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I know life is not fair, but I miss you soo damnn much Davina, it hurts beyond words, you know i literally cherished evey single second i spent with you. I miss you!!! ill always be here for you, even if you don't need me. We we're supposed to be the two people in each others life that would never leave each other no matter what. i still love you unconditionally and i always will. my life is spiralling out of control I need you so bad!!!

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Your fingerprint in my phone was little knob and my fingerprint in your phone was big knob, you will always forever be my little knob, I will love you always 😢 xoxo

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I miss you best friend, I'd anything to have you back in my life, I'm broken without you. How do we go from telling each other we love each other every night to absolutely nothing 😢

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Missing You Still

Its now been over four months since we stopped talking and I still don’t go a day without thinking about you. Its absolutely tearing me apart, I feel like I’m breaking down, I wanna message you so badly, but I know you won’t reply back. I was on insta today and saw a pic of a chef cooking in a tepenyaki resturant, it reminded me of when me and you went to one and you egged me on to throw an egg on the hot plate and then pissed your self laughing, that was a good date night. I miss you little knob, sincerely your big knob 😢 xo

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Best friend

It's been 3 months since i last spoke to you, I honestly don't go a single second of a single day without thinking of you, words can't even being to describe how much i miss you. I dreamt about you last night and you put your arms out to hug me and i fell into them crying with joy cause i missed you so much, then I woke up to realise that'll never happen and that I'll never ever see you again. Ive never felt so lost, i miss you beyond words, i can't function without you, i swear im gonna end up doing something stupid without you!! I love you Davina xoxo

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Miss You

I miss your morning hellos and your night time sweet dreams, I miss your smile in the morning which always makes me grin. I miss your first hug when I see you and your last hug when I leave you. I miss trying new foods with you and sharing new drinks, I miss our end of day smokes and end of day wave. I miss hearing your laugh and i miss making you laugh, I miss our rides to work and I miss waiting to see you. I miss our trips to bella italia and I miss shooting hoops at the bowling alley. I miss hearing how you are and trying to cheer you up. But Most of all I miss my best friend!!! xo

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In Love with My BFF

Ive fallen in love with my BFF, i couldn't help it, shes alll i think about. Before I go to sleep I think about her, when I wake up, she's the first thing I think about, I dont even sleep till she tells me she loves me back. She's got to know i absolutely am head over heels in love with her, but shes either blind or i dont know , arrrrhhhhhhhhh

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My bff, Davina I love you sooo much xoxoxo

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Davina

Today I lost my best friend. She's been distancing herself slowly and I knew it would come to this. All I've ever done is been there for her and now shes gone 😢

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I spent three weeks in a mental hospital and what I discovered there I feel like should be put into words.

we are not who you think we are.

the boy with turrets told the funniest jokes

the girl who raked her nails up and down her skin could create the most exquisite drawings

the girl who abused drugs had the wisest soul

the boy with schizophrenia had the biggest heart

the girl who tried to kill herself told the boy with insomnia stories to help lure him to sleep

the boy who wanted to kill himself had the deepest passion for cooking

the girl with slits and scars all over her body dried my tears and told me I was beautiful

the boy with anger issues gave the warmest hugs

the girl with bulimia told everyone every day that they looked beautiful in their bodies

the boy who was a compulsive liar told us that he wanted us all to get better, and that he was for once telling the truth

the girl who almost drank herself to death stood up for anyone that felt they were feeling bullied

the boy with social anxiety made sure nobody sat alone at meals

we are not who you think we are.

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My bestie, my best friend xo

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My bff in my jacket, it suits her better tbf. I fucking love her sooo much !!!!

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Baby girl i'd trade it all, even give up my street dreams

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Best friend hates me

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