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This version is 🔥

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Your eyes when 10 million fireflies:

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“ummmmm ur bra strap is showing :/ ”

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brain: u gotta be… The Best™

me: ok so we’ll work hard then?

brain: no work… only Best.

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plankton built his computer wife so he’s also the one who programmed her personality.  plankton made a wife who would belittle and mock him. plankton has a humiliation fetish

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People with messy cars full of garbage are actually pretty good people because they don’t throw their garbage out the window

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Please if you relate to this at all PLEASE LEAVE WHILE YOU CAN! Please, it’ll be hard now but if you don’t while you can it’ll keep getting worse and just get harder and harder I was in an emotional/mental abusive relationship and trust me I wish I would have seen this over a year ago it could have changed my life a lot earlier Anyways, as soon as I left I was a complete fucking mess cause I was so hurt to think the person I loved would treat me likes that but a little over a month later things started looking up and I’m now happier than ever and I don’t regret leaving at all cause I know instead of typing this and helping someone, I’d be sitting in the middle of my bed crying

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“He doesn’t understand yet that guilt comes to you not from the things you’ve done, but from the things others have done to you”

— Margaret Atwood, Alias Grace

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thee most powerful scene in cinematic history

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Just abused things

- Never being able to make a decision on your own and always needing the input of someone else, even if it was what you wanted anyway

- When someone raises their voice but then it’s Them again

- Forever wondering if it’s all really Your Fault

- Deciding it was definitely Your Fault

- Getting angry and knowing it was all their fault

- Rinse and repeat

- “I’m sorry I’m sorry I didn’t mean to”

“Why are you apologizing, it was clearly a mistake?”

- Am I real are you real is anything real

- Flinching at someone calling your name

- Flinching in general at anyone doing anything near you

- I have to escape I have to escape I have to es

- Having a panic attack over stuff that people don’t understand can cause a panic attack

- Feeling Not Valid because your trauma wasn’t visible to other people

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“You were always the darkest tale of my life. And somehow I still manage to find something inside you that was cradled in light. You were the only time my positivity became my biggest folly.”

— Nikita Gill, The Optimist Recalls Her Abuser

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“Well I never hit you, did I?” Is neither an accomplishment nor a defense.

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