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um sorry for moaning when you stabbed me. it's been a really long time since anyone touched me like that

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man what the hell is hannibal even about and why is there so much bondage-y stuff

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okay i lied put your clothes back on we're not having sex i'm fundamentally evil and i need you to kill me

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why do we even have legal genders anyway. maybe we should not have those

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Whatever *sticks my dick in the gap between who you are and who you portray yourself as*

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what are many or several of you on about.

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the thing about being nonbinary is that you really do start to forget that other people have such strict walls around what is and isn’t allowed for genders. i thought we all agreed that we made that up. could you climb out of the cave real quick and feel the sunshine for a minute.

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embarrassment has good bones

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i wish people were nicer about the whole transgender thing

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queerbaiting is good because the yearning is always better than the having

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can someone invent a type of letting go that actually feels good instead of feeling like your soul is getting ripped out via large intestine

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i’m getting tired of reblogging images on here someone fall in love with me

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everything is about reaching the ending except for the ending which is about wanting to go back to the start

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ughhh fine *experiences emotional growth*

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Think I used to get bogged down in “do I forgive this person” “do I even out the scales” “should I stand my ground” but really the question I should be asking is “what would be better for me” bc really. What would be better for me in the long term. What would stay true to my self respect and boundaries and values? What would provide the best outcome? What would make the most of our time? Sometimes that’s forgiveness and sometimes it’s not and I don’t think either route is necessarily morally superior to the other so long as it minimizes harm and is fair while also prioritizing your happiness

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“do you know where you’ll be headed in 5 years?” no. but i do know about themes and motifs. and friendship. and putting garlic on everything