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I want to have control of my own life for once

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"1 min clean!" SHUT THE FUCK UP

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and right when you think you’re getting better, it all goes to shit.

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Being told that I'm not someone my mom has to worry about cause she 'knows I'm not doing unsafe things that could end up with me in the hospital' is a little ironic and does make me feel pretty guilty ngl, but it's also nice to know I've somehow done a solid job convincing even her to not worry about me

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“do you do any type of sports” - yeah i run away from my problems on a daily basis.

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Why must I have a reason for suicide? What if I just don't want to live?

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It's getting bad again

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it feels like the emptiness inside me is consuming me alive and there’s just more and more of the nothing and the more i try to fill the space the more empty it becomes

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Is it normal to forget you have a disorder? Like I’ll be making the worst choices thinking it’s normal and then someone reminds me I’m borderline.

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bpd buddiesssss ~

when any of yall have a minor setback when doing something, do yall also just like give the fuck up, and like not just on that.

like this whole thing is useless, shoulda seen it coming, i shoulda never started doing it. stupid of me to think itd work out well

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“What are you going to do with your life?” Dawg I was supposed to die 7 years ago. Idgaf what happens anymore.

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I utterly despise when my disorder gets the best of me, ruining everything and everyone near me.

I should be a good friend, a good partner, a good roommate. I’m truly a monster sometimes.

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it’s ok because i have a blade

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I'm so tired of living like this

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my range of emotions go from “it’s scary how much i feel” to “it’s scary how much i don’t feel”

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i hate everyone and i wish i never made any connections to anyone

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Guys I lied I can’t handle constructive criticism