actually there are so many times after ri's scandal happened that i think about that welcoming collection they did where they predicted what exactly would happen.. it always blows my mind that they said it on cam and it came true lol maybe it was just the natural thing to do/think..
i think about that moment a lot.. who would have knew..
maybe they did
also tabi's interview in there.. it really cuts deep. but i'm so glad what he said came true too. that he would have been through a lot and would be a stronger person coming out of all these. you did well my bby
tabi opening up about taking his own life in 2017 really touches my heart.
i still remember in 2017 when everything spiraled downhill and i thought we were going to lose him like that
thinking about it now it still makes me nervous.
but looking back im just so proud that it is over and that he has healed from it to some extent because he can talk about it now.
it is also reflected in his lyrics in still life. i can tell how much healing he has received throughout these years
im so glad he is just becoming a better version of himself and that he wants to keep bettering himself.
whether or not you choose to continue with big bang eventually, i hope you know that i will always be rooting for you wherever you are, whatever you do.
i hope you see it as a song that summarizes how much they've been through up till now...
this song really made me realize wow all these years we've walked through together.. and we're still here.. we're still in this.
i see so much growth and reflection in this song.. especially in jiyong's and tabi's rap lyrics..
looks like someone's received a lot of healing.. and i think they just wanna tell us that they'll always be here.
i don't even know how to explain this feeling.. as someone who's been in this fandom since 07, i'm just immensely proud of their growth and i think instead of it being all sad i feel like i am receiving a lot of strength from this song.. just like how they have showed that they're still going strong and still learning and still healing and just trying to be the best versions of themselves.
from now on may our spring summer fall and winter always be beautiful x