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I love acting like self harm is a hobby instead of a symptom of my debilitating mental illness. Like no guys I'm just really silly and creative.

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Worst feeling is when u look at urself in the mirror and ur weight really sinks in and u feel sick

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🦴 🩻 spo

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I am craving Fall bad right now. I want to wear comfortable sweaters and leggings with Uggs. I need to go to a pumpkin patch and visit haunted houses. I want to do this all while being skinny and dainty. I want to look like I crawled out of a Pinterest board.

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btw don't count the cals of that coffee that is the only thing that's keeping you from a binge or the perpetual sadness of life!

(do count if you're drinking it in excess)

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I hate how volatile my emotions make me and how the only way people can stand being around me is if I'm medicated since I'm such a bitch when I'm not, I hate the way my family treats me like some ticking time bomb to go off when rhe worst I've done is cut my self or my hair or bent a thing trying to plug it into the outlet but still they do and I can't blame them. Somethings wrong with me and always will be and I need to get over it because I have a life I'm supposed to live even though it can all be uprooted at any moment by my mom just cause and idk it's all my fault and I hate it and thank fuck I'll be hoke alone the next four days counting today

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Accidently fasted for about 40 hours give or take...feelin great ngl (by great I mean I almost passed out) need to do this more

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The person I reblogged this from deserves to be happy

I tried to scroll past this. I really did

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I hate how out of practice I am at hurting myself, and denying myself food, and everything I used to do so flawlessly...I'm pathetic

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This is such a rip off omg I'm eating 1,500ish cals a day, cause I used to binge almost every day, to get myself more used to eating a 'normal' amount and I STILL binged 4 days in a row AND GAINED

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Two wolves in me fr

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Being a junkarexic is so funny cause wdym I'm gonna have two corn dogs and a moon pie (small one) then call it a day?? that's shit

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have a great june everyone 🤍

좋은 하루 되.

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I eat a snack and my mom makes me get her some too and wants two but when I give her two she says she only wanted one wtfff wasting my snacks and trying to fatten me up more

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I binged again God I can't even rat around 1500 a day without going over I'm such a facker no wonder I'm fucking fat

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I'm gonna be sick I hate my thighs I hate my thighs I hate my thighs I hate my thighs I need to slash them to nothing until that's what they are I hate them so much I don't care if I get caught or my mom notices