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i’m doing great ao far

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some of my favorite autumn insp0

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some fall inspo 🍂

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It’s finally fall, the leaves have changed to a beautiful assortment of colours and the tempetures cooled down. You’re peacefully sleeping in your bed, blankets wrapped tightly around yourself because your tiny frame feels the cold far more than your old fat one did. You wake up to the sound of your alarm blaring, rubbing the sleep from your eyes you get out of bed. You walk to the bathroom and step on the scale not surprised to see your UGW, you’d finally reached it and learned to maintain it but you still had the habit of checking every morning. You tiredly stumble to the kitchen and make a hot cup of tea to warm you up and go to the window to look outside. Next comes your favoruite part of the day, getting dressed! Everything in your closet looked amazing on your small figure and you no longer had to wear the same long baggy clothes everyday. You had worked so hard for this body and you knew it looked amazing. You smiled in the mirror admiring how tiny your legs were in the pair of dark wash jeans you’d put on. You threw on a form fitting sweater to show off your flat stomach and the lower neckline showed off your collar bones beautifully. You tossed your hair up into a messy bun and with your sharp jawline, defined cheekbones and big eyes it made you look stunning. You grabbed your bag, put on some knee high boots and knee high socks to keep your feet warm and grabbed a scarf just in case. With your tea still warming your hands you left your home with a smile on your face knowing the world had so much more to offer you now.

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it’s starting to get colder again! yay i want to go to the gym tomorrow. let’s see how that goes. i’m back

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Diet Coke>>>>>>

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Fall thinspo imagine

It’s finally fall, the leaves have changed to a beautiful assortment of colours and the tempetures cooled down. You’re peacefully sleeping in your bed, blankets wrapped tightly around yourself because your tiny frame feels the cold far more than your old fat one did. You wake up to the sound of your alarm blaring, rubbing the sleep from your eyes you get out of bed. You walk to the bathroom and step on the scale not surprised to see your UGW, you’d finally reached it and learned to maintain it but you still had the habit of checking every morning. You tiredly stumble to the kitchen and make a hot cup of tea to warm you up and go to the window to look outside. Next comes your favoruite part of the day, getting dressed! Everything in your closet looked amazing on your small figure and you no longer had to wear the same long baggy clothes everyday. You had worked so hard for this body and you knew it looked amazing. You smiled in the mirror admiring how tiny your legs were in the pair of dark wash jeans you’d put on. You threw on a form fitting sweater to show off your flat stomach and the lower neckline showed off your collar bones beautifully. You tossed your hair up into a messy bun and with your sharp jawline, defined cheekbones and big eyes it made you look stunning. You grabbed your bag, put on some knee high boots and knee high socks to keep your feet warm and grabbed a scarf just in case. With your tea still warming your hands you left your home with a smile on your face knowing the world had so much more to offer you now.

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Thinspo Imagine: Fall Edition

It’s the middle of October on a chilly Sunday. You’re currently walking across campus with a cup of hot green tea in your hands thats almost finished. Your long, boney fingers poke out your oversized sweater and wrap around this last bit of heat as you walk to your favorite cafe. Your thighs are moving miles apart and your thigh gap makes your legs look amazing in these cozy tight leggings. You don’t even need to pull your thigh high socks up anymore; they used to fall down when you were fat, but now they hold snug.

Theres a gust of wind and you snuggle up into your scarf and your huge sweater. It’s one of the smallest sizes they had and it looks like it’s over powering you. To everyone, they see a dainty, fragile girl that needs protecting. They all want to hold you until your warm and wrap another coat around you. Your long hair stays above you in your high bun. You no longer need to hide your face to look skinnier. You cheekbones stand high and proud and you look, naturally, absolutely beautiful. All you have is mascara on and even that isn’t needed. Your nose is getting a little pinkish, and the people noticing you think it’s adorable. You continue to walk through red, orange, and yellow leaves, stomping your boots in a puddle every once in a while. These boots go up to your knees and slide on effortlessly. It was only 6 months ago when you could barely pull your boots past your calves and now the tightness, like your fat, is all gone.

You finally reach the cafe with the warm smell of cinnamon and pumpkin engulfing you. Your big eyes look at the menu you’ve basically already memorized. It’s been a month since you hit your goal weight, you know whats going to make you fat. You’re smart, you’ve worked hard to be this dainty and you know how you’re going to maintain it. 

It’s your turn to order. You get a tall hot chocolate, a treat you’ve been waiting for, a fruit cup, and yogurt. You’re allowed to eat more at your GW. You’re skinny, you’ve earned it. You couldn’t eat any of this when you were fat. You didn’t deserve any of it. Now you do.

You notice people staring at you, you meet their eyes and smile. They look flustered and embarrassed, but shyly smile back; they’re shocked that someone as perfect as you would even glance their way. You smile to yourself, your skinny face widening, and go to sit in your favorite corner. 

You put everything down and lay it out neatly. You sit down and pull your perfect long legs under you without trouble, being skinny makes everything easier. You take a couple sips from your hot chocolate and it instant warms up your cold body. Your taste buds are going crazy. This is amazing. I deserve this. 

You no longer look around, scared people think you look disgusting eating. You’re sipping slowly, taking small scoops of your yogurt. You put down your food and grab your favorite book out of your backpack. You look perfect and amazing, like you fit right in. You eat pieces of your fruit and savor their taste because you are now in control with your food. You sit there, comfy, reading as much as you want in this cinnamon wonderland.

You’ve eaten as much as you can and go to empty your bag; you stop when you see your receipt. Theres a number on it; the cute barista gave you their number. You look up, and catch their eyes. They smile, and you smile back.  Damn this feels amazing. You shake your head with that beautiful smile of yours plastered on your face. They were right: Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels.

For  @pint-sized-journalist 💙

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gotta get back on track for autumn

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TW ed

I just need to loose weight for her

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omg yes

can you do something like a hippie inspo? i would appreciate it a lot <3

Hippy Inspo ~

Tried a mix of 70’s vibes and modern!

Also; thank you for your kind comments, I can’t seem to answer with this account 💗

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thinking about getting more al{ohol from the basement even tho im already drnk and al{ohol has so many c4l0r1es 😩

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relapsing won’t solve any of my problems but at least i would feel in control and lighter and prettier while feeling so sad and empty. like …. idk i’m sorry even tho i didn’t like my body when i weighed less i KNEW i looked differently i KNEW people liked how i looked more like people literally would come up to me in public and compliment me now no one even looks. forever the ugly friend everyone forgets abt just want to relapse and be beautiful again