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I think people over seventy years old should have unrestricted access to prescription painkillers. Not to take home or anything (they might get sold or stolen, although frankly I think pain meds should be less regulated in general and the fact that such a market exists for that is a sign that they're over-restricted in the first place) but like, they should be able to show up at the hospital and flash their ID and be like "morphine please" and have a nurse shoot them up then and there. Yes this is about my stepfather who had every health problem and finally became a tolerable human being after he was put on constant pain management medication but also if you're over 70 you know how your own body works and what pain feels like and frankly if you throw away your life to a painkiller addiction at that age (way less rare than the media would have you think, most "abusers" of painkillers are self-medicating *to manage their pain that they're not being prescribed enough medication for*) then all the more power to you.

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walking 30 minutes just to suck dick call me the horseless headman

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Hate when I see people with sh scars in public and mine aren't visible

Like I want you to know I'm not judging you, I'm like you, I see you

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edblr needs a wake up call.

i HATE those ed posts that are like "weight loss benefits" related to health. ik a lot of ppl on here are kids and maybe don't understand. & romanticizing ed for yourself is one thing, i'm guilty of it myself. but please do not lie to yourself and others that this shit is healthy. you will not have a healthier heart than a fat person by eating under 1000 calories a day. you will not have a better quality of life, you will not have more energy, your skin and hair will not be stronger, your mental health will not improve. this is one of the things that i legitimately think is dangerous to spread. there are no health benefits from an eating disorder.

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Develop a "god mentality". Refuse to eat anything that isn't good enough for you, control your cravings; think of them as people that obey under u. When u feel like binging drink water until you're full; think of binging as an enemy that's trying to get in ur territory, u can either fight or surrender. Be smart and strong enough to know there's only one option.

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i know this makes me a bad person but, my mum is my own fatspo. Like when she comes down for meals I'm fucking terrified of eating the same amount as her.

And the combinations she has are fucking disgusting. She puts sour cream on everything savory and mixes it in and it genuinely makes me nauseous.

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Bitches be like "Stop babying me!!" And then ⭐️ve to feel tiny and worthy of safety.

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i went down!

110.4 to 109.2

That's only 0.6lbs in two days but it's still a decrease. (I've been stuck in not losing at all hell for the past 3 months)

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drink some fucking water

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This ed kinda reminds me of the time that I had a "teacher crush", so basically I picked a guy that was nice but I got slight hints that he could become violent and sorta (but not really) tried to start a relationship with him so that I could do something that would provoke him to kill me.

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I want to be so undeniably thin and undeniably male that people call me anorexic as an insult

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I've got that feeling of hunger back. I missed this.

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“Binging because you ate two cookies

Is like

Stomping on your phone because you dropped it”

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None of you have anything on me I've been fasting for over 2 months. (I usually record them on this and just sorta forgot about it)

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I'm convinced that nothing on this planet is better than standing in a hot shower to warm up when you are freezing from ⭐️rving

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reblog if you’re an active edumblr user in june 2024 !

Need more moots

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the feeling of secretly relapsing. the adrenaline of hiding it. knowing how easily you could get caught. making certain things super obvious just to see how easily you can lie out of it. when people start kinda catching on but nobody will say anything and it becomes a big unspoken thing that nobody is really sure about.