breath hitch.
Jude finally breaks the kiss and is quick to pepper featherlight kisses down the side of your jaw, causing your neck to tilt to one side to give him more access. He finds the spot that draws a shaken whimper out of you, but just as he does, you push him away by the shoulders.
You admire Jude below you, lips puffy and eyes blown out, confused. âTell me you want me.â
âHow about I just show you.â Jude grinds upward, letting you feel just how much he wants you. âHm?â
The pressure on your clothed core has you humming in content, but you stand your ground. âI need to hear it from you, Jude.â
Judeâs mouth opens slightly and snaps close, taking a pause. You worry heâll leave you hanging for a third time.
To your surprise, he gently flicks a stray strand of hair away from your face. His knuckles trail down your cheeks, feeling the heat that had risen before it goes further down, unzipping your jacket.
âI want this.â He zips it all the way down, and you help him in discarding the piece of clothing.
âI want you,â Jude grunts, resuming his assault on your neck, hands gripping your waist rougher. His lips ghost over the shape of your collarbone, dipping to the valley between your breasts. Youâre sure heâll leave a purple mark with the way heâs sucking, but at least he left it in a spot where only he can see.
Judeâs back to kissing you, laving his tongue over yours until you give in, letting him explore your mouth. His hands smooth over your back, resting on the curve of your ass as he molds the flesh in his palms.
He pulls your shorts down along with your panties, now ruined and soaked. The cold air hitting your exposed cunt makes you hiss. You need Jude to do something about it.
âArenât you gonna show me as well now?â you coo in his ear, dragging your core on his sweats, spreading your slick on his clothed thigh.
âIâm a man of my word.â With a strong grip on your waist, Jude lies flat on the bed, pulling you on top of him. His hold on you never loosens, only beckoning you higher up his bodyâ and itâs clear what he wants you to do.
You inch higher and higher up his torso, breathing increasingly heavier until youâre hovering right above his face. Nothing has looked more glorious than Jude Bellingham below you, between your thighs.
Jude curses at the sight of you, dripping and bare above him. His eyes donât leave your pussy, taking his finger and spreading your folds, planting a light kiss on it.
âFuck.â Your knees buckle at the first contact, hands reaching to steady yourself on the headboard.
âThis all for me, baby?â The endearing term doesnât help with your clouded thoughts.
âMhm.â You hum in anticipation. âJust for you, Jude.â
Judeâs lips ghost over your core, close enough for you to feel his breath fanning over it. âYouâre gonna have to be quiet for me, yeah? Think you can do that?â
âYes,â you breathe out, wanting nothing more than for him to taste you.
You feel Jude smirk beneath you. âGood girl.â
Jude licks one long stripe up your folds, causing you to slap a hand over your mouth to prevent yourself moan. He starts eating you out like a starved man, the tip of his tongue dipping occasionally inside you before retracting.
Your eyes roll to the back of your head, moaning and whimpering into your palm, trying to be as quiet as possible. Jude moves to wrap his arms around your thighs, locking you down on him.
He lays his tongue flat over your sopping cunt before moving to encircle your clit with the tip, drunk on how heavenly you taste. Youâre a writhing mess above him, hesitant for more in fear or hurting Jude belowâ but his hold on your thighs push you down further, giving you the green light.
Jude laps your juices, pushing his tongue in and out of you and a steady rhythm the way his fingers the other night. He fucks in and out of you, eyes closed, taking it nothing but your taste and your muffled moans as you comply with his request.
His nose nudges your clit each time he pushes impossibly deeper into you, his palms rough as it travels around your lower body. You hold on with so much restraint, so much self control to keep quiet, but the flames roaring in your abdomen grow larger as Jude only picks up the pace, devouring your pussy.
âFuckââ Your palm drops from your hand, landing on his head, overwhelmed with pressure. Youâre close, Jude knows it. âJude, Iâm close,â you spit through bated breaths.
âLet go for me, babe,â Jude sounds against your folds. âYouâve been so good for me, so fucking good.â His praise is low and soft, and your palm is back on your mouth to bite back the scream as you cum around his tongue.
Jude rocks his head slowly, helping you ride out your high as you regain composure, collapsing against the headboard. He taps your thigh twice, in awe of you panting and undone above him.
âIâve got you. You alright?â You could only nod, Jude chuckling in response. He leaves one final chaste kiss to your inner thigh, gently dragging you down his body so your face hovers above his.
Judeâs chin is glistening with your juices, spread over his cheeks. You lean in to taste yourself on his tongue, settling comfortable on his torso until you slide down onto his bulge, prominent through his pants. Jude groans into your mouth, shifting below you for more friction.
You trail kisses down his neck, palms dipping below his hoodie to trace his defined abs. âOff,â you demand, and Judeâs quick to pull it up and over him, discarding it carelessly. Jude feels shivers shoot up and down his spine as you run your nails across his toned chest, down to his abs, grazing the skin, a testament to his hard work in the gym.
Your hands dip lower until you palm him through his pants, mouth latching onto the crook of his neck. Jude hisses, shutting his eyes, involuntarily bucking his hips up to meet your palm.
âLet me return the favor.â Your lips ghost over his earlobe, tugging it slightly as you pull away. Your hands make quick work of pulling down the clothing, with Jude standing up off the bed to ease the process, joining his hoodie in some corner of the room.
Getting on your knees on the bed, his hard on is just inches away from your face, imprinted on his Calvins. Jude can sense your hesitation, reaching down to stroke your chin adoringly, slightly jutting it up so you can meet his eyes.
âAre you sure about this?â Such a gentleman. You lean forward, pressing your cheek against his crotch, nodding with an amorous glance. Jude lets a stray shit slip from his mouth as you suckle on the tip of his thumb, giving him further assurance.
Your fingers dig into the waistband, pulling Judeâs last piece of clothing down before heâs stood completely bare before youâ his cock springing from the restraint and slapping against his belly. Heâs big, a size youâre not used to encountering in the past.
You spit onto your palm, still slightly wet from earlier, and begin pumping him in your hands, eyes never leaving Judeâs face. His lips are already caught between his teeth at the stimulation, working to gather your hair into a makeshift ponytail to help you out.
Your press a delicate kiss on his tip, laving your tongue over the slit. Jude feels his jaw start to go slack, fully falling agape when you lick a long stripe up his shaft, repeating the motions. He swallows hard, throwing his head back when you start to let him in your mouth.
You start slow, breathing through your nose before pulling away with a clean pop, jerking him off as you recollect your breath. When your mouth is around him again, you begin to bob your head up and down his length, hands taking care what your mouth doesnât fit.
You hollow your cheeks, laying your tongue flat below his cock, focused on nothing more than giving Jude the best head heâll ever get in his life. Judeâs restrained groans morph to low moans, tickling your ears with every sound spilling from his throat.
âYou take me so well,â he praises, and his words go straight to your core. You rub your thighs together for some sort of relief and Jude curses at the sight. âSo fucking pretty with my cock in your mouth.â
Judeâs hips start to stutter out of his control, causing you to gag around him, tears building in the corners of your eyes. You hold on to his thighs for support, not needing to move your head as he slowly starts fucking into your mouth. Your other hand is cupping his balls, massaging the flesh.
You feel Judeâs fingers run trace down your neck, landing on the straps of your bralette. He slides them down your shoulders one by one, letting them drape loosely over your arms.
Judeâs movements turn erratic, breathing heavily as he starts to thrust into your mouth with more force that you can feel him in the back of your throat. Just before you couldnât take more, Jude pulls out, roughly stroking himself, leaving you time to catch your breath.
âNeed to be inside you, now.â You smirk devilishly at his wishes, sliding backwards on the bed. Spreading your legs wide, you tease your fingers over your folds. Jude moans at the sight before him, his hand only speeding up.
âHow do you want it, baby?â You echo his endearing nickname, and Jude sits against the headboard, patting his thigh, beckoning you over.
âCome ride me.â
Youâre back to straddling Jude as he pulls your top off, latching onto your breasts instantly. You throw your head back, grabbing the back of his neck. He swirls his tongue across your hardened bud, tugging it with his teeth before diving back in, working the other with his hand. He licks over the valley of your chest, giving your other the same attention.
Judeâs hands are tough on your waist, lightly pushing you downâ and you feel the tip of his cock swipe against your pussy. A stray moan escapes your throat and Jude is quick to silence you with another passionate kiss.
âThereâs people in the other room,â Jude warns in between kisses. When he means âpeopleâ, he means your brother, his best friend.
âI know. Iâll be quiet,â you promise. âNow fuck me, Jude, please.â
âSo needy.â Jude lowers you on his cock, letting you warm up to the stretch. You bury your face in the crook of his neck, biting back the filthy sounds threatening to escape. Jude peppers your temple with light kisses, moving you lower until heâs buried deep inside you.
The feeling of Jude inside you sends waves of pure ecstasy rushing through you, the perfect mix of pain and pleasure. Jude smashes his lips into yours, feeling your ass flush onto his thighs, adjusting to his size.
You plant your palms on his shoulders, lifting off of him completely, encircling your waist so the tip of his length rubs against your clit. With one swift move, you sink back onto him, throwing your head back in pleasure. Jude has to stop himself from finishing then and there, feeling your walls suck him back in and your folds flutter around him.
You start to find a steady pace, moving up and down his cock. Judeâs eyes are struggling to stay open, looking up at you with half-lidded eyes, addicted to how you look on top of himâ tits bouncing in his face, chest decorated with blusih purple marks, eyebrows furrowed as you focused on getting yourself off on him.
âJude,â you moan silently.
âShh,â Jude hushes, swiping his thumb across your bottom lip, plunging it onto your mouth. He watches as you stifle your desperate cries around it. âDoing so well for me, pretty girl.â
Judeâs grip on your waist has almost entirely loosened, giving you freedom to move at your own pace. You slam down harder on him with every move, driving silent groans from Jude, until you begin to bounce mercilessly on his cock.
Your thighs start to burn with the rapid movements, and youâre not sure if you can hold out for much longer. Jude senses your fatigue, wrapping his arms around your torso, hovering his mouth in front of yours.
âNeed help? Hm?â You nod ferverently, panting into his mouth, begging with your eyes. Youâre so close, yet so far.
Jude gently leaves a kiss on your lips, accepting the offer. His hands are back on your waist, halting your movements.
âTurn around for me, baby.â
And so you do, hissing when you pull Jude out, leaving you empty. For a second, youâre staring at the sight of his cock, throbbing and glassy with your slick coating it, dripping down onto his balls. He doesnât miss where your eyes trail, chuckling when he realizes.
âLook at the mess you made,â he taunts, stroking himself, but nothing could compare with the feeling of your walls around him. Jude juts his head, snapping you out of your trance as you turn around and sit against his cock.
You feel him stroke himself against you, feel him smear your wetness against your cheeks before he roughly takes them in his hands, kneading and spreading the flesh. You arch further into him, rubbing your thighs in anticipation. Jude lands a harsh slap against your ass in response, eliciting a choked gasp out of you.
His palms land roughly against your skin, a second, third, fourth time, pushing you further and further down on the mattress until your face is smuthered against the sheets, ass lifted in the air.
You helplessly squirm under him, only growing wetter at the impact, feeling it pool between your thighs. Judeâs hand lock you in place, the other tapping the head of his cock against your entrance, sending your juices dripping down onto the sheets.
âSo fucking wet.â You claw at the sheets, bracing yourself when you feel him press against you. âAll ruined for me.â The air is knocked clean out of your lungs when he slams into you, forcing you to bury your face into the sheets.
Incoherent, muffled noises flood from your throat, prompting Jude to only ram into you harder. The sight of you, snappy and brainy, fucked out and wrecked below him is nothing short of a masterpiece to him.
âYouâve no idea how long Iâve been waiting for this to happen,â Jude grunts through gritted teeth, âWalking around in those fucking skirts all week.â Another helpless whine out from you, silenced by the mattress.
âAnd with your brother around, too.â Your head snaps up to the door directly in front of you. Marcus. Heâs in his room, doing god knows what, utterly oblivious to what his sister was up to a few doors down. Suddenly, the possibility of him barging in at any given moment becomes very real, but you forget about it immediately when Jude pulls you against his chest by your neck.
âWhat would Marcus think if he saw you like this? Hm?â he goads.
âYou said it was wrong,â you spit back. âFucking your best friendâs sister.â
âBut you canât get enough, canât you?â You nod, but Judeâs not giving in. His free hand snakes around your waist, finding your clit and drawing figure-eights on the swollen bud.
âCome on. Use your words.â You canât think clearly, dizzy at the feeling of his cock sliding in and out of you, his fingers on your clit, his hand on your throat. You lost all your fight.
âMhm. I need more, Jude. Please, harder,â you beg, and Jude pushes you back into the mattress, freeing himself of any restraints he had earlier. Your eyes crack open at a particularly rough trust, looking back at him over your shoulder.
âAnd if he walks in? Sees you bent over for his best friend.â
âJude.â He feels slick gush around him, coating his cock.
âTaking it so well, too.â Jude angles his hips to fuck deeper into you, hitting the spot that has you seeing stars, knees buckling below him. Heâs hooked on your pretty face, sweaty and ruined, trembling with every thrust.
Jude feels your walls spasm around him. âIâm, fuck, Iâm gonna cum,â you whine between low ahâs and curses under your breath. He twitches inside you and knows heâs not far from finishing either. His thrusts get more sporadic, shallower with every move of his hips.
âCan I? Please?â You look up at Jude with demure eyes, and he knows he canât say no.
âMake a mess all over my cock, baby.â You collapse on the bed as you finish around him, pressing your face into the sheets to stop the cries leaving your throat, milking his cock dry.
Jude doesnât slow down, chasing his own high. With whatever energy you have left, you reach around him and hold him in place. Heâs confused at first, wondering if itâs too much for you, blinking quickly.
âCum inside me,â you plead and Judeâs vision goes white, hips sputtering as he feels warm ropes of white shoot deep into you. He fucks his cum into you, and you take the overstimulation for him, feeling so fullâ full of Jude.
You flip over, basking Jude in all of his glory, sweat trickling down his upper body. Your eyes travel down to where youâre two connected, where Jude is still buried in, seeing the faintest outline of his girth in your abdomen.
Jude collapses onto you and youâre quick to rub his back, letting him catch his breath. âHey, you okay?â You hear him release a soft grunt in response. Itâs usually him checking up on youâ how the tables have turned.
Your chests rise and fall in unison, worn out and exhausted. You run your nails up and down Judeâs back, the other hand scratching the back of his neck, where his face is buried into your shoulders. Heâs trembling above you.
âIâve got you, breathe,â you reassure him, planting a kiss on his temple and wrapping your legs around his waist. Jude holds your wrist, interlocking your hands together, setting it beside you.
âWe should probably get cleaned up,â he murmurs.
âOr we could justâŚâ You pause, feeling your brain return from its clouded state. â...stay here. Like this. For a while.â
Jude slowly nods, lifting his face to meet yours. He looks at you with wide eyes, warmth filling his chest as your eyes gaze right back at his, heart beating in unison. âDo you want to stay here tonight?â
âIâd love that.â Stroking his face, you smile in response. You hold Jude in your arms as you drift off, scared that youâll never be in the same position once you both leave for the airport tomorrow.
âJUDE BELLINGHAM!â
You choke on your tea, sputtering the liquid out of the cup at the commentatorâs roaring voice. It dribbles down your arm, and you set the drink down on the tray as you rush to turn down the volume on your phone. You never realized how passionate American commentators could get for a sport that is so looked down on in their country.
âWhat! A! Goal!â Then, you see him, all 6 feet of him with tan glowing skin, sculpted muscles, running around the pitch, swarmed by his new teammates.
âJude Bellingham with an amazing goal assisted by RĂźdiger gives Real Madrid a comfortable lead against Manchester United tonight in Houston! The 21 year old scores his first ever goal for the reigning Copa del Rey champs, proving people who may have had second thoughts about his transfer to the Spanish club wrong,â chimes in another commentator.
You canât help yourself from smiling as the video replays the goal in slow motion, taking a bite of your strawberry shortcake. Looking outside, you spot NRG Stadium twinkling faintly in the dark of the night. Itâs been several hours since the match, and youâre back in your hotel room, still in the Number 5 jersey from earlier.
You donât realize youâve ingested the morsel of cake, leaving yourself to chew on the fork as you admire how Jude looks doing the one thing he loves the mostâ playing football. Heâs full of fight, full of passion as he gives his all and more on the pitch, a burning desire in his chest to win.
A loud knocking on your door, followed by a bell resonating through the room pulls you to reality. You set down the plate, walking to greet whoever was waiting for you behind at the entrance.
You swing the door open, and who else, if not Jude? His eyes take in the sight of you in his kit, the way it hugs your frame and hangs loosely over your body, being several sizes bigger.
âLook who finally learned how to knock,â you joke, taking him by the hand and pulling him inside.
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