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i have a new acc :p @seungki

i’ll be posting a prologue for a park solomon/suhyeok x idol story thing .. odd but it’s been stuck in my head for awhile :3

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Glasses

Pairing(s): Riki nishimura x Idol!reader

Genre(s): Fluff, angst

Wc: 302

Warning(s): Nothing

Summary: He doesn’t like needing to be reassured, but when it come‘s from you he‘s okay with it

Note: Riki‘s my bf btw (this isn’t proofread)

Heading backstage after a performance, and sitting down next to Enhypen‘s youngest, Riki Nishimura.

He look‘s to his side and let‘s out a small "Hey", too focused on the replay of his performance, the same one he‘s been watching over and over again. Analyzing every step he took, every move he made, every face he produced, everything. It all had to be perfect, and it was, he truly is perfect.

"Hey" There was sweat glistening on his face, making it kind of hard to notice the tear‘s pricking his eye‘s, but you didn‘t miss it.

"Riki"

"Hm"

"You okay?"

"Yeah, why?"

"You look like you‘re about to cry, are you sure you‘re okay?"

Silence, one thing you despised when it came to him.

You didn’t want to push for a answer so you waited silently for 5 minutes. Looking over at him and seeing a tear roll down his cheek, killing you inside.

"___" "Yeah Riki?" "Did i do okay?"

"Of course Riki. You did amazing."

"You don’t have to lie to me ____"

"I’m not. You were perfect, you always are."

He lay‘s his hand on your‘s despite disliking any sort of pda as it make‘s him feel cheesy.

"I feel like i messed it up, like i didn’t do well enough. why do i always feel like this"

"Because you have little faith in yourself."

You wipe his tears away, hoping it’ll help at least a bit

"If it help’s, you are the best dancer iv ever seen. Every time you dance it‘s like i’m hypnotized, you‘re amazing and perfect in every way Riki."

"I love you ___" Hoping no one, especially you can see the blush tinting his cheek‘s.

"I love you too Riki"

He truly amazes you, even if he doesn’t see it

Maybe he just need‘s glasses.

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☆ Envy

★ Synopsis: Feeling envious of one certain class mate of yours is practically inevitable at this point. Good thing your lovely boyfriend is there to make you feel better!! | ★ Su-hyeok | ★ No warning‘s

The feeling of a loved one becoming distant is the worst feeling ever.

And god it was happening to su-hyeok.

Su-hyeok very frantically tell‘s On-jo his problem a little too fast, causing her to look at him in confusion. "….Huh?…. Explain just a little bit slower Su-hyeok, please." He slow‘s down and tell‘s her his problem again. "Y/N is mad at me, i think… but she‘s ignoring me, getting distant and i’m worried. Do you know what‘s wrong? Maybe she told you??"

On-jo look‘s at Su-hyeok with slight confusion, again. But then slowly realizes what he‘s talking about.

On-jo look‘s at Su-hyeok with slight confusion, again. But then slowly realizes what he‘s talking about.

A few day‘s before all this; Y/N told On-jo that she had a classmate, a certain classmate that people weren’t too fond of, including Y/N. That classmate being Nam-ra. Now On-jo would’ve told Su-hyeok about this little discussion, until she remembered that Y/N asked her not to tell anyone, in which on-jo promised not to. On-jo doesn’t break promise‘s.

"No i don’t, sorry Su-hyeok" On-jo say‘s with a slight sadness in her tone, following right after with a "But you should really talk to her, instead of coming too her friend you know." Which made Su-hyeok feel a bit guilty; even if he knew it was true.

"Yeah your right, thank you On-jo" He exclaim‘s, earning a small "Your welcome" and a smile from On-jo. He leave‘s the library feeling a little ashamed he didn’t talk to you first, but that was the least of his worries right now.

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Ding

Ding

Ding

Ring

Ding

That‘s all you heard from your phone, but you too much in your own world; crying, to see who it was.

"Y/N, are you still at school?“

"I need to talk to you"

"You okay? You usually answer pretty quickly"

Phone call

"Y/N?"

You finally reach down to check your phone; just to see several frantic message‘s from Su-hyeok. You were going to call him back until you remembered the small tear‘s in your eye‘s and the slight whiny-ness in your voice that he would be able to hear over the phone, so instead you just text him.

"Sorry sorry, im okay! I was just talking to someone. What‘s up?" You say, hoping to god he would believe that stupid lie. Another message pop‘s up saying "It‘s alright don’t worry, i was just wondering if you were still at school? And if so where you are? I need to talk to you about something" Oh! He want‘s to break up with me! Which was the first thing you though of when reading that message, causing another small amount of tear‘s to leave your eye‘s.

Not wanting to respond, since you knew he would come to you and well. You were a sobbing mess, but you suck it up, wipe your tear’s and reply. "I’m in classroom 2-A!" Luckily he took long enough, even if he was running as fast as he could; meaning you got a chance to look presentable again.

But not getting a reply from him back started to worry you, until the door slammed open. Seeing your boyfriend; clearly worried and breathing heavily from how fast he ran, and him seeing you. Crouched down on a wall, on your phone.

Here it is… god is this really where he leaves me?? On the floor of some classroom heartbroken?

"Y/N!! I’m so happy i found you, i wanted to talk to you" He shut‘s the door, slide‘s down on the wall next to you, he look‘s like he want‘s to say something but he doesn’t, he just sit‘s there.

After what felt like a eternity of sitting he ask‘s, "What‘s wrong? Did something happen? You‘ve been so distant lately, i’m worried." That‘s not the question you thought he was going to ask but either way; not wanting to answer, you stay silent for a second. He reassure‘s you that you don’t have to tell him, and all you can say is "I’m sorry, i don’t mean to be distant but, i’m fine! Just really busy" Which you both could tell was not only a lie, but a bad one.

"That‘s not true and you know that. You can tell me anything." You knew that was true, you really could tell him anything but you just had so much worry for how he would react, but after a moment of building up the courage you say, "I’m envious." The word‘s that fell from your mouth surprised Su-hyeok, "Of what?"

You say quietly but loud enough for him to hear "Nam-ra." which obviously he was confused cause he is incredibly oblivious to Nam-ra‘s feeling‘s for him.

"Nam-ra? Your envious of Nam-ra? Why?.." He asked as if it‘s the most confusing thing in the whole world, which made you chuckle in a "God your cute but so so stupid" way. "Why?? Have you not heard everyone since the day we started dating?"

"Tell me, i will sit and listen." Knowing that Su-hyeok isn’t one for long discussion‘s, those word‘s made you feel special. You sat there with a slight tint of red on your cheek‘s, praying he couldn’t see. After a few second’s you said.

"The day we started dating everyone was saying; "Su-hyeok and Y/N? Really? I mean.. i knew they were friends and all but i alway‘s excepted Su-hyeok and Ms. prez to date, what a bummer." And i tried to ignore it for as long as i could but god, hearing every day that your boyfriend and your friend would be better together then you and your boyfriend get‘s really fucking irritating. Especially when that friend has feeling’s for you."

He look‘s at you with confusion and slight anger in his eye’s, "She has feeling‘s for me?- Wait who the fuck is saying that??" after a few second‘s of Su-hyeok asking frantic question‘s, you put your hand over his mouth for a second to give him a chance to breathe. "Yes she has a crush on you. I love you Su-hyeok but god you are so oblivious to people‘s feeling‘s." You say with a small chuckle coming after, "I’m so sorry, Y/N. I didn‘t know she liked me like that… i’ll make sure to talk to her!" he say‘s with such a genuine smile. Every time he smile‘s at you, you can‘t help but feel so good inside.

Before you can say thank you, he beat‘s you to talking "But, I wanna know who‘s saying those thing‘s. Im gonna beat em' up for you!" He say‘s i’m a sort of jokingly tone, but follow‘s it up with "But seriously, no one should be saying that. Your the only one for me dear, you pretty, sweet, perfect, wonderful, caring. Nam-ra is a good friend but she has nothing on you, I love you." God those word‘s made you so happy, they made you feel like you were floating. "I love you so so so so soooo much, and thank you Su-hyeok, you alway‘s know exactly what to say to make me feel better. It‘s kinda scary if i’m being honest!" you say leading off with a chuckle.

"Of course, it‘s called boyfriend‘s intuition! I know exactly what you need and how your feeling, that‘s just how great i am!" He say‘s jokingly, "Oh! Also, can you pretttyyyyyy please help me out with the homework tonight? I didn‘t study…" How predictable, though you wouldn’t mind spending time with him tonight.. "Of course you didn’t, but sure." you say in a very teasingly voice. "THANK YOU! IM SAVED!!" He shout‘s, causing you too laugh and think..

God my boyfriend is a dumbass, but he’s so cute so i guess i could ignore that!

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