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I don't know what to do anymorekzxnankldsnkls

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a couple years back i made a post about life advice and one of the tips i gave was 'cheat at solitaire if you want to', and i've been thinking of that since.

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i can't do this anymore! i mean i can, and i will, obviously. but i can't fucking do this anymore!

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fixing my anxiety by repeating the phrase I'm just a girl.

got to close to the curb?

I'm just a girl

spent nearly two hundred bucks on holo taco?

just a girl

just a girl that's trying

that's all the world needs from me

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who ever said money doesn't buy happiness is fucking stupid you know how easy it is to entertain myself with all these fucking electronics I ain't had a thought since bitch starts to have a negative thought and www.funbrain.com here I come about to revert to 6 year old me without a care in the world

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im BOREDddD

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Dude I started a new Tumblr for some reason actually I know the reason I wanted to reset but I miss my old account

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Got Medicated now realizing I was being an emo little shit quite cringe tbh but a vibe miss being able to smoke but now I can leave my house :) I like typing out thoughts. This is how I be sending texts to friends just one line of thought at a time

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i like getting high

cause it makes me sad and forces me to change my life

little by little

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sitting in the back on our way to the beach

might fall asleep

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my best angle

Pov your my fbi agent

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just dance is so good

but tea mmmmm

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when i was like 5 and i was really sick i was lowkey hallucinating and shit felt so weird and that became like a core memory for me and i been chasing that feeling ever since

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the way the lorax song always comes back and haunts me

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like okay at first i did it cause i was fucking miserable and need something to bring me joy cause everything sucked you know and i remembered how good the takis and lemon chips tasted when i ate the edible so i decided to smoke

and when i did i was absolutely tripping balls i felt like i reliving my past and living a million lives a second my brain was in over drive

anyways now all it does is make me think and i cant even tell if smoking ever truly made me happy or if i just loved how i would completely lose my sanity if i took enough

but it did bring me joy at some point i believe because i remember watching twitch and absolutely loving every second of it but now i watch anything high and i pick apart every little detail and nothing is fun

btw when i mean insanity i mean like once i was literally thinking and was like ‘who am i talking to” and got scared i was schizophrenic, but i kinda liked it. i liked absolutely losing it. but also i wanted to like pass through time faster cause like shit fucking sucked i got braces and i hated them. Nobody said they hurt that badly. anyways i just wanted to fast forward to when i would have them removed and now nearly two years have past and there finally going to be taken off on the 20th and ive wasted my time just being high

but being high did force me to think about my childhood and seek therapy and shit but now im in it and i feel like have no problems, i have no idea what to do

i think weed makes me sad