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your blog isn’t fully developed until youre 25

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Platamonas, Greece, 30/7.

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𝖬𝖾𝖽𝗂𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇 𝗂𝗇 𝖺𝗇 𝖾𝗆𝖾𝗋𝗀𝖾𝗇𝖼𝗒 𝖻𝗒 𝖵𝗂𝗃𝖺𝗒 𝖲𝖺𝗋𝖺𝗍𝗁𝗒

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𝖲𝗇𝗈𝗋𝗄𝗆𝖺𝗂𝖽𝖾𝗇 𝖺𝗉𝗉𝗋𝖾𝖼𝗂𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇 𝗉𝗈𝗌𝗍 ♡

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Forgotten

Ive forgotten who I once was. I was once a somewhat happy person. A wide crooked smile with a barely noticeable dimple on the right side of my face, oh how my eyes lit when I would smile and laugh!

Ive forgotten who my friends once loved. I was so honest. A lie never rolled off my tongue, even if the truth hurt I spoke it, oh how the tears blurred my vision and burned my eyes when I hurt a friend with the truth.

Ive forgotten who my family raised. I was so strong. The middle child, the true foundation of a family. A shoulder to cry on, an ear to always listen, a built in mediator for all arguments, and most importantly a breathing damn it doll for all verbal and physical anger.

Ive forgotten who stared back at me in the mirror. I was once someone I knew. A smile was always on my face, a lie never rolled off my tongue, and I was always present to listen to my family. Today the dimple on the right side of my face never appears, I no longer feel the burn of tears in my eyes because I hurt someone with the truth but because I cant lie if I don't speak. I am no longer strong enough to be a listening ear, because no one would listen to me.

Ive been forgotten. Maybe its for the best.

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The Angel Oak on Johns Island in South Carolina

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I should not feel guilty for blossoming; imagine our meadows if flowers did.

‘Meditating on Myself,’ - Megan’s Poetry #583 (via meganspoetry)

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"The more you bleed in training, the less you sweat in war"

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Captain Marvel (2019) dir. Anna Boden & Ryan Fleck

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Why is it so easy to feel unloved, but so hard to feel loved?

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