imjustjay

[imjustjay]

It's been 2 long years.

I haven't been on tumblr in two years. I just been trying to fix my life still working on it.

[imjustjay]

Man fuck it

I'm just going to be on xbox live all day! 

[imjustjay]

I tried to whistle to call my dogs!

And no dogs came because I forgot there not with my anymore! :(

[imjustjay]

I need a friend right about now!

I usually just talk to my dogs and hug them or drink a beer and smoke a cigarette but I don't have any of that anymore and it really sucks! Plus I don't want to bug my friends about things because I know some people have it worse then me. But still I feel like I really need some company right about now!

[imjustjay]

I used to love going to work!

Getting money, talking to random people, wearing scrubs, learning new things everyday! but lately Ive been getting sick and tired of work, But i love it because it pays great and some people at my work are really nice!!

[imjustjay]

I miss being on tumblr

I hate being always busy! I wish there was more time in the day, so I can do everything I want to do but that's life!

[imjustjay]

They said growing up will be fun!

But it seems like who every said that, is just a fucking liar!

[imjustjay]

Stuff I really need right now!

Beer, beer, and some more beer! And maybe a pack of cigarettes!

[imjustjay]

Hmmm

I just wish everything will start going my way, instead of forcing it to happen!

[imjustjay]

I miss my dogs!!

I think it's fuck up that I came home one day and suddenly two of my dogs where giving away! Just because my sister doesn't want them at her house and i can't have pets at my new place! I didn't even get to say goodbye but I was lucky enough to say goodbye to my last dog today! I really hope there doing good!! And that they knew I loved with deeply with all my heart! There were my best friends at worst times! And I wish I had the chance to grow up with them until they get really old!

[imjustjay]

Time to move again

Last day I'm moving out of my old house and moving into a new one! I move so many times throughout the years, I bet is someone is looking for me there going to have a hard time searching me for! Lol

[imjustjay]

I just don't know anymore.

Besides that I'm literally done with all this shit I have to deal with in life!!

[imjustjay]

1 hour left

Till my birthday is over!!

[imjustjay]

My birthday is in two more days

I just wish to left alone that day so I can do my own thing to be honest! Some how I still feel like my family is going to make it all about them that day!! But one thing I really hope for is to see that thing that visit me on my birthday last year! Even though it might not happen ever again in my life time!!

[imjustjay]

I'm having a crappy week

Even though it's my birth week, some how my family finds a way to ruin everything! Those selfish rude lazy assholes!! I hate there bitch asses!

[imjustjay]

Yepp

I have to go to my grandpa house soon and get the things he left me! And to think I was one of the last people to say goodbye to him and my grandma before they left out of the states! For some reason I'm always the only one in my family who Actually say goodbye to a person before they randomly past on!! But on the bright side he gave me some material I could make us to make my metal armor suit! Plus his Good bolo machete because I ask if I could have it!

[imjustjay]

One of my grandpa just died!!

Some how every single one of my relatives always pass few months before or after my birthday! At times I always think it's unfair how god takes them alway right before, after or on my birthday! It only happens to me though and I want to know why?? Why must they past on, around my birthday and how come I don't age at all? Why me??