illuceooo

[illuceooo]

uhg

[illuceooo]

It sucks not having anyone understand the pain you’re going through.

[illuceooo]

this is the hardest thing ive ever had to do in my life

but i need to put myself first

no more letting people walk all over me

i deserve better than how they treat me

[illuceooo]

o, swear not by the moon

[illuceooo]

sometimes id text you things knowing you have my number blocked

as a way to get it all off my chest

[illuceooo]

i wonder if ill ever find someone who actually likes me for who i am and not who im forced to be

ive never been completely alone like this before

[illuceooo]

I don’t know how much longer I can handle this

[illuceooo]

i just can’t look

its killing me

and taking control

[illuceooo]

im confused

[illuceooo]

It’s been a while. How are you?

~A

I’d wondered if I’d missed something. I haven’t had tumblr downloaded for a little bit now.

I’m simultaneously the worst I’ve ever been and the best I’ve ever been. Which doesn’t make a lot of sense but it’s true.

[illuceooo]

it’s truly only ever been me myself and i

[illuceooo]

we never had a fighting chance

[illuceooo]

i am drunk and sad right now ahaha

[illuceooo]

i just wish you would talk to me.

[illuceooo]

i wish things had been different

[illuceooo]

i miss you so bad.

[illuceooo]

i should just off myself before it’s too late